to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.
RMH
KIROKAZE

PR's Tumblrdome
The Stonewall Inn

trying on a metaphor
Cosimo Galluzzi

pixel skylines
tumblr dot com
ojovivo
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
One Nice Bug Per Day
Keni
Today's Document

titsay
taylor price
untitled
Stranger Things
Game of Thrones Daily
I'd rather be in outer space πΈ

seen from Indonesia

seen from Bolivia

seen from United Kingdom

seen from India

seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from TΓΌrkiye
seen from United Kingdom
seen from Colombia

seen from China

seen from Singapore

seen from United States
seen from Germany

seen from Australia
seen from Germany
seen from United States

seen from France

seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from Czechia
@agentmisfire
to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
do you ever feel yourself fail a charisma check in real time
letβs be real the pressure to use AI as an adult is exactly what they said the pressure the do drugs as a teenager would be like but the people that told us that caved immediately for the AI and definitely did not just say no
123movies & putlocker provide more for the people of this country than the army has ever
At least the army doesnβt take the money creators could have made. And is also not stealing anyoneβs content. ^^
they kill people

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
bell hooks mentioned going through a time in her life where she was severely depressed and suicidal and how the only way she got through it was through changing her environment: She surrounded her home with buddhas of all colors, Audre Lordeβs A Litany for Survival facing her as she wakes up, and filling the space she saw everyday with reinforcing objects and meaningful books. She asks herself each day, βWhat are you going to do today to resist domination?β I also really liked it when she said that in order to move from pain to power, it is crucial to engage in βan active rewriting of our lives.β
I have come to think of the suicidal impulse as the brain waving a flag to say three things:
something needs to change here
this is urgent
I donβt know how to do it
death is the ultimate metaphor for drastic change. itβs a general specific. whatever your problems are, it is very likely that dead people donβt have to deal with them. a real solution to your problems may demand a very narrow range of action thatβs likely to be out of reach at this moment, but death is sold on every street corner, so it feels like a more realistic fantasy than happiness.
you donβt really want to die per se but itβs also not completely random chemicals swamping your brain for no reason. you want the pain to stop, you want to be somewhere else, you want to be someone else. itβs urgent. you donβt know how to do it. the end is not the end but a means that feels within your reach right now.
this is the wisdom of bell hooks: daily rituals of meaning and resistance and solidarity are part of slowly building a future where you can make the change you really need. and only alive people can do that. every step you take towards change and power is another step away from death.
July 6, 1920 Letters to Milena by Franz Kafka First published : 1952
i think avoiding everything is going to save me for real this time
happy new year -------------_--------------------
actually im doing really well except for the fact that everything makes me sad and the things that dont make me sad make me angry. but other than that im fine

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
Every once in a while, I wish the friendship meter from the Sims was real so that way when people tell me "I used Chat-GPT" they can visually see just how much respect I just lost for them in that moment.
One time an acquaintance told me she entered Snape's star chart into chatgpt and I could physically feel that meter dropping three separate times over the course of her sentence
constantly trying to see the inherent good in people is a humiliation ritual that i continue to willingly participate in

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming