i literally couldn’t sleep last night because i suddenly got so concerned about my love life. i feel like i’m fundamentally a difficult person to date because of 1. transgender and 2. frankly, my odd sexual interests. can we speak openly and without judgement here. it’s really too bad i’m not as cool as a lot of people with odd interests who can be defiant about it, whereas i feel so meek… like i really don’t even need it to be a part of sex or the relationship i just don’t want to feel like i’m hiding something. to be honest my last relationship was so utterly fail that it barely even felt like i wasn’t single, but at least my two most anxiety-inducing qualities as listed above were essentially prerequisites so i never had to agonize over it. this genuinely has been haunting me for the past few days Lol…