So I became one of those weird millennials whose only personality is plants and my entire youtube frontpage is garden stuff. And I have to put this somewhere, I have just stumbled upon the youtube equivalent of a subtweet. I am so invested.

So anyway I'm so normal about next year's garden I made a scuffed 3d model of it. Now in Blender I can move a 3d sun light source around it to see where shadows fall and plant accordingly. Totally normal garden stuff, yeah

idk what's going on but youtube has randomly started recommending dir en grey videos. I haven't thought about that band in a decade or more. And of course one of the videos is an iceberg vid and "the kite video" is at the top of the iceberg. For years I thought that was just a fever dream but apparently not. Never thought dir en grey of all bands would be the one to dropkick me with nostalgia but here we are

Starting 2025 terribly strong. For the old heads that remember all my crazy sister stories, she passed. On one hand I no longer have to worry that she may one day kill me, on the other hand damn.

Turns out it wasn't social anxiety it was maybe just hidden OCD all along.🤷🏾‍♀️ Won't know for sure until jan.