Aoynari

Just some stuff about my system I don’t know what to post here

Can’t click the link but I didn’t know about endo systems I have never looked that up I just know I got this thing with my head and doctors be calling it a system

The ground is gone

I’m safe

I’m seen

I’m dead

What is any of this

I’m so schizophrenic

there’s no flow to this

I’m so pathetic

Everything I think is stupid

I’m laughing

This is my state

I’m like this every fucking time

I hurt in my chest

My shoulders don’t sit right

I can’t stop thinking about your face in mine

I can’t stop thinking about how pathetic I was I can’t forgive myself because I don’t want to

I don’t want to

I am so weak

I’m weak

I can’t do anything

I’ve been stuck

Living in a nameless loop

I keep fucking up

I keep doing the same stupid shit

I know I am disgusting

I know I am worthless

I know I am nothing

I know I am am the observer

I know all of this is temporary

I know I am safe

I know I’m fine

I know I’m loved

I know nothing is wrong now

I know I have everything

I know I have the rest of my life

I know I am living to experience

I know this is the present moment

I know I am safe

I know I am loved

I know life is beautiful

I know I’m safe

I know it’s going to be okay

But why does it still hurt

Lmfaoooo

Brjhhhh

Lmfaooo nooooo