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@ablogforthehurt
Someone help me
Please
Someone
Please actually care for me.
Cuz I don’t know what to believe anymore
and I say I’m fine
but that’s really a lie
and im staring at the ceiling
deep in my own head
i cant stop
PLEASE SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF MY HEAD
please help me
PLEASE HELP ME
please stop the lies
please tell me you love me and mean it
PLEASE SOMEONE
help me
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Trauma that is uncommon is still trauma.
Trauma that is common is still trauma.
Trauma that you can't remember is still trauma.
Trauma that you CAN remember is still trauma.
Trauma that was physical is still trauma.
Trauma that was psychological is still trauma.
These events affected you negatively and noone can decide whether or not they were traumatizing except for you.
And its okay if you dont remember everything from that trauma, I sure don’t.
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i will never speak of them again…
I am not powerful enough to do that.
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That might mean... * We skip the holidays altogether * We poke our heads in for dessert, but we don't stay for dinner * We don't go to Christmas service/Mass (or whatever other worship service) * We buy gifts only for immediate family and close friends * We get our loved ones experiences instead of things * We make gifts * We don't DIY our decorations or gifts, or only DIY some of them * We get a smaller tree or none at all * We decline the invitation to that cookie swap that will have us making 3 dozen each of 3 different kinds of cookies * We don't invite certain people * We get smaller gifts for people * We limit the number of invitations we accept, and the number of events we host * We don't buy gifts for anyone past puberty * We walk away from conversations that aren't going anywhere good. * We hang up the phone or log off Skype/Zoom/whatever * We put ourselves on a budget * We learn to say "no" and set boundaries * We don't go see certain family members * We give ourselves permission to just let it be a normal day * We ask for help, and we learn to (graciously) accept that help * We make the gift-giving a "Secret Santa" kinda thing so we only have to get one gift * We send cards and letters only to close friends and family, instead of to everyone and their dog * We accept that our holidays might not look like a Norman Rockwell painting or a Hallmark movie or whatever's going on on Pinterest, and that's okay * We make space for grief and other messy feelings * We cancel plans and don't feel guilty about it * We make time to rest
““Nobody looks good in their darkest hours. But it’s those hours that make us what we are.” - Karen Marie Moning, Faefever”
—
when did this become true?
Where do the people go after they leave in your darkest hours?
god damn. we’re back here again
my mind screamin
blood pumping
eyes alert for every little movement
ears alert for every soundÂ
hands ready
gad damn
i just want my mind back
god damn i just want me back
i wonder if she knows how much she fucked me up
i wonder if someone were to come behind me right now what i would do
who the hell got me so fucked up
where did i go
when will the pain leave
what the fuck happened to me
she promised.Â
i knew
she left
i cried
she hurt me
i ghosted
now look where we are
fuck you
fuck life
fuck work
fuck school
FUCK EVERYTHINGÂ
its just me now
god damn
i miss the kid of me
i wanna fall somewhere safe
i wanna cry
i wanna scream
i wanna fallÂ
but maybeÂ
i cant
maybe i cant fall somewhere safe
maybe i cant cry
maybe i scream
maybe i cant..
fall
i am overwhelmed and i just want everything to stop. just stop. just for a moment so i can think, so i can cry, so i can mourn but its so difficult because life just keeps going and my issues are piling on top of each other and suffocating me and i am so overwhelmed that i cant breathe. i hate this.
“It’s so hard to believe how much can change in a year. This time last year, things were completely different. I was completely different.”
— Unknown
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Screaming as I fall
Watching you kill my soul
I look at you
Never making a sound
Our last night
On our last night
You screamedÂ
“What happened to I Love You?”
And I asked
“What happened to I will never hurt you?
What happened to I will never break our promises?
What happened to I will never Leave You?”
You blinked, once, twice, three times.Â
You realize that you
Lost
Me
I left that day
Your mom called today
She told me you moved on
She told me I was a fool to leave you
I told her,
“He was a fool to hurt me.Â
I was a fool to love him.
I was a fool to believe him.
I was a fool, ma’am, but not to leave him.”
On our last night
You cried while you found my note that I wrote 3 months ago
Saying I Love YouÂ
For the last time
On our last night
My brothers came
And picked me up
Didn’t let you near me for years after we fought
You moved on
And I did too
You made a family
And I moved to Switzerland
The place I always wanted to go
But you help me back
And wouldn’t let me go
Now,
I’m free
On our last night
I let go
Of a fallen relationship
And held onÂ
To my dreams
On our last night
I flew
By me
Where did we go?
Again, and again
I'm left here
Speechless
broken
Shattered
And again and again
I'm left to help
Myself
And again and again I vow never to break
But I do
Because I'm human
So I'm leaving you
Wondering
Where did we go?
"Hurt" Some people hurt by words, others by actions and some by silence. But the biggest hurt is that someone ignoring us when we value them a lot.
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“I am learning to love the sound of my feet walking away from things not meant for me.”
— Unknown
