soph

my dead wife. the ad free internet

watching dreamily recorded footage of a web forum from 2003

Who makes the porn bots. Where do they come from. What do they hope to achieve.

This. This is the first time. The only time. That it was not an echo. It was not found. Oh god.

i actually do run out of time for a lot of things constantly due to being broke or neurodivergent or sick LOL. sometimes it really is just too late. and those opportunities are never coming back and sometimes it’s my fault for not taking them and sometimes it’s just unfair circumstances. either way theres no magic platitude i can tell myself that makes me entirely disregard that regret. or stop grieving the loss

gender essentialism is soooo funny bc it's like "this is what women are like" and you're like "I've met women and many of them, if not the majority, have not been like that" and it's like "well women SHOULD be like that" and you're like "why should women be like that" and its like "because that's what women are like"