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hi guys. not much to report if you actually know me.
i had a trauma psychosis in the beginning of 2026 that has roots in the past... since i've had this account. i will be reachable/findable from now on at another account, which you can find out! if you wanna reach out to me!
I've accepted that most people I thought I was friends with were actually at best friendly, and that I had a very warped view of what a healthy relationship is that was warped further by my negative experiences in being sex trafficked by my family and exes. i blew up at some people while i was in trauma psychosis, and if they wanna talk to me about that, they can reach out to me directly. i'm not in a great place to go deep diving into everywhere i went and everything i did over the past several months but i will apologize for anything that i did wrong, and mean it.
i'm going to continue healing and making art. I'm not actually going anywhere. I just don't really feel like using this account or its outliers until i'm ready to be very public facing again, and i have a lot of healing to do before i feel ready to be so easily findable by all those people i just reminded of my existence. i don't need drama right now, and i won't handle it gracefully. so. /bows out/
catch you on ao3! if you follow me there <3
what do you even do when you have serious beef with your heroes? like??? fucking sing AWOLNation about it???
ahh.. okay. i see.
i'm gonna be seeing post limit later today, i believe. unfollow now or face my burgeoning metamorphasis with a clear conscience, peasants.
daddy's finally fucking home.
for realsies this time.
i think its funny how if you imagine something scary enough your brain starts treating it like its real and out to get you. its really cool and not annoying at all
someone: i made up a guy called the Scary Getter! He's real spooky when he tries to getter you!
me: wow thats scary.....the Scary Getter.....what if hes real....what if he getters me???
gonna start reblogging this every time i start worrying about about the Scary Getter
watching hannibal. knew i was will graham, didnt know i needed a SIDEBLOG to meditate upon our similarities????? but okay. lets see what version of clairvoyantwillie is open. probably ...... one mo'
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yooo guess who's got a lvl up in Being Normal During Extremely Triggering Bad luck and mental + physical ????? my meds are working and i just defeated all my greatest fears. its been a quarter of a century in the making... prepare for me to have begun true recovery for a like. legitimately ridiculously awful life in which so many ppl i run into who r like. legally and morally obligated to help me. because they chose to be HEALERS of the LOATHSOME histrionic afab gender and sexuality brainwashed chronic abuse survivors.
adult human females and their TikTok echo chamber of hypochondriacs and drama llamas... 😒
but yoooo i had to do three of those BITCHES today whle at the er for a dislocated shoulder. its just soft tissue damage from karlach being too hot guys ok i sat weird for an hr talking bout how great my bg3 self insert parodies are. thru text because i was overwhelming everyone by babbling continuously when everyone.. including mtysefl... just needed me to shut up and rest lol. guess what didnt work out for me LOL
incoming:
voice controlled computer
bg3 tav posting
the bg3 write up that i got so excited making w all my new confidence and unmedded ocd i am now not moving my arm on drs orders until tuesday
FREE SLINGS???? two sizes because the first one was a lil small for tonight but id need it tmrw and it was technically trash??? and Destiny J my love and savior, angel of the St Jo's circle of purgatory and hell.... let me take it home instead of throwing it out in front of me as i begged for it because im too poor to buy one and i need it desperately.
destiny j you are getting a by name review and i hope you understand that you like didnt save my life or anything, because i actually DID have it this time, but like. that could have been so pointless and damaging and traumatizing. destiny j <3 <3 <3
all my coping skills ive aggressively ground into being habit over the last decade+ of grimly whiteknuckling towards a good end i cant even imagine but have vague painful hope for... THEY WORK NOW???
OTC dislocation meds omfggggg i havent had lido patches in five yrs....... new priority purchases lol!!
free fun color barf bag and i only had to ALMOST vomit while hostile intake told me i was being rude but also didnt seem to think... idk,,,, that i was actually at a ten.
which was crazy lol. no wonder st jo's always on fucking strike and ppl die there ALL the time if they have more than a fucking sniffle.
most of the staff are fucking malicious idiots and the rest are exhausted trying to pick up their slack gracefully so everyone gets traumatized the least possible at the ER.
give like 20% of them raises and fire the rest after putting them up for medical review boards of their malpractice jfc.
thats right. im a centrist on the post covid rights of high traffic suburban ERs.
fucking fight me about it then, anyone. god. please
someone fight me about like anything>????
i just want another win while im riding high lol
.........
[desperate ragged breathing. i have once again spoken to almost the point of passing out. just relentless anxiety babble.]
.,..............
DID I MENTION I GOT A LUXURY SPECIAL EDITION NEON GREEN BARF BAG I DIDNT EVEN HAVE TO PUKE IN TO TAKE HOME>?????
yooo guess who's got a lvl up in Being Normal During Extremely Triggering Bad luck and mental + physical ????? my meds are working and i just defeated all my greatest fears. its been a quarter of a century in the making... prepare for me to have begun true recovery for a like. legitimately ridiculously awful life in which so many ppl i run into who r like. legally and morally obligated to help me. because they chose to be HEALERS of the LOATHSOME histrionic afab gender and sexuality brainwashed chronic abuse survivors.
adult human females and their TikTok echo chamber of hypochondriacs and drama llamas... 😒
but yoooo i had to do three of those BITCHES today whle at the er for a dislocated shoulder. its just soft tissue damage from karlach being too hot guys ok i sat weird for an hr talking bout how great my bg3 self insert parodies are. thru text because i was overwhelming everyone by babbling continuously when everyone.. including mtysefl... just needed me to shut up and rest lol. guess what didnt work out for me LOL
incoming:
voice controlled computer
bg3 tav posting
the bg3 write up that i got so excited making w all my new confidence and unmedded ocd i am now not moving my arm on drs orders until tuesday
FREE SLINGS???? two sizes because the first one was a lil small for tonight but id need it tmrw and it was technically trash??? and Destiny J my love and savior, angel of the St Jo's circle of purgatory and hell.... let me take it home instead of throwing it out in front of me as i begged for it because im too poor to buy one and i need it desperately.
destiny j you are getting a by name review and i hope you understand that you like didnt save my life or anything, because i actually DID have it this time, but like. that could have been so pointless and damaging and traumatizing. destiny j <3 <3 <3
all my coping skills ive aggressively ground into being habit over the last decade+ of grimly whiteknuckling towards a good end i cant even imagine but have vague painful hope for... THEY WORK NOW???
OTC dislocation meds omfggggg i havent had lido patches in five yrs....... new priority purchases lol!!
free fun color barf bag and i only had to ALMOST vomit while hostile intake told me i was being rude but also didnt seem to think... idk,,,, that i was actually at a ten.
which was crazy lol. no wonder st jo's always on fucking strike and ppl die there ALL the time if they have more than a fucking sniffle.
most of the staff are fucking malicious idiots and the rest are exhausted trying to pick up their slack gracefully so everyone gets traumatized the least possible at the ER.
give like 20% of them raises and fire the rest after putting them up for medical review boards of their malpractice jfc.
thats right. im a centrist on the post covid rights of high traffic suburban ERs.
fucking fight me about it then, anyone. god. please
someone fight me about like anything>????
i just want another win while im riding high lol
.........
[desperate ragged breathing. i have once again spoken to almost the point of passing out. just relentless anxiety babble.]
.,..............
DID I MENTION I GOT A LUXURY SPECIAL EDITION NEON GREEN BARF BAG I DIDNT EVEN HAVE TO PUKE IN TO TAKE HOME>?????
don’t be evil actually isn’t a law literally anywhere. many criminals were once even human fetuses with a heartbeat.
fucking idiot
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worst part of anxiety/ocd is that sometimes your fears actually do happen and you have to wag your finger at i like this still doesn't prove you're right asshole. it's like having a venom symbiote except you don't even get to have gay alien sex
accidentally got a site's ai assistant bolted down, and I do believe I was personally responsible for it, if only because I found out how to ask it for clothing suggestions in just such a way that it kept trying to find visions of hell in its stock and describing offerings of assorted red and pink scarves as like, insect-mutilated infants
like I do really think I might be at fault if they ever looked at the logs and saw what happened
God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers and I'm dodging the draft
hang on I gotta look something up.
DW I know that one from heart if you need an explanation
Thanks tumblr user i-suggest-vore. I can always count on you for theological literacy wait is there a different reason you like this story
i get to see sturgeon every weekend so i made this:)
y’all my friend decided to investigate what was blocking their drain system and you are not prepared for the answer
i never draw for posts but something about this overtook me so sorry op
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it’s actually really easy to satisfy audiences with Good Representation. you can’t depict someone struggling with their Otherness because that portrays it in a bad light but you have to depict them struggling with their Otherness because if you don’t, then you’re romanticizing how hard it is to be Othered. be super careful not to depict anything that might be adjacent to a common stereotype but if you go too far to avoid all stereotypes, then you’re still building the characters around stereotypes, which is a stereotype in its own way. if your storyline uses tropes, then it’s cliche, but if it avoids tropes, then it’s inauthentic. if you lampshade any of this, then you’re speaking down to your audience but if you don’t acknowledge this, you’re also speaking down to your audience. this is all really easy stuff i don’t know why people don’t get it.
forgot The Most Important thing. you absolutely CANNOT make them perfect because that dehumanizes them, but if you give them flaws? hoooo boy…let’s just say, you do *not* want to give them flaws…
You make soup in a big bowl. You serve it in a smaller bowl. And then you convey it, using a spoon, to your mouth. But what is the spoon? Simply a smaller bowl still
