need a sub top getting really eager really quick so i have no choice but to calm them down. somewhere in the midst of them fucking me, a sense of control always gets lost. they get distracted and start to chase that high, causing nothing but my nails roughly digging down their back at an effort to snap their attention back to me. my control, not that pathetic desperation that leaves us both over worn and underfed.
"baby, you're trying too hard. i thought you wanted to make me feel good? isn't that what matters? focus on being good for me, not wanting to cum, wanting to go harder, or faster. just listen to me."
dragging that hand up their spine and to the nape of their neck, pulling at their hair to keep their eyes on mine. my other hand going around their throat, applying the smallest amount of pressure in an effort to keep them grounded with me. nodding at them with that condescending pout as i watch them try to cling onto my instructions, mumbling "i know, baby. it's so hard to listen, isn't it? poor thing, you can't even do the one thing you're meant for, huh?"
eventually pulling them down into my neck, letting those tired pants blur into needy bites and kisses while i coo in their ear. those familiar, gentle encouragements laced with a condescending tone that they know and love.
"oh, take it easy, sweetheart. you can make me feel good, can't you? i thought you wanted me to use you? if you won't let me, then i should use someone else, right? no? you don't think anyone else could be pathetic enough for me? no one can do it like you? then say it. say you're mine. that's right, baby. i know. you're so good. relax, just like that, you got it. so fucking good, that's it."