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Also ask could be anything we like to ramble
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Can someone send us asks I'm AM bored and I can't trust servers every time I look through em on disboard I get ill vibes ... could be our anxiety but we always trusting our gut
Also ask could be anything we like to ramble
-A.M(?)

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the lack of discussion about polyfragmented systems, especially very very big polyfragmented systems, is honestly really disappointing. like yeah we made that post about folks with infinite members and such but that is the only time we've seen something like that.
when all you see about your existence is how annoying or difficult or unmanageable it must be, it gets grating. we have NEVER seen a polyfrag post get anywhere close to our amount of members, because apparently anything over 1,500 is completely unmentionable. and even then, polyfragmented medians, spiritual systems, or people who have always been polyfrag are just not talked about.
our most modest estimate is that we have 100,000 members. our more accurate estimate is probably around 500,000. and there is systems who are WAY larger than this, somebody reading this is probably pushing the concept of infinity to a newfound limit!
outside of community spaces, the medical journals about polyfragmentation are so clinical, exclusive, and honestly inaccurate a lot of the time. there's more to multiplicity than just hosts and protectors and persecutors and fully-fledged people who can still somehow be boiled down to a convenient, palatable archetype. (i have thoughts on roles but that will be another post)
so many systems don't or can't have defined or consistent roles, origins, identities, internal communication, switches, structure, innerworlds, amnesia, opinions, etc (or have these things at all!!!) and expecting polyfrag systems to fit into the already narrow and stigmatized definition of what you think a system should be is honestly just plain screwed up.
this is messy and there's a lot more i want to say, but mecfs is kicking my ass, so...
to very large polyfragmented systems: please talk about your experiences. tag rambling highly encouraged!!!
We a mixed origin DID polyfrag system I thought I keep losing my headmates and form new ones but apparently not and it seemssome of us just go dormant and keep splitting newer ones it's hard for us to keep in track and communicate properly idk how many we have now but I know there like around thousands and we been fakeclaim cause of high number before! It's unfair TwT
Also we still upset that simply plural is gone istg we can't just write ts down on PAPER!! And anti endos piss us off so bad aughh
A message to anyone suffering from POCD:
- You are not a monster
- You are not evil
- You deserve kind things
- You deserve sympathy and empathy
- I love you /p, and I hope you show yourself some love today.
Ramble jamble
I know this blog prob gonna full of vents and rambling but we lonely and want other ppl to hear us...alot stuff going on mentally easily stress and such and our plurality feels different then any other normal sys experience... questioning if we really are spiritual in some way still pretty sure we have did but how we exist is complicated.... Atp we wanna just stop stressing about our roles and such and just exist cause it's rlly draining for us... sometimes we questioning if we have did or not ...I wish being plural isn't force to put into one label... needing diagnosed,trauma only bla bla bla bla like it rlly hard for us to fit in the did community cause they be hateful towards mix origins or that u don't fit in what they in if that make sense. Idk what else to say
-Unknown
Lil update cause why not
So yk when core say we fuse n such? Well we fuse again after awhile due to ...alot stress so now we here starting over again and we gonna try to avoid stressful stuff and such 😅 also the core finally went dormant again so hopefully can help them feel more relax and not be so stressed!
Also new theme on blog is coming soon
Not gonna tag post did cause we don't like the community that much anymore (and yes we do have DID)
-blurry

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Quick rant
I hate current Tumblr fyp atm anti Endos getting on my nerves HEY AS A MIXED ORGIN SYS WE NOT HURTING U HELL WE STAYING AWAY FROM DID COMMUNITY DUE TO ALL THE HATE AND YES WE .ARE.DISORDER
YALL PRAISE TO NOT FAKECLAIMED WHEN Y'ALL BITCHES WHINE CAUSE OUR EXISTENCE WE GET IT BEING A SYSTEM HARD WE STRUGGLE SOMETIMES AS WELL BUT IT DOESN'T GIVE A FUCKING RIGHT FOR YOU YO JUDGE OTHERS EXPERIENCE
AND ANOTHER THING IF ONE ENDO HURTS U IT DOESN'T MEAN THE WHOLE ASS COMMUNITY IS SHITTY BLAME THE PERSON NOT ALL OF US!!!
Tired of us trying to be kind JFC
- Anonymous alter
Thoughts on the rq community
I feel like we should rant about this community cause idk...we want people not to harrassed them (as a ex radqueer) but here goes nothing
We are aware the community is very problematic and such our stance still unknown but even as a ex radqueer we still try to see like the positive side like the reasons why they be in this community then just outright call them a pedos and harassing and other bad stuff. For us we use to identify as trace cause spiritual reasons and use label transBPD and DID and other labels cause ...idk how to properly explain it but the intentions were good...we didnt mind people use are transAutisic cause I know some people use that label cause they have hard time getting diagnosis or unable too. Now even as a ex radqueer we hate some antis cause alot antis are very mean and aggressive and hell one literally leak pics of one certain user and we ALL KNOW THATS FUCKED UP anti or rq it's highly disgusting no one should go through that bullshit. I feel like people should try to understand radqueers instead plain out harassing, doxxing, making call out vids, ect ect. I also like to think reason why some people are radqueer cause problemly going through alot mentally and try to be in a community where they feel vailed I heard some use labels to reclaimed (like reclaimed their truama?). Now do we believe the community is a cult? Not really imo this isn't what a cult is and we seen documentaries on cults. As a ex radqueer I want people to not harrassed radqueers and para community even tho we don't agree on some stuff in said communities we still chose to be anti harassment cause we not that kind of being to mean plus we been harrassed before and keep being called a p-do even tho we not into yk...it's hurt to be accuse such thing cause I was a victim as a kid and I'm sure people in rq community prob been a victim of some point as well.
If you are anti I want you to please please try to show some empathy and understanding to the community cause no one deserves to be harassed. We all human at the end of the day and the world is already in the gutter so why chose to doxx or be jackass and send anon hates n such. Spread kindness not hate if someone did something really bad that's that's when u may need to like call out on but just don't see a radqueer and call them a creep n shit ... just block and move on...it's easy please?
If you made it this far tysm/gen
Sad update
I been crying for couple hours and just lost...but um everyone fuse...due to alot stressed from stuff let's just say that...but it's been almost 6 years since I discovered that I'm plural and I gain alot bond with them in best way possible.... without them I been prob in worser state over last few years been rough for me (long story) and I been dormant for few months before this happened....
Now I know alot people say it's not fun to be a system your alters not yours friends and such and bla bla bla bla...but y'all don't get how they are literally family to some people..they are family to me they care about me alot ....they try their best to make sure I'm am loved and vailed cause we been fakeclaim and got called delusional before which made me doubt ourselves....but it sucks I don't feel safe In did community cause alot of em r anti Endo one send us anon hate...which I'm glad one of us reply maturely....
But now I feel like a...idk ...I'm literally lost and I know they not gonna come back cause they confirmed that median system we have gonna be main system now....which now I gotta learn how to work with that since medians are way different then multiple 😮💨 ...and I recently lost a friend on top that (they are not dead)...
I have no idea what to do on this blog tbf idk what aesthetic that we wanna go to...I heard one of us from median system gonna be protector until the median system comes back...
But yeah I'm having rough night I can't see character from said source cause it'll remind me of them...also idk what to call myself anymore...idk if I have did still or osdd or ... something
Antis/fakeclaimers touch this post and I'll fucking bite idfc about being nice atm I'm going through a lot 🖕
Empty system culture is “I loved you, sorry, and I love you. Thank you for everything”
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Unsure if this is us(?) but this is very relatable cause we starting to fuse and things slowly start to feel more empty 😢
We need help how you can tell difference between facet and a alter cause idk if I'm am a facet or alter ... ik we learnt we have a median layer so I'm bit lost :( any help is much appreciated 🩷

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We wanna say this anyone can be plur you cannot tell which community is not plur or not cause we got told that endogenics is not plur and never will be which it's funny cause like we in a kandi server (we started to make kandi it brings us joy and we like making our own braclets as well) and we didn't know it was anti Endo cause it never stated it was anti Endo
But you cannot be plur if u choose to not respect endos or anyone really.. it kinda hurt us cause we are a truama Endo and literally we are lay back us endos is not gonna bite you
Systems are systems end of story
Love everyone and respect this why we anti harassment no one deserves harassment unless someone did a really fuck up thing not everyone is perfect hell we make mistakes and we still trying to learn and grow and that gose for anyone for any community. If u don't like said community block the blogs don't go attacking...doxxing or any other bad shit that we heard it's FUCKED UP idfc
Spread kindness not hate❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🩷
-Unknown/blurry
pro endo is pro ALL SYSTEMS.
created, disordered, endo, stress, anxiety, ALL SYSTEMS.
you turn your back on created systems you are 👏part👏of👏the👏problem
Hello this is your daily reminder that endogenics dose exist
Why? because some systems have mixed origins (like us) and don't you say "oh ho that cannot be a thing" mind you not every being brain is the same!
If you form from truama...ok cool
If you form other then truama ok also cool
If you form from multiple reasons....omg same
If you unsure how y'all form..it's ok there no rush
There are many ways to be plural other than Just truama! Just be open minded and learn other people's experiences ....you will never see us stop posting about this kind of stuff cause why fakeclaiming someone's existence
-Unknown (From a C-DID system)
>hates the term "delulu"
>endogenic
ableist people are just so fucking sad. have the day you deserve. hope you feel better about appropriating terms from a genuinely mentally ill community so you can feel like a victim.
OMG FIRST ANON HATE!!! (I can't really tell I think it is) Kinda nervous teehee
But all in seriousness y'all really ignore the part when we said we have C-DID and yes we pro endo always were in our system journey we knew our experience is bit different some of us form other then truama some dose! And yeah we hate the word delusional cause it has been use on us many times and so is fakeclaiming also don't get mad at us using the word delulu when ppl online use them thanks to tiktok (dumbass trend)
I hope u find peace and joy!
-🧵
We use to be TransDID and Here's why
We always been questioning of if we have did or osdd or a whole different plurality but we always feel invalid cause of fakeclaiming with other stuff. although we are not looking for a diagnosis but after we step away from radqueer community I know one of us meantion we do have C-DID (with mixed origins) which made us feel relieved cause we unsure if we have it or not...
Basically we use term to idk how to explain but I guess y'all can guess why . I wish there a way to explain this better but this pop up in our mind and thought about posting this on here
(Please don't attack us in the fucking comments I'm not gonna play nice)
-Jax🐰

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I wish people in DID community is more accepting of other origins....like I commented on this one post cause the dude was anti Endo and say saying some mean stuff we have C-DID so I thought we allowed to interact tho I guess pro endo counts or something... but we tired seeing these kinds of post cause we trying to find pro endo stuff now we found that kind post so it's not like we purposely try to find anti endos to hate on😭 but we feel like we have to comment on that post but we remember them saying like "you can't be mixed origin and have cdd" it feels like we are not allowed to be in DID community;-; idk bro if u gonna post about some anti Endo B's you better be prepared for someone to step even tho u said dni... people allow to speak up about their own opinions and we tired seeing these posts that's sounds RLLY harsh. Endos are people too and no one should be treaded as bad being
I'll see myself out ✌️
-blurry/Unknown
I don't really make posts and technically just a lurker in the community, I feel it is very important for the safety of the community for both antiendos & pro / neutral endos (more so Endo systems specifically since it's targeting them) to spread awareness about an upcoming app called " systemality " .
I have blocked them on my end since they are active here on Tumblr but I would just like to warn those who are thinking about it to know that the app is very strongly anti endogenic, polyminds, supporters of those , etc. As displayed in their pinned post here ↓
And to those who are anti Endo who think "I'll sign up bc of this stance" or those who wish to use the app despite that since "how would they know I'm Endo (/supportive)". There are currently privacy concerns as well because of them 'having their ways' to be able to look through your systems data to make sure and ban your acct. Which can be found here from an ask they answered ↓
In what ways they will 'find out if you are Endo / Endo supportive' is unknown (to me at least) but I wouldn't be surprised if they would go after those who use terms like 'mixed origins' , more specific origin/-genic terms , those who don't wish to say their origins/ -genic label , terms commonly used / made by the plurality & endogenic communities ,etc.
For me at least I would say to try and stay clear of the app & their socials for your own peace, safety, and privacy. Also please do NOT go after and harass / witch hunt them. This is NOT a post telling you to go bombarded them or be mean or rude , this is a post simply to inform the community.
(Small edit as of writing this post)
It has been brought to my attention as well by a mutual that they will at first be going about this through looking at their user bases social media pages as seen down below. It is still an unsure answer as to if they will look into your accounts data since they haven't outright clearly denied it so it would still be the safest to not engage with them. ↓