I hate school... Hate, hate, hate this f*ck school. I wanna go home...

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I hate school... Hate, hate, hate this f*ck school. I wanna go home...

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derealization sucks :(
I can't even tell the difference between the species dysphoria and the gender bullshit and the just regular insecurity anymore it's all the fucking sameee i want outtt of here fuckkkkk
WHY do I keep getting the most godforsakenly triggering posts on my 'following' and 'for you' pages by people I like/follow????hhhhswhsjs
I can't even be upset at them about it cos I'm not about to be self centered about their blogs cos it's me that has problems
I KNOW I keep posting small crappy vents like this I'm just tryna get my energy and motivation back for drawing again, dk why it just randomly fucked off after taking some time off for myself, AND whilst looking into getting referred to a specialist to be assessed for BPD (dk if that's rly surprising tbh-)
Small vent ig?

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minor vent:
When I'm happy I say: bitches love my very happy personality!!!
When I'm sad I say: Fuck I fuck everything up I'm way to hyperactive I swear.
yo wait, I'm actually so senstive tf๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ wtf is wrong w me๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Sometimes I wish i could trust someone enough to share with them my vent board on pinterest and my notes app because I think its the only way anyone would ever truly understand me, but everytime ive let someone in it got used against me so now I think everyones trying to get information out of me to use as a weapon to stab me in the heart again
I also really wish people would check in on me the way i check on them. Whenever someone seems upset, something happened or their status is alarming i check in and make sure theyre okay, but everyone else assumes ill figure it out on my own and it sucks