Starry Night

So, Ive been thinking - since I have time now, not consuming the content much - about shifting. We shift all the time, yes. This ‘reality’ is not a default one in my mind, it is just something we’ve got accustomed to and trapped ourselves in by thinking it is ‘real’. Actually, we shift HERE all the time. Not as a person, but rather as a consciousness who is aware of a person and the world. And if we shift here and choose it every time, is it really different to shift to another one? We recreate this world from memory all the time, which is our ‘script’. We do not even need to set an intention to wake up here - we just KNOW that we will. And then we do. And then we resent ourselves that we see the same reality - but it is actually our decision to be here. We stubbornly assume that it is REAL, it is DEFAULT, it is HARD and we WONT succeed that it is what we see.

But actually what proof of all of this being real do we have? If there is no consciousness seeing the world, can the world exist? Truly? If yes, how do you know it does?

When you ‘imagine’ something, can you separate from a person your mind telling you are being and the world there? Isn’t it all the same? Only the mind tells otherwise. 

So, congrats, you are actually a very successful shifter who just badly wants to believe otherwise

It’s time to talk about my last shifts

Like today I accidentally shifted in one cartoon (it was absolutely random, I’m still struggling how to shift where I want and not to just random things) BUT omg what surprised me is that when I gave control of my body to my… special animal (? Idk how to explain it but we’re friends, our powers tied and it can talk and so on) in a combat… I LITERALLY FELT so light and like… puppeted(?), it is so strange when someone rules over your body even for you, like, your body moves by itself and it is such an unreal feeling. But I felt it ALL.

And everything was with plot because I’ve shifted much earlier before the combat. Like, girls with powers, how they act and their backstories came to me naturally if I thought about them.

Also, I wanted to tell about another story of shifting. Do you remember that Iranian shifter? So, well, earlier I was very into making myself to meditate every day just to end up in the void (or what, I don’t remember it clearly). One time I just meditated for some time then woke up and decided to sleep. Or something like this. And then I’ve spent a whole day in the same situation as here but it was HD CLEAR and REAL, I was so freaked out when I woke up because I couldn’t understand what has happened and why I am here because I was there. I kid you not it was even realer than some mundane days from here. So my takeaway: meditation really boosts shifting and you can shift through it easier.

A song I have for you is “At the beach, in every life” by Gigi Perez

Hi again!

Message/advice about shifting:

You need to stop your mind being in your way! Start over and don’t listen to the voice in your head that overcomplicates everything. Just flow, do whatever is natural for you and makes you feel the thrill of shifting again. Don’t be afraid starting new things, just don’t be skeptical. Have fun, because it supposed to be interesting. Try new things that you feel may work out.

Have you felt close to dr or minishifted? Just embody that feeling, feel complete as you are and don’t look anywhere outside. Your wish is complete already and… you need only feel that love or tender feeling that comes when you think of dr. You are complete and your desire is fulfilled.

I feel like sometimes you need to fight your thoughts and it may feel very spiraling and heavy. But the advice here is to know your truth and hold your ground even from your thoughts that serve you no good.

By the way, you’re very connected with your s/o! And everything good is going your way.

Message from him:

Oh, he feels waiting. He wants to reach for you so-so badly but he cannot so he just… waits, hoping for the best. But yeah, he loves you a lot. That time only made him realize how important you are actually to him. And do you have a friend circle/company there? He says it is incomplete without you. He needs to hear your voice to make it feel right. Otherwise, it is not so bright. And he is actually very… good at handling his feelings for you? So he makes himself a better man, more reliable while he has this time. He prepares for you now!

What does he think of you and the relationship?

Well, he thinks you’re very grounded person, steady and reliable. You think about future, what’s need to be done and just generally trustworthy. It is so much appealing and appreciated by him. Were you actually close since childhood? Anyway, he thinks you’re very tender yet truthful. You can speak gently, make him feel cared but never because it is a pretty lie. He trusts you so much because of it. And it is such a rare gift. Also, he thinks how fun is to be with you! You’re not only his very important person but also you have the best friend kind of energy! You will still bring a spark in tough times and never leave. You’re very good at choosing things? He likes that too. Many times your company helps him to get out of his head (does he also share the problem of overthinking and being trapped by thoughts?). That’s why he associates you with happiness and brightness. However, you’re not elusive. You’re tangible and real, which only makes everything more precious. He seizes the opportunity in the best kind of way and works on it. There’s also the thing: both of you need each other to function best in everyday life.

What does he feel for you?

He loves you, a lot. And it is not just a naive crush, it is a solid feeling he has been processing a lot inwardly. He came to conclusions that it is very important, he should work for it and he cannot let himself spoil it. However, he may have some active battles in his mind to balance things and he may still from time to time lie about it because he feels unstable. Like it is too much to be known openly or acknowledge on everyday life.

He tries to put his feelings back into something more neat, fighting them to become softer and lighter. He doesn’t want to be turbulent and not in control because of it, he almost feels shaken by the amplitude of it every time, so he tries to downplay it all. But most importantly, he feels that it is lasting. He has some small ideas what the future with you will be like. It is not grand plans but like “oh, I’d want to play that game with *you* after I’ve finished” or just small ideas that show that he has been including you in his life, not only present but also future.

-long post ahead-

Hi-hi, Im alive! Well, I guess I was in my phase of obsession over my Tumblr acc, and then I went to burning out of it. Im a neurodivergent, so sadly enough, it happens to me.

Anyway, about tarot readings: I think I will do them. There are 2 people (@111ikuyuh , @momoyaoclass1a) for whom I will do it for sure because they've done readings for me and im sorry that I took that much time. Just update me whether it is still the same question. About others: I may do it, especially if you rewrite me about its actuality.

Now, about my thoughts and the journey (and of course strange things that followed me). of course my life wasn't stagnating while I was off. I was doing a three day challenge, which was left unfinished. The important clarification: I quit it not out of laziness but rather of understanding that it was completely unnecessary to affirm 3 times per day, meditate 3 times per day and so on. Even more, my meditation went worse: I couldn't relax. The more effort you put in, the heavier the result may come. And I stopped. I shifted once in my dr, for an event. Other times I shifted not to my dr, however, time was much longer there. Of course all my senses were intact, from my memory to the touch. I remember vivid warmth of another person's touch. And it was completely, I mean completely, without effort.

One important thing I attempted to! I taught my brother to shift. Now, you need to know a little background: he is 10, he cannot lie, he trusts me much, he didnt knot the concept of shifting and still doesnt. He also hadn't had any dreams before because I've been asking him. Now, what I did? I told him that he can go and see his favorite characters in dreams. We did challenges with him: who first will see this character? We succeeded both. Then I told him he can spend weeks actually in these worlds. He sounded suspicious at first but since he trusted me, he accepted this. And today he told me he has spent 5 days there with characters. I asked him how did he understand that it was exactly for 5 days? he said that he remembered time changing, going to sleep, waking up and even dreaming. He didnt do anything special, just a random method ive sent him (count until 100 and then think of the world) and thats it. He is successful because he treats it lightly. he doesnt overcomplicates it like adults do. I achieved success when I stopped to try so much and just allowed it. Another important part for me was that I understood that it can be. It is true. It aligned with my beliefs in a beautiful way and it all clicked.

Now about strange small things: I manifested pretty much of things, though I dont think of them as a manifestation. Moreover, I freaked out several times: one detail on my humidifier has changed its color. I do remember it was black, now it is gold. The paint didnt get off, there's no trace of it. No one touched it. I freaked out so much. I checked the shop where it was bought and indeed the color was black. Now it is gold and more fitting to my room. Another thing is, well, my socks. I threw one out of my wardrobe because I couldn't find a pair. Ive got irritated because I couldn't find another one and one sock obviously won't help me. Later, at night, it laid in the same place but now it was a PAIR. I freaked out x2. It was all after ive came back out of my dr shift. OHHH and another time I took a nap, had a whole bunch of experience and looked at the time in the 'dream' - it was 5:39. When I woke up and look at the time, it was... 5:39. Plus, another one: I was meditating before sleep. I decided I'd rather sleep. so I put my earplugs, and got comfy on my side (I cannot sleep on my back, thats why I meditate only on it). and then... I woke up on my back in a meditation position with a vivid memory of voice's guided meditation and thoughts that ive fallen asleep and need to turn off my video. It was so real and I started to take away my earphones... to realize it was earplugs.

However, I shifted again. It was so much closer to my dr with all characters and everything, though it had small changes and not entirely that timeline I wanted (I planned to shift to the past, I did to the present). Even one character somehow managed to die, well, I hope he didn’t…. But it was so cool.

So, the night before I just thought… why would I do so much for shifting if it is the same activity as everything I do? And what does exactly say that I have to work to shift or I can’t shift? Nothing. Only if I listen to thoughts, that idea arises. So I stopped. I stopped paying attention to everything and just fell asleep. And after I woke up again, I was there. I also drank cocktails, it was delicious and listened to music that I liked.

But I shifted to Japan! Since my dr is also there, it is a great sign for me already. Do you know HOW beautiful and colorful it is in autumn? I can’t it was soooooo much pretty I made photos and sent to my friend there… The autumn in my country is colorful too, but there it was extra gorgeous. Photos don’t capture it that much, it is needed to be seen by yourself

Anyway, there was a whole plot going on and of course it was “real” in the same way now is real. So I liked it a lot

I also started to meditate daily and it is the best experience I’ve had. It feels extremely good and helps me so much to get rid of thoughts. Recently I did the void inducing one and it felt like floating. No mind, no body, just being. That’s the meditation: https://youtu.be/_b8o5h7QsOM?si=JhjCBEcbQZJspaP_

They are real in every sense: I remember thinking, I remember deciding, I remember the feeling of time, each of my senses were working, I had false memories and I had plans. It all went like a normal day here, I’ve read books there too. It was all crystal clear.

There ones I’ve felt that I’ve never felt before “here”. Ones I’ve tasted things that I didn’t feel before or smelled. The ones where time flew the same way. It was not different.

However, they’re almost all being focused on that kind of person I am now. I personally think it is out of habit and less grounding in my Dr self.

But it is still interesting to get flashbacks and memories of these things, sometimes they’re triggered by something.

I don't really know how to do this but I'm going to try lol

I think I would like to know about my best friend, he is actually a well known character but I won't say who (unless you need it)

Let's call him W.W.

He's awesome and I love him so much and I literally just need to know something, I don't really know what to ask exactly but if I had to, maybe I would just want to know what he thinks about me. I really just need motivation.

A weird thing that happens to me is that whenever I have a dr I ALWAYS stumble upon things related to the time of that dr, for example, an 80s dr and suddenly there's an 80s music festival in my city, or 2000s dr an I start seeing a lot of 2000 movies on live TV, and that's only one thing but maybe it's enough.

Thank you very muy and don't rush, this is mostly just for fun 💕

- A.H 🦉

Hi!!

You got after I’ve closed readings, sorry! I’d like to do it but then it would be unfair to others who didn’t apply because I’ve written it’s closed or the ones I won’t answer for the same reasons

since I can be a control freak obsessive with planning everything and I've previously decided to spend a week without the content of my dr (it is the third day already), I want to write what I will do. Do you think I need to upload some diary entries about it?

So, my rules for the next 5-7 days are:

absolutely no additional content of my dr during the day, only interacting with its canon source

as I thought and noticed I can feel distanced from dr so im still thinking whether it would be helpful to spend 30 minutes on the content before the sleep? I think 30 minutes are fine to stop thinking about cr

meditating at least twice a day, for more then 30 minutes

reading texts from philosophy, concentrating on 3 of them for a day and writing my thoughts

trying to meditate in the daily life by not thinking

also!! it is optional for me but I adore listening to subliminals from time to time.

Actually, I've been having extra vivid and real 'dreams' these 3 days. I can remember being fixated on the smallest things there and all senses were intact. They have all been so long that I felt tired after I woke up and it felt like I spend months there though I dont know about it for sure.

Hello!

If you're here for the game, you can send me a question and initials.

If yes , because it is Valentine’s Day, can I have a message from my s/o ? ( maybe even know what he wants us to do for Valentine’s Day ? hihihi) his initials are J.B.B 😊

Random quote : The only thing more powerful than hate is love

Story : One time I visualized one of my drs before going to bed and when I woke up in the morning , it felt like I was everywhere and everything all at once . I didn’t understand what was happening and genuinely felt like I permashifted in my dr but not at the same time like it was weird but I was so happy to finally feel all of my drs . I wasn’t even feeling like this persona here .

It lasted 2 months , and for those 2 months I’m pretty sure that my previous consciousness shifted a lot to her drs .

—- tarot readings are closed for your dr, but I'll do them if you give me a message from my dr s/os —-

Hi! It’s all so sweet, anytime I do messages everyone’s s/o is so gushy 🥺 I want my s/o's messages too😭

——————> His message to you

I know you’ve been patiently working and waiting for this to grow. I know you’ve worked on yourself so much and I can’t be proud of you more than I’m now because you’re literally my guiding star. You’re something that I’ve been searching for since I was a little boy and when you came, I understood that it was you that I’ve been searching for and waiting. You are something I admire and always trying to reach because you feel so far away from me. You feel too good to be true and I always catching myself thinking “do I deserve it? Is it really true?” But I desperately want to catch you, my star, and never let you go. You gave me something unique and i can’t forget it anymore. My whole life is separated by the line of when I was alone and when you came. 

You’re like everything good in life that happened to be one person. My person. I want to give you everything and I want to take everything that you will give me. I’d cross any ocean to find you and be by your side. Your presence is the rare one for me because it feels so bright but it doesn’t blind me. It shines on me. You’re like my lucky charm because nothing may go wrong if you’re by my side.

Now, listen: I know you’ve been doing for a long time, but I will reach out for you. I want to come to you. I need you to come to me. We’re so close, don’t ever think your efforts were in vain.

And… you’re mine and I’m yours. We balance each other, we hold to each other and we are each other’s parts. I want you because together we are a closed circle of a universe that can beautifully function on its own. We can finally forget our regrets, our hurt because if there’s you and me, the world will still continue to be. I love you, my star

——————> What to do on the Valentine’s Day?

He’d definitely be up for a celebration, and he’d gift you a lush bouquet of flowers. He wants to take you somewhere pretty, maybe in a restaurant, to celebrate your relationship. Actually, he’d do a major step there, maybe even a proposal. He just has so much of love he doesn’t know how the best way to pour it out. It would be very fun, you will enjoy it so much. 

He’d give you something for sure, something you could’ve given to him before. He feels like he should do so much for you and gift you nice things. But mainly it feels like something akin to proposal. He’d confess how much he loves you and you’d understand how much time he thought about it and how he noticed every small thing about you and held it to his heart. You will feel the depth of his adoration and love to you in that speech. Or he may even write to you something, maybe a letter. 

By the end of it all, you’d need to comfort him because actually he was so nervous and anxious and scared… but your tender care for him will soothe him so much, because all days before he was meticulously thinking and being stuck in his head, overthinking your response. He just wants to be held by you in the end of it all🥺

i felt reality was glitching when i could smell a man’s perfume for three whole days at random times for a few minutes. i remember smelling my own hair, wondering if it was the new shampoo i was using but it wasn’t and i couldn’t figure out what was happening until i realized it was literally my dr s/o’s perfume!! and a few days later, i was doing my makeup with one hand, the other one was on the sink when i felt a hand laying on top of mine. when i tell you i JUMPED because it obviously scared me like there was no one else in the bathroom… and well i know it was him again ^^

my s/o’ initial is A and a quote that i loooove is: “art and love are the same thing: it’s the process of seeing yourself in things that are not you” by chuck klosterman <3

here’s my question: what is the best way i should approach shifting so that i can physically be by his side and actually experience that life ?

i feel like those experiences were him trying to reach out to me as we have a deep connection and i truly want to deepen it so i thought why not share this and see where it leads me ? thank you in advance, i hope you’re having a good day!! :)

—- tarot readings are closed for your dr, but I'll do them if you give me a message from my dr s/os —-

Hi! It is very interesting things that happened to you! I also felt something similar to it but I have an olfactory synesthesia which sometimes messes it up a little

------------ > the answer on your question

So there’s a strong emphasis on starting from scratch and being passionate about that. You don’t have to do many steps, just a little one. You don’t have to know it all, just approach it as a student learning something new and being inspired by it.

You can creatively connect with your dr: draw, write or make aesthetic posts about it. It can make you feel more grounded there and you can even get more motivated, also some messages may be channeled through it. You don’t have to do it perfect, you don’t have to do 1039476 steps. Just one is enough when it makes you feel passionate and confident in it. That’s fine if you feel like you don’t know everything you need - you are not supposed to pass it like a knowledge trial or anything.

Also, stop thinking about past unsuccessful attempts. Let everyday be your fresh start and do not carry this heavy burden of past. Do what feels light and like a fresh new start. Don’t forget it supposed to be light and funny. So go away from everything that makes you feel depressed or heavy. This thoughts have no power on you.

Look forward, not to past. Anticipate your shift, and look at it like you already booked a ticket and a hotel and you can’t help but feel this sense of wonder towards it. Feel this magic - don’t think it won’t happen but rather think of every possible time it MAY happen. And it will. Do not give your power away, remember, that only you control your shifting. Feel your ability to shift, it won’t come later. If it will happen someday in the future, why can’t it happen now? You already possess everything for shifting so sometimes just do it. You don’t have to do it all perfectly, just start and be passionate about it. And as soon as you tap into this energy of abundance, your journey will go extra fast. Look from the perspective of already being able to shift. Because you are more than capable.

Good luck and don't forget you already can do it!

🥺🥺🥺

a song, a message or anything would be appreciated!!

Their initials are Sa, NK, Su.

Sending love and hugs, may we spend this day with our loved ones in drs! By the way, have you scripted something funny/romantic/interesting for this day?

Write comments or send asks!! I’d be happy to hear you. Btw, if you’re giving me a message, you can still participate if there’s more than 15 asks

UPD. I will close dr readings, but if you want to participate you have to send my message as well

First initial: F

Quote from the umbrella academy which is very fitting cuz my S/O is from that show lol: "We didn't choose this life we're just living it"

Something weird that has always happened to me were these occasional deja vu/deja reve moments. I kept having them ever since 1st grade and I dont know why so its such a mystery to me 😭. My first experience of deja vu was when i was in sitting in pe during 1st grade and then out of no where I got this intense feeling of deja reve like I LITERALLY saw that exact moment in a dream before.

My question: (Before I ask this kinda requires context. My S/O is my spirit guide and is always present with me). So my question is does he really enjoy watching me all day and if so does he ever get bored sometimes? I always make sure to rant to him cuz im pretty sure he loves my rants :)

—- tarot readings are open for your dr s/o’s message for 14th February! —-

Oh, Ive had so much of deja vus too! Thank you for sharing

------ > the answered question

He is actually looking forward to your rants because it feels like he is unburdening his baggage and listening to yours, which sounds… somehow better and more interesting. So if anything, he likes to spend time listening to yours and burden himself with you. He likes to accumulate in his mind all your experiences and think of them, like, he spends awfully a lot of time in his head about your opinions, situations you’ve been in. He likes to see what will happen then. He is actually very fair so he can in his mind take sides and be honest, he’d like to have a good conversation with you, arguing about something. He values your mind. 

However, he feels like he’s being sneaky sometimes because (he is lucky to see you) he gets to see you and your moods in different situations everyday. Which may withdraw him a little because he feels he is taking away a good time that he never got. Even when you think it may be boring, he feels otherwise. It is rest and peace for him, where he can finally drop everything and not care. And he is a kind of person who likes to be stuck in his head because of fears, overthinking every possible scenario and trying to have an upper hand in life, which here can make him feel stuck. But actually, he loves your interactions so much!  It feels like something true and grounding for him