unrepentant

you would think not wanting anything makes you super contented and zen like a monk reaching enlightenment but in reality its not that at all and everyone is always saying things such as You seem really depressed and Hey are you like ok?

I always felt I couldn't possibly be upset about dying to an alien monster because proof of otherwordly life is exactly what it'd take for me to die happy

it actually makes me so sad and angry when people deny their fave blorbo could possibly be a sadist like whats wrong with sadism did sadism do something problematic

Some scholars describe "emo" as a culturally-specific third gender[2][3]

having one (1) semi-vanilla sexual partner means you can at any time whip out one of the more out there kinks you have and enjoy the half-second during which they wonder if you're joking

"no guillotines are too quick to be enjoyable if they're used as is, it only gets interesting when the blade is being held in place and every time they thrust it threatens to unlatch and cut your head off" <- things to say to the guy who still asks if I'm ok with him leaving some bruising

people are so weird about cnc and I always just want to look them in the eyes and say “you are getting mad at people for playing pretend. you are getting mad at people for saying ‘raaar! I’m gonna getcha!’ you are not a serious person.”

so much ink and tears have been spilled theorizing that rape kink is about trauma and social anxieties and power fantasies and sure maybe. but I think we’re just mammals who like pretend danger in our play just like every other mammal ever. because we have evolved to find that fun. and the only difference between play-wrestling in bed and pulling out the fuzzy handcuffs is commitment to the bit

In my early-twenties I was addicted to photoshopping my nudes into Hieronymus Bosch paintings, though there came a point when the cohesiveness of the end products began to offend me