Pinkie

I’m legit so tired of looking chopped. Please please please give me some advice. I’ve had long and short hair, thick, thin, bleached and no eyebrows, colorful contact lenses, colorful wigs, any type of bangs, tried so many different makeup looks, fake facial piercings and moles, tried both cool tone and warm toned makeup, doe eye makeup and cat eye makeup, heavy lashes and bottom lashes. I have to say contact lenses changed so much of the makeup so at least I know I should invest in more, but that’s it. My makeup skills are not terrible but oh god there’s so much difference between the mirror and the pictures taken by my friends🤯 and I can’t say the phone is inaccurate cause how I see my friends compared with their pictures they’re all the same.

I’ve tried anything I could and still look chopped with all, I can never feel comfortable with my looks, I have never been able to look at my pictures from past and think I was pretty, I only feel bad for my past self for thinking she was starting to look better. I can’t pay for facial surgery yet but I will be saving up, but until then how can I stop looking so goddamn ugly?😭 is it because I’m aging that I can’t fix how I look? I mean 20 is old but not THAT old… or?😟

And the problem is that i genuinely believe ill meet her someday and we get married GUYS IM LOSING IT

Hi friends, I need some help with understanding why do I not feel anything like my birthchart. I use astroseek to create my birthchart both natal and Vedic but I really don’t feel like I am the person that they describe. I am not good at reading birthchart so I only read other peoples observations, but lord I never feel like any of them align with me. I’m not saying I’m special but I feel like all that I see is for example cancer sun is so nurturing and people feel comfortable with them… well no 😭💔

(Please don’t read this post if you are in recovery, ed mentioned)

I managed to lose 10 kilos but then I’m stuck at the range of 53-56 kg😭

I lax-abuse and am friends with Mia but it’s not really helpful it’s only maintenance and I still get super bloated 💔

I can’t stop eating, I can’t go back to that honey moon phase and nothing is motivating me to lock in. Please legends help a girl out; how do I trick my mind into going back to that mentality of restricting myself and being disciplined?☹️

I need to lose AT LEAST 15 kilograms more before summer.

I feel like I have nothing about me, no knowledge whatsoever (school doesn’t count because I’m stupid even in school) I’m not good at playing any games and it tires me, I don’t know what media is popular for other teenagers or if I do I can’t catch up, I can’t spend my time doing anything interesting because I’m either studying (only to not fail but I still do) or rest because I’m so exhausted. And idk why am I always exhausted or angry, it’s not fun to be around me..

Omg omg omg omg omg I met this girl and we instantly clicked and omg she was so sweet and caring and omg omg omg omg she was gorgeous and omg she’s so pretty and omg she kept making eye contacts with me and omg omg omg she hugged me and omg she held my hand and omg she kinda held me and omg omg I’m just losing it, am I crazy or what 😭 (making everything out of nothing ugh😔 I feel like I’m harassing this poor girl 💔)

These wigs are so fun I wonder why I don’t see anyone wearing them ☹️

You guys I got scammed💔💔💔 inside these cute surprise eggs there were stickers from the NEW GENERATION OF PONIES!!!