my drama and whatnot

the christian veneration of the lamb has always been terrifying to me in ways i can’t explain

here’s this figure that is vulnerable and easily abused and what’s admirable about it is that it doesn’t fight back and it doesn’t try to defend itself and it’s suffering is noble because it just sits there and takes it. pain is beautiful when you surrender to pain, suffering is godly when you don’t question or try to protect yourself and survival is ugly… like it is just me or is anybody else’s fucking skin crawling rn!!

I have yet to see a single article, study, opinion, or material benefit to back up unmasking. My respirator keeps me safer and healthier. That's just anecdotal evidence, sure, but it's backed up by thousands of studies, articles, public health guidances, and industrial standards addressing clean air, disease mitigation, allergies, hidden carcinogens like lead paint or forgotten asbestos, and more. It keeps me and my friends, family, and loved ones safer too.

still living with my parents as an adult is just like. i'm grateful to not have to pay for groceries. i have to get out of here. i'm grateful to have a roof over my head and not have to pay rent. i have to get out of here. i'm grateful to not have to worry about sending out endless job applications that all lead to nowhere. i have to get out of here. i'm grateful i'm grateful i'm so fucking grateful. i have to get out of here

Im an idiot I'm an idiot omg I'm such an idiot did I really accidentally give myself an allergic reaction through my vagina!?!

Update did an allergy test and I am certified not even allergic to the thing I reacted to. My body just decided to throw a bitch fit. Again.