To Look Back

I haven't posted or draw anything in so long, my blog is kinda dead

Drawing girls is so hard

Pink bubu

last week i all i felt was blue, cause i had to decline a job that mostly had all the advantages, was easy enough to handle with my 3d student life, but no it gave me anxiety even at the thought of working a real job, and apparently having a good enough routine for my academic, work and life balance. only sketching out blue haired taeyong gave me a bit of comfort. i hate having to stick to a job and consistently delivering results i hate that creative freedom is no more cause deadlines loom over my head. hate being stressed all the time. it is what adulthood is right ? why do i suck at it ? how does others handle it ?

my desktop wallpaper for now. Joyride is my fav track in the album.

Trying to sketch even when not feeling like it

Phone stickers DIY

After class had a nice little date with myself on this rainy day while waiting for my train. It was so good healing and relaxing. Spending time with myself did clear my head.