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˚˖ִ໋ synopsis: your annoying roommate, MICHAEL KAISER, cannot stop pissing you off even if his life depended on it. however, he's undeniably sexy, and he seems to think you are too. and honestly, fate seems to like the idea of you riding the annoying out of him.
˚˖ִ໋ contains: university!au, reddit format, swearing, pet names, pervert!kaiser, pervert!roommate!kaiser, masturbation (m), p in v, porn with plot, hate fucking, cowgirl, nipple play (f receiving), bratty!kaiser, dom!kaiser (in a way idk if he qualifies as a switch), mean!reader, degradation (m! receiving)
˚˖ִ໋ word count: 3k
⊹ ࣪ ˖ help. how do i tell my uni roommate that i really don't like how he lives at home? cans everywhere. blue dye everywhere (even in my shampoo! and it's BLUE DYE). eats my leftovers every other day. and he's so smug every time i get pissed. uggghhhhhhh i really just want to have peace for a year... what do i do?
You banged on the door once.
The silence that follows prompts another bang—your fist slamming on the door.
"Michael, I swear to God!"
Your hand is placed on your hip, your foot tapping on the floor impatiently. This had been the seventh—no, eighth—time his blue hair dye stained the bathroom walls and the umpteenth time that a few blue strands ended up swirling in your poor shampoo. You had never met someone so disorganized, so messy, and so unbearable to live with!
You swallowed thickly, clicking your tongue against your cheek.
Things had to change. Confrontation is a must when living with a person like Michael Kaiser.
A grunt inside his bedroom followed, a quiet admission to him ignoring you. And you swear a vein popped in your forehead.
"Do you hear me? I'm not your fucking mother! Is it so hard to clean up after yourself? And don't touch my fucking shampoo! Do you know how expensive this is and what lengths I have to go through to get this exact one? It's supposed to smell like me, not you. Do you hear me?!"
Your throat was starting to get raspy from how much you were yelling, but this asshole—he only seemed to like talking when it was bullshit that came out.
Then, a soft groan murmured from behind his bedroom door.
"Scheiße..."
"Are you swearing at me?!" you yelled, scoffing. "That's it; I'm coming in."
Your hand wrapped around the handle when the sudden sound of shuffling jolted the air. But a bit of privacy invasion was necessary to end this nightmare of a roommate.
And so, you pushed.
A flush crept up your neck when you caught the sight of Michael sitting on his desk chair, his chest rising and falling and flushed, and his...
His dick.
It was out of his grey sweats, his hand wrapped around the base.
You immediately spun on your heels, facing the hallway. "What the fuck, Michael?!"
"I—" He heaved; his shirt was God knows where, discarded somewhere so that only his rose tattoo was illuminated under his lamp. "I told you not to come in."
Your hands dragged down your cheeks, your eyes shutting in regret. "Since when?!"
"Was my silence not an answer?!"
You bit down your pride and cast a glance back to him, his hair and body damp from showering.
"Why are you just looking?" He panted, the rosy flush of his tip still very visible. "Do you wanna watch?"
He could not be serious right now, his broad shoulders rising in a huff of baffled laughter. Your eyes darted to every corner of his seriously disorganised room—the dresser with clothes everywhere, the weird loose coke cans, and totally, totally not his stiffened dick before—
"No!" You scurried to the door handle, turning to the side. "I hate you!"
"What the fuck did I do?"
You slammed the door shut, drowning away every memory of Michael Kaiser before you lost your mind.
⊹ ࣪ ˖ TOP COMMENTS
fuckmylifeg2fw: girl SET BOUNDARIES. men like this won't learn if you just take it. you have to tell him he's being a bitch. yell at him a little. that's how they listen.
⤷ ilovebeefymen54: okay thank you... i do yell at him, but he just says sorry with a sad face and like, idk... does the laundry?
⤷ fuckmylifeg2fw: and that works for you?
⤷ ilovebeefymen54: kind of...
notshidouryusei69: i had a roommate exactly like this so i had to have sex every night SO loud that he eventually got tired of me and switched dorms. never let them know your next move.
⤷ notshidouryusei69: what the fuck man i'm trying to give real advice over here
⊹ ࣪ ˖ EDIT 1: okay, so i don't mean to alarm anyone, but i tried confronting my roommate about his messy lifestyle, and unfortunately in doing so, i caught him jerking off. i mean, it's normal... so that's not what i'm mad about. it was pretty awkward that it even happened, but oh well, he always walks around half naked anyway. my problem actually is that ever since i caught him, he's been jerking off pretty regularly. and loudly. and i know that HE KNOWS that the walls in this place are fucking thin. help.
You're trying to clean off your makeup when the shrill of a moan in the room next to you starts.
"Fuck! Right there—"
It's definitely a woman's moaning, but the quality wasn't authentic—more like it was being played from someone's laptop at 2 AM. Someone, as in your annoying roommate, Michael Kaiser.
You were seriously wondering how someone like him was allowed into the public, especially someone so sought after by women and men and the people who liked to party. You pressed the oil-filled pad into your lashes harder, trying to ignore this weird situation until—
"Mm! Shit!..."
A much more authentic, guttural groan muffled against the wall, followed by the panting and low moaning of the video playing. He was so fucking shameless, like catching him masturbating once was an invitation to do it again and again.
You finished removing the excess glue from your lashes before stumbling out of your bedroom into the kitchen—hoping a glass of water will drown out your thoughts and dignity.
Maybe splashing water on him would be a better option.
You're clearing your throat as you down the glass, your short shorts and tube top still on from the party you had just come back from. Groaning into your hands about the moaning in the bedroom next to you, the door clicked open along with the shuffling of slippers against the floorboards.
"G'morning," Michael hummed, opening the fridge to fetch a glass of water. "Where have you been?"
You're perched over the counter, your eyes raking down from his blonde hair loosely tousled into a bun to the glasses framing his eyes and the sweats hanging low on his waist.
You were used to seeing his half-naked body. Very used to it. But you were not used to boners poking out of sweats.
And definitely not the wet patch accompanying it.
"Party," you coughed into your fist, brushing your hair behind your ears. "Why didn't you come?"
"Had an assignment I need to finish."
"Right."
There was an odd silence that cut through the kitchen as he poured himself a glass of water from the pitcher, his brows furrowing in concentration. "Do you need something?"
You squeezed your eyes shut so hard you could see sounds. "Actually, yeah. If you could stop playing the porn you watch on speaker, it'd be great."
He snickered into his hand before adjusting his glasses. "Oh, you could hear that? I had no clue."
You pursed your lips, your cheek squishing over your palm. "You totally had a fucking clue."
"I seriously didn't, but I'll keep it in mind for next time."
"Alright, yeah. Thank you."
You stared at his rosy lips wrapping around the cup as he spoke. "Need anything else?"
Your gaze flickered to the fridge.
"Stop jerking off so loudly."
"Mm, yeah. Sorry."
As he downed the glass, the corner of his lip perked up a fraction—a fraction so minuscule that on a normal day, you wouldn't have noticed it at all.
Michael had this knack at gawking at you, whether you were in a pair of sleep shorts or the tiniest tube top known to mankind. And apparently, he thought this was the time and place to check you out.
"You look nice," he murmured before turning away. "Sleep well."
You clutched your glass so hard it could fucking break.
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thefastestprincessinbllk1: what a pervert. how did that even happen?
⤷ ilovebeefymen54: i was yelling at him about it but he wasn't answering so i just opened the door and ... you know. fun stuff.
⤷ thefastestprincessinbllk1: so he just kept jerking off even when you were yelling at him? with the door unlocked? i'm actually at a loss for words. get a new roommate.
⤷ ilovebeefymen54: that's actually a pretty good question... and maybe i will look into that.
notshidouryusei69: is he hot?
⤷ ilovebeefymen54: does it matter?
⤷ notshidouryusei69: if hes not hot then switch roommates. if he is, just fuck him.
⤷ thedestroyer11037: notice how this has more downvotes than upvotes? log off.
⊹ ࣪ ˖ EDIT 2: just as i thought things were getting better, my roommate started his bullshit again. like seriously, it's getting old. he refused to do the laundry because he has some sort of problem with seeing my underwear? and then i started crying and it just got worse from there. he kinda said i could fuck him as an apology. like, literally use him as a human dildo so i dont report him to RA. like, he literally said 'you can use or fuck me however you like'. WTF
"Come again?"
Michael scratched the back of his neck, ignoring the flush creeping up. "I don't want to do the laundry."
Your foot tapped incessantly along the floorboards, your jaw slack in absolute bafflement. "Well, I already did the dishes for the past few days."
"Yeah. You did."
You bit your lip sharply. "So why don't you want to do the laundry then, hm? What is it now?"
You crossed your arms in annoyance, softly shaking your head at Michael, who was currently in a robe, fixing his hair.
"You're gonna be mad if I tell you."
"I'm already fucking mad, Michael."
"Okay," he sighed, looking off to the side. "I just don't like your panties."
Your jaw slacked open so wide it could pop. "What?"
Michael adjusted his glasses, fixing the edge of his robe so it was snug under his defined arms. "It's not personal."
"What the fuck is wrong with my panties?"
"I don't like the colours," he started, counting on his lithe fingers. "I don't like the design. You could do better, honestly."
You swear a vein popped in your forehead, scoffing to the side as an attempt to regain any semblance of your sanity as you begin to pace the hallway in thought.
"Also, why are you always so wet? Every time I do laundry, your panties are always soiled. Kinda scary, you know."
He paused.
"I just didn't know you were like that."
"I—" You bit down on the words as you shot a finger at him. "I-I just have so many issues with you."
Panic flashed on Michael's face as the first set of tears slipped down your cheeks, your chest heaving. "Woah, did I upset you? Wait, I'm sorry—"
He shuffled close, his hands hovering inches away from your head as he sputtered. "No, don't cry. Why are you crying?"
"I-I am going to report you to our RA," you sniffled, wiping your eyes. "I hate you. Room by yourself, asshole."
Michael's jaw slacked as he looked around, watching you cry with your hands in your face. He softly stroked your head once. "Hey, no, I'm sorry."
You didn't come up from your hands for a while, stilling as Michael awkwardly patted your head for the umpteenth time.
"...Don't report me."
"That's what you're worried about?!" You perked up, nose scrunching in disbelief. "You're— You're only thinking about yourself!"
His rosy lips pursed in guilt, leaning closer. "No, no. I just don't want you to report me. What do you want, huh? I'll do laundry and the dishes or cook you food for the next month."
"I don't want any of that," you sniffled, wiping your eyes again. "Dick."
Michael leaned closer, so close that his breath was brushing your cheek, his brows furrowing in complete confusion. "Dick? You want my dick?"
Your eyes blew open.
"...Okay, if you want my dick, you got it. You can use me all you want; fuck me all you'd like. Just don't report me to the RA, hm?"
You swore the tears started coming harder the more he spoke.
"I don't want your dick, you asshole!"
He recoiled. "Oh, okay. Well, you said—"
"I said I don't wanna fuck you!"
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iamnotsaeitoshi8: well, did you? cause if you did, i'm gonna block you.
⤷ ilovebeefymen54: OF COURSE NOT? im not that easy
⤷ iamnotsaeitoshi8: i'm starting to seriously wonder where people get their roommates from. to the RA he goes.
chrollomakesuswet4: girl you're stressing me out this is seriously messy 😭😭
⤷ katsukibakugosleftasscheek: NO SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK LMAOO
⤷ ilovebeabadoob3e: like torturing poor OP with his way of living and then dissing her panties and then saying he'll let her hit 😭 WHAT IS GOING AWNNN
⊹ ࣪ ˖ EDIT 3: hi guys i just wanted to thank everyone for how much attention this thread has been getting lol! anyways, i actually did end up fucking my roommate but i swearrr it was a spur of the moment kinda thing. he doesn't actually use my shampoo anymore, and he cleans up after himself, and now he actually does laundry! soooo everything was all sorted out. i'll keep you guys updated if anything happens!
The haze in your head had to be some kind of byproduct from staying in Michael Kaiser's mancave.
Nonetheless, your hips rolled into his, your head rolling back as you moaned sweetly. "Micha..."
It was a nickname you only really saved when he wasn't grating on your nerves.
His brows furrowed, jaw slackening as he watched you shamelessly ride him, your fingers clawing into the soft flesh of his pecs. "Oh, scheiße..."
His palms dug into the cushions as you grinded against a particularly sweet spot, the ridge of his cock brushing against the sensitive wall of nerves. "Micha!"
You arched into him, teeth catching your bottom lip as your nails dug into his pecs, watching a flush creep his heaving chest all the way to his neck. "Fuck... Micha, your dick is so good. Fuck."
You squeezed his cock tight as you grinded, your tits bouncing softly along with the momentum—a view for your stupid, annoying roommate. And a view only for him.
Michael brought a shaky hand to grip your hips tightly, cradling your hips to meet his at a steadier, prettier pace.
"Fuck you," you swat his hands away, your pace quickening. "You don't get to just do that. Mm— You deserve this shit."
He threw his head back in a fit of pleasure, your wet heat squeezing him on all ends, plunging in and out of you. "Mm— I said sorry, schatz. Won't you forgive me?"
He panted, his trembling fingers reaching to massage your bouncing tits instead, squeezing the soft fat. "So soft. You've always been this soft?— Fuck!"
You whined as he took your pebbled nipple into his mouth, teeth grazing the sensitive skin as he hollowed his cheeks and sucked fervently, tongue lashing and swirling around the hardened bud. His other hand reached to pinch and rub your untouched nipple.
"Micha!" You gasped, your hips stuttering against his as he sucked your nipple so hard you could see stars. "A-Ah— That's t'much!"
You pried him off your chest, saliva connecting his mouth to your breast before tugging on his hair. "Just stay still. Fuck— I can't concentrate when you do that."
"Can't concentrate, yeah?" He flashed a raw, open smile—hair dishevelled by you pulling his blonde locks. "Is that really my problem or yours?"
You were about to retort when his hips snapped up, drilling into you as it brushed your cervix. A whimper tumbled from your lips as his hands gripped your hips so tight it could bruise—his hips snapping up into you.
His lips brushed the shell of your ear. "Too slow, but keep going, yeah? What is it you're mad at me about? Haah— My fucking hair dye?"
"Your hair dye—" You whined, your chin hooking over his shoulder as you tried to steady yourself. "Y-Your stupid coke cans everywhere."
From the way his hands were gripped onto you, his dick was able to angle itself in a way where the tip kissed your g-spot—shooting blanks into your head and lower stomach.
"A-And because—" You tried to catch your breath as his fingers dug into the soft fat of your ass, pounding into you at a relentless, sticky pace. "Because you always moan like a slut when you jerk off!"
"I'm the slut, really? I'm a slut to you, schatz?" He tilted his chin up, cooing into your ear. "When you're about to cum like this?"
Just as you adjusted to his pace, your hips grinding onto his, you spoke. "I'm not about to cum, you—"
His thumb and forefinger shakily reached to pinch your poking clit, making you jolt against him.
"Micha!"
His thumb rubbed fast, unrelenting circles on your clit—and you swear your vision blurs, your hips stuttering against him.
His lips find the sweet spot behind your ear, sucking fervently on the sensitive skin. "Cum. Take it out on me."
He dug his fingers into your ass cheeks once more, lifting you off the base of his cock before sheathing it back in you, bullying your insides. You whimpered as a milky white ring formed around the base of his cock, gushing all over him.
"Fuck you, Kaiser." You choked out, your hips finding the momentum to grind on him again, riding out your orgasm. "Fuck you."
"You're already fucking me."
"No, but— Fuck you! You talk t'much."
He smiled against your neck, pulling away with an oceanic gaze full of mirth. "Come shut up the source, then. I got a real pretty face you can sit on."
His thumb rubbed soothing circles on your hips like he wasn't responsible for taking your breath away, but you pressed your fingers onto his chest anyway, murmuring a promise.
"Just shut the fuck up and get on your back."
"Oh, don't get so cocky from one apology."
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katsukibakugosleftasscheek: someone play pretty little birds by SZA
⤷ ilovebeefymen54: I SAID THIS WAS A SPUR OF THE MOMENT C'MON IT'S NOT MY PROUDEST MOMENT
⤷ chrollomakesuswet4: our mother hen 😭 was the dick at least good
⤷ ilovebeefymen54: 👀👀
iamnotsaeitoshi8: i was really rooting for you, OP. you have disappointed me. never ask for advice on this site again.
⤷ ilovebeefymen54: i'm sorry... 😟
⤷ notshidouryusei69: don't listen to him. atta girl
cucumbergardener46: This thread reminds me of my olden days when I was in my twenties with many, and I mean many, boyfriends! Don't listen to these boring people, OP. If you can find three more guys like this, I think you've just hit the jackpot.
⤷ ilovebeefymen54: aw thank you. i will find three more for sure!
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・❥・smut mdni i got no witty summary for this one. backshots with hugo. that's it.
he's everywhere.
that's the only thought you can string together, with your cheek pressed flat against the pillow and vivian hugo's enormous body draped over yours like a second skin. his chest is pressed to your back, his hips slotting behind yours, his arms caging you in on either side. he's so much bigger than you that you're practically swallowed whole. cocooned. buried under him.
"look at you," he murmurs against the back of your neck, lips brushing your hairline. burgundy strands tickle your shoulder. his voice is low and unhurried, that same neutral calm he carries everywhere, except now it's got this dark, slow edge to it. "you're already shaking."
"shut up," you breathe.
he doesn't. "i haven't even done anything yet."
he pushes in.
slow. devastatingly slow. you feel every centimetre of him stretching you open, your walls fluttering and struggling around the sheer girth of him and all you can do is grab fistfuls of the sheet and whimper into the pillow because there's nowhere to go. no room. he's behind you, above you, against you, his weight pinning your hips down perfectly so you can't even squirm away from the stretch.
"hah— vivian, s'too—"
"mm." his chest rumbles against your spine. "take it."
and you do. you have to. his hips keep pressing forward, slow and inexorable, until he's bottomed out completely and you feel him so deep it knocks the breath from your lungs.
a beat of silence. his big hand spreads flat across your stomach, pressing down lightly like he's feeling himself inside you. you whimper.
"there," he says, almost thoughtfully.
then he starts to move.
it's not frantic. vivian hugo doesn't do anything frantically. even like this, even buried inside you with your slick coating him, his rhythm is deliberate and deep, long strokes that drag against every sensitive wall and have you biting the pillow to keep from screaming. his hips roll into yours from behind, the thick slap of skin soft and wet and rhythmic. his mouth finds the back of your neck again and he just breathes there, warm and steady, whilst you fall apart underneath him.
"god," you sob. "god, you're so—"
"big?" he supplies.
you hate that he sounds completely composed. you hate that you're a mess and he's cataloguing it.
"yes," you gasp. "yes, fucking— move, please—"
he does. harder this time. his forearm comes down across your shoulders, pinning you lower into the mattress, and the angle shifts and you actually cry out, loud and ugly, because now he's hitting something inside you that makes your vision blur at the edges.
"there it is," vivian says quietly, almost to himself. pressing into that same spot again on purpose. and again. "that's the one."
you're drooling against the pillow. you can feel it and you cannot care. his cock is splitting you open from behind and his chest is so warm, so solid against your back, and every thrust forward grinds your clit against the mattress just slightly, just enough, just—
"vivian— i'm gonna—"
"not yet."
"i can't— please—"
"i said," his mouth is at your ear now, burgundy hair against your cheek, his voice dropping to something quiet and absolute, "not yet."
his hips stop. fully stop. buried to the hilt, pulsing inside you. and you're clenching around him desperately, your whole body shaking with the effort of holding back, nails scratching uselessly at the sheets.
"vivian," you whimper. nearly crying.
"you'll wait," he tells you. calm. like he's reading from his blank book. "until i say."
long seconds pass. the wet, full feeling of him is unbearable. you're clenching and fluttering around nothing, trying to get friction, trying to get anything, and he just stays there like he has all the time in the world.
then he pulls back and slams forward.
you scream.
he does it again. and again. the rhythm turns brutal now, finally, his hips snapping into yours from behind in a punishing pace that drives you up the mattress inch by inch, and his big hand grabs your hip to drag you back onto him, meeting every thrust, the wet slap of it obscene in the quiet room.
"now," he says.
you're already gone.
the orgasm crashes through you in waves, your pussy clenching hard around his cock, your thighs shaking, a broken string of his name dissolving into nothing against the pillow. he rides you through it, relentless, hips still snapping, drawing it out until you're sobbing and overstimulated and limp.
he follows a moment later. deep. buried. the groan he lets out is low and private, the most undone you've ever heard him. his hips stutter. still.
silence.
he doesn't move off you.
his chest stays pressed to your back. his weight stays on you, warm and enormous and grounding. one big hand comes up and smooths down your hair, almost absentmindedly, like he's tidying a page he's already read.
you're wrecked. thighs slick, sheets ruined, lungs still catching up.
"breathe," he says quietly.
you do. because he told you to. and somewhere in the wreckage of your brain that feels less like obedience and more like something you can't name yet.
his lips press once, soft and unhurried, to the back of your neck.
"suitable," he murmurs.
you're not sure if he means you. or himself. or the two of you together like this, fitted perfectly, his body swallowing yours whole.
when you’re dating bunny iglesias, your life becomes a little ridiculous sometimes.
but that’s mostly because neither of you were technically supposed to be doing it.
for bunny, secrecy came with his career. people online watched everything he did, fans could easily make up stories, and apparently being seen walking beside somebody for too long was enough to start rumors for weeks. he didn’t want to bring you to that life.
and for you, the issue was simpler. your family would actually lose their minds.
which was why you were currently climbing out your bedroom window at one in the morning while trying not to make any noise.
bunny stood underneath with his hood pulled up, hands on your waist helping you get down.
“cmon, a little faster now” he teases,
“try escaping your own house then.”
“i escaped the paparazzi, that counts.”
he laughed quietly under his breath right as your foot slipped slightly against the edge. bunny covered your mouth before you could panic. amusement already sitting in his expression.
“dramatic.” he muttered.
“shut up i don’t do this often!”
“shh, amor. quiet.”
still, he didn’t let go until both your feet safely touched the ground.
his car waited near the curb with the headlights off.
you followed him quickly, paranoid that there might be neighbors watching you at one am. the second you got inside, bunny reached over and pulled your seatbelt across for you.
“thank you.”
“mhm.”
you let out a heavy sigh of relief as you have succeeded, glancing sideways at him. “so. where are we going?”
“ohh. that’s right. i didn’t tell you huh.” he glances at you before starting the car. “—well, worry not amor. you’re still going to have the time of your life.”
you laugh softly, forgetting the consequences of your actions like usual when you’re with bunny. he kisses your cheek before starting to drive, playing music to keep his energy up.
the beach was empty when you arrived. just dark water, cold sand, and the sound of waves crashing somewhere ahead while the city lights flickered faintly behind you.
“i can’t believe you drove this far at two in the morning,” you said while kicking your shoes off.
bunny shrugged. “you said you missed the beach.”
“that was three weeks ago.”
“isn’t it more romantic that i remembered?”
you stare at him, a little flustered after what he said before looking away. bunny takes his shirt off, tossing it to the side as he slowly walks closer to the water. he stops when his feet starts to feel the waves, turning around to you, waiting. you walked closer, taking his hand. smiling to yourself while the cold sand pressed between your toes.
most of the night passed quietly.
you chased each other near the shoreline. bunny splashed water at you first, then acted offended when you retaliated harder. at some point he nearly dropped his phone into the ocean trying to take a blurry picture of you laughing.
“iglesias— delete that!”
“oh no fucking way.”
“i look ugly.”
“you literally don’t.”
you immediately grabbed for his phone while he laughed and held it out of reach.
“let me take another photo.”
“no way. bunny!”
somewhere between chasing each other near the water and bunny almost dropping his phone into the ocean, the two of you ended up sitting in the sand catching your breath.
bunny stares at the water, occasionally looking at you before returning his focus on the water.
“we haven’t swam yet.” he puts one hand at your back, rubbing your back.
“do you want to?” you look at him, giggling softly at the feeling of his hand.
“only if you’re swimming too.”
you slowly get up and stretch, preparing yourself to swim.
“you’re not taking your shirt off?” bunny questions,
you look back at him displeased, “pervert.”
“aye. not like that— we don’t have extra clothes.” he pauses, “i’m already shirtless, make it fair.” he smiles, walking backwards to the water while he still looked at you in the eye.
you groan, immediately taking your shirt off and tossing it far from the water. you run towards your boyfriend, jumping on top of him making you both fall.
the water was freezing. that was the first thing bunny complained about after you both were fully wet from the water.
“amor, my legs are numb.” he whines in fake annoyance,
“look who’s dramatic now.” he ignores you and pulls you closer towards him while you both went further into the ocean.
he stopped for about two seconds before staring at you intensely, hands settling at your waist to steady both of you against the tide.
the ocean stretched dark around you, the lights faint in the distance while the water moved softly against your legs.
for once, bunny went quiet.
you looked up at him properly then. damp hair falling into his eyes, his muscular build that was hard to ignore, the corner of his mouth curled slightly like he was trying not to smile too hard.
“wanna be embarrassing?” he murmured.
“..embarrassing how…?”
“couple making out in the beach kind of embarrassing.”
“iglesias, no—“
you were cut off when another wave crashed against both of you, making you unbalanced.
“just one kiss.” his hand stayed on your cheek.
you sigh, pretending you weren’t enjoying this. “just one.”
then he leaned down and kissed you before you could say anything else.
it was slow, warm despite the cold water around you. when he pulled back, he still stayed close.
“amor,” he said quietly, smiling a little now. “you sure you only want one?”
you huff in frustration as you harshly pull him back in. kissing so intensely you start to forget about everything around you. the water, the cold air, the time. he doesn’t let go either, he doesn’t plan to. but when you both finished taking your time, he pulls you down in the water, wetting your hair.
he pulls you closer with his grip on your arm, “was this worth sneaking out for?” he whispers to your ear.
“shut up and kiss me.”
eventually the cold forced both of you back toward the car.
bunny’s hoodie hung loosely over your shoulders, the sleeves covering half your hands while the wind pushed your hair across your face. to which he reached over automatically to fix it. his fingers brushed gently near your cheek. squeezing it before tucking the strands of your hair back properly.
your hair was damp from the ocean breeze, and bunny kept shaking sand out of his shoes with increasing irritation while you only watched from the passenger seat trying not to laugh.
“feel like this is your fault.”
“and how is that my fault exactly?”
“cause you wanted to go to the beach.”
you let out a face of disbelief, “excuse me— you drove us here.”
the inside of the car felt warmer now, fog slowly gathering against the windows while soft romantic music played low through the speakers. for a while, bunny just drove aimlessly along the coast. you watched the streetlights pass outside while resting your head against the window.
then his voice cut through the quiet.
“you ever get tired of this?”
“wow, serious all of the sudden.” you looked over, “tired of what?”
“..hiding.”
his hands stayed loose against the steering wheel, expression calmer than usual now.
“sometimes,” you admitted.
there was a small pause from bunny after that, “me too.”
bunny rarely sounded serious for long. usually he’d joke his way through uncomfortable conversations. but now he just looked thoughtful.
“i hate that you have to sneak around for me,” he said quietly.
your chest softened immediately. “it’s not your fault. i have my reasons too.”
“still.”
he tapped his fingers once against the steering wheel before continuing. “i think about normal stuff sometimes.”
“normal stuff?”
“yeah. like being able to pick you up properly.” he huffed a laugh under his breath. “front door, daylight. all that.”
you smiled a little. “my parents would kill you.”
“probably.”
“..but i’m glad you feel that way.” you stay quiet for a while before continuing, “i was worried that you were getting used to me climbing out the window.”
that made him laugh.
he reached over briefly, squeezing your hand once before focusing back on the road.
somewhere around five in the morning, both of you ended up parked near the quieter side of the beach again.
you weren’t even supposed to fall asleep.
bunny had reclined his seat slightly while talking about some teammate drama you barely understood, and you’d curled sideways against him listening sleepily while the heater warmed the car.
the next thing you knew, sunlight hit your face. you squinted awake immediately.
“…oh no.”
bunny stirred beside you with a groggy frown. “what time is it.”
you grabbed your phone, then immediately sat upright.
“oh my god.”
“what?”
“twenty missed calls.”
bunny blinked himself awake slower. “that’s not good.”
you looked at him in horror. “don’t state the obvious!”
“okay, don’t panic.”
“i’m dead.” you stutter, “like actually dead.”
bunny grabbed his own phone finally, wincing slightly. “we are. not just you, don’t worry.” he holds up his phone, showing you missed calls from his teammates.
“bunny.”
“i’m driving, relax.”
“holy shit we are both screwed.”
he tried not to smile, but he couldn’t help himself.
“this isn’t funny.”
“pretty sure this is a sign for us to go public”
“BUNNY.”
he laughed properly then, starting the car while you buried your face in your hands.
“do you want breakfast? coffee? there’s a drive-thru close by.” he mentions,
“iglesias we are both dead. funeral. six feet under.”
“were already in trouble.” he mutters, focused on the road.
you stare at him, a little annoyed he doesn’t seem worried. but then you see your favorite fast-food restaurant close by.
“okay let’s eat.”
“knew it.”
the drive back felt way too short. by the time he pulled up outside your house, your stomach already hurt from anxiety. every curtain in the house was open, which felt threatening somehow.
“i’m never sneaking out again,” you muttered.
“you said that last time.”
“let’s hope they don’t put bricks on my window.”
bunny leaned back against his seat watching you nervously gather your things.
then he smiled suddenly. big and completely unapologetic. “worth it though.”
before you could answer, the front door opened. both your parents stood there in complete silence.
watching.
directly at the car, directly at bunny. bunny’s smile only widens even more in amusement. you covered your eyes immediately. muttering quiet apologies while you refused to look at your parents in the eye.
another terrible silence passed.
then bunny leaned slightly toward you and whispered, “gameplan?”
you nearly laughed despite everything. “i’m going out. and you immediately drive.”
“yes ma’am.”
he hums as you get out of the car. you close the door and walk with your parents back inside while bunny starts driving away. already thinking about the excuses he has to make for his teammates.
you were definitely grounded. yet bunny still had the audacity to message you despite it all.
bunny : update me if you can sneak out again next week.
☆ VILLAINESS IS STRESSED BECAUSE SHE'S MARRIED TO AN ASSHOLE!
— a bllk fanfic // you have to marry the worst character in your favourite webtoon.
synopsis: you got reincarnated as a villainess from your favourite webtoon and had to marry the bratty, asshole-y prince, rin itoshi!
pairing: villainess!reader x prince!rin itoshi [aged up]
wc: 12.8k (oh brother, I HAD NO IDEA)
cw: NOT PROOFREAD. rin is an asshole but so is the reader. constant bickering. constant disrespect. mutual understanding at some point? nsfw includes: inexperienced!rin. rin gets easily flustered. cunn*lingus. bl*wjob. org*sms (m and f). "teaching sex." pen*tration. r*w. cre*mpie. they're both emotionally constipated, going tit for tat really. that's all ig :p
old m.list. | new m.list.
"OH MY GOD—!!" you grinned to yourself, kicking your feet up your bed and giggling to yourself like a maniac as you read on the latest chapter of your favourite webtoon. the main female lead of the webtoon had passed all hurdles set by the villainess to finally marry the older itoshi prince — prince sae itoshi! oh god, you had been waiting for this for so, so long!
you sighed and put your phone to the side. blinking up at your uneventful white ceiling, you groaned and raked your palms over your face. "god. wouldn't it be great to marry a guy like prince sae?"
even if your statement sounded pathetic, you couldn't help but wish for it to be true. calm, cool, collected — the holy trinity that made prince sae so charming! you could only dream of a man like him. there was no man on the mortal realm that could even compare close to sae. you couldn't possibly find someone like him here. oh, how you hated not being able to go inside the story!
but... not having someone like prince sae in this world, also meant that there existed nobody like prince rin — sae's younger brother. gosh, you haaaated that motherfucker! snobby, annoying fucker! every time he came in a chapter, you skipped along and prayed that it wasn't important for the plot. he was just the worst of the worst — selfish, condescending, and with the charm of a shellfish! thank god, prince rin was going to end up marrying the villainess! they deserved each-other.
a soft chime from your phone broke your train of thought. you cocked your head to the side, realizing that you had been daydreaming of a world that didn't exist. well, it doesn't harm to dream, right? it's not like you'd be able to go into that webtoon, hah!
━━━━☆⭒
when you woke up from your night's sleep, you were grumpy enough. a new day brought about more responsibilities that you had to meet as a half-failing adult — job, bills, taxes. so, you were surprised to open your bleary vision to a royally decorated room.
under you, there lay a plush mattress and the nightgown adorning your body was silken smooth. you sat up and rubbed the sleep out of your eyes. you cocked your head around and found more things — a vintage dresser, a humongous window overlooking the kingdom and crown molding ceilings. realization set in, you were in one of the many rooms of the royal palace from your favourite webtoon! hah, you were dreaming!
you believed it was called lucid dreaming — wherein a person could control their dreams. while you had heard of the concept in passing, you didn't realize you were a master of it! because there's no way you have lucid dreamed yourself into being in your favourite webtoon. that was hysterical! you yawned and laid back down on the plush mattress, half impressed with your own subconscious. if you had walked yourself into this weird dream, you could simply walk yourself out! lucid dreaming was just that after all — dreaming.
the doors opened with a grunt and someone sauntered in. her high-pitched voice greeted you, "MISS! WAKE UP! TODAY IS A RATHER IMPORTANT DAY! IT IS YOUR AND PRINCE RIN'S ENGAGEMENT!"
you snickered, still half-asleep, "yeah. as if i'd marry a bum like him."
the woman didn't seem to hear you, still adamant on waking you up. "MISS!"
"go away." you groaned, pulling one of the many feather-filled pillows over your face, "i wanna sleep."
the pillow was yanked off of you, and you opened your vision to the... the villainess' lady-in-waiting?! her character design... seemed so real. what the fuck was this dream?! it was starting to piss you off now. and guess what, you weren't even the main character! you were the villainess?!
you yanked the pillow back from the young lady with narrowed eyes, "go away! i am trying to sleep here." you grumbled to yourself, "how do you stop this fucking dream?"
your lady-in-waiting yanked the pillow back. in her eyes, you saw concern. she pursed her lips, "i understand that you're upset with what has transpired, miss. it is rather unfortunate that prince sae is marrying that village whore! but..." your lady-in-waiting whispered, "marrying prince rin is a perfect opportunity to get closer with prince sae! see the silver lining, i beg you! it's only the engagement now, you shall win over prince sae before your marriage is official!"
you blinked — once, twice. then, you furrowed your brows. "are you high?"
your lady-in-waiting furrowed her brows as well, "pardon?"
"nothing." you sighed, giving up. clearly, you were mistaken! you were no master of lucid dreaming! although you had gotten yourself into this mess, there was no way you could walk yourself out! so, now, you had to go along with it. you had to wait it out till your alarm rang and pulled you out of this faux reality and into one where you were a corporate slave.
"up, up!" your lady cheered and you sat up begrudgingly. she led you through the motions of the morning — the expensive bath, the even more expensive dresses and jewels. slowly, you realized that this was probably not a bad dream to be in. out of all you could have chosen, this reality was definitely the best choice!
well... that was until the evening came. by the time the sun set, two things became glaringly obvious:
1. you were NOT dreaming. either you were dead, or you had done what had never been done before — entered into this webtoon!
2. this meant that you were to marry prince rin itoshi — that hot-headed, teal-eyed freak whom you hated dearly! you couldn't even skip him in real life.
you couldn't skip him as he crossed his arms over his sculpted chest and grumbled, "what is it that you want?"
now, you inhaled slowly, standing toe to toe in front of the raven-headed, younger prince in a balcony. a gentle waltz played from inside the grand ceremony hall, punctuated by the laughs of high nobility. the engagement ceremony was about to begin, and you had pulled the younger prince out into the balcony to have a word with him.
"say it." the way he said it — all resigned, and high-and-mighty made your jaw clench. you swallowed down your irritation and replied coolly, "i do not wish to marry you."
"huh?" he cocked a brow, tightening his crossed arms across his broad chest. "was it not your father who had begged my father for this arrangement just a few days prior?"
you swallowed down your anger again. "yes. it was. but now, i do not wish to marry you. so, call it off. mkay?"
first off, you were stuck in your favourite webtoon! second, now that you were here, you were to marry him?! rin itoshi?! unbelievable! this can't do! if you were stuck here, then you wanted to be with sae, not rin!
but to your surprise, rin itoshi laughed. he laughed, "what?"
you furrowed your brows, "what do you mean 'what?'"
"I cannot call off the wedding." he stated calmly. you took a step forward daringly. your eyes met his. mustering up all your frustration in one single threat, you spit out. "listen. if you marry me, I will make your life hell."
"tch. so very scary." he rolled his teal eyes and the high nobility laughed from far off. somehow, their faded laughter made it feel like they were laughing at you, as if this was some grand cosmic joke and you were the butt of it! everyone was pissing you off here!
you fisted your palms and leaned towards him, "i mean it. hell."
rin scanned your face for a second. when he spoke, he sounded clear, "you fancy my brother."
"that does not matter." you replied back, "all i know is that I don't fancy you." and that was the truth!
you saw rin's jaw settle into a gritted stance. when he parted his lips, a scoff made its way out. "had you just said yes, maybe I would have considered calling off this marriage. i do not wish to compete with my brother over my wife-to-be." he paused, his eyes narrowed. "however, with your current... well, demeanor. i have no interest in abiding by your whims."
your eyes widened, "what are you saying?"
"i shan't call off the marriage."
"but—"
rin stepped closer. his breath fanned over your face. "and far as you're concerned with making my life hell. try. i wish to see just what you find yourself capable of."
if it weren't for the hatred burning in your chest, perhaps you would have faltered at this closeness. but with that statement, the younger prince turned around and went back into that wretched hall which, no doubt, awaited your demise.
that night you were engaged to your biggest nightmare - rin fucking itoshi.
━━━━☆⭒
three days later.
"the prince and the princess to be shall now give us a speech!" the rather jolly man nodded into the mic, looking over the generous crowd of commonfolk that had collected in the gardens down below. you and rin glared at them, almost mad at them for turning up for your humiliation.
rin took to the mic. clearing his throat, he leaned into it. "as you know, our marriage stands just a month apart. our families look forward to the union and I..." the crowd awaited something juicy. he gave them nothing. he shrugged, monotonous. "i'm very elated. i look forward to this part of my life. thank you."
next up, you took the mic. you gave your husband-to-be a fleeting, nasty side-glance, "thank you, prince itoshi for those riveting words. i can hear just how elated you are."
rin narrowed his eyes but didn't say a word.
you addressed the crowd and smiled. nobody smiled back. you recalled how the villainess had humiliated the FMC a few chapters back, but it had blown up in her face because sae defended the FMC in front of everyone else. right... you forgot you were the villainess.
you swallowed and nodded, "hey-? i mean hello...? hello, fellow people." wincing, you ignored the way rin scoffed in the background at your failed attempt of communication. clearing your throat, you instead smiled at the crowd. if you couldn't change your fate to marry sae, then the least you could do was stop being a villainess in everyone's eyes! if you were stuck here, you'd atleast want to be liked!
you sighed, "i understand that my actions in the previous chapt-err, days... yes, days. my behavior in the past few days has been questionable. i deeply apologize for it. i never wanted to make a spectacle, nor did i mean to humiliate anyone. i hope everyone finds in their hearts to forgive me. i apologize, truly." nobody clapped, but you saw their faces soften. you continued, "i also wanted to thank prince itoshi to give me this opportunity to fix the mess i've created. i look forward to our marriage. thank you."
one person clapped, then two. by the time you bowed, atleast ten people had given you their support out of a group of hundred.
you and rin waved and walked in through the gigantic doors of the balcony into the corridors of the castle.
you addressed rin once, "good day."
and with that, you turned on your heel and made way towards your chamber. your lady-in-waiting trailed after you. you didn't intent to talk to rin. the less you talked to him, the better! he couldn't piss you off if you didn't entertain him! this was basically the real life version of skipping his chapters.
but before you could progress far, you heard rin speak from behind. "who knocked sense into you? was it this maid of yours?"
you turned around and glared. "what?"
"that speech..." he paused, averting his gaze from yours for just a fraction of the second. then, his eyes were back on yours — sharp and jaded. "you know, for a second i actually believed you. i believed that you actually felt guilty for how you humiliated her that day... sae's bride-to-be."
"i am guilty—" you began but rin cut it short with a scoff, "yeah? the last I knew, you were trying to steal her husband. doesn't sound like you're too guilty."
your nostrils flared! sure, yes. the original villainess in the story wanted to break the FMC and sae apart, but not you! you were more than happy wearing extravagant dresses and eating delicious food while having to do no work. you took a step forward and grunted, "that's not true. i do not have any interest in prince sae. i wish them nothing but a happy, fruitful life."
"hm?" there it was! that cocky, annoying tone of his! rin rolled his eyes, "how peculiar, this change of heart of yours. how wonderful."
how could he hurl those accusations at you! you crossed your arms and stressed the words. "yes, indeed. my benevolence is one of my greatest virtues."
"hah, evidently so." he followed up by crossing his arms as well. "but you do not wish to marry me. what is that to suggest, if not the fact that you do indeed fancy my older brother."
"that is irrelevant!" you snapped. "i do not fancy you, yes! but your brother comes nowhere in the equation! you're just a cunt—!"
rin's eyebrows furrowed and you realized that you had just called the royal prince, the royal HIGHNESS a... a 'cunt'. oh, fuck man. you were totally gonna get executed! they were gonna guillotine you like you were one of those french, rich fucks! fuck, fuck, fuck.
you awaited thundering, a brutal death sentence, anything! instead, rin brushed past you and moved forward. his knight, sir isagi followed after him. before he could go very far, though, he said, "good day to you, too." and stormed off.
you looked to your lady-in-waiting, "is he going to execute me?"
she gave you a confuddled look, "what's a cunt...?"
OH RIGHT! cunt was possibly not a commonly used word in the mediaeval period! rin probably doesn't even know it's a bad thing! oh thank god! you shook your head, "nothing! uh, can i have some tea?"
"sure!"
"and uh, can you put generous amount of honey in it?"
"sure!"
━━━━☆⭒
a week later.
"hold my hand with one of yours. tighter. yes. and now another one of my shoulder. correct." rin breathed in, dictating your moves as the two of you waltzed in the ballroom. the crowd watched as the two of glided on the marble floor — or well, attempted to glide as you kept stepping on rin's foot for the third time in the last seven minutes.
"tch." his brows furrowed, he bit down his lower lip in an effort to not groan in pain. he tightened his jaw and grit out. "were you not educated on ballroom etiquettes?"
you didn't know ballroom dancing, you didn't even know the 'b' of ballroom dancing. for all you knew, it just looked pretty in videos! but here you were, being forced to dance with this headache of a man. the king had arranged a feast, inviting commonsfolk to come see you and prince rin. your lady-in-waiting had told you how it was to make the two of you seem more pleasing, more grounded and approachable. you weren't sure how well that plan was working as you and rin bit jabs and barks at each other while dancing.
"i—" you wanted to snap back, but you remembered your own strategy. the less you engaged with him, the less he could piss you off. so, you pursed your lips and nodded, "you're right. i am sorry. let me follow in your command."
but instead of him snapping out of his high-and-mighty attitude, your answer just spurred him on. he nodded, pleased. "indeed. you should do as i say, perhaps then you would not wreck havoc with every second move like an oaf."
oaf?! oh, that great toad! how fucking dare he?! being nice to him was pointless. he was like an abysmal void of negativity, who sucked out any goodness in your heart! all he deserved were crude words and actions and getting skipped.
you stepped on his left feet again, this time on purpose. you smiled, pleased yourself, "oh, apologies. i do move like an oaf, it seems."
he gritted out, "i do not see a sensible reason to marry a woman of your kind."
you grinned, all cashmere, "then, please, lord! call off this marriage."
he scoffed, his teal eyes narrowing in focus, "i shan't. i shan't give you what you want."
"fine." you stepped on his right feet this time, and he narrowly avoided getting stepped on by pulling his feet out in time. he hissed, "cease that. now."
"cease this marriage!"
"i shan't." he whispered.
you whispered back, "then deal with a lifetime of me stepping on your foot, aha!"
he grumbled something unintelligible under his breath, and you were sure you just got cursed in medieval english. well, whatever. not like you cared what he thought of you anyways! he was such a cu—
"cunt." he gritted and you snapped your eyes to his. he was pretty, had it not been for his abysmal attitude, he looked similar to his brother sae. they were both beautiful. you snapped, "what?"
"you named me that word a few nights over."
"i-" your lips opened and closed. if you apologized now, it would seem like you had said something insulting to him, which might get your killed. so, instead, you nodded, "yes, i did. what about it?"
"i..." he breathed out, holding his head higher as he twirled you around in time with the music. "nothing. oaf."
━━━━☆⭒
another week later.
"you... you see..." your lady-in-waiting started slowly, trailing after you as the two of you made your way through the moonlit corridors. "can i be candid...?"
you glanced back and nodded with a smile. she swallowed at your gesture and lowered her gaze, "you seem to be different now, miss."
"huh?" you laughed, "in a good way or—?"
she cut you off, quick and shaken, "yes! g-good way. i mean, you don't seem to be as preoccupied with prince sae and... and you never used to be the kind to willingly go to the library at such late hours of the night, unless it was for a scheme against that wretched woman." she said, referencing the FMC.
"ah..." you breathed in, shrugging, "well, change happens when you least expect it."
truth was, you had begrudingly come to terms that perhaps, you were to be stuck here forever, and if you were going to be the villainess, you needed everyone to stop hating you so much. so you had started being nicer, even making an attempt to reconcile with the FMC. and as for the library, lazing about had been ruined for you after two weeks of doing just that. you were growing bored, so you decided to read something instead. there was no other mode of entertainment here, anyway. not unless you considered the jester, and you didn't consider him a funny man.
you approached the library and the guards pulled the open the door to let you in. once inside, you marveled at the sheer size of the room. you had never come in here, only having seen the setting from the one chapter where sae and FMC met here for their first kiss.
stepping in, you swerved your head around to take in the intricate wooden shelves upon shelves upon shelves that stood from the floor to the ceiling. and the ceiling itself had a circular glass opening in the middle, allowing for the moonlight to pour straight in. your eyes took in the place in wonder, "wow."
"leave me alone, would you?" you heard the irritating, grating sound of rin's voice. snapping your head back, you came face to face with him. as per custom, you bowed, "prince rin."
"what are you doing here?" he asked, cold and shrewd. you picked yourself up and nodded to the vast expanse of books, "searching for a book."
"didn't think you fancied those."
"didn't think you did either, and yet, the two of us stand here."
"it is quite late." he quipped and you smiled, humorless, "it is the same time for you as it is for me, lord."
he pursed his lips, narrowing his eyes as if he didn't quite know how to answer you. in his hand, he held a leatherbound, heavy book. you looked at the book and then to him. neither of you said anything, standing in utter, cold silence, shrinking down between the tall shelves of the library.
finally sighing, he nodded, "very well. goodnight."
the man took a step forward, quick to cross you by and leave when you turned around and caught yourself speaking, "that seems like it's... heavy." as soon as the words were out of your system, you were wincing and pretending like you hadn't said them. i mean, why in god's name would you care to make conversation with that pig-headed man?!
"pardon?" he turned back around, tilting his head to the side. his inky hair fell to the side, his teal eyes shining in the dark. he seemed... almost human like this, no longer the insolent fool that irked you. your words faltered at his expression, "u-uh... the book." you said rather quietly, "...seems heavy."
he looked from you to the book, then back at you. perhaps, you had imagined it but his voice came out softer, "it's not that bad."
and almost instinctively, you couldn't resist asking, "what is it about?"
prince rin itoshi — unnerving, condescending, with his holier-than-thou attitute — blinked slowly. he brought his free hand to his neck, scratching as if it'll make the silence less awkward. at the shift in his demeanor, you immediately raised your arms in surrender, eyes widening to the size of saturn, "you do not have to answer if you do not wish to—"
"it's... about a game." you saw him start and promptly shut up. "it's about this chinese... game. cuju. there's a spherical object, usually a rock or something stuffed inside animal hide and people kick it around—" he stopped, "nothing. it's rather boring."
"does it interest you? this game?"
he paused again, as if your question was something he couldn't anticipate. he shrugged, "i suppose. the only games we are allowed as royalty are... rather bleak and boring."
"i s'pose i understand. ugh. this entire place is bleak and boring." you sighed, already missing the comfort of your manga and other forms of media. it surely concerned you, how your dopamine release was so closely connected to your weekly release of manga chapters but well, you missed them dearly.
at your genuine words, rin laughed — something short and airy, that didn't last long. but it lasted long enough to make your eyes widen and jaw fall agape. rin itoshi never laughed! never as much as smiled! it was a running gag in the manga that he was physically incapable of smiling. which was such a shame because... because he was so pretty when he smiled.
"i'm glad someone agrees with me." he admitted, "most people... they cannot look past the tea parties and the grand estates."
"uh, right." you pursed your lips, still unrecovered from his previous action. you nodded, bowing again, "goodnight, then."
you expected to hear the soft pitter-patter of his feet carrying him away, but instead, you raised your head to him still standing there. he spoke softly, as if surprised at the fact that he was still standing there, "what are you here in the search for?"
honestly, some BL would be good right now. but you assumed they didn't have any in here. something something ancient times, something something homophobia. but you were willing to settle for any kind of romance or drama.
pink tainted your cheek, you already assumed that if you confessed about wanting to read romance, he would call you an oaf and make a quip about women only wanting to read those genres. but eitherways, you bit your lip and admitted, "perhaps, some romance?"
"oh." he paused and you expected some sort of a jab. but none came. instead, you swear his pale cheeks reddened. he nodded, "do you like to read those...?"
you saved yourself the humiliation by cutting in, "yes. it's..." you sighed. "i presume, it is rather nice to read something sweet and fictional, for i have abandoned any hope for romance in the real world."
you laughed, thinking rin would too, thinking you would catch a sight of his smile again like a man starved aching for the last morsel of rice.
instead, his lips pulled themselves into something that resembled a pout, "that is not a very nice thing to admit to your husband-to-be."
your cheeks heated, and you weren't sure whether it was from the jab itself or the fact that this was the longest you two had gone without hurling insults at each-other and perhaps, that peaceful time was about to come to a halt. "oh? sor— apologies."
the pout melted away, as he chose to pull his full lips into a faint smile. "but then again, you did warn me of how much you do not fancy me."
you bunched your brows. did this asshole forget how he usually acted? it was impossible for you to harbor any hopes of romance from him. so, you bit back, retorting to your usual. "you do not fancy me either!"
"when did i ever utter those words?"
perhaps it was too late at night, or perhaps you were going insane here from all the teas and the puddings. what did he say?!
he continued, "but perhaps, you are right. romance is pretty hopeless. it has rendered my brother rather useless. all he cares about, day or night, is her. it's getting rather ridiculous to see."
well, cultured women reading the manga called sae "goals", not a useless man. but ofcourse, how would a hater like rin ever understand that!
you huffed, "well, if you were to ever love somebody, then you would perhaps understand your brother. his wife-to-be is a lucky woman. most yearn to find a man who loves them so." you shrugged, "it can't be helped if your heart is made of stone, prince."
his lips twitched into a smile, "perhaps. perhaps not. i hope you find a book that catches your interest. fair night to you."
and before you could say anything, he was already moving to the door and walking out. you watched as the door shut behind him, silence engulfing your frame.
"that was longest you and prince rin have gone without arguing! how wonderful!" your lady-in-waiting chirped. you jolted at her voice, for you had almost forgotten she was even standing there. you turned around to face her and gave her a awkward grin, "y-yes. how... wonderful, indeed. could you lead me to the romance section, please?"
"of course! follow me."
━━━━☆⭒
three days later.
"you, again." and though his words were the kind you hated, rin didn't have his usual condescending tone as he crossed paths with you, late night at the library. you hadn't expected to run into him, thinking that coincidences like that happened only once a lifetime in such an humongous palace but seems like fate had other plans.
you bowed, more out of habit than respect, "prince rin."
"finished reading your book already?" he cocked an eyebrow as you straightened your back, "indeed."
"did it light the dying embers of romance in your heart?"
a sly smile tugged at the ends of your lips, "positively, yes."
"hm?" he nodded, solemn, "how wonderful."
"and how far along are you with your book?" you asked next, exchanging pleasant commentary before it turned sour. "cuju...? that was it, right?"
his eyes widened, if only slightly, as if he didn't expect you to remember that name. his lips parted and he cleared his throat, looking to the ground, "yes. intriguing. it was very informative."
"are you here for another book?"
he nodded, "as are you, i presume."
"hm." you nodded, "i have plenty of idle time here." shrugging, you looked around, "what are you looking for, another book on the nature of games?"
"that..." he paused for a second, shying his attention from your face to his hand. he brought his hand up and twisted the ring that sat on his ring finger, the one that you had adorned him with almost three weeks prior. "would you... do you think i should..." he cleared his throat, bringing his gaze back to yours, "i was wondering if i should read the book you had picked last time."
you stilled, "the... romance...?"
he stiffened, again shifting his gaze from you to the tallest shelves that kissed the ceiling, "yes, i pondered about what... you said..." he sighed, miserably settling on a sentence, "you accused of my heart being stone and i wondered if that book would be enough to move me."
you had just begun to grin, begun to think about teasing him when he cut himself off with a loud interjection, "well, i- i am not going to." he stuttered as his eartips turned pink, "it was just a thought. a thought i have long abandoned."
well, perhaps that was for the best. the book contained some... rather spicy scenes. you were no historian, so you didn't expect the vivid descriptions of phalluses and wet caverns to grace the pages but they had! turns out, humans have been freaky from the dawn of time. you surely didn't want the prince to think of you like that! he didn't seem like the man who could handle that information well.
you smiled, "well, that is to your judgement, prince. as you deem fit."
"hm. fair night."
"fair night to you as well."
after that, you didn't have a lasting conversation with rin itoshi, not until the night before your wedding. not until he punched someone for you.
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ten days later.
your eyes widened, jaw falling agape as a soft sound escaped you. you didn't know who to look at — your husband-to-be who was heaving and clutching his knuckle or the nobleman on the ground with a bleeding lip.
it was supposed to be a celebratory night, a night where the high nobility and guests from nearby kingdoms mingled to celebrate your wedding to come. you had been informed that the feast was more a diplomatic evening, to familiarize yourself with the neighbouring kingdom's nobility than it was to celebrate your and rin's marriage the next day. you had obliged and turned up, not like you had a choice.
everything had been going swimmingly. the waltz was gentle and enough to lull you in sleep if you let it, the chandliers glimmered and glinted, the champagne in your hand was bubbly and delectable, all was good. all was good. until rin itoshi punched a man and watched him fall to the ground with no remorse.
"RIN—?" his father echoed, quick to move to the scene and help the man up. with the urgency in your to-be father in law's step, you assumed the man was important. you wanted to step in, wanted to take his hand in your own and inspect the bruises but before you could even take a step forward, rin was being escorted off by his personal knight. as he made his way out of the dining hall, he gave you a look — something hard to decipher.
rin wasn't a violent man. crude, cruel and unlikeable? yes. but not violent. you assumed he had good reason to hit the man, and in due time you came to know of it.
at night, when you had changed out of your expensive party gown and into an expensive night gown, your lady-in-waiting approached you with careful step.
"i found out why prince rin hit that man today." she started off slowly.
instantly, you asked, "why?"
"apparently, the man had..." she stopped, as if choosing her next words carefully. "this is just what i heard but... apparently, the man had make snide remarks about your character, calling you names. the younger prince lost his temper and... well, that." yeah that: a old, fat, bald man with a bruised, bleeding lip on the ground.
instead of feeling warmth blossom into your chest at the idea of him saving you, you laughed instead. your lady-in-waiting blinked, surprised as you clutched your chest and laughed, "surely, you have gotten the wrong idea. who told you of this?"
prince rin itoshi wouldn't even hurt a fly for you, much less a man of much court ranking.
your lady-in-waiting bit her lip, "a friend of mine works in the infirmary, she overheard the officials recount the event and informed me."
you waved your hand, "this is all bullshit—!"
"bullshit...?"
"it's pointless." you argued, "i am sure somebody made this up to make the story seem more interesting. to make us seem more interesting. he would never hit a man for me." because rin itoshi wasn't this stupid. hell, he wasn't this... this lovestruck. he could never! and you refused to believe it, even with your wedding the very next day.
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the next night.
"will... will they stand outside?" you stuttered, looking at the humongous door that led out of rin's chambers.
his chambers had been decorated, with flowers and candles littered fashionably everywhere. there was a sweet, musky aroma in the air, something that almost made you feel lightheaded.
still looking at the door, you wrung your hands and bit your lip, "will they come check?!" at the prospect of that idea, your heart thumped louder in your ear.
rin stood at the edge of his bed, arms folded over his chest and still in his royal attire from the wedding ceremony. his eyes followed you, watching you intently as you paced the room with your heart on your tongue.
he started off slowly, as if not to make you jump, "you knew... you had known prior that they would want us to consummate? right?"
"i... well, yes."
and you had! your lady-in-waiting had told you about how in royal lineages, on the day of the wedding, the royal family watched the newly weds consummate. that had you almost throwing up. almost. but then she had assured you that the tradition had been long given up on, with now most opting to not do that. instead, they came to check the newly put, ivory bedsheets the next day, hoping to see a splotch of blood there — both as a proof of the woman's virginity and as proof of their... first night together. you knew this. you knew this, and yet you didn't have the stomach to do this.
"then?"
you snapped. he was being so calm about it, that you seemed irrationally stupid! "well, i didn't expect them to stand outside your door, waiting for us to fuck!"
"f-fuck...?" he whispered and you almost ripped your hair out of your scalp. right now wasn't the time to play translator!
rin watched the look of agony on your face and asked sincerely, "is something else the issue? are... are you not pure?"
"what?" you snapped again, this time with venom in your eyes. "does my virginity matter?!" and though you knew it didn't, the look that crossed his face seemed otherwise. you quickly shifted the conversation, not lingering at your futile attempt to liberate women in the middle ages. "and- and besides, it is not the... the purity of the situation that worries me. i just... we shouldn't." you winced, throwing your hands up dramatically, "you do not like me! and i find it rather ridiculous that we are being forced to... to c-consummate under such circumstances."
rin eyed you, studying you like you were one of those games he liked so much. then, he pursed his head and nodded, "they won't leave until they hear something substantial." you looked at him, wide-eyed as he continued, "and they would come to check for a bloodstain tomorrow."
"i know. the bloodstain isn't even a sign of losing one's virginity! that is such a myth."
rin pulled his brows together, as if he didn't believe your words.
you sighed, defeated. there was no way out. perhaps if you just got through it quickly...?
but rin had other plans as he suggested, "nonetheless, the bloodstain aspect of it all is easy. i'd make a small cut on my arms, enough to draw blood but not enough to turn fatal. we use the blood to stain the sheets. that should be enough to satiate them."
"what?!" you pitched higher, "cut yourself?! are you positively out of your mind?!"
"well, do you wish to consummate with me, then?" he snapped, irritated at your words.
you crossed your arms, "if anyone has to bleed, i shall! it's a predicament that bothers me, anyway!"
"no need. i can forgo a little bit of blood. i shan't die." he said calmly. his tone pissed you off! could he, for one second, not be such an asshole?!
"i shan't let you—!" you whispered shouted, not backing down.
knock, knock, knock.
"WE HEAR NO NOISE!" a far-off voice carried itself into his chambers and you felt your heart drop to your stomach. noises?! they wanted noises?! "SHOULD WE COME TO CHECK IN, PRINCE?"
"NO." rin shouted back, "WE... WE ARE GETTING TO IT. PATIENCE, AUNT."
he gave you a look, something that was basically a warning to choose quick. you jabbed an index in his direction, still whisper shouting, "we shall see who's bleeding later. for now... i just want them gone."
rin's pale skin flared red at your words and their implication. they wanted noise, something to... something to make them believe you two were doing what husbands and wives were supposed to.
"we can..." you corrected yourself, "i can fake the noises, pretend that we... we are doing something."
"it shall be..." he tightened his arms across his chest and sighed. "it shall be obvious if it's just you making noises."
"right... so you should as well."
"theoretically, yes."
you swallowed, "but it's just pretend... so, if you don't mind...?"
he swallowed too, and you watched his adam's apple bob in his throat, "o-of course."
you bit your lip, "uh... so, should I just...? start...?"
"perhaps," he stole a glance at the expensive bedding. his king sized bed was clad in glistening, ivory sheets atop which rose petals were arranged. "perhaps we should at least take to the bed?" he held up a hand in explanation, "in the off-chance of those- those people barging in. it would be weird for them to see us..."
"standing so far apart, yes." you finished, nodding.
heat blossomed from the apple of your cheeks to your neck as you took ginger steps towards the bed. you climbed in from one end, while he did the same from the other side. you sat yourself down at one edge, and he did the same to the opposite. there was a lifetime of difference between the two of you.
rin looked at you, then immediately snapped his head away. you did much the same. this cycle of looking at each other and shying away continued till—
"—SHALL WE COME IN, PRINCE? ARE YOU HAVING TROUBLES?" and perhaps it was the paranoia, but you felt the door creak open just slightly, not enough for anyone to peek in, but to serve as a reminder that there were people outside. standing. waiting.
rin flamed hot, "NO! I AM DOING PERFECTLY FINE IN HERE!"
"ARE YOU SURE, PRINCE?"
"PLENTY SURE."
he looked at you and winced, "pardon them."
you nodded quickly, "pardoned." you tried to subside the jump in your heart but it was to no avail. you could hear your pulse in your throat, "s-should i begin?"
"well—" the entirety of his stoic face was red by now, the kind that made it seem like he was having an allergic flare up. his voice dropped low, as if he was praying you wouldn't hear what you said next. "should you not come a little... closer? just because if they do barge in—" his eyes shot to the door in time with yours.
you nodded quickly again, "yes. yes. very well." you scooted yourself in exactly five inches. rin looked at you, with furrowed eyebrows, "I meant, perhaps meet me down the middle."
oh, god. you were sure you resembled a tomato more than a human, at this point. you repeated, "middle...?"
"middle."
you scooted in closer, he did as well until there was a few inches between you two. if you reached out, you could probably take his hand in yours, trace your fingertips over the bruise on his knuckle. you looked down to your lap, "is this... fine?"
"more than fine."
you swallowed, feeling like your mouth was betraying you by forgoing all moisture. your voice was shaky as you started, "a-ah— p-prince..." your eyes shot to the door, as if you were to give the performance of a lifetime.
"rin." he said softly, and you looked at him, whispering, "pardon?"
"j-just call me rin."
saying prince while you fake moaned was doable, you could, for a moment, pretend that you were just doing world's weirdest role play but calling him by his name? no. that... that was proposterous!
"and perhaps... if we are to just... pretend." he tugged at his collar, as if the skin underneath his expensive attire was overheating him. "we can just... just..."
"kiss?" you quipped, surprising yourself with a small, pitched sound afterwards.
he looked at you, "we— we won't go any further."
"we shan't."
"shan't at all."
your eyes fell to his full lips, the ones you had only seen tugged up in slight amusement. you took to his eyes once more, and found them already trained on you. "just... just a kiss."
"just... that." his eyes tracked along your lips, impatient.
all you did was nod once and he was moving his body over to yours. leaning in, his face inched nearer to yours and you closed your eyes — both in fear of liking what you saw, or not liking it.
first came his smell — musky and woodsy, something so carnally rin. it permeated your body, sinking into your bloodstream. second, came his hand — soft and nimble — as he placed them to your cheeks. you felt feverish under his touch. third, came his breath — flat against your cupid's bow as you felt him close the gap. finally, came his lips — soft. there was nothing you could say to describe it. to describe him. he was euphoric.
he pressed his lips against yours, soft and diligent, as if he was scared to do anything more. he didn't move, didn't deepen the kiss, didn't do anything more. so, you took matters into your hands. literally.
you planted your hands on either sides of his cheeks and kissed him back. though your eyes remained closed, you heard a wayward whimper escape the stoic prince. you slotted your lips against his, kissing him till you could feel the taste of his mouth on yours linger for eternity.
one of his frantic hands came to your waist and slowly, rin shifted his body weight in a way that had him hovering over your body as you kissed him.
"mmph—" he groaned, blissful as you licked the seam of his lips and teased his tongue with your own. his heart jumped to his throat, eyes clenching shut with each swipe of your tongue against his. "haah—!"
he parted from your lips, strings of lewd saliva bridging your lips to his. he traced his lips down your jaw, kissing down to your throat. his voice came raspy, needy, "use your voice."
you stuttered at his command, "w-what?"
he met your eyes with a crimson blush, "they're waiting to hear us."
"o-oh." your lips parted open as he delved his face back to your neck, licking a fat strip down the column on your throat. your breath got stuck somewhere between your mouth and your trachea as he finally sunk his teeth into your pulse. "prince r-rin, oh lord."
"louder." he kissed the indents and you moaned at the feeling of his hot saliva slobbering against the blossoming pain, "l-lord, you... you feel 'sgood."
he kept his mouth latched to your mouth, unyielding as his eyes met yours. he hummed against your skin, as if he had forgotten that you two were just pretending. his words were punctuated with a flurry of kisses, "so sweet."
you two don't know how long you were at it, him circling his lips over yours and you over his. by the time you two stopped, your breaths were ragged, eyes blown wide with lust and necks bruised with blossoms of desperation.
you placed your hands on his chest, pushing him back. he looked at you, eyes blown open wide and heaving.
"princess..." his voice was light, almost escaping you in your nonsensical state. "i... can I touch you?"
your body felt as if it were on fire, "touch me...?" your eyes darted to the door, "why? have they not left yet?"
"i-" he swiveled his head back to look at the metallic door, and then back to you. "i don't think they did."
"how do you know?" you quipped, already watching him lean into you with that hungry, gleaming look in his eyes. his lips pressed over yours, his words gruff, "just do."
"but prince—?"
"please. as men do to their wives." you saw his adam's apple bob in his throat again. "if you let me."
all rationale left in your brain begged you to say no, to tell him that this was a terribly bad idea. but you felt yourself nod.
in a second, rin was pulling up your full skirt upwards, throwing the ruffles of fabric up in the air as he desperately tried to uncover what was underneath.
your undergarments were wet with your slick, something that made rin's pants stiffen even more as he rid you of them.
a small noise escaped his mouth and you instinctively felt your thighs attempt to clamp shut. you stuttered, uncharacteristically red. "w-what?!"
his hands pushed your thighs apart with a ravenous hunger in his eyes, "don't run now."
you whimpered at the intensity of his words, hiding your gaze beneath your sweaty, clamoring palms for barely a second before he was tugging at you wrist and forcing you to look at him, "no. your eyes on me."
heat ran up your face, cumulating somewhere in your head. you swallowed harshly as he leaned in closer to your gushing centre and swiped a finger up and down your slit.
your back arched, "rin."
he studied you like you were one of those games he was so enamored by, like he could understand how he could break you and build you up with just one look. he swiped his fingers up your slit again, collecting your juices on the tip of finger.
a heavy breath escaped his lips, his eyes unable to look away from your sweet, twitching cunt. "is it... alright?"
you nodded once, "yes... you can use your..." you cringed at the words that left your lips next because there was no way the second prince of the kingdom knew what giving head meant. "mouth too."
you expected resistance, or for his eyes to blow wide open. instead, the man dived in almost immediately. his lips circled your clit, his tongue flattening against the throbbing nub. it was as if he could feel your heartbeat on his smooth tongue.
he traced his tongue against your cunt, swiping it up and down in a motion that had you bucking your hips up into his mouth. your hands tangled against his hair as your voice broke, "f-fuck, yes."
rin raised his eyes to your face, unrelenting still in the way his mouth worked against you. his tongue pushed and prodded against the bundle of nerves till your felt your spine tighten and muscles spasm. you cried loudly, half for the performance and half from the thrill of his face against your apex, "prince rin— oh my god! i'm going to—?!"
at your confession, his vigor tripled. he lapped at your core like a hungry dog, drinking down the sweet nectar in lecherous, long sips.
you broke from inside out as waterfalls of sticky juice gushed out of you — sticky and sickly sweet as it splashed against his face.
rin licked his lips, raising his head up slightly to look at you. you were heaving — your chest and neck was painted red, eyes blown open and lustful, with your bosom stuttering up and down. your wedding dress was in shambles, pushed halfway up to your abdomen and falling from the straps at your shoulder.
you looked at him and swallowed again, finding words harder to come by, "p-prince...?"
"again." he grunted, wrapping his hands around your thighs and pulling you in against himself.
your thighs trembled in protest, "no- no need. i'm certain that your family has left—!"
he eyes locked into yours, the same hungry gleam returning with vengeance. "no. they haven't."
"you do not know of that, prince—!"
but he buried his face in your heat again, uncaring for your protests or rationale logic. you should have known this, once prince rin itoshi set his mind to something, he accomplished it to the fullest.
two more orgasms later, that is how he now had your thighs spread wide open — with your core dripping down sex to his hungry mouth. he gulped mouthfuls of you, not halting once even as his slobbering saliva dripped down to his chin and neck and chest, coating the collar of his expensive wedding suit and painting the ivory sheets under.
your mouth hung open, throat raw and ripped as you squirmed away from him for the nth time. your hips shimmied backwards, bunching the bedsheet under your ass, "no, please— prince. 'senough."
he shook his head, something that was a counter to your claims. as if it wasn't enough, as if he hadn't ripped out two or three orgasms out of your body with his inexperienced tongue and mouth.
"doesn't your jaw hurt?!"
"no." his words were muffled against you.
"and- and i'm certain that your family has left..." you quipped next, attempting to woo him away from the matter at hand but he just gripped you stronger, "perhaps not."
your eyes widened, your weak upper body shooting up in protest, "no! they have. i'm certain."
he shrugged, still latching his tongue against your clit in a slippery swivel that traded your sanity for broken chants of his name with every swipe.
"prince-!" you groaned, writhing off the sheets in vain, "i beg of you."
rin tsked against you, "don't be such a nuisance."
"'senough! get off of me! rin—!" you cried next, twisting your hips against his face to pull him off.
he complied with an irritated sigh.
his jaw and lips were coated in your essence and he wiped if off with the back of his hand.
you glared at the man, "you're insufferable."
"why?" he quizzed you, "was it awful?"
your breath caught in your throat, "well, no."
he shot up a brow, "then what is it with the complaints?"
"we were supposed to just kiss..." your words trailed off. your eyes shied away from his.
you heard the sheets rustle as rin stood up on his knees, staring at you. he was a feet above you, his erection almost square in front of you. "have you any regrets?"
your eyes met his with uncertainty. you opened your mouth and promptly closed it shut. sighing, you shook your face, "no..."
he inhaled sharply at your answer, "will you have any regrets going forth?"
the intensity of his gaze made your stomach churn inwards. your breath stuttered helplessly in your throat, which now felt suddenly too dry. "no..."
"good." he leaned in towards yourself, bringing his hand to the back of your nape. he cradled your cranium as he leaned in to deepen the kiss. you came to lie down on the mattress again, as he laid his body weight over you. his lips slotted against yours, his entire body pressing over yours. he pushed you back deeper into the mattress, hovering over you.
your hands worked quick, your fingers coming to undo the glinting buttons of his suit. he grunted, helping you by shimmying off his expensive clothes. under his royal attire was a sculpted, lean body.
you ran your hands up and down his body, feeling the smooth skin underneath.
rin hissed under your skimming touches, closing his eyes as you sunk your teeth into his neck and bit down. your hands moved down his body, reaching his silken pants.
"what are you...?" he gulped as you traced his erection through the fabric. you hummed against his skin, "you haven't done it- this before?"
his ears blushed red, "not with another."
"but you've done it yourself?" you licked the indents on his throat, the ones you had adorned him with seconds prior.
he gulped. your felt it against your throat. "well, yes. i am a man..." his voice trailed off, "after all."
"strip for me, prince." you said, almost too quietly, and noticed his entire face break into a red blossom.
his usual agile and precise fingers shook as he undid the garments he wore and stripped himself naked in front of you.
you eyed him up and down — from his flushed face to his flushed, leaking cock. it was such a pretty thing — pale, slightly curved with a pink, flushed tip that weeped down strings of pre.
you nodded to beckon him closer. his limbs wobbled like jelly as he neared you. you guided him to sit down against the headboard, his black flush against the velvety fabric.
your nimble hand pushed open his muscular thighs, and you came to sit between it, slowly taking his erection in your palms.
rin hissed as soon as your hand encompassed around his dick. his hips automatically bucked upwards, chasing a foreign friction — the kind he had never dared imagine before.
you moved your hand up and down in a methodical method, squeezing his tip ever-so-slightly as you grazed the top.
his meaty thighs shuddered, eyes fluttering close as he felt your obscene, glittery spit land square on his tip. it mixed with the pre, dripping down his shaft before you coated your palm in it and started pumping him faster.
"oh—" his maw hung open, strong hands fisting the sheets as your pace quickened. you squeezed down his erection, waiting at the bottom. and before he could crack open an eye to check on your halt, you were already taking him in your mouth. so warm and velvety.
his eyes flew open, breath staggering at the sight of you, "princess, you— you're..." he inhaled sharply, "that's... that's dirty."
you popped your glossy lips off of him, deepening your arch and jutting your ass up in the air to make a spectacle out of it. you smacked the globular tip against your lips once, twice, thrice. "if it happens to be dirty," you kissed his tip and he winced, "then, as your wife it's my utmost duty to clean it up, prince."
you wasted no time taking him back in, suctioning his tip with your tongue slathering sticky saliva all around it. he arched his back, one of his hands immediately shooting to your head to push you in, "shall you take it in... deeper?"
you nodded, locking eyes with him with his cock buried 2/3rds in your mouth. your lips stretched around his member, your eyes watery as you let him fuck into you by the back of your throat.
"i—" he panted, "i cannot hold back... not anymore."
you nodded again, and he was a gone man.
his hips met your mouth in erratic thrusts — the kind that had his tip grazing your uvula in a rough rhythm. you squeezed his base tight, alternating between tightening your grip and loosening it up completely.
above you, rin was in utter ruination. he had never felt this. something so strong, so wholly foreign but completely familiar. your mouth felt like it had always been his. the way you accommodated him, the way your sultry tongue licked it up and down. oh god, you were perfect for him.
you sucked particularly strong and rin felt heat pooling in his stomach turn to lava. his thighs shook, stomach tightening beyond belief. and then, his vision fogged over, and he was just a vessel for boundless pleasure, feeling himself release in your mouth.
the obscene liquid pooled down the edges of your lips and fell to his hot skin. he watched your throat jump up and down as you drank down all he had given to you.
when you pulled yourself off him, your chest heaved and your eyes were tinted red. despite the mess he had made of you, you gave him a wobbling smile.
he shot up, bringing his hand to your cheeks delicately. his eyes met yours, concern pooling in the usually mirthful teal irises, "is it alright?"
you nodded, laughing, "i can still feel you in here." you caressed over your throat, "it feels all warm, prince."
you guided his broad hand down to your throat. he caressed the column of your throat before squeezing down on it.
your eyes fluttered shut, core dragging against the silken sheets as you tried to rut and catch some friction against your needy clit.
"i yearn for you..." he started slowly. his cheeks flared at the reminder of his dick in your mouth. he looked away from you for a second, before looking back at you, at the needy gyrations of your hips driveling against the sheets.
"i yearn for you too..." you moaned, guiding his hand below, below, below and right over your pussy. "here."
he gulped, venturing his fingers in between your body and the sheets to rub at the doughy clit. "do you wish for me to...?"
"yes." you nodded, rubbing yourself against his calloused fingertips, "i wish to feel warm all over. i wish to feel you inside, plunging my insides with your thrusts."
his eyes blew open, a sly smirk pulling at his lips, "you have such lecherous requests, princess."
you grinded against his hand faster, feeling your clit catch against his skin in a sinful dance. your jaw opened, "o-only for my husband."
something snapped inside him at that title. he curled his fingers under you, sticking them up so that you could ride them easily. "your husband...?"
"yes. a-are you, nghh— not mine, hah?" your arms came to wrap around his shoulders, your eyes shutting in ecstasy as his rough fingers rummaged inside you while the heel of his palm dug so deliciously against your clit.
"i am." he inhaled in your scent sharply, "all yours."
you rut against him like an animal in heat — primal and far beyond saving.
you pushed the man away by chest, forcing him to retrieve his hand from under you and lay down. your hips hovered over his erection, your eyes boring into his, "may i?"
his eyes shot between your dripping apex and your face — both of them somehow equally lewd.
he nodded and you found yourself sinking down his erection, taking inch upon inch of him inside your body.
rin's response was immediate. for a man that could never shut up, all he could manage now were gasps and grunts.
his hands found purchase against your waist as he helped you settle down on his cock. your eyes rolled back to your head as he finally bottomed out inside you.
you gasped, closing your eyes in surrender as your body refused to move. his thick girth kissed every crevice of your cunt. you were so incredibly full, so incredibly filled to the brim that it felt like his flushed tip was pushing all the way to your lungs.
you collapsed forward, your hands looping around his neck and your face crashing in the crook of his neck.
his strong hands came to wrap around your body, tight and reassuring, "princess, are you...?" he was cut off by the ruthless spasm of your greedy cunt around his length.
"yes, yes." you squeezed down on him, "god. please. rin... move."
his eyes blew open at the mention of his own name. his feet planted themselves against the sprightly mattress and he felt himself rutting up into you, thrusting his length all the way inside your plushy cunt before retrieving it and doing it over and over again.
"haah, fuck—" your breath condensed against his skin as you moaned into him, "fuck, rin nghh— harder—!"
"say it again." he grunted in your ear, "again."
"harder, r-rin...?" you yelped at the mattress compressed under his feet as he fucked up into you even stronger, each of his thrusts meeting you all the way to your cervix. your eyes rolled back, entire body jostling in protest as he held you tight against himself and used you as his personal cumdump, "keep saying my name. like that."
his tip hit the bullseye, his length massaging your walls in an intimate dance that had you drooling against his neck and crying in protest.
"fuck, fuck— rin." you gasped, crying at his toned v-line smacked against your clit at every thrust. your nipples brushed against his smooth skin with each point of contact. your body was on fire, and the man under you was adding fuel to it. "oooh— oh, god... 'mgonna b-break..."
"you're not going to—"
"i am," you babbled, "my pussy's gonna break—!"
using one hand, he raised your face up from the crook of his neck and pulled you to his lips. he kissed you, all messy and toothy as his cock rammed in and out of you in a haphazard, fast rhythm.
the room was filled with the smell of sex and sweat, the lecherous bangs of skin on skin as his body crashed into yours again and again. your stomach and thighs burnt with every powerful smack of his body into yours.
lolling your jaw open, you sneaked your tongue into his mouth. god, he felt so delicious against you.
"rin, rin—" you babbled against him, not making much sense as your orgasm loomed over you like an impending threat. your cunt squeezed him again, "i might—" you kissed him again, muffled as you confessed, "i might cum, gaah— fuck, fuck, fuck. rin."
he nodded, rendered speechless as his sensitive tip probbed your spots and made him see red. the ceiling over your heads seemed to sway, the bed under your rustled, and the bedframe creaked. but all rin itoshi could care for was the sinful clamp of your pussy on his dick.
"rin—?!" you gasped, hiding your face against his chest as he felt your core tighten impossibly so. you wrapped around him so snugly that he could barely move, could barely thrust in and out of you in an attempt to chase his own high.
"i should— should remove myself." rin argued, with whatever semblance of sanity he had preserved. "you can't be with child."
"no. no. no." you chanted, somehow tightening your grip on him. "inside me... please."
"but—?!"
"rin." you cried against his skin, frenzied and slowly unravelling, "please."
how could he possibly let go after that soft plea of yours?
your walls squeezed down his sensitive tip and he gasped as he felt his erection splutter out ropes of cum into you.
"fuuuuuck." you groaned, feeling warmth pool inside your cunt and feeling it slosh about before some of it escaped out of you and onto his cock.
"oh, lord." you gasped, feeling his erection soften inside you slowly. more of his cum seeped out of you, coating both of your legs in a godly sheen.
one of his arms rubbed your back up and down, up and down. you breathed in his scent and closed your eyes, "that was..."
"yeah." he gulped, feeling his own eyes fall shut with fatigue, "more than a kiss, certainly."
you stilled against his skin, "certainly."
he gently took you off him, settling you next to him. you rested your head on his bicep, turning away from him to stare at the marvelous ceiling above you.
"im exhausted." you sighed, feeling all the muscles in your body slacken.
"hm." he pursed his lips shut, staring at the same ceiling.
your breathing synced with his, exhausted, slumped bodies rising and falling in a practiced rhythm.
you placed your hands over your stomach, gently tapping them across your skin. "so... do you suppose your family left?"
rin craned his neck to your face, then back towards the ceiling. he shrugged, "possibly."
"do you suppose they... they will be satisfied?" you bit your cheek, wincing the at the feeling of your molars digging into the flesh. "with our sounds."
rin didn't answer for a long time, just pulled his arm from under your head to his side. he kept his arms crossed against his chest, as if it would enough to guard his body from you, or the horrifying realization of what you both had done.
eventually, you turned to look in his direction. "prince...?"
"we don't need to carry this ruse any further. i am certain they're..." he turned his head the other way, not facing you. "sarisfied."
"i see..."
at your answer, rin quipped quickly, "if that was uncomfortable for you, we shan't do it again. i apologize..." his words quieted down, "for getting carried away." a beat. "i know you do not fancy me."
he cleared his throat, not meeting your eyes, "shall we sleep?"
your pulse throbbed in your neck as you watched him turn to his side, showing you his naked, muscular back. your eyes followed him keenly, but you were unable to find the will to call out to him again.
"so..." you shuddered, turning on your side such that you faced his back. "this was just a one-time thing, yes?"
he hummed once. then, twice as you didn't answer. then, he sighed, "have you any regrets?"
you shook your head, "no. as for you?"
"no." he stilled, "we had no choice but to consummate the marriage. we mustn't think too much about it. from now on, i do as I must, and you do as you shall. none of us hinders the other. we're married for legal reasons, that is all."
somehow, though you were well-versed in the language of rin itoshi, and his destructive tongue, you couldn't help but feel sick at his words pricked at your skin. your stomach churned itself over, a gnawing, sinking feeling coming alive in your chest.
he hated you. you were sure. the worst part happened to be that you didn't hate him. and it was devastating to live like this, to know that he would curse you for ages when you won't. and so, in your self-destructive rampage, you decided to make the worst decision of your life.
"i am not who you think i am." you said out loud. flatly, as if you were discussing the weather and not the mortifying truth of your existence that would, very well, destroy both you and the younger itoshi.
his face turned around, gaze shooting to yours at your admission. his teal eyes narrowed, features twisting in confusion, "pardon?"
"i am not..." you sighed, sitting up. you brought your thighs to your chest, "i have been brought to this world- and- and i know i sound insane but..." you tried to explain whatever you could, and you were very well aware of the possibility that after hearing you, rin might have had you shipped to an asylum where they would have diagnosed you with hysteria and given you orgasms and lobotomy as a cure.
but all he did was blink in slow motion, and then bark out a jaded laugh, "has intimacy scrambled your brain?"
the sound felt so foreign coming from his flushed mouth.
you felt your eyes flutter shut, avoiding to look at his confused features. "i am telling you the truth—"
"that I am some man in a book?!" he sat up, "and that too, the one you hated?!"
"i know it sounds insane..."
"it is insane!" he reached out a hand to your knees, pressing down as if it could anchor you to reality. "is something the matter with you? have you hit your head or has the blood rushed all over—?"
you breathed in sharply, "when you were a child, sae had taken you to the forest at the end of the estate." your fisted the expensive bedsheet, "he promised you he would be close, but you had gotten lost. you cried. a lot."
rin furrowed his eyebrows as you continued rambling, "and then, he found you barely before the sun had fully fell, and bribed you with your favourite pies not to talk about it. you never told anyone of it. yes or yes?" you recalled the chapter that detailed some of sae's past, and the relation between the two brothes before it had soured.
rin blinked at you, retrieving his hand from your body slowly. "pardon?"
"i know of it because I had read it." you tried speaking slower, "there's no other explaination."
"no." he blinked, "sae told you that to- to..." his eyes narrowed, "did he think any of this would ensue hilarity?"
"rin." you leaned forward, "it's the truth. i am not her. this- this woman! i came from another world."
rin breathed heavy, his eyes darting from your face to your hands and knees, then back to your face. "then... then what? are you to go back now?"
"i don't think I can..." you bit down your lips, "that is why I'm telling you this." you sighed, miserable, "you can throw me down the prison cell or in an asylum but—"
"so, would you stay? here?" he cut in.
you slowed your words, shrugging. "well, i have no choice."
"and if you did?" his voice sounded rough around the edges, "if you did have the choice? then, what? you are to abandon your life here and just leave?"
"i..." you blinked slowly, "i do not know that."
"why didn't you—" he heaved, picking himself off the bed, searching for his undergarments on the floor. "why did you not tell me this the first night you came here?"
"and what?!" you laughed, humorless, watching him as he fastened the linen underpants against his hips. "you would have believed me? would have accepted this error as fate?!"
"i would have broken off the marriage!" he grunted, slamming his palms against the mattress with a muted thud. "i would have! thinking you were hysterical, if nothing more!"
"i asked you to." you found yourself pitching your voice higher, "i asked you to! the very first day!"
"not for this reason, you did not!"
"does it matter?" you felt your head heat with anger, "i asked you—"
"i would have maintained my distance!" he shouted, staring at you with those wide, teal eyes. this was the most emotion you had seen on his face. "i would have stayed away, knowing you were to leave me at any moment!"
he halted, looking away from you and walking a few steps over from the bed. he turned around, and his back faced you. he ran a hand over his face, his voice uncharacteristically small. "i would have stayed away from you. princess."
"rin." you scrambled to get off bed, to reach out to him with just a linen sheet tucked against your chest.
stepping forward, you stood behind him, with a metre worth of distance between you two. the fabric rustled against the ground. everything else was eerily quiet. you could barely hear his breathing, or yours, for that matter.
you swallowed, staring at the back of his head. "what are you implying?"
he said nothing and he took another step forward, repeating, "rin."
he turned around and met your eyes. you watched his entire body slump, his broad shoulders do themselves in. even his voice sounded like a far off whisper, "you know what i am implying very well."
you shook your head, "i do not. say it. out loud."
"i... i fancy you." his head hung low, hands flexing on either side of his body as if he was itching to hold something, hold you. "that is it. that is the humiliating truth. and I know very well how much you do not fancy me—"
"i do not know what i will do if i get a choice to leave this place." you started gingerly, avoiding his sharp, wounded gaze. "i do not even know if I will ever get that choice... however, you're the only one i have here."
a sad smile crossed your lips as you picked your face back up and met his eyes. "you're my husband."
rin inhaled sharply at your admission, "and so, i am to shoulder the burden of your lies?"
you stepped forward once more, "what was that about in sickness and in health?"
"this isn't sickness." he looked away from you again, "it's some sort of cruel, cosmic joke."
you didn't say anything and he hung his head down below, sighing, "sleep. i suppose this... is pointless."
he brushed past you, trying to walk over to the bed. your palm reached for his wrist, wrapping your fingers around his skin like ivy over trees. he looked back at you.
"it isn't pointless." you clutched the sheet against your frame tighter, as if he hadn't already seen what lay below. "i was wrong about you, prince... i cannot lie and pretend like i know you wholly... because i do not, but i know enough."
"enough... for what?"
"enough... to fancy you?" you winced, drawing your eyes away from his.
he scoffed, "well, now you're just pitying me."
you looked up at him, spluttering, "n-no! i'm not pitying you."
"you fancy my brother."
"do not! not anymore!" you stressed on the syllables, "i wouldn't have fucked you if i did!"
"f-fucked...?"
"consummated. with you."
his ears reddened at your correction and your wrists tightened against his wrist again, you drew closer, "i do not ask for you to trust me. heavens know, that is impossible. i do not know for how long i am here, or for how long may i have left. but... but i was wrong about you." you chewed your cheek, "well, no. you're haughty and insufferable and downright agonizing at times."
he looked at you, all baffled.
"but..." you stepped closer still, "but there are times when you're not that... and i- i find myself enjoying your company in moments like that."
"is this supposed to flattery?"
"it's supposed to be the truth."
"and what am i to make of your words?" he raised a brow carefully. you fully closer the distance between you two, gliding your hand up his arm and wrapping it around his waist. your face met his chest and your entire body all but slumped against him, "i fancy you enough to get to know you..." you stilled, "would you give me a chance to do so?"
hesitantly, his hands came to wrap around your body. he rested his chin atop your head, sighing, "perhaps. you leave me no choice. you are my wife, after all."
you beamed against him, and he felt the stretch of your lips against his skin.
"shall we take to the bed now?" he asked and you nodded, "i'm exhausted."
eventually, you fell asleep next to him. before you could drift off completely, his voice echoed in a soft question, "one thing, what does cunt mean? you called me that once."
your eyes blew open, "uh. smart. full of wisdom."
"hm?" he hummed, in deep thought, "you're right then, i am a cunt."
you pursed your lips, "yes, but perhaps let's not use that word again. nobody else knows of it, it might give away my real identity."
rin nodded, "fair."
he pulled you flush against his chest and pressed a kiss to your temple, "fair night to you, princess."
"good night, rin."
well, updated title: THE VILLAINESS ENJOYS A CAREFREE LIFE MARRIED TO HER GREATEST-ENEMY-TURNED-NON-ASSHOLEY HUSBAND! HUZZAH!
a.n: NOT PROOFREAD. IM BARELY LUCID ENOUGH TO POST.
this is so self-indulgent and stupid and listen i know the end fight doesnt make any sense but im tired and its over 3 am and i don't care anymore. enjoy the flith mwuah mwuah
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Your boyfriend was the sweetest boy ever. He took you out on dates weekly. Carried you when your feet hurt so bad you couldn’t walk. Stroked your hair to sleep, kissed your hands, and everywhere around your body so intimately.
It was during sex, that he did a 180. His voice was flatter, his eyes empty, he looked at you with such pity for being so pathetic, so horny you had to ask for him to help you alleviate yourself.
His thighs spread yours open, you're in nothing but one of his hoodies, which have been hoisted up to your waist so he can have better access to your clit.
His fingers rub at it, faster and faster. The thing is, he refuses to make you cum. Each time you feel close he takes your fingers away, smiles, and builds you up all over again.
But you can see his patience slowly chip away. His hips unconsciously move up and down to the air, his inner lip being bitten so much to the point of blood, and only then has he started voicing his frustrations.
“So fucking pathetic.” He brushes your hair to the side as he stares down at you. “This is what you need, right baby? You wanna cum so bad? You had to get your fucking boyfriend to play with your clit and get you off?”
You grinded against his palm, your back arching up off of the bed. All you can do is make incoherent noises as tears flow down your face.
“You're so dumb. So so so dumb.” He slips two fingers inside of you. “I’m so hard…look at how good I am to you. Delaying fucking you just to make you cum and ruin my sheets.”
“Hiori…y–you’re so mean..” You whispered.
His sadistic smile that was on his for so long face faded.
“I’m mean sweetheart? Most men wouldn’t even treat you this fucking good. Touching you like this, when you’re so damn filthy.” His hand that stroked your hair slid down to your throat and squeezed slightly, enough to make you aware about every breath you took. “Look at you so desperate. Yeah you are, you want it…”
His finger started going rougher and rougher. “Come on, do what you're so desperate to do whore, I wanna see you cum for me. Make yourself stupid.”
His other hand roamed down to the side of your ass and rubbed before slapping with a stinging force, and rubbing it again to soothe you.
“Fuck hiori..!” You whimpered out.
“You wanna cum yeah? That’s all you’re ever good for right sweetheart?” He breathes out, another slap ringing out before he rubs the spot again and soothes it.
You nod your head, lost in the clouds feeling so much ecstasy, you can’t even hear what he’s saying.
“So fucked out, can’t even hear me huh darlin'..?” He chuckles. “Fuck i’m so hard…I wanna fuck you so bad sweetheart. 'Wanna dump my cum in you..” He’s gone a little dumb himself despite degrading you so hard, his fingers so soaked with your arousal.
And just as you are about to cum, him giving you a false hope once again, he takes his fingers away. You don’t register it for a few seconds and your body reacts before your mind knows it, viciously shaking as tears stream down your face.
“Aw…so upset over me not giving you what you want. You’re so greedy. You think a brat like you can just get what she wants at a whim? You’re so fucking stupid.” He slaps your ass once, twice, three times. Rubbing it tenderly afterwards. The room was silent for a few minutes with just heavy breathing.
After a while, you rolled your hips against his hard on, it was throbbing through his pants. He sucks in a shaky, barely concealed groan. “Hiori…wan’ it..” you whine.
He bites his lips again, before grabbing your hips. “You ‘wan’ it?” he mocks you. "l’ll give you your cock slut. I'll fuck you so good, so stop pouting.” Another slap rang out.
His boxers slip down and reveal his sensitive, leaking dick. He strokes it a few times to relieve some of the aching, before lining himself up and shoving himself all the way into your dripping cunt.
“ffuuuuckkk hioriii…feels so good mmmffff...” You moan.
“I bet it does, bet this is the best dick you’ll ever get, most guys wont waste their time on you..” He laughs.
You whine when he doesn’t move his hips, bucking your hips against his. “I know, I know.. I'll give you your dick love. All yours. I know you need it.”
Immediately afterwards, he pulls all the way out just to slam back into, brutally ramming his cock inside of you. He fucks you so roughly its almost blinding. The sound of skin slapping resonates throughout the whole room.
“Shit hio–it hurts–it hurts..!” You sob.
“It's all you deserve, you can’t expect me to give you everything can you? Take what I give you baby.” Though despite his words, you feel his hips falter a little bit and and he fucks you less brutally.
Your arms reach up and wrap around him, clawing at his back, scratching until blood beads up. He sighs, and that same sadistic smile is on his face again.
“Come on scratch at me darlin’, do it all. You feel so fucking good I know it.” Meanwhile, he took one of your legs in your hands, reaching up at your thigh and pressing it to your chest.
“Bet you feeling me so deep huh..? Can even see me slip in and out of you.” He chuckles.
“Hio..I think ‘m gonna…” you trailed off.
“I know you’re close, you’ve been squeezing around me tighter for the past two minutes, i’m not as dumb as you.” His voice lost a little edge, making it clear that he wasn’t far off from cumming either.
His hips lose its precise rhythm, he fucks you faster but sloppily.
Your legs wrap around his hips, and lock him from pulling out.
“Oh? You want me to cum inside?” drawing out his words, playing dumb.
You nod your head vigorously and bite at your lips, rolling against him.
“Yeah dump all my cum in, gonna make you so full. Gonna breed you..gonna make you a—haah—..mama yeah sweetheart? You want it..” He snaps his hips forward.
And that's what pushes you over the edge. You cum with a blinding sob, and your vision goes white as you gush around his cock. He rides out your orgasm with you, fucking you through it, and when you were finished he was still going.
He rutted into you like a damn dog. And it was then when you look at him that you see, he was just as desperate and depraved like you.
“Fuck..take it all…I want you full of it baby..” He says as he cums, his hips finally stuttering as his tips sputter and spurts his cum deep into your womb.
Slowly, he pulls out and then collapses on top of you and you wrap your arms around him, running your hands down his back as goes so silent, you would’ve thought he was asleep.
“You did amazing..you took me so well.” He nuzzles his head into the crook of your neck.
A few minutes later, you hit him on the head.
Not even an ounce of pain, just a muffled “what was that for..?”
“For calling me a slut! You’re so mean sometimes you sadistic freak!”
He chuckles, lifting his head up a bit “I don’t mean it darlin, you’re mine. You’re beautiful and I don’t deserve you.” He kisses your neck and you both doze off.
You'd watch from the stands. You wouldn't try to get close. You wouldn't make it weird—you are a reasonable person who did not fly to Japan to stalk her childhood crush slash almost-friend that doesn't even remember her.
You'd watch one game and go home.
That was the plan.
Germany versus South Korea. Knockout match.
You found the cheapest seat in the stadium and you sat in it with your scarf pulled up to your nose and you watched him.
He moved differently now. Still fast, the way he'd been fast at twelve—fast like someone who'd always needed to be—but now there was intention behind it. Purpose. He didn't just move. He decided to move and the pitch rearranged itself around him.
He scored four times and Germany won.
You told yourself to go back to the hotel after the game.
But you didn't go back to the hotel.
You'd always been like this. You knew that about yourself. Some part of you that never fully learned to leave Michael Kaiser alone—the same part that followed a boy home from school, that grabbed a boy's hoodie on a street and simply refused to let go.
The stadium tunnel wasn't impossible to slip into. Not if you acted like you belonged. Not if you walked with purpose and kept your lanyard visible and didn't make eye contact with anyone who might ask questions.
You kept your eyes forward and your heart was going insane.
You convinced yourself “just a glimpse of him up close”
You just want to see how tall he’s grown, how his voice has deepened now maybe? So, you walked towards where you know the locker room is. You feel like a creep but the desire to see him again was stronger.
Then you heard a loud slam that made you halt in your steps.
You took a cautious step closer wanting to hear more, then something was thrown and it hit a wall. More shouting—the kind that bounced off concrete and came back louder. The locker room door was ahead, slightly ajar, voices spilling out through the gap.
That's the German locker room, you realized.
“Are they fighting—”
You didn't get to finish the thought because the door suddenly swung open and you saw a figure walk out.
That tall height, that blonde hair and that intense angry aura that seeps through his very being.
Kaiser was still in his kit. Damp at the collar, chest still heaving slightly from the match. His expression was thunderous—jaw set, brow low, eyes scanning the corridor like he was looking for someone else to fight.
Then he saw you.
You thought he'd never recognize you but you watched it happen in real time. The way he scanned your face. The way he paused. The way his eyes moved over you like he was pulling something up from somewhere very deep and very far away.
Then the crease between his brows deepened.
“Oh no…” you thought.
He crossed the distance in four steps, grabbed your arm, and pulled you down the corridor without a word.
He found a side room. Storage, maybe. Spare equipment stacked against the walls. A single overhead light. He pushed the door shut behind him and turned and glared at you and you stood there holding the strap of your lanyard like it was the only stable thing in the room.
“What are you doing here.”
Not a question. You remembered that about him too.
“I—I didn't—I was just—”
“WHAT. Are you doing here.” Each word its own sentence. His voice was low and hushed. But the hush was doing a lot of work containing a much louder rage underneath.
“I came to watch you...” you said, small and honest.
Something flickered across his face.
Then he moved—fast—both palms hitting the wall behind you, caging either side of your head with a sound that made you flinch. He leaned in. His blue eyes were inches from yours and they were furious and exactly the same as you remembered.
“WHY.” His eyes narrowed, full of pent up anger. “Why did you come all the way here? You can't watch the game on your phone screen? You had to fly across the world—”
“I just wanted to see you—”
“WHY?!” Michael snapped. His voice cracked at the edges. Not breaking. Splitting. Like something behind it was pressing too hard.
“You're not supposed to be here yet. Do you understand that? You're not—” He exhaled sharply, his gaze flickering and his jaw worked.
“You’re not supposed to see me like this! I still have nothing to show you. Nothing!” He raised his voice, his anger spiking.
“That kid you knew back then? That dirty kid from sixth grade? You think I'm any different? You think I'm better now? I'm not. I'm still the same. I'm still a piece of shit, a nobody just like that kid and you're standing here looking at me like that!”
His voice dropped.
“Do you think I should feel happy right now? That you're here?”
“Michael—”
“Shut up!” He pushed off the wall. Turned away. His hand went through his damp hair and stayed there, gripping.
“Know your place. You should know your place! You need to—you need to leave. Go back to your life, to whatever the fuck you're doing—” He paced back and forth like a caged animal.
“Just fuck off!”
Silence.
Your hands were trembling and cold, fingers white around your lanyard. But fear had nothing to do with it. Because you weren't afraid of him. You've never been afraid of him—not when he shoved you to the ground at twelve, not now. Kaiser had always been like this. All bared teeth and raised hackles, snarling at anything that came too close. And you'd always been the idiot standing there anyway, hands open, thinking “I know. I know. I just want to get close enough to help.”
You never knew how to make him come to you. You only ever knew how to stay.
You thought about a big house with dead vines on the gate. You thought about standing on the pavement outside it, listening to the shouting, and doing nothing. Going home. Telling yourself what could you even do, you were just a little girl, it wasn't your fault.
You were twelve years old the last time you let yourself believe that.
You weren't twelve anymore.
Something locked into place in your chest—quiet and certain and completely immovable.
So you let your voice out even though it came out wrong and too scared—but you said it anyway.
“Let me watch you win.”
He went still.
“Let me stay here.”
Michael's fists clenched at his sides, his sharp blue eyes burning into yours with intensity but beneath it something fragile flickered.
“I want to watch you win.” Your voice shook but you didn't stop.
“I want to be here for you. I'm not—I'm not going to let you push me away again. I'll be here. I'll watch you take everything. I'll watch you conquer it all.” You breathed. “And if you lose—”
He shook his head, not wanting to hear it.
“—I'll still be here.”
The storage room was very quiet.
Kaiser looked at you for a long moment. Really looked—the same way he had in the park at twelve, like you'd said something his brain didn't have a category for. Like you kept arriving in his life saying things that tore down his walls.
“Why are you so stubborn.” he said finally. Quiet. Exhausted.
“Because I'm your friend.” you said.
And something ignited behind his eyes. His anger flared once again.
“Friend.” The word came out like something bitter.
“I don't want to be your friend.” Michael gritted out as he stepped closer. “Didn't I make that clear? We can't be friends. I cannot be your friend.”
“Michael—”
“I cannot!” He snapped. The anger was still there but underneath it now you could hear the edges of something else. Something raw and unsteady that he was working very hard to keep contained.
His jaw was tight—a muscle jumping under the skin—and he looked at you for a long time before he spoke.
“I don't want to be just friends.”
His expression twisted, conflicted. It was supposed to be easier than this.
“I told myself—” He bit out, voice sharp like broken glass.
“That if I was going to—if I was going to let myself keep you—” The word landed heavy and he dragged a hand through his hair, restless, agitated.
“—I had to at least be something first. Something that isn't easily trampled. Because I'm nothing. I was nothing then and I still am now.” His voice cracked. He turned away sharply, throat working.
“I want to be someone that could be there for you. Someone that can protect you. Someone that deserves to be there. Someone that—someone that you could be proud of.”
For the first time you saw something raw and vulnerable in his expression—frustration, fear, want.
“And right now…” he swallowed hard. His eyes flicked back to yours, burning. “I'm still a nobody.”
He stepped back.
“So fuck off.”
He turned toward the door.
And that's when you moved.
You didn't think about it—the same way you never thought about it back then when you approached him in that swing, not when you handed him the sandwich, not when you followed him home with your fists clenched so tight on the back of his hoodie, not when you screamed “I want to be your friend” into the open air. Your body just knew.
You crossed the room and wrapped your arms around him from behind.
He went rigid immediately.
Every muscle in his back locked up at once, his whole body going taut like he was bracing for something—a hit, a shove, something with an edge to it. Not this. Never this.
You pressed your face between his shoulder blades and held on.
He didn't move.
You didn't say anything. There was nothing to say that you hadn't already said, and you knew—you'd always known that words only made Kaiser want to run. So you just stayed. Arms around his torso, cheek against the damp fabric of his kit, breathing.
His hands stayed at his sides.
The seconds stretched.
And then so slowly you almost missed it—his head dropped.
Just slightly. Just forward, just an inch, like something in him was too heavy to hold up anymore. Like he'd been carrying it for a very long time and for just this moment he forgot to keep his shoulders straight.
You felt it. You didn't say anything about it.
You stayed until he straightened again. Until his breath evened out. Until the rigidness in his back softened, just barely, just enough.
Then he reached down and removed your hands. Carefully. Not roughly—just firmly, like he was returning something he didn't trust himself to keep.
He stepped forward without turning around.
“Go home.” he said quietly.
His voice was different now. The anger had burned itself out somewhere in the last few minutes and what was left underneath was just—tired.
He walked to the door.
His hand found the handle.
“Michael…” you said softly.
He stopped. Didn't turn.
“I'll wait.” you said.
A long beat of silence.
Then the door opened and he walked through it.
You stood in the storage room alone and you watched him walk down the corridor. His kit. His number. KAISER across his shoulders in bold white letters, 10 underneath.
The feeling of your face pressed against the back of his jersey burned itself into your memory and your eyes sting and you let yourself cry.
But this time you weren’t crying because he walked away and abandoned you.
This time you know its different.
This time you know he walked away with the purpose of coming back.
He wasn't a boy running away, he’s a man asking for time.
I'll wait. you thought. Take all the time you need.
I've been waiting since I was twelve, I can wait a few years more.
#notes: in light of the recent manga chapters i wrote part two based on how kaiser is currently behaving which is RADIOACTIVE btw (ó﹏ò。) i swear hes giving chernobyl vibes (•᷄- •᷅ ;)
#notes: anyway i hope you guys enjoyed this as much i did (ᵕ ´ ∇ ˋ ˶)
#notes: and i hope dear old michael would get better soon enough („• ֊ •„)੭
summary: pranking them by avoiding or dodging their kisses.
characters: hugo, sae, loki, kaiser, reo, nagi
content: fluff, ooc, light violence in hugo, loki is a menace, clingy, whiny boys who want their kiss, lost the plot with michael's
✧˖*vivien hugo
it was normal morning and you’d just got out of the shower, getting ready in the mirror. hugo was beside you brushing his teeth, heavy with sleep. when he finished, he leaned in for his morning kiss but at the last second you swerved and his kiss landed on his cheek instead. he blinked slightly confused but he shrugged it off. he leaned in once again but this time there was no kiss at all. this time he froze and stared at you with growing confused and hurt.
“what’s wrong? did I do something wrong? am I being punished??”
you didn’t respond and just walked away, laughing silently.
he followed you, demanding an explanation. “are you mad at me? do you not love me anymore”
“no, I’m not mad and I still love you”
he hugged you from behind. hug is an understatement. he leaned in, exerting his entire body weight on you causing you to tip over and fall on to your bed. his arms locked around you in a tight hug.
“vivien!” you yelled, trying to push him off. “get off me!”
he held you even tighter “no”
you started to lightly punch him in his upper body. “let—” punch. “me—” punch “go−”
“why are you avoiding my kisses” he whined, his voice muffled by his face buried in your chest. “please kiss me or else I’ll die.”
he was acting like a golden retriever that was denied his favourite toy. He looked up at you, his voice small and pathetic “please just one”
finally, you couldn’t take it anymore. “can you please get off of me?”
he sat up but still didn’t let you go. you reached for him, cupped his face and kissed him. he relaxed instantly and melted into your kiss. you pulled away but he was unsatisfied. he pulled you back, deepening the kiss as if he was sucking the life out of you, until you were dizzy and breathless.
when he finally pulled away, he pressed his forehead against yours and whispered, “please don’t do that again” you nodded, still trying to catch your breath. And he planted a final kiss on your forehead.
✧˖*sae itoshi
he was ready to leave for practice, bag slung over his shoulder. you walked him to the door hold his water bottle. before he left he looked at you with a soft and loving gaze and leaned in to kiss you. but at the last minute, you swerved, feigning concern about his shoelaces. when he ties them, he leaned in again and you dodged it once again by saying you left the oven on. he was genuinely confused under that blank expression.
“did I do something?”
“oh, no. why?”
his brows furrowed while he watched you left for the kitchen. he followed you, hovering at the entrance of the kitchen and he announced “I’m leaving now”
“okay good luck at practice” you walk up to him. he was expecting a kiss. But you gave him a hug and skipped away. he left anyway. upset and confused. and with no goodbye kiss
“sae-chan is distracted today what happened?” shidou questioned as he inched closer to sae.
sae, inching away from him, “mind your own business you horny demon”
his jaw was tight. the events of the morning plagued him so much. he started questioning everything: had he done something wrong? did he upset you somehow? did he forget something important? is she pranking me?
whatever the reason was, it subtly tormented him for the rest of practice. and shidou was right—he was distracted..
by the end of practice, he was a mess. he replayed every interaction you had with him in the morning, over analyzing every action, word and moment.
when he got home, he sought you out immediately. found you laying on the couch, on your phone completely unaware of the emotional torment you had put him through. he walked up to you, gently grabbing your chin to face him.
“did I upset you in some way?”
“no you didn’t”
he searched your expression for a lie but found none. “okay” he let out a soft sigh and his shoulders relaxed.
still holding your chin, he tilted his head and gave you a slow, passionate kiss.
✧˖*julien loki
the moment you dodged his kiss at the last second, he paused. his eyes narrowed and a smug smirk formed. “interesting” he teased “is that how it is now?” Before you could react he walked away.
he made you play the long game and good god did he make you feel every second of it. he constantly and relentlessly teased you.
he deliberately spoke near you, tempting you and when you tried to kiss him he pulled away. and he wasn’t subtle about it either. he would straight up seduce you, his lips grazing yours, but when you try to close the gap he dodged, pulled away or straight up blocked you.
it became a game of who would cave in first and it was clear that it wouldn’t be him.
“oh cmon it was a joke give me a break”
“hmm no. youll crack before I do.”
it has been three days, and he still hasn’t kissed you. you marched into the kitchen and cornered him. “im tired of this” you cupped his face and leaned in to kiss him. But he swerved. You let out an exhausted sigh. “okay fine you win” you said, head held down, under your breath.
a smug smile formed and he tilted his head to see your expression. “whats that?”
“I said you win. happy now?” you snapped and stomped away in defeat. he gently grabbed you by your wrist and pulled you back
“no need to be so snappy, mon amour” he slid his arm around your waist, his face inches from you with a childish grin. “you were the one who started this” he began kissing you slowly and deliberately from the neck going up, to your jaw, then your cheek. his thumb was teasingly tracing the pattern of your lips, as if he wanted to kiss you. you leaned in and he pulled back, with that sly grin.
you huffed and pushed him away, but he cupped your face and leaned in, finally kissing you, slow and deep like he was trying to compensate for the last three days. you felt him smiling against your lips at your defeat.
✧˖*michael kaiser
michael did not take it lightly. You were in the kitchen completely absorbed in whatever you’re doing. he came up behind wrapping his arm around you and turned you around. he began to kiss you slowly from your neck, then your jawline, then cheek. when he reached your lips, he leaned in but you swerved. “what?” “hm?” “why did you dodge my kiss?” “I didn’t?”
he tried again and leaned in but you dodged it again and ducked out of his embrace.
“big mistake, liebe” he yelled lunging at you.
you scurried out of the kitchen, your laughter echoing in the corridor
“you think this is funny?”
your home was a battlefield. he chased after you. you were doing the most: jumping over sofas, crawling under tables, running into the kitchen and circling the island a couple of times.
when you ran into the bedroom you were at a dead end. he cornered you in the bedroom and pinning you down onto the bed. you were still laughing.
“game over, I win” he said, chest heaving. “and now im going to take my prize”
“no fair you cheated” you protested, still breathless from the running and the laughter.
“schatzi, you don’t know?” he purred, his lips hovering over yours. “I always get what I want."
he claims the kiss he’d been chasing you for. it was a deep and possessive kiss, stealing your breathe once again.
he pulled back with a smug grin, he traced your lips and kissed you again, softer and needier. he whispered between the kiss “never again, Schatz.”
✧˖*reo mikage
reo was genuinely offended. he went through the five stages of grief.
first, denial. he was in utter disbelief and couldn't fathom what was happening. noone's ever withheld affection from him before. especially not you. then anger. not at you, but at himself. he started replaying every interaction and revised every date, wondering what he'd done wrong or forgot an important date.
then he started bargaining: what if she forgot? what if I'm reading into it too much? what if she is pranking me?
then depression: he mopped around the whole day, his head down and did not want to do anything.
but he didn’t go through the acceptance stage. he refused to.
it became a mission to win you over. he bought you the most expensive flowers and showered you with gifts, as an apology for something he didn’t know he did wrong.
“reo enough!!” you yelled
“no. are you still mad at me?”
“I was never mad at you?”
“you didn’t kiss me”
“oh my gosh, I cant joke around with you”
reo paused. “IT WAS A JOKE!!?? WHY WOULD YOU PREY ON AN INNOCENT MAN LIKE THAT”
“I DIDN’T THINK YOU’D TAKE IT THIS FAR”
there was a moment of awkward silence after the yelling match. reo began to pout. you sighed and pulled him in by the collar and kissed him. it was brief and sweet. “happy now?”
“no” he pulled you in by your waist and kissed you, like he was compensating for lost time. he pulled back, his lips still lingering on yours. “don’t joke around like that” he placed a kiss on your cheek, hovering over your ear. “just don’t stop kissing me.
✧˖*seishiro nagi
you didn’t kiss him good morning, but he did not think much of it. you probably forgot. so he didn’t make much of fuss. but when you left for errands without a goodbye kiss, he became a bit confused. when you came back and didn’t kiss him, he noticed the pattern and he did not like it..
nagi didn’t think much about anything. but this? he started to think too much into it. were you fed up with his laziness? you always initiated kisses. it never seemed to bother you much. but now that you’re not giving him any attention at all, and it sent him into a spiral.
you noticed it immediately. he hadn’t touched his gaming gear for the whole day and he followed you around like a lost kitten.
“are you okay, sei?” you asked.
“yea” he said,but he his eyes were desperate.
he clung to you like a baby koala. sitting so close to you or resting his chin on your shoulder while you're doing dishes or waiting for you outside the bathroom door. he wanted you to address the situation, to notice his despair.
finally he was fed up. He cupped your face, murmuring “why are you not kissing me? are you mad at me?”
he didn’t give you a chance to answer. he softly squeezed your face making your lips pucker up and gave you a clumsy kiss.
when he pulled back he looked at you with a soft, relieved expression. “don’t do that again. it felt so wrong”
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♡ a/n: this has been in my drafts for a while. proofread to an extent
♡ pardon if there are any mistakes. english is my first language, but I'm still on the learning curve of actually writing.
♡ thank you for reading and feedback is appreciated
⤹ ୨୧ ‧₊ vivien hugo does not belong in the kitchen.
notes: or any kitchen for that matter, hugo is a dumbass, my pitiful attempt at #peakcomedy, no tw just being mean to hugo, also gn!reader
asking vivien hugo for help around the kitchen is a recipe for disaster.
does he know how to cook? unfortunately, he does. he can chef up a mean bowl of instant noodles, boiled eggs with chicken dryer than his jokes. but that’s just about it with him. it’s what he learned when he was a kid with the metabolism of an elephant back in training for the france national team.
so when you ask him to help you with the beef wellington you’re preparing for dinner, you should’ve known it would be your biggest beef steak—sorry, mistake.
when this 187 centimeter tall (or 6’2” in freedom units) hunk of pure protein hobbles into the kitchen like a baby giraffe just learning how to walk, you immediately know that this is uncharted territory for him.
“what do you need help with?” he asks, looking around with morbidly wide eyes, like everything in the kitchen might leap at him and cook him for dinner. truth is, you should’ve sent him away right then but you didn’t.
“just watch the oven for a little while i prepare the sauce, please.” you don’t turn to look at him, hands engaged in making sauce which would go well with the wellington. hugo hummed and knelt in front of the oven, watching the wellington swell up in the pan slowly.
“also braise it with egg wash occasionally, it’ll get dry otherwise.” you intercepted his internal reverie of idly watching the wellington bake. hugo flinched at your words, did you really trust him with such an important task?
you noticed his expression and laughed, “what are you so afraid of? it’s food. not going to bite you or anything.” you looked away, “if you don’t want to do it, fine. but we’re putting in so much effort, i don’t want us to eat dry wellington.”
that seemed to have flipped a switch inside hugo’s partially empty head, he got up and looked around for the egg wash, after not being able to find it for a good minute you sighed and pointed towards it on the counter, “there. use your eyes.”
hugo found it and held an intense stare-down with it for a long moment, mentally preparing himself. were you sure to trust him with this?
he picked up the brush and bowl and approached the oven again, he opened the door and the smell of fresh pastry and faint notes of meat filled his senses. now he felt even more terrified of ruining your hardwork.
he grabbed the brush handle and dipped it in the bowl with egg wash, swirling it a few times before lifting it and swiping it across the flaky surface of the wellington.
first swipe, safe.
he closed his eyes and smiled, making an uncanny resemblance to darren watkins jr. he gave a couple more swipes of the brush before lifting the lid back up.
you clapped gleefully, “see! that wasn’t so hard, was it?” you leaned up to kiss his cheek. he smiled, smug. “yeah.”
second time wasn’t so good.
hugo, being the dimwitted little idiot he is, forgot to close the oven door after braising the wellington in egg wash.
why, you may ask?
simply because he felt the quest to chase after your lips for a kiss was more important than securing dinner.
so, he had you pinned against the counter, littering tender kisses all over your face and distracting both you and him from the impending surge of doom you both were about to face.
beep! beep! beep!
you pulled away from hugo’s mouth with a gasp, “hugo! the smoke alarm!” hugo, all dazed and kiss-drunk barely registered a thing before a dim lightbulb flickered in his head. oh right, the wellington.
you both went up in panic and moved to open all the windows, hugo turned the oven off (great, there’s something which he actually can do.) and you put on your mittens, grabbing the tray of the charred remains of what was once a beautiful beef wellington.
grief and devastation painted your face as you peered into the blackness of the pan. a disappointed frown curled on your lips and you slowly turned to face hugo, “why did you leave the oven open?!” you whined, putting the smoking tray in the sink.
hugo had no dignified explanation to save his skin.
what was he supposed to say? “hey i love you so much and i wanted to share saliva with you, hence why i forgot to close the oven door.” pfft. okay. you would disown him.
but you knew, from the shame written on his telling face, that was indeed what happened. “gosh, you’re stupid.” you huffed and crossed your arms over your chest, mourning the loss of your greatest love. not vivien hugo.
“we can order take out..?” hugo proposed. ever the fixer-upper. you just scoffed and tossed your mittens at his face which he failed to catch.
take-out ended up being ordered, the beef wellington was thrown out, and hugo rightfully earned himself a lifetime ban from the kitchen.
lesson learned: vivien hugo cannot be trusted within a five mile vicinity of a kitchen.
a/n: mad as hell france lost against spain so take whateverthis is i headcanon hugo CANNOT cook for the life of him and julian loki. they both dying. france pls win against england tonight pls
content . . ৎ → in which you get possessive over them and they secretly love seeing you claim them ☆
ft. vivien hugo, sae itoshi, michael kaiser, julien loki, and bunny iglesias ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱
˚₊‧꒰ა VIVIEN HUGO
The little bell above the sweets shop chimed as the two of you stepped out into the cool evening.
A paper bag full of pastries swung from your wrist while Hugo casually walked beside you, one hand tucked into his pocket. Even after dessert, the ridiculously tall midfielder somehow looked composed enough to be walking into a press conference instead of down a crowded street.
"You've been smiling ever since we left the café," you pointed out, glancing up at him with a teasing grin. "Something must've put you in a really good mood."
"Hm."
You nudged his arm lightly. "Is it because you're spending the afternoon with me..."
You watched him pause, as if he were genuinely considering your question.
"...Or because you finally got your favorite éclair?"
"The éclair made me happy."
You frowned dramatically, narrowing your eyes at him.
"And what about me?"
He turned his head to look at you, his expression as calm and unreadable as ever.
"You made today worth remembering."
You stared at him for a moment before letting out a quiet, disbelieving laugh.
"...You really have a talent for saying the sweetest things with the most unreadable face possible, don't you?"
"So I've been told."
Before either of you could continue walking, a wave of hushed squeals erupted a few feet away.
"Oh my gosh—that's Vivian Hugo!"
"He's even taller in person!"
"And he's so much more handsome than on TV..."
The group huddled together, practically vibrating with excitement as they debated who would approach him first. And after a brief round of panicked whispering, one of the girls finally stepped forward, her friends hiding behind her as moral support.
"Excuse me, Mr. Hugo?" she asked, trying not to stumble over her words. "We're really huge fans! We watched all of your matches, and... um... would it be alright if we got a picture with you?"
Hugo nodded once.
"Of course."
The girls immediately erupted into delighted squeals.
"I told you he'd say yes!"
"Oh my gosh, look at him..."
One of the girls clasped her hands together before blurting out, "This is so embarrassing to ask, but... do you happen to have a girlfriend?"
Her friends immediately gasped.
"Oh my god!"
"I'm so sorry—we tried to stop her!"
"I just had to know! He's ridiculously handsome!"
Before Hugo could answer, you slipped in beside him wearing a look that was clearly meant to be intimidating. To Hugo, however, it looked more like a cat proudly guarding its favorite sunspot.
"Sorry, everyone." You gestured toward him with your free hand. "This absurdly tall guy with an unhealthy addiction to éclairs is already spoken for."
You smiled brightly.
"By yours truly."
The girls stared for a beat.
"...Oh."
"Oh my gosh."
"Wait, that's actually so cute."
One of them laughed sheepishly, nudging her friend.
"Girls, let's give them some space."
"Yeah, we already got our picture. Let's not interrupt their date."
"Sorry for bothering you two!"
With a chorus of embarrassed giggles and quick apologies, they waved goodbye before disappearing down the street.
Hugo let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. "Oh là là... Do you have any idea what you looked like just now? You marched over, wrapped yourself around my arm, and looked at them like a cat proudly marking its territory."
You looked at him as though he'd just said the most ridiculous thing imaginable. "I was not marking my territory!”
"You looked incredibly pleased with yourself though. If I didn't know any better, I'd think you were silently celebrating because you'd scared off the competition."
"...Well," you admitted after a brief pause, "they did leave. I'd call that a successful operation."
He studied your face for another second before quietly chuckling.
"...Come here."
Before you could ask why, both of his hands found your cheeks.
"V-Vivi! What are you doing?"
"I've been trying not to do this ever since you called me your absurdly tall sweet tooth."
"You can't just squish my cheeks because I embarrassed myself!"
"I'm doing it because you were adorable." Hugo said softly, finally letting go. "I just think you're unbearably cute whenever you get possessive over me."
You rubbed your warm cheeks, refusing to meet his eyes.
"...I'm never doing that again."
A quiet chuckle escaped him.
"I sincerely hope that's not true."
˚₊‧꒰ა SAE ITOSHI
The little bell above the teahouse door chimed as Sae stepped inside, his gaze briefly sweeping across the familiar wooden interior. For the first time in years...Nothing had changed.
The elderly shop owner looked up from behind the counter before her eyes widened in recognition.
"...Sae-chan?"
Sae gave a small nod.
"It's been a while."
"Oh, my goodness!" she exclaimed, hurrying around the counter with a bright smile. "Look at you! You used to come in here with your little brother after practice, and now you're all over television." She clasped her hands together, looking him over proudly. "You've grown into such a fine young man."
"I've gotten taller."
"You certainly have." She laughed before suddenly narrowing her eyes. "Now, tell me... are you married yet?"
"...No."
"Engaged?"
"No."
"A girlfriend, then?"
Sae sighed almost imperceptibly.
"...Why does every visit home turn into this conversation?"
"Because you're handsome!" she replied as though the answer were obvious. "If you don't have anyone, I know a lovely young lady whose mother comes here every Thursday. She's sweet, polite, and she's been asking if I'd ever met that football player from Kamakura—"
Before she could finish, you quietly stepped beside Sae, slipping your hand into his before intertwining your fingers.
You offered the shop owner a warm smile.
"I'm afraid your matchmaking services won't be needed today."
The elderly woman blinked.
"Oh?"
You glanced up at Sae before smiling just a little wider.
"This hometown celebrity has already been claimed."
The shop owner gasped, both hands flying to her cheeks.
"Oh! So that's why you came back looking so much happier!"
The shop owner disappeared into the kitchen with a cheerful hum, leaving the two of you by the counter.
A moment later, you felt a familiar pair of arms wrap around your waist from behind.
"...Sae?"
He rested his chin lightly atop your head, his voice as calm as ever.
"Thank you. I was starting to think I'd have to sit through another round of matchmaking proposals."
You let out a soft laugh, relaxing against him.
"So that's why you let me interrupt? I was wondering why you looked so unbothered while I practically claimed you in front of her."
"I was hoping you'd do exactly that," he admitted without the slightest hint of embarrassment. "It's considerably more effective than rejecting every recommendation she has."
You tilted your head just enough to look back at him.
"So I'm your official anti-matchmaking strategy now?"
"The only one I need," Sae replied. "Besides... you looked rather cute getting possessive over me."
Your face immediately warmed.
"...Don't get used to it."
˚₊‧꒰ა MICHAEL KAISER
The bell above the bakery door chimed softly as you wandered past rows of freshly baked pastries, the warm scent of butter and sugar filling the air.
"I still can't believe this place is open," you murmured, eyeing the display case. "You talked about these rusks so much I was convinced they only existed in your memories."
Kaiser slipped his hands into his coat pockets, a smug smile tugging at his lips.
"I have excellent taste, Liebling. Some things simply survive the test of time."
Just then, one of the bakery employees approached carrying a tray of neatly cut sample pieces.
"Good afternoon!" she greeted warmly before her eyes landed on Kaiser. There was a brief pause.
"...Oh."
Recognition flickered across her face.
"You're Michael Kaiser, aren't you?"
"The one and only."
Her smile widened almost instantly.
"I knew it! Welcome back!" She laughed nervously before holding the tray toward him. "We're handing out samples of our new honey rusks today. Please, have one—it's on the house."
You waited beside him, expecting the employee to extend the tray your way after offering Kaiser a sample.
She didn't.
Instead, she lingered in front of him with an eager smile, her entire attention fixed on the famous footballer standing before her.
"I really hope you like it," she said. "It's one of our newest recipes, and we've been recommending it to everyone today."
You glanced from the tray to her, then back again.
...I guess I'm invisible.
The faint pout that settled on your face didn't escape Kaiser.
His eyes flickered toward you for the briefest moment before a knowing smile tugged at the corner of his lips. He plucked a honey rusk from the tray, turned toward you without the slightest hesitation, and held it just beneath your lips.
"Open, Schatz."
You looked up at him, momentarily caught off guard.
"...You're feeding me?"
"I don't see anyone else I'd rather share it with."
Your cheeks warmed instantly. Aware of the employee still standing there, you hesitated for only a second before leaning in to take a bite. Kaiser watched with quiet satisfaction, then popped the remaining half into his own mouth as if the gesture required no explanation at all.
The employee blinked several times before an embarrassed laugh slipped past her lips.
"Oh... I'm so sorry." She pressed a hand to her forehead, mortified. "I completely misunderstood. I thought you were here alone—I didn't realize you two were together."
"It's alright," you replied with a reassuring smile as your hand naturally found Kaiser's forearm. "Don't take it personally. He has a habit of collecting attention wherever he goes."
The employee disappeared behind the counter with another apologetic smile, leaving the two of you alone beside the shelves lined with warm loaves and pastries.
No sooner had she walked away than Kaiser's arm found its way around your waist, drawing you effortlessly against his side. His shoulders gave the slightest shake as a quiet laugh escaped him.
"So..." He glanced down at you, amusement dancing in his eyes. "Were you genuinely jealous over a complimentary bakery sample, Liebling?"
You looked up at him with an offended gasp. "I wasn't jealous. I was simply wondering why I was standing there like decorative furniture while you were being treated to free food."
"Oh?" He arched a brow, the corners of his lips lifting. "Then why did you cling to my arm the second she realized we were together?"
"Because she looked embarrassed," you defended, trying your best to sound convincing. "I was helping her recover from the awkwardness."
"How noble of you." His thumb absentmindedly traced small circles against your waist. "And here I was thinking you were reminding everyone that I'm your boyfriend."
"You already know you're my boyfriend. Everyone else was just... receiving the same information."
A satisfied grin spread across his face as he leaned down to press a quick kiss against your temple.
"My beautiful, sweet Liebling..." His blue eyes met yours, sparkling with unmistakable amusement. "Getting jealous over a complimentary bakery sample... I do hope you realize you've just made my day."
˚₊‧꒰ა JULIEN LOKI
The morning air carried just enough of a chill to make jogging pleasant. Beside you, Julien matched your pace with effortless ease, his breathing so steady it was almost insulting.
"You know," you said between breaths, "I refuse to believe you're actually running."
He glanced over with a faint smile. "I am."
"You passed three cyclists in the last five minutes."
"They were going rather slowly."
"They were on bicycles, Julien."
"They'll recover."
You laughed, giving his arm a light bump as the two of you rounded the next corner.
Just then, a young woman stepped out of a nearby café with a cardboard tray balancing two coffees in one hand and a paper bag of pastries tucked beneath the other. She looked up at the same moment Julien noticed her, both of them reacting a fraction too late.
"Oh!"
Before the drinks could topple, Julien was already moving. He caught the sliding coffee with one hand, steadied the paper bag with the other, and instinctively reached for the woman's arm to keep her from stumbling.
"I'm terribly sorry," he said at once, releasing her as soon as she regained her footing. "Are you alright?"
The woman blinked up at him, still trying to process what had happened.
"...Julien Loki?"
A small chorus of delighted gasps came from the nearby bench.
The elderly ladies who had been chatting moments ago were now watching the scene unfold with unconcealed interest.
"Oh, look at that..."
"He caught her before she fell."
"Mon Dieu, it's just like one of those romance dramas."
The poor girl's face turned scarlet.
You could practically see the imaginary opening credits rolling.
Absolutely not.
Suppressing a laugh, you walked over and slipped comfortably beside Julien, your hand finding his forearm as naturally as if it belonged there.
"I'm so sorry about that," you said with an apologetic smile. "My boyfriend has this unfortunate habit of forgetting that normal people can't react as quickly as he can. He was only trying to save your coffee."
The woman looked from your hand resting on Julien's arm to his face before letting out an embarrassed laugh.
"Oh! I... I'm sorry. I completely misunderstood."
"No harm done," you assured her. "I'm just glad nothing spilled."
One of the grandmothers smiled knowingly.
"So that's the girlfriend."
"I was wondering when she'd make her entrance."
After another round of apologies and relieved laughter, the woman excused herself, leaving the two of you to continue your jog as though nothing had happened.
You barely made it half a block.
"Eh bien..." Julien's voice was soft with amusement. "You were very quick to clarify that I was your boyfriend."
You kept your eyes ahead, pretending the conversation didn't interest you.
"I was preventing a misunderstanding."
"Were you?" He glanced at you, a knowing smile forming. "Because you repeated it with such confidence, darling. Almost as if you wanted to make certain everyone heard."
"They were already deciding who you should marry."
Julien let out a quiet laugh, his fingers slipping between yours as you walked. "So you saved me from a future arranged by strangers?"
"Exactly."
"How fortunate I am, then." His smile grew. "Saved from an imaginary marriage by my very devoted girlfriend. I should probably thank you, non?"
As if on cue, he brought your joined hands closer, pressing a small, affectionate squeeze as the two of you continued along the path.
˚₊‧꒰ა BUNNY IGLESIAS
The cameras were still flashing when Bunny Iglesias stepped out of the stadium corridor, his lavender hair slightly messy from the match and his expression as calm as ever.
A few reporters gathered around him almost immediately.
It wasn't unusual. Bunny had become someone everyone wanted a piece of—the young Spanish forward who had taken the football world by storm, the New Generation World XI player everyone expected to become one of the faces of the sport.
But tonight, they weren't asking about his goals. They were asking about her.
"So, Bunny, there has been a lot of discussion online recently regarding the rumors about you and Valeria Cruz," one reporter said, raising his microphone. "Many fans believe the two of you are more than friends. Would you like to address those rumors?"
Bunny blinked once.
"Valeria Cruz?"
The reporter nodded. "Yes. The photos of you together have caused quite a reaction. People are saying she might be the person you're dating."
For a moment, Bunny simply stared. Then a small, almost amused smile appeared.
"People seem to be very good at creating stories."
The reporters laughed softly.
"So you're saying there is nothing between you?"
"I am saying that people often see two people standing near each other and decide they already know the entire story."
"And what is the real story?"
Bunny looked thoughtful, his fingers adjusting the sleeve of his jacket.
"The real story is that I played a football match today, and I am more interested in discussing that."
A few reporters smiled, but they clearly weren't ready to let the topic go.
"But you understand why fans are curious. You're one of Spain's biggest young stars. Everyone wants to know about your personal life."
"I understand," Bunny replied calmly. "But curiosity does not always mean people are correct."
Before another question could be asked, Bunny noticed you making your way through the crowd toward him, your expression calm but familiar enough for him to recognize your quiet determination.
You didn't interrupt the interview or draw attention to yourself; you simply reached him, took hold of his arm, and gently guided him away from the reporters. The sudden movement left the media team staring as the cameras quickly followed the two of you.
Bunny allowed himself to be pulled along without protest, a small smile forming as he looked down at you.
"I believe they have their answer now."
You looked back toward the reporters and the cameras, finally realizing the conclusion everyone had reached. The rumors, the speculation, the endless guesses about Bunny's supposed girlfriend—it was no longer a mystery.
Bunny, however, seemed far more entertained than bothered. He glanced at you as the two of you continued walking away from the crowd.
"You know, cariño, I think that was the fastest way anyone has ever ended one of my interviews."
"I didn't want to wait until they finished making assumptions."
A quiet laugh escaped him. "Ah, so that was the plan? Walk in, steal me away, and let everyone figure it out themselves?"
"It seemed easier."
Bunny nodded thoughtfully, a small smile appearing. "I have to admit, mi amor, I respect the confidence. Walking into a crowd of reporters like that was bold."
"You think I was brave?"
"Very." He looked amused. "I spend my life in front of cameras, and even I don't enjoy that many people staring at me."
"Then why are you smiling?"
"Because you looked completely serious while doing it." His smile widened slightly. "It was cute."
He stopped walking for a moment, gently taking your hand in his before lowering himself slightly until he was at your eye level. The teasing expression on his face faded into something warmer as he looked at you.
Then he turned your hand over and pressed a quiet kiss against your palm, holding it there for a brief moment.
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in today's broadcast: bunny iglesias has many fans, but just one stands out as the most annoying, nauseatingly happy and cheerful one. at first, he wants nothing to do with her. when one night he comes to the realization that she may be the very first person to make him want to be embraced by something other than sweet sweet death.
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your camera set up, with the ring light on you press record. your smile so bright you nearly outdo the light, your cheery voice picked up by the mic.
“hello everyone! we’ve all seen the barcha vs re al match yesterday, right? i was there in person!” you gush, cheeks warming as you recollect the stakes, the adrenaline. “you know what time it is~ let’s do a review!”
while admittedly your fascination with soccer didn’t start as an authentic love for the sport, you sure as hell grew into it. your first every introduction to it was a sweet boy who played it in your neighborhood with his friends. it was very convenient to say you were watching them play when you were observing the boy instead. the boy-crazy obsession started there, and it only grew with time. poster after poster lined the walls of your childhood bedroom, up to your college dorm.
and now, in your own apartment, in the background of your youtube videos. it was a very natural progression, from starting a few fanclubs online as your interest shifted from team to team, to eventually making full-on reviews while mostly glazing your favorite face card at the time.
you’d earned a sizeable following, made up of mostly women. the men tended to question (rather rudely) whether your interest was genuine, and if you weren’t just openly thirsting over their hardworking athletes. regardless, your videos garnered you enough of a following to allow you to move to barcelona. now you could watch the matches in person, your videos taking on a much more genuine tone as your appreciation for the culture surrounding it grew.
however, recently you’ve been entirely locked in on one person. one man who’s captured your attention to the point of near-madness. every time your eyes found him, your body heated up dangerously. from his tall, muscular frame, to his chiselled face lined with a scar you ached to run your lips across.
bunny iglesias, your undefeated number one obsession for the last 3 years. never before have you stayed so interested in one singular player. and it didn’t look like anything was about to change any time soon.
as the video progresses, you talk more and more animatedly about one of bunny’s passes to lavinho, of course not forgetting how he brushed his hair out of his eyes after he scored the first out of his three goals that match.
it’s when you replay some of the footage that you pause at someone who isn’t bunny.
“oh!” you clap your hands with a sweet smile, “sae itoshi~ he’s so good too. not better than bunny, though. i loved his assist for leonardo luna, he’s really skilled!”
you’re visibly shaking in your seat as you rewatch the final goal of the match, scored by your bunny. “see that?!” you gush, “that’s why he’s my favorite. he’s so amazing!”
your squealing and giggling is something you love leaving in your videos, many people have left comments about how cute it was and how contagious your excitement was. it was truly such a beautiful corner of the internet that you’ve managed to create. all because of your boy-crazy, or rather, bunny-crazy nature.
“right~ this was such a wonderful match, and i’m so happy i got to see it in person!” you swing your legs back and forth, swaying in your chair a bit. “next week there’s a barcha meet and greet! of course i’m going. i really want bunny to sign my jersey!”
“see you guys again soon, i’ll make a video afterwards, as always~ bye bye!”
now to editing, reviews like this are best uploaded as soon as possible.
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lavinho’s house is loud. bunny knew this, and yet still somehow agreed to come. music blasting from the speakers while the two of them lounge on a couch that’d easily fit over 15 people. his red eyes devoid of.. anything really, focus on the ceiling while his senior yaps away about the recent match. his excitement palpable, his pride oozing off of him in spades. scrolling through his phone grins maniacally and scoots closer to bunny and passes him his phone.
“ever seen her before?” he questions, eyes darting between him and the woman on the screen.
bunny squints, examining the title ‘barcha vs re al review & commentary’. “why would i care?”
lavinho laughs him off, “dude, she’s like your biggest fan! a cutie, too.” he presses play.
the next minute that bunny is subjected to your grating fascination feels like it took years off his life. which, honestly works in his favor. the smile on your face has his gut churning, the food he consumed about half an hour ago threatening to come back up.
yet, he chuckles along with lavinho, “a pretty face, for sure.”
“dude, i watched some of her vlogs, she’s hot as fuck. maybe she’ll be at the meet and whatever,” the older player ponders, “wonder if i can get her number. she looks like a good time.”
bunny has long since tuned him out, trying to keep his nausea at bay. the joy in your voice, the happy aura you exuded even through a screen incited a type of disgust he hadn’t felt in a long time. that spark in your eye was as vomit inducing, as it was fascinating.
fascinating enough for him to be scrolling through his phone that same evening, torturing himself with every video you’ve ever made. dedicated as he was, he started at the oldest public one, which happened to document the start of your infatuation with him.
as the videos progressed, your descriptions of him shifted from shallow ‘hot’ and ‘attractive’ to slightly more introspective ‘skilled’ and ‘quick on his feet’. something that hasn’t changed was your undying elation whenever you spoke of him. your smile only got brighter with every video, and sometimes you’d even (what he assumed was) forget to edit out you fanning yourself as it all just became too much and overheated your soft body. not like he was paying attention to that whenever he watched your vlogs. which showed your whole body. usually dressed in some tiny skirt which he also totally didn’t pay attention to. until he did.
he grimaced, already dreading the moment he may potentially face you at the fanmeet lavinho mentioned, one he totally forgot about.
his eyes dart to his bathroom door, maybe if he finally stopped being a coward, he could finally pull through and not have to go to some stupid fan meet at all.
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but the day does arrive, luckily for you. camera in hand ready to snap a few pictures and maybe some footage, donning your trusty ‘iglesias’ jersey, you set off to the venue. the walk there, in the scorching sun, is aided only by the sea of barcha adverts left and right as a last minute extra promotion of the event.
as bunny’s biggest fan, you must be there first, though. your feet take you there at a speed rivaling the fastest speed-walkers on earth, the camp-nou stadium comes closer and closer. little skirt swishes around your thighs, flimsily held down by the slightly-too-big jersey.
your gigantic smile has a few people looking at you weirdly, but you pay them no more mind than a brief wave. if you’re having a good day, you might as well brighten a few others.
a line has already formed, but it’s definitely not too bad. especially given it’s still two hours until the doors open. you choose to watch some recent match replays, it would make for good conversation material.
though, any and all things you could’ve thought of didn’t matter the moment you were face to face with the one and only bunny iglesias. thoughts evaporated the moment his soulless red eyes met your glossy ones. forced to fan away your tears before you became a wreck, you smile brightly at him while you introduce yourself. “i’m s-such a big fan!”
you didn’t anticipate being so nervous. not at all. and yet here you are, stumbling over the most basic sentence he’ll likely be hearing all day today.
his smile doesn’t reach his eyes, but it’s enough for you anyway.
“what would you like me to sign, muñeca?” he takes the cap off of his marker, his tone barely differing from monotone.
you immediately hold out the bottom of your jersey, face heating up. “i should’ve probably not worn it, huh? that’d be easier.”
he merely shrugs and signs it anyway, “you’re far from the only one.”
you nod, hands shaking as you feel the brief warmth of his near you. you examine his face, especially the scar. it’s pretty and pink-ish. you’ve read some comments from people who thought it was ugly, how it ruined his pretty face, but you couldn’t disagree more. he wears it well. so well, your lips itch to soothe any discomfort those comments may have caused him, had he seen them.
you don’t even realize he’s already done, now just eyeing you boredly while you basically eat him with your eyes. as if burned, you let go of your jersey, letting it fall back against your thighs. “i’m sorry! and thank you!” you ramble, moving to the next player. and the next. and after another five, you land right in front of lavinho.
he’s sporting a smirk so cunning you shrink into yourself slightly, but smile nonetheless. “hello!” you introduce yourself, and he repeats your name to you while chuckling.
he signs a piece of merch you’ve placed in front of him, a barcha flag, and makes sure to touch your hand with his as he gives it back. “you’ve got that little youtube channel, no? real cute.”
you nod, face heating up all over again, “right! do you watch it?”
“how else would i know?” he winks. “you’re always so happy, it’s infectious. even showed you to bunny the other day.”
your eyes widen, “really? what did he say?”
“he’s a buzzkill, first and foremost,” he shrugs, “said you’ve got a pretty face. that was it.”
ah, of course.
“but!” he smirks, “i certainly think there’s more to you.”
what do you call this? some sort of divine intervention? security tells you to move along, and even lavinho can’t do anything about it. animatedly complaining to the guard while you wave to him with a small, uncomfortable smile.
even though the stadium is an open-roof establishment, exiting it still felt like a breath of fresh air. well. only thing left to do now is make your promised video.
ringlight on, signed jersey and other signed items laid out in front of you, you start recording.
“hello everyone!” you smile wide, cheeks hurting, “i just came back from the event, and as promised i’m here to tell you all about it!”
unable to help yourself, you pull up the jersey first, fists clutching it so hard your knuckles start hurting. “i got it signed! my bunny jersey! personally signed!” you squeal and giggle. the usual works whenever you talk about bunny.
“he was really nice to me, even though i was like, ugh- insanely awkward!” you scrunch your nose before you remember the most important detail. “wait, you guys-! he actually held this in his hands! oh-em-gee!”
you sniff it, giggling maniacally. “holy shit!”
“oh, i’m never washing this again.”
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bunny’s lip is pressed tight between his teeth, phone nearly cracking from the deathgrip he has on the poor thing. echoing in his dark room is your voice, laughing and squealing about him. his brows furrowed while he fists his cock angrily.
whether he’s angry at you or at himself, he doesn’t wish to think about. what he does know is that his current predicament is a hundred percent your fault. whatever it is that you put in your videos, be that your skimpy outfits, or just his jersey, has stuck to him enough he can’t help seeing your stupidly cheery face even when he closes his eyes. and that perfume you wore while at the stadium, it was so sickly sweet he had to try his best to not send you away.
and yet, here he is. in his bed, jacking off until the skin of his dick is raw. his eyes laser-focused on your face and his torso already covered in two loads. nothing is enough, there’s simply too many videos about him that you’ve made. too much content of you basically worshipping him to get through. and all of it makes his dick so hard he feels like dying. nothing new there, though.
with a few last strokes as you sniff the jersey, he cums a final time, his dick finally giving up as it softens.
bunny pants heavily, staring at his now dark phone screen. what the actual fuck are you doing to him? and how can he make it stop?
he sluggishly walks over to his bathroom and switches on the shower. a good question, does he even want you to stop?
the cold water soothes over his heated skin, though it does a piss poor job at actually washing away the partially dried cum off his chest. he can’t help agonizing over the fact that for the first time in a while, someone has affected him. sure, he still can’t wait until the sweet embrace of death graces him, but with you by his side.. worshipping him, loving him.. the wait may no longer be so agonizing.
he closes his eyes, and as expected, the image of your sheepish smile from where you were sat a mere few centimeters away from him is right there. how disgustingly cute. that spark in your eyes, how full of life you seem to be, both on- and off screen. truly appalling.
his next match is next week. surely you’ll be there too. you said you always are. and certainly, you won’t mind a ticket upgrade.
the next day he tells his team to send you a vip ticket. doesn’t specify why, and by now they know not to question him.
much to his own chagrin, the days leading up to the match are no different for him at all. his cock weeps anytime he hears your voice through the speaker of his phone. the hours of content now reduced to rewatches as time slips through his fingers and washes away with each cooling shower. finally, something to do instead of agonising over his pathetic life.
the crowd cheering as he enters the field holding a child’s hand is background noise, his focus entirely on the vip section of the stands.
lo and behold. you’re right there. eyes bright, hands clapping as you shout your lungs dry, he’d recognize your voice anywhere by now.
bunny’s mood sours and brightens at the same time, if that’s something that was even remotely possible. the former because your voice screeches through the noise of the crowd, standing out in the most obnoxious way, and the latter, because that jersey he signed that you were sniffing in your video is hanging off your frame so deliciously it makes him want to bend you over and flip up that tiny excuse of a skirt up and take you in front of everyone.
alas, he’s got his god-forsaken match to play. the darned whistle blows, and off he goes. a pass there, a defender getting in his way here, another pass from lavinho, and unsurprisingly to everyone present, bunny scores within the first 10 minutes.
he sends a cheeky smile to the camera, throwing up a peace sign before his eyes find their way back to you. there are tears running down your soft cheeks already, you poor thing. he immediately regrets looking over, because the sight of your wet face has his groin stirring like it never did before.
the young striker's eyes widened. oh, he just found his new favorite expression. people crying has always brought a ghost of a smile to his face, but on you it’s like an entirely new concept. now, if only he can manage to wring those tears out of you in a different context. that is something worth living for.
the rest of the match he has to actively stop himself from searching you out. if your emotional state got him that distracted at one glance, it could cost him dearly.
so, goal after goal, with one in between by lavinho, and two lucky ones from the opposing team, barcha wins. 5-2.
only then does he dare another look in your direction, a mere few feet away from your section. your eyes are already set on him, the wonder and the admiration oozing from you in both sobs and claps and screams of joy.
in spite of the overwhelming amount of press that will no-doubt capture this moment and plaster it everywhere they can while his pr-team tries to control the damage- he winks. right while making eye contact with you. the camera’s already focused on him, capturing the moment in real time. the stadium erupts in another wave of cheers, while he sees you freeze in your place. aren’t you just so awfully adorable.
without looking back, he’s off to entertain the celebrations for as little as his team lets him get away with before he’s on his way to the locker room, his ear already talked off by his manager about the ‘inappropriate interaction’.
bunny waves him off, instead instructing him to make sure you get to him. “locker room- whatever you can manage. let me know where she is. i need to speak to her.”
he hears a frustrated huff behind him, and smirks as the footsteps get further and further away; while the sweetheart plaguing his mind is only getting closer and closer.
but when bunny finally exits the locker room, you’re nowhere to be found. there’s not even a call from his manager that you’ve left before he could get to you.
the scowl on his face has even lavinho backing off from his usual teasing, especially after the stunt he just pulled. “easy there, tiger. what, i thought you weren’t all that impressed with the girl?”
of course, the old fool can’t help himself. “don’t even start,” bunny dismisses him, tone clipped. the cars to take them home are in sight, reporters crowding the exit for one last feature, one last question they’ve all heard before. he brushes past them, mics ignored and overlooked.
his mood entirely ruined, plan in shambles- oh.
he steps inside his car, and aside from the driver, there’s a very, very nervous figure. guess his manager came through better than he expected him to.
bunny can’t help the wide smile from spreading across his face, “hello there, muñeca.”
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the moment you register that wink, your world stops. the noise of the crowd blurs into background white-noise, and all you see is bunny’s eyes focused right on you. and then just as fast, his back is turned and he walks off. leaving you there, stunned and with your heart racing. even if you hadn’t been a fan of him before, this certainly would’ve cemented you as one.
as if the tickets weren’t enough.
wrapping up another video, a simple vlog where you expressed your excitement for the upcoming match, you receive a new email on your business account.
something something ‘mr. bunny iglesias’, something something ‘vip tickets’. had you been holding something it would’ve clattered to the ground.
the sound that escaped you then had your neighbors worried enough to knock on your apartment door, believing you might have just been murdered.
luckily, you were most definitely not. although you might as well have died and come back alive with the violent surge of emotions coursing through you then, as well as now as you watch bunny’s figure get smaller and smaller as he approaches his teammates.
the celebrations rage on around you, while the less invested leave the stadium in droves. you have half a mind to record anything, being so close to bunny kind of sabotaged your recording efforts. why would you stare at him through the lens of your camera when you can, and did, stare at him from the very front; too busy screaming your throat raw to record.
when you did finally come-to, it was really only briefly. a firm grip on the shoulder, you’re now faced with no other than mr. manager. bunny’s manager. he looks less than thrilled, his voice strained as if doing this was fully against his will, “he wants to see you.”
your immediate assumption would be some sort of corridor, maybe an office as you trail behind the speed-walking man. “uh- sir? may i ask why?”
ï’ve got no bloody idea.”
you get neither of those options. instead, you’re ushered into a car before he slams the door. the car is then driven to the exit where you wait anxiously for bunny to show up. it’s honestly a bit too much all at once, tears gather in your eyes and you sniffle. it’s not only the prospect of being semi-alone with bunny, but being personally asked to show up is such an otherworldly concept in and of itself.
you pick at the hem of your skirt as you examine the car. the seats are a comfortable, red leather, the windows obviously tinted, and a wall-like construction to separate the passenger from the driver which is currently pulled up. you have no idea who’s behind the wheel and maybe that’s for the better. there’s no need for anyone to see you crying to yourself, makeup probably smudged a bit already.
as time passes, your excitement grows the longer you’re kept in suspense. your lip more and more raw the longer you chew on it, nerves buzzing. what will you even say?
until finally, the door clicks open. a very annoyed bunny steps inside, and briefly pauses once his eyes land on you. his posture now much more relaxed, a wide smile spreads across his face, “hello there, muñeca.”
it takes a superhuman effort for as little as a small wave, his body so close to you it’s hard to even breathe. “hi…”
his eyes scan you head to toe, darkening when they settle on your soft thighs which are barely covered by the poor excuse of a skirt you tend to wear. he then looks back to your face, smile softening into a subtle smirk, “why so nervous? you’re usually so… outspoken when it comes to me.”
your tongue ties as his body leans closer. a hand on your thigh has you malfunctioning briefly before you muster a quiet: “it’s different.”
“different how?” he immediately questions, his face mere inches away from yours. “i have to say, your excitement is cute, but this? this sweet, sickening shyness-”
he leans in until your lips nearly touch, his voice dropping to a breathy whisper, “it’s doing things to me, and i hate it.”
he tilts his head to the side, eyeing you with a faux pout, “it’s been keeping me up at night, you know? it’s stressful, and it may impact my performance… what if you lose interest in me then? i don’t know what i’d do if i lost the support of my biggest fan.”
the tip of his finger traces your jaw, down your neck and the neckline of the jersey, “it may just make life.. a little less worth living.”
then just as fast, he’s back in his own seat, a nearly pleasant smile on his face as he chuckles, “you’ll help me fix it, won’t you?”
stunned doesn’t even begin to cover what you’re experiencing, but it’s soon replaced by a sinking dread. a fear you didn’t know you could experience outside of some really good horror movies.
you find yourself nodding insistently, hands folded as if you’re begging, “o-of course!”
there’s no world you can imagine yourself enjoying if bunny wasn’t in it. he’s been the center of your life for the last three years, and you’d be damned before you let anything happen to him. besides, if it really is your fault, it’s only fair you help him out. however that help might look like.
his smile widens, although it does not reach his eyes, “i knew you’d be good.”
it doesn’t matter if he meant it as a compliment, you take it as one anyway as your chest warms, same with your face and neck. your hand covers your mouth, disbelief still clouding your mind.
soon, the car moves in a direction entirely unfamiliar to you, the way richer part of barcelona you’ve never stepped foot in. your attention, however, isn’t focused on the outside long. a hand on your thigh recaptures it, making you look back at bunny curiously.
the look in his eyes is unlike anything you’ve seen before, in anyone. his red eyes don’t usually show any emotion, be that on the pitch or during press interviews, yet what you find is nowhere near empty. instead, combined with a small smile, a deep-rooted tiredness gives way for interest. curiosity. excitement? his brow twitches, and you feel a nail dig into your thigh, almost painfully so while his grip tightens.
a warmth pools in your belly, he’s so close, way more attractive than you’ve ever seen him. even the sweaty, shirtless paparazzi pictures from a few months back didn’t get you going nearly as much as his touch currently is. his hair still slightly wet from his shower, black tanktop clinging to his muscled torso, and god… his scars. all of them look like they’re aching for some love, and you’d be damned if you let this chance slip by.
“we’re almost there,” he says, though it sounds mildly like a warning.
you tilt your head, leaning into him unconsciously, “where?”
a corner of his lips quirks up an easily missable bit, “my apartment.”
his hold switches from your thigh to your hand, the imprint left by his nail drawing a bit of blood. before you can even mention it, he’s already tugging you out of the car, the tiny drop runs down your leg. “bunny-”
“got a bit carried away,” he brushes you off, he squeezes your hand, the pressure on your knuckles causes you to grimace briefly.
but that is all forgiven and forgotten once he gets you in the elevator, both of his hands on your hips as he makes you face him. there’s a tone to his smile now you can’t put your finger on, but neither do you want to when he leans down to press a few kisses on your neck and up to your ear. a shiver runs down your spine, the tickling pleasure has your hands scrunching his tanktop in your hands. “a-ah~”
your eyes flutter shut while he starts to softly suckle on the skin right under your ear. though with each suck it’s like he gets hungrier and hungrier. he switches spots, the previous one already bruising. your knees buckle, but he holds you up, hands switching from your hips to your ass as he squeezes.
“bunny..!” you moan, and you feel him stiffen for a second before he resumes, harder and greedier than before. he kisses up your jaw before he plants a hickey there too.
then, the elevator door opens and you’re startled out of your haze. bunny doesn’t seem too bothered, but he still stops. his eyes are barely open; you’d say he’s drunk if you didn’t know any better.
he then grasps your hand again and drags you along to his door, his steps large and hurried, and very hard to keep up with. you’re out of breath by the time you get to the door, which unlocks and slams shut behind you in a split second. you don’t even have the time to process your surroundings before you’re pressed up against the nearest wall, his lips on yours in a display of lust you’d never thought you’d be on the receiving end of. his hands cup your cheeks, keeping you in place while he forces his tongue inside your mouth. his whole build somehow manages to completely dwarf you, and his hands soon get bored as they travel down to your chest, one of them lingering to squeeze your throat. the surprised sound you let out has him smiling into the kiss, though it’s more tongue-sucking at this point. and still, he goes down further, pinching your nipples which are so hard they poke through your flimsy bra and jersey.
the lack of air has you light-headed, the pleasure of him feeling you up clouding the remaining sense you’ve got. his presence is so intense in and of its own, the heaviness with which he’s rooted in his spot, keeping you pressed between him and the wall makes it impossible to push him away even the tiniest bit for that little bit of relief.
just as you feel yourself getting weaker, he pulls away, panting. his hands hold you up by the waist, his eyes scan over your already fucked-out face with an eagerness that feels entirely unfamiliar to even someone like you, who’s been dutifully analyzing him for the last 3 years.
you don’t even know how you get to the bedroom, splayed out on your back while he sits back on his haunches. he examines you like some experiment, fingers tracing from your jaw, down to your neck, over your covered breast and hardened nipple, down your soft belly and then over the junction between your belly and thigh where he lingers a few centimeters above where you actually need him most. his touch is featherlight, combined with the fabric still covering you it’s easy to think you’re imagining it. and yet he’s there, watching your face for every twitch, every microexpression and with every noise you make his own expression gets tighter and tighter. if you had any clarity left, you’d be inclined to question why he looks like he doesn’t really want to be here.
suddenly, your skirt is gone. it falls down to the floor where bunny dropped it haphazardly. he leans over you a little more, bunching your jersey around your waist. your sweet, pink cotton panties with a little bow are on full display, the wet patch on the gusset giving away how your body aches for him. as if your whole body being so pliant for him didn’t do so already.
your brain is nearly melting out of your ears when his hands reach your inner thighs. still nowhere near your soaked core, which he can definitely see get wetter and wetter with each caress. you want to be embarrassed at how clear your need for more is, small whines and whimpers spill past your lips any time he gets even that tad bit closer.
until finally, he pushes at your thighs, spreading you open for him. he pushes them down, almost folding you in half before he runs his thumb over the ruined fabric of your underwear. from your twitchy clit to your fluttering entrance. he presses a bit harder there, almost pushing in with the fabric still in between.
it has your whines increasing in volume, head thrown back at his teasing. “y’re so mean..!”
“mean?” he questions, “you’re the mean one, looking away from me while i try to make you feel good. eyes on me please, muñeca.”
his tone sounds just disappointed enough for you to look back immediately, cheeks flushing with heat as you bite your lip, “i’m sorry.”
“good. remember you’re doing this for me, yeah?” he smiles sadly, “i don’t want to feel bad anymore.”
“of course.” the guilt eats you alive. he’s being so nice to you, and you can’t help being impatient. calling him mean? that was too far. tears gather in your eyes, “i’m really sorry.”
he leans his head against your thigh, his fingers running up and down your clothed slit while you shudder. he looks as if you kicked him, “you’ll still help me, right?”
you nod, eyelids fluttering from the pleasure. “y-yeah.. ah!”
your eyes widen as he slides your panties to the side, fingertips making direct contact with your throbbing clit. he rubs agonizingly slow yet precise circles over the bud, all while maintaining eye contact. he watches you intently as he speeds up and slows back down. he then sits back up, slides his fingers down to your entrance, and pushes two fingers in to the knuckle.
his eyes widen as your hips buck and eyes squeeze shut, the moan you let out so is pornographic it’d make a virgin cream his pants immediately.
the relief of finally being filled, especially when he curls his fingers immediately has your head spinning.
unfortunately for you, it’s taken away just as quickly. your cunt now empty and fluttering and leaking copious amounts of slick makes you cry out, “bunny! please, please, i need it!”
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bunny hoped getting you under him would solve this nearly crippling disgust he felt around you and your content. the fascination that kept him coming back for more bordered on an addiction, one with a sick and painful aftermath as his cock screams for rest after he’s jerked off for the 7th time that day.
but nothing could’ve prepared him for the up close view of your tearful eyes. your cunt spread open for him, neck and jaw lined with bruises and the tiny wound surrounded by dried blood on your inner thigh makes his head spin. his patience has run dry. the moment he felt you envelop his fingers in your needy heat, it was over.
he basically rips his clothes off, and in one slick thrust, his fully hard, abnormally thick dick is forced all the way inside your pussy. his heart soars, filling up the otherwise empty space.
but oh, the tears streaming down your cheeks, the frantic spasms of your cunt as you try to adjust and the sobs. oh, the sobs. he can’t decide whether he wants to look at your cunt or your face more. both are wet, extremely so. though the tears running down your cheeks is what he’s been after this whole time.
your cries are like a balm to his scattered soul, the way you claw at his arms, his chest, begging and trying to be as close to him as possible. it’s all too much. he knew this would relieve him, even if only temporarily, but not even his wildest dreams could’ve prepared him for the absolute euphoria of seeing you cry up close.
bunny leans down, allowing you to wrap your legs around his waist, his hands bracing on the sides of your head. he feels your arms wrap around his torso, and he could damn well start crying too.
and he almost does, once your lips make contact with one of the scars on his shoulder. in between your sobs of pleasure, he feels you whimper as you kiss along the marred skin. his hands grip the sheets underneath, eyes widening. “oh, hermosa..”
he nearly chokes, eyes glossing over for a second before he forcefully blinks it away. whatever you just did to him, you may just start wishing you hadn’t.
he looks down at you, where you’re still going at it, trailing kisses wherever you can reach as the force of his thrusts push you up and down the bed. overwhelmed with emotion, bunny leans down and captures your lips with his again. he can’t have you getting carried away, the pressure on his chest grows rapidly on its own even without your help.
he feels his own cheeks getting wet as he continues kissing you, dutifully swallowing your moans while his cock somehow only gets harder.
somewhere in between his assault on your mouth he hears you mumble that you’re about to cum and it has him pulling away immediately. he needs to see your face while you fall apart. he speeds up, encouraging you, “come on, give it to me.”
your cries gradually get more frantic, higher in pitch before he feels a warm liquid spray his abdomen. your eyes roll into the back of your skull, and your mouth hangs open so obscenely he can’t help wishing to stuff his cock inside there too. even more tears stream down your cheeks and your cunt squeezes him so tight it forces his own orgasm out of him. his balls tighten, and he grips your waist to keep you locked onto him as he spills inside. “f-fuck-!”
his whole body is white hot with an emotion so new to him it leaves him speechless. he waits until you come-to, but it seems the whole ordeal was intense enough for you to knock you out cold. your breathing slowly evens out while he stays buried inside you, plugging you up.
with gentle hands, he caresses your body up and down. from a brief massage on your thighs to using his shirt to wipe down your sweaty forehead. he leaves the tear stains though. he thinks they make you look absolutely gorgeous.
from wanting to vomit at the sound of your stupidly cheery voice to jacking off to your videos nearly 24/7 to now wanting nothing more than to wring out every noise you could possibly make.
bunny is truly baffled at what you’ve managed to do to him, his heart finally doesn’t feel like a void, and the thought of you leaving feels like ripping that all away.
he smirks, the first bits of white escape around his softening cock. there’s a myriad of ways to keep you here. and he intends on using any method that sticks.
he cleans you up; his version of it is to take his cock out, push the cum back in with his fingers and pull your panties back over your cunt. he gives your pussy a loving pat for good measure.
he’ll let you sleep for now, and he’ll join you soon. but first, a few arrangements are to be made.
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you wake up with your body sore, the only comfort being the big, warm body spooning you. you rub your eyes, the area between your legs is uncomfortably sticky and your face heats up as you remember why. never in a million years would you have thought you’d ever get to sleep with the bunny iglesias, and yet, he sought you out himself.
that’s obviously a detail you’ll omit in your new video.
you take a moment to enjoy the body heat, while you replay yesterday over and over in your mind. you’d never taken a cock that big before, and you can’t get over how little resistance your cunt provided. he really just does turn you on that much.
bunny stirring behind you has you laying entirely still, hoping he’ll think you’re still asleep to stay here just a minute longer.
“good morning,” he mumbles into your neck, his hoarse, speel-ridden voice slicking your cunt all over again.
you yawn despite yourself. hoping to hide your disappointment you mumble a small and sleepy: “good morning.”
you wait for him to send you away, any type of ushering out the door, but instead, he just pulls you back closer, “sleep well?”
“huh? oh, yeah. very well, actually.”
“good,” he murmurs, caressing your thigh.
it’s almost as if he’s fallen back asleep, leaving you in a frankly uncomfortable silence as you’re unsure how to proceed.
deciding to take matters into your own hands, you lift his arm from over your waist and lay it back down on the mattress gently. you manage to find your skirt, which is very easy given his clean bedroom floor, and put it on. with one last look at his handsome face you step out of the room, finding your shoes scattered over the hall. you hadn’t gotten a good look at his interior back when you came here yesterday, but he’s got an impressive amount of recording equipment yet to unpack in his livingroom. you’re almost jealous. equipment like this would elevate anyone’s content into virality for the quality of the footage alone.
you put your shoes on, and walk towards the door with a sigh.
huh?
the door won’t open. all the inside locks are unlocked, though.. maybe it’s just the regular key lock? you look around the hall and find a bunny keychain with a few keys. right! one of them must be it.
but right as you slide in the first one, someone clears their throat behind you. humiliation flushes over your whole body and you’re paralyzed in your spot. slowly you turn around to face none other than the only other person in this apartment, bunny.
“where do you think you’re going?” he asks calmly, his smile icy cold. devoid of any of this morning’s affection.
“just.. home?” you try to respond normally, but even such a straightforward and valid answer feels ridiculous under his scrutinising gaze.
his whole demeanor changes in the blink of an eye. had you actually blanked you would’ve missed it. his smile entirely gone, exchanged for the saddest you’ve ever seen a man. his brows furrowed, lips forming a pout you’ve got to admit is very endearing.
but the worst part is his voice, cracking at every other word, “you’re leaving me?”
your eyes widen, “w-what? what do you mean? this was just me helping you out, right? didn’t i make up for… whatever it was you wanted?”
he takes a step closer, a conflict of emotions rises within you. panic, but sympathy too.
he reaches out his arms, as if inviting you for a hug, “i’ll be really, really sad if you go.”
you can’t help taking a step closer, voice hesitant, “b-but, i can come back, right? i don’t have to leave forever…”
he sniffles and shakes his head, “i don’t think i’ll survive. just the thought of you leaving makes me want to- it makes me want to-.”
“makes you want to do what, bunny?” you ask carefully.
there’s tears in his eyes now, “i have these pills in my bathroom…,” he chokes.
your eyes nearly bulge out of your skull, panic overtaking your whole system. you nearly run into his arms, “no, no! i’ll stay, i promise i’ll stay.”
you bury your face in his chest, heart nearly beating out of yours.
just as you thought a crisis may have been averted, his giggles reach your ears while his hold on you tightens, “i’m so glad you’re staying! i don’t know what i’d do without you.”
all the blood drains from your face and down to your cunt when he leans in even closer so he can whisper into your ear, “we’ll be together forever, mi vida.”
Blue Lock boys overhear your conversations and think you hate how they fuck you
Ft. Bunny Iglesias, Sae Itoshi, Vivian Hugo, Michael Kaiser
Bunny Iglesias
Bunny was on top of you, thrusting achingly slow, and just the tip at that. It was driving you mad. This wasn’t like your boyfriend at all. Sure he took his time with you but by now he’d have your face smashed into the pillow dumping load after load into you. So what the fuck had gotten into him?
It was killing you. Your arousal was dripping onto the sheets while he teased you with just the tip. Your face was hot and your body was squirming, looking for any sort of release.
“Mm-Bunny…go all the way baby,” You whined, arching your back so his cock would slip in a little further.
But Bunny just pulled back, continuing to tease you with just his tip prodding in and out of your entrance.
“What’s wrong Princesa? I thought you didn’t like it rough.” He stopped moving all together and looked at you pointedly.
You whined at the loss of the small movement that was keeping you somewhat sane. What was he talking about? He knows you love it when he fucks you rough, he knows you absolutely love having your legs thrown over his shoulders while he thrusts into you. Half of the time when you see him all you think about is his biceps choking you while he drills into you from behind.
“What?” You asked aloud, confused.
Bunny leaned back, pulling out of you, “I heard you say to your friend on the phone the other day ‘I hate that he’s so rough’. So I decided to not be rough, since you hate it so much,” He explained, crossing his big arms over his bare chest while turning his head away from you, a small pout and light blush on his face.
You blinked and stared at your boyfriend. “Bunny” You cooed, reaching to run a hand down his bicep. “I was talking about our professor, we were complaining about how tough he grades” You stifled a laugh watching Bunny’s pout drop and face blush deeper.
“You weren’t speaking about me?” He asked, arms still crossed across his scarred chest.
“Of course not handsome. I love when you’re rough.” You laughed lightly at him, “I didn’t even say ‘rough’ I said ‘tough’”
“English isn’t my first language,” He replied, grabbing your legs and throwing them on his shoulders.
He thrust in slowly, his cock finally stretching you open as he buried himself to the hilt inside your pussy. You let out a soft moan, digging your nails into his shoulders as your pussy squelched, your arousal coating his thick cock.
“Let me redeem myself Cariño” He spoke before catching your lips in a kiss.
Sae Itoshi
Everybody knows Sae to quiet and reserved. Not shy, but always saying less than necessary.
But when you two got intimate it would be one of the few times he’d let loose and let his sounds spill freely from his lips while he was sheathed inside you.
It took months of your prodding and persuading but he finally felt comfortable enough around you to be vulnerable in that way.
So why the fuck was he quiet as a mouse while you were riding him. He could never keep quiet while you were on top.
Your brows furrowed as you looked at him, gently bouncing up and down his length. His head was turned away from you, refusing to make eye contact, and his jaw was clenched. He did feel it, he was stifling his moans on purpose. You for the life of you just couldn’t understand why.
So you did the only rational thing: you began bouncing and grinding harder, moaning his name obscenely, and digging your nails into his chest.
He squeezed his eyes shut for a moment and grabbed the pillow beside his head and covered his face to stifle a moan. You heard a soft vibration move through the pillow, as he clutched it with both hands.
You stopped moving and yanked the pillow off his face, “What is wrong with you today?!” You asked your boyfriend, bewilderment and slight anger in your voice.
“Nothing.” He mumbled with a scowl on his face, turning his head away from you again.
You grabbed his chin and forced his head to face you, “What’s wrong?” You asked, a little bit more sincere this time.
He tried to look away again but you kept your grip on his jaw firm.
Sae let out a sigh, “I heard you say to your friend you hate how loud I get, when I went to pick you up yesterday,” He mumbled.
You looked at him, confused for a moment.
Then you remembered, “Oh Sae, baby, that wasn’t about you hun, it was about this annoying try-hard at work. He always talks super loud and then I can’t ever hear what customers are saying.” You cooed gently, pushing his messy hair back.
“Oh” He stared up at you, embarrassed, “Sorry” He said, blushing, turning his head away from you.
“It’s okay,” You replied, caressing his cheek and slowly moving your hips again, grinding down on his cock.
This time he gripped your hips tightly and whimpered proudly as your pussy clenched around him like a vice.
But you better not tell anyone Sae Itoshi does anything but brood around all day.
Michael Kaiser
“Mihay…I’m tired” You whine.
You’ve been bouncing up and down on your boyfriend’s dick for what feels like hours now, and usually when you’d mention being tired he’d switch positions without complaint, but today he was being unusually cruel, refusing to give your tired legs a break.
“Keep going Schatz, this is what you wanted, isn’t it?” Michael spoke from under you.
He was resting lazily on the silk sheets, looking up at you with a look that was a mix between smugness and disappointment? His hands were behind his head and he was barely letting out any noise, bitting down on his tongue to make sure of it too.
You didn’t have the energy to ponder about it, the pleasure coursing through your body and the burn in your legs was all you could feel at the moment.
“Mihya pleease. I can’t keep going.” You cried out in frustration.
Michael just looked at you with an eyebrow raised. When it was clear your boyfriend wasn’t going to step in anytime soon you got off of him and collapsed on the bed with a huff.
Michael leaned over, hovering on top of you, “Bet you won’t complain about me always being on top now, will you Schatzi?” He said with a smirk.
You looked up at him with furrowed brows, catching your breath, and waiting for the feeling to come back into your legs, “Mihya what’re you talking about?”
Michael looked offended beyond belief, “Do you think I’m stupid Schatz? I heard you talking to your friend the other day saying ‘Oh I hate how he always has to be on top all the time’. So I only gave you what you wanted.”
You stared up at him and hit his chest lightly, “Now I really do think you’re stupid Mihya, I wasn’t even talking about you! I was talking about this guy in my lecture who’s a total teachers pet. God if you’re gonna eavesdrop at least listen to the whole thing” You said, rolling your eyes.
“Oh” He stared at you deadpan, his pride wounded because he was wrong, “So you don’t hate it when I’m on top of you?” He asked, trying to regain some of his dignity.
“Oh course not Mihya,” You replied, wrapping your arms around him to pull him onto you, “I love when you’re on top,” You kissed him then, pulling his chest flush to yours.
“So we can continue?” He said, not really asking for permission because he knew your answer.
Before you could respond he slowly slid into you, looking down at your figure laid so beautifully on the pillows under him, right where you belong.
Vivian Hugo
Vivien was thrusting into you, huffing lightly and letting out a breathy moan here and there.
But something was wrong.
He refused to look at you and his hands stayed planted firmly on the sheets beside your head, refusing to touch you.
Your stomach was churning and your mind was racing thinking of anything you could’ve done to make him behave like this.
Normally, your boyfriend would hold you close, his hands exploring your body, and his onyx staring into yours as he thrust into you. In fact, he’d throw a fit if you even asked to do doggy because he couldn’t see your face properly, so what the fuck was his problem right now?
“Vivi,” You whined quietly under him. Your hands moved up his biceps and grabbed his shoulders, “Vivian,” You spoke again as your right hand reached up and cupped his face. You pulled his face down to look at you and he immediately closed his eyes.
Your heart broke.
“Vivian, stop” You called out, squeezing your legs against his waist, hoping to get him to slow down.
He stilled, but stayed sheathed inside you. He finally looked down at you, concern lacing his features, “What wrong?” He asked, genuine concern in his voice.
Your eyes were watery and you bit your lip before you spoke, trying to stop the tremor in your voice, “Why won’t you look at me? Or touch me? Did I do something?” You asked quietly, tears threatening to spill down your face.
Vivian’s face dropped when you spoke. His eyes widened in horror and you could almost hear his heart shatter hearing your words.
“Mon chou, don’t cry” He said, cupping your cheek, “I thought you didn’t want me to touch you? I didn’t want to cross any boundaries”
You stared at each for a moment with mirroring expressions of utter sadness and confusion. You’ve been together for 2 years! What could he possibly be on about?!
“Why wouldn’t I want you to touch me?” You asked, breaking the silence.
Vivians throat bobbed before he spoke, “When I picked you up from campus yesterday you were speaking with your friend and I heard you say ‘It’s so creepy how he makes eye contact and then touches me.’ I thought you were speaking of me. I was confused you even wanted to go this far today. I thought I you were beginning to get sick of me.”
Your eyes widened in remembrance, “Noo, Vivi, no. I wasn’t speaking about you. I was talking about this barista at the coffee shop on campus. He flirts with me all the time and when he hands me my drink he always makes direct eye contact and touches my hand. We were talking about how creepy his behaviour is” You trailed off, biting your lip.
“So I don’t disgust you?” Vivian asked quietly.
“Of course not! I love when you look into my eyes and touch me” You replied shyly.
“Do I need to deal with this barista that bothers you?” He asked, the newfound reassurance lighting up his face.
You laughed and smiled up at him, “How about you fuck me properly first. We can deal with everything else later,” You replied, wrapping your arms around his neck and pulled him into a kiss.
Vivian kissed you like a man starved. His tongue slid into your mouth as he slowly began thrusting into you again, his hands all over your body now, caressing and squeezing.
He moaned against your mouth, “I love you,” He breathed against your lips.
“Love you more,” You breathed out as he kissed down your neck to make up for the lost time.
Idek what this is man.
I was too tired to comprehend a title
Not proofread
I need to sleep foreverrrrr.
Need Vivian sososo bad, need those big ahh hands all over me.
જ⁀➴ An incredibly clingy and whiny Hugo tries to get your attention. suggestive ending ♡
˚₊‧꒰ა The match had ended almost an hour ago, but the replay was still running in the background as you worked through the last few emails in your inbox. The commentators had long faded into white noise, blending with the quiet tapping of your keyboard.
"...And there's VIVIEN HUGO again with another incredible pass—"
You smiled without thinking.
He'd looked incredibly good today. Maybe you were biased, but every time the cameras found him, you couldn't help watching for a second longer. Somehow, he always managed to look so composed, even in the middle of a match.
You were still smiling to yourself when, as if on cue, the front door clicks open.
"I'm home."
Hugo stepped inside, shrugging off his jacket as he kicked the door shut behind him. His hair was still messy from the rain outside, and he looked tired in the way athletes only did after emptying every ounce of energy onto the field.
You stood up long enough to wrap your arms around him.
"Welcome home."
He hugged you back for a second, letting out a quiet sigh before you pulled away.
"You're getting more hugs, but only after a shower," you teased. "You smell like you rolled around on the field."
"Bleh." Hugo stuck his tongue out at you in protest, though there wasn't an ounce of real annoyance behind it.
"Nice try."
He huffed, dropping his head back dramatically.
"...I was going to try anyway."
With the enthusiasm of someone heading to their execution, he shuffled toward the bathroom. Left to yourself again, you slipped back into your work, barely noticing the time pass until the sound of the bathroom door opening pulled your attention away from the screen. Hugo wandered back into the room looking considerably fresher, though no less tired.
"...You looked really good on TV today," you said absentmindedly as you typed. "The cameras always seem to find your best angles."
Before you can finish your next email, a pair of arms slides around your waist from behind. He leans down, pressing his chest firmly against your back, effectively pinning you between the desk and his body.
He rests his chin on your shoulder, his messy, damp hair brushing against your cheek.
"The TV version?" he repeated, his voice softer than usual, carrying a rare hint of a whine. "You're looking at that one when I'm standing right behind you." He then lets out a huff not the dramatic one from earlier, but a small, needy sound. He nuzzles his face into the crook of your neck, his breath warm and teasing against your skin.
You can't help the fond laugh that escapes you. You try to turn back to your work, fingers poised over the keyboard to finish just one more sentence.
You don't get the chance.
His hold around you tightens ever so slightly before one hand leaves your waist, gently catching your chin and turning your face toward him. The sight waiting for you almost makes you laugh again.
Hugo is wearing the most exaggerated pout you've ever seen, his brows knitted together in mock offense as though you were the unreasonable one here.
"Stop," he murmurs, his voice quieter than usual. "The emails can wait. They'll still be there in an hour." He rests his forehead against your shoulder with a small sigh. "...I've been waiting all day to come home to you."
He leans in even closer, his nose brushing against yours, his thumb tracing the line of your jaw in a slow, rhythmic motion that makes it increasingly difficult to think about anything else.
"Pay attention to me, mon cœur," he whispers, his expression still stubbornly pouty. "The real version is right here... and he's a lot more impatient than the one on TV."
You glanced at your half-finished email before looking back at him. The hopeful look on his face made your heart squeeze.
Maybe another email could wait.
"...Five minutes."
"Really? You'll stop working?"
"For five minutes," you stressed, pointing a finger at him before he could celebrate too early. "You get exactly five minutes, and then I'm going back to my emails."
He nodded so quickly it was almost comical.
"Okay. Five minutes."
You narrowed your eyes.
"...You promise you won't complain when the five minutes are up?"
"I promise."
Before you can even think about the timer in your head, his hands slide from your waist to your hips. With the effortless, explosive strength of a man who spends his life maneuvering through the field, he lifts you clean out of your desk chair towards the sofa and practically tosses you onto the plush cushions, the sudden movement leaving you slightly dazed and breathless.
"Forget the timer, mon cœur," he whispers, his gaze burning into yours, his hands sliding up to frame your face with a possessive, heavy warmth. "The emails can wait for tomorrow. Because right now..."
He leans in, his lips brushing against yours in a ghost of a kiss that promises so much more, his voice a dark, velvety command.
Blue Lock boys overhear your conversations and think you hate how they fuck you
Ft. Bunny Iglesias, Sae Itoshi, Vivian Hugo, Michael Kaiser
Bunny Iglesias
Bunny was on top of you, thrusting achingly slow, and just the tip at that. It was driving you mad. This wasn’t like your boyfriend at all. Sure he took his time with you but by now he’d have your face smashed into the pillow dumping load after load into you. So what the fuck had gotten into him?
It was killing you. Your arousal was dripping onto the sheets while he teased you with just the tip. Your face was hot and your body was squirming, looking for any sort of release.
“Mm-Bunny…go all the way baby,” You whined, arching your back so his cock would slip in a little further.
But Bunny just pulled back, continuing to tease you with just his tip prodding in and out of your entrance.
“What’s wrong Princesa? I thought you didn’t like it rough.” He stopped moving all together and looked at you pointedly.
You whined at the loss of the small movement that was keeping you somewhat sane. What was he talking about? He knows you love it when he fucks you rough, he knows you absolutely love having your legs thrown over his shoulders while he thrusts into you. Half of the time when you see him all you think about is his biceps choking you while he drills into you from behind.
“What?” You asked aloud, confused.
Bunny leaned back, pulling out of you, “I heard you say to your friend on the phone the other day ‘I hate that he’s so rough’. So I decided to not be rough, since you hate it so much,” He explained, crossing his big arms over his bare chest while turning his head away from you, a small pout and light blush on his face.
You blinked and stared at your boyfriend. “Bunny” You cooed, reaching to run a hand down his bicep. “I was talking about our professor, we were complaining about how tough he grades” You stifled a laugh watching Bunny’s pout drop and face blush deeper.
“You weren’t speaking about me?” He asked, arms still crossed across his scarred chest.
“Of course not handsome. I love when you’re rough.” You laughed lightly at him, “I didn’t even say ‘rough’ I said ‘tough’”
“English isn’t my first language,” He replied, grabbing your legs and throwing them on his shoulders.
He thrust in slowly, his cock finally stretching you open as he buried himself to the hilt inside your pussy. You let out a soft moan, digging your nails into his shoulders as your pussy squelched, your arousal coating his thick cock.
“Let me redeem myself Cariño” He spoke before catching your lips in a kiss.
Sae Itoshi
Everybody knows Sae to quiet and reserved. Not shy, but always saying less than necessary.
But when you two got intimate it would be one of the few times he’d let loose and let his sounds spill freely from his lips while he was sheathed inside you.
It took months of your prodding and persuading but he finally felt comfortable enough around you to be vulnerable in that way.
So why the fuck was he quiet as a mouse while you were riding him. He could never keep quiet while you were on top.
Your brows furrowed as you looked at him, gently bouncing up and down his length. His head was turned away from you, refusing to make eye contact, and his jaw was clenched. He did feel it, he was stifling his moans on purpose. You for the life of you just couldn’t understand why.
So you did the only rational thing: you began bouncing and grinding harder, moaning his name obscenely, and digging your nails into his chest.
He squeezed his eyes shut for a moment and grabbed the pillow beside his head and covered his face to stifle a moan. You heard a soft vibration move through the pillow, as he clutched it with both hands.
You stopped moving and yanked the pillow off his face, “What is wrong with you today?!” You asked your boyfriend, bewilderment and slight anger in your voice.
“Nothing.” He mumbled with a scowl on his face, turning his head away from you again.
You grabbed his chin and forced his head to face you, “What’s wrong?” You asked, a little bit more sincere this time.
He tried to look away again but you kept your grip on his jaw firm.
Sae let out a sigh, “I heard you say to your friend you hate how loud I get, when I went to pick you up yesterday,” He mumbled.
You looked at him, confused for a moment.
Then you remembered, “Oh Sae, baby, that wasn’t about you hun, it was about this annoying try-hard at work. He always talks super loud and then I can’t ever hear what customers are saying.” You cooed gently, pushing his messy hair back.
“Oh” He stared up at you, embarrassed, “Sorry” He said, blushing, turning his head away from you.
“It’s okay,” You replied, caressing his cheek and slowly moving your hips again, grinding down on his cock.
This time he gripped your hips tightly and whimpered proudly as your pussy clenched around him like a vice.
But you better not tell anyone Sae Itoshi does anything but brood around all day.
Michael Kaiser
“Mihay…I’m tired” You whine.
You’ve been bouncing up and down on your boyfriend’s dick for what feels like hours now, and usually when you’d mention being tired he’d switch positions without complaint, but today he was being unusually cruel, refusing to give your tired legs a break.
“Keep going Schatz, this is what you wanted, isn’t it?” Michael spoke from under you.
He was resting lazily on the silk sheets, looking up at you with a look that was a mix between smugness and disappointment? His hands were behind his head and he was barely letting out any noise, bitting down on his tongue to make sure of it too.
You didn’t have the energy to ponder about it, the pleasure coursing through your body and the burn in your legs was all you could feel at the moment.
“Mihya pleease. I can’t keep going.” You cried out in frustration.
Michael just looked at you with an eyebrow raised. When it was clear your boyfriend wasn’t going to step in anytime soon you got off of him and collapsed on the bed with a huff.
Michael leaned over, hovering on top of you, “Bet you won’t complain about me always being on top now, will you Schatzi?” He said with a smirk.
You looked up at him with furrowed brows, catching your breath, and waiting for the feeling to come back into your legs, “Mihya what’re you talking about?”
Michael looked offended beyond belief, “Do you think I’m stupid Schatz? I heard you talking to your friend the other day saying ‘Oh I hate how he always has to be on top all the time’. So I only gave you what you wanted.”
You stared up at him and hit his chest lightly, “Now I really do think you’re stupid Mihya, I wasn’t even talking about you! I was talking about this guy in my lecture who’s a total teachers pet. God if you’re gonna eavesdrop at least listen to the whole thing” You said, rolling your eyes.
“Oh” He stared at you deadpan, his pride wounded because he was wrong, “So you don’t hate it when I’m on top of you?” He asked, trying to regain some of his dignity.
“Oh course not Mihya,” You replied, wrapping your arms around him to pull him onto you, “I love when you’re on top,” You kissed him then, pulling his chest flush to yours.
“So we can continue?” He said, not really asking for permission because he knew your answer.
Before you could respond he slowly slid into you, looking down at your figure laid so beautifully on the pillows under him, right where you belong.
Vivian Hugo
Vivien was thrusting into you, huffing lightly and letting out a breathy moan here and there.
But something was wrong.
He refused to look at you and his hands stayed planted firmly on the sheets beside your head, refusing to touch you.
Your stomach was churning and your mind was racing thinking of anything you could’ve done to make him behave like this.
Normally, your boyfriend would hold you close, his hands exploring your body, and his onyx staring into yours as he thrust into you. In fact, he’d throw a fit if you even asked to do doggy because he couldn’t see your face properly, so what the fuck was his problem right now?
“Vivi,” You whined quietly under him. Your hands moved up his biceps and grabbed his shoulders, “Vivian,” You spoke again as your right hand reached up and cupped his face. You pulled his face down to look at you and he immediately closed his eyes.
Your heart broke.
“Vivian, stop” You called out, squeezing your legs against his waist, hoping to get him to slow down.
He stilled, but stayed sheathed inside you. He finally looked down at you, concern lacing his features, “What wrong?” He asked, genuine concern in his voice.
Your eyes were watery and you bit your lip before you spoke, trying to stop the tremor in your voice, “Why won’t you look at me? Or touch me? Did I do something?” You asked quietly, tears threatening to spill down your face.
Vivian’s face dropped when you spoke. His eyes widened in horror and you could almost hear his heart shatter hearing your words.
“Mon chou, don’t cry” He said, cupping your cheek, “I thought you didn’t want me to touch you? I didn’t want to cross any boundaries”
You stared at each for a moment with mirroring expressions of utter sadness and confusion. You’ve been together for 2 years! What could he possibly be on about?!
“Why wouldn’t I want you to touch me?” You asked, breaking the silence.
Vivians throat bobbed before he spoke, “When I picked you up from campus yesterday you were speaking with your friend and I heard you say ‘It’s so creepy how he makes eye contact and then touches me.’ I thought you were speaking of me. I was confused you even wanted to go this far today. I thought I you were beginning to get sick of me.”
Your eyes widened in remembrance, “Noo, Vivi, no. I wasn’t speaking about you. I was talking about this barista at the coffee shop on campus. He flirts with me all the time and when he hands me my drink he always makes direct eye contact and touches my hand. We were talking about how creepy his behaviour is” You trailed off, biting your lip.
“So I don’t disgust you?” Vivian asked quietly.
“Of course not! I love when you look into my eyes and touch me” You replied shyly.
“Do I need to deal with this barista that bothers you?” He asked, the newfound reassurance lighting up his face.
You laughed and smiled up at him, “How about you fuck me properly first. We can deal with everything else later,” You replied, wrapping your arms around his neck and pulled him into a kiss.
Vivian kissed you like a man starved. His tongue slid into your mouth as he slowly began thrusting into you again, his hands all over your body now, caressing and squeezing.
He moaned against your mouth, “I love you,” He breathed against your lips.
“Love you more,” You breathed out as he kissed down your neck to make up for the lost time.
Idek what this is man.
I was too tired to comprehend a title
Not proofread
I need to sleep foreverrrrr.
Need Vivian sososo bad, need those big ahh hands all over me.
in which, your best friend vivien hugo is so adamant that you two belong together, to the point where he’d do anything for that to happen | yandere themes, smut
best friend!hugo, who’s known you since the two of you could even learn to walk. he’s been your next door neighbor and school buddy forever and you know everything about him (so you think), and he does so for you too! he may appear quiet and calm, but you know your viví cares for you very much so. he's considerate of you all the time.
he protects you and has been doing so since elementary school, making sure everyone else was nice to you. then, when middle school came and you began getting asked out, your viví managed to make things less awkward for you as the day after you'd get asked out, those people just stopped bugging you... because your viví managed to deal with it. you couldn't be more grateful. even with his current position in the arsenal team and the fact that you now go to university in london, you are just happy and content that your relationship has never faltered.
yandere!hugo, who loves you. he really does. he's known you for majority of his lifetime and knows you like the back of his hand. you're his n/n, his sweetheart. hugo knows that sometimes, he can be a bit much (according to his stupid sister who keeps bugging him to leave you alone), but you're so grateful. you've been his only real "friend" who understood him when he went on his tangents regarding destiny and fate and whatnot, and that's when he realized you were the one for him.
all because you said "if destiny really is real, then i hope it's our destiny to be best friends forever!", and hugo as a child really ran with that.
but unfortunately, as the years go on, only more people come to realize your beauty—especially the idiots you two had the misfortune of having in your middle school class. how could they dare asking you out?! what if you got frightened? luckily for you though, you have him. and of course he’ll always defend you (albeit, maybe not for the reasons you may think). because why would he ever let another guy even think about being by your side? as his position as someone so close to you, he wants to help you—to lecture you. so he just gives you small lectures on what to do and not to do: don't make friends so easily.
yandere!hugo, who always manages to glue by your side. from middle school on out, your friends were his—since he didn’t want to make friends, because why would he if he has you? a small part of him liked it too considering the fact that your friends would joke around and ship you and him together.
that you were the sunshine to his moon, or something like that. and hugo loved it… he especially loved your flustered reaction to it. it was a reminder of how much he really has entered your life. you even have dinner together at times and would sleep in the same bed if you were up. he fucking adored it; even if your friends would blow up your phone, asking why you bailed on hangouts last minute, he would just block them... you're so close to each other, so of course you'd let him track you. he just wants to make sure you're safe, especially now in your university days where he's aware of how rampant parties can be.
so vivien resorts to his old habit of giving you "lectures". as a professional football player, of course he's been to parties and been everywhere and has learned things you haven't... so of course you have to listen to him when he says that there are scary things at parties that you couldn't even imagine—and that your new "friends" can sell you out at any moment. because of course, vivien knows best.
yandere!hugo, who has a habit of stealing little knick-knacks of yours; whether it be hair-ties or maybe even pens you've used (especially the ones you've bitten since you have such a cute habit of doing so when you're focused).
but the thing he (albeit, shamefully) favors, is your panties. fuck… he really liked your panties. his favorites were the ones he helped you pick out when you two entered to victoria’s secret together (since you’re close enough to do so… and vivien loved it when he was referred to as your boyfriend at the store).
he couldn’t help it—he just loved to use the soft lacy fabric and fist his cock against it, imagining how your soft skin once was clad with it. he could imagine just rubbing his cock against your panties while you cried of overstimulation, his tip throbbing with the friction and anticipation of entering your sweet cunt.
yandere!hugo, who tries to ruin any romantic relationships you ever tend to have. because why would you ever want to if you have him? it started in high school when you confided in him that you had a crush on someone on his football team; so what did vivien do? he assisted in setting that guy up with someone else. now of course this came with consequences as he hated seeing you cry—but it’s for your own good! how could you ever be with someone other than him?
then when he left to london for arsenal, he still tried his best to sabotage. any guy you’d post, he ended up blackmailing them on leaving you. he’d use his notoriety as arsenal’s star youth midfielder to manipulate these guys to leave you… because you belong to him.
yandere!hugo, who finally snapped the moment he noticed that you were paying attention to something else other than him. you're great at a certain class, and had been asked by a professor to tutor someone. fine—that's incredible (he knows you're amazing at what you do anyway), but how could you be so daft? that idiot you're helping tutor, his eyes just roam about your body and you just don't care? what?!
so he does what he always does, and gives you a lecture. but this time, this lecture was special. vivien enjoys romance movies (since he's simply projecting how he feels about you), and really gave his best performance as he burst into tears, confessing his love for you and kissing you so softly. and imagine his surprise as he sees that you return his feelings! now he really has to protect you. even if it makes you detest him a bit, it's just for your own good. because as he told you: "i love you more than you'll ever know."
yandere!hugo, who knows damn well how bad it is to deceive you, even while dating you. however, it’s necessary; he has to do what he has to do for your own good—especially if you’re to be his. so when you asked to go to a halloween party since your friends keep talking about it, he snapped… well not really (also didn't he get rid of those bastards?!).
he just smothered you in kisses and light touches… and just fucked you senseless so you’d forget about going to that godforsaken party.
"viví...o-oh god-!" missionary never did vivien wrong, especially now. it’s his favorite position—arguably the best sex position. he's fucking relishing in he fact that he can see everything—from the way your legs trembled in his grip, to how your wet cunt is stretched out from taking him, to the way your eyebrows are pinched together and your eyes watery from tears.
"are you gonna leave me now? hm, n/n? you wouldn’t? right?”
“haahhh—hic—n-noo, viví—! i w-would never!” you kept blabbing on, probably due to your horny and sexually overwhelmed state, "i'm yoursss! i-i'll always be yours... i'll n-never leave you."
vivien felt as if he could cum already the moment you said that... "hold out a bit more for me, okay?"
"mhmmm!" you were full on sobbing, gyrating your hips and arching your back above the mattress. your tattered halloween costume was still on, the lacy black dress that was apart of your vampire outfit split open. your mascara was running and your lipstick was speared across yours and vivien's lips—where he could even taste the gourmand essence of the cosmetic.
vivien could get used to this... to fucking you senseless everyday. because that's your destiny anyway. to be only his.
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ok this took me longer than expected to do (which is funny bc i was so excited for this request but like i hope i wrote it well and it isn't that buns bc sdclfqqpqod;doqpiqn i feel like this appears a tad bit ooc but yayayyayaya) thank you for your request, nonnie <33333
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yes, it was painfully obvious that your boyfriend, hugo, was huge. it wasn’t just his height that made him stand out, but the sheer size of his build. his broad shoulders, thick arms, and solid frame made it impossible to ignore just how much bigger he was compared to most people around him.
every part of him carried that strong, bulky physique, from the way his muscles stretched beneath his clothes to the natural heaviness of his body whenever he was close to you. there was no denying it—hugo was built like a wall, and honestly, who were you to complain?
not when you was put into a headlock with his thick arms.
and you loved every second of being manhandled. it wasn't just that he was big—it was that he knew exactly how to use that size to completely overwhelm you.
with his massive forearm locked securely against your throat, your head was tipped back, leaving your mouth open and your eyes rolling. you were trapped, effectively pinned between his insanely thick thighs and the mattress, completely at his mercy.
the pressure on your throat was firm—not enough to hurt, but enough to remind you exactly who was in control. your breath came out in shallow little hitches, your pulse hammering against his forearm. he could feel every beat, every desperate flutter of your heart beneath his skin.
and he loved it.
his hips kept that relentless, heavy rhythm, each thrust sinking impossibly deep.
"fuck..." the word escaped him, guttural and raw, echoing off the headboard he was currently destroying. the metal creaked with every shove of his hips. he looked down at you—this pretty little thing beneath him, neck flushed red from his grip, thighs pinned wide open, barely able to breathe let alone speak. the contrast was almost comical.
you whimpered, and it snapped something in him. his forearm tightened just slightly against your throat as his grip on your waist crushed into the soft flesh. "can't even form words right now, can you?" he rasped, leaning down so his lips brushed your ear. his voice was dark and satisfied. "good girl."
your brain turned to mush instantly. and that praise.. deep and rumbling against your ear, combined with the suffocating restriction of his arm around your throat had you floating. you couldn't speak, couldn't think, couldn't do anything but take exactly what he was giving you.
"needy little thing," he mocked softly, pressing a wet, open-mouthed kiss to your racing pulse point. your back arched violently, thighs trembling uncontrollably, nails digging uselessly into his massive forearm. he kept fucking you through it, hitting that spot with relentless, heavy precision that dragged your climax out endlessly.
his jaw clenched tightly, a deep growl rumbling in his chest as he finally came undone. his hips slammed forward one last time, burying himself as deep as he could go as he filled you with his release. his fingers tightened around your throat, holding you in place as he emptied himself inside you.
the feeling of him pulsing and throbbing so deep inside you made you shiver again, a small aftershock rippling through your oversensitive body. he stayed buried inside you for several long moments, his large frame pressing you into the mattress, his breathing rough and heavy against your ear.
I'm sexually frustrated, and I can demonstrate it if you'd like.
𝄞 synopsis: your best friend, SAE ITOSHI knows you've never been one to have sex, do hookups, or even date. he doesn't want to overstep; he really shouldn't. but you keep looking at him like you want him to teach you, like it's his responsibility. and maybe as your best friend? it is.
𝄞 contains: SMUT, fem!reader, reader has hair, reader has a mom, they r 19, swearing, endless anime references, childhood best friends, family friends & neighbours, experienced!sae, inexperienced!reader, bratty!reader, pussydrunk!sae, posessive!sae, pining, sae teaches reader how to kiss and masturbate, making out, neck kissing, vaginismus (complications with his fingers), clit rubbing while you touch yourself, pussy spitting, pussy eating under the blanket, yapper sae i repeat yapper sae
𝄞 credits: to @g-gulp for editing, discussing, and making the banner for me! ur so awesome n amazing. other creds to all my irl friends who beta read this...
𝄞 A/N: piggybacking off this post. based off an argument i had w an experienced!sae truther... also i took inspo's from @dotlusional's 'kiss' w katsuki!
"Okay, it's embarrassing, but I haven't really kissed anyone before."
"That's not surprising in the slightest."
"What? Hey!"
Sae had always been the blunt type; you knew of that. Ever since you were children, he would wave away the kind reporters asking him questions with a harsh 'Go away', take trophies and medals wherever he walked, and speak like he was better than everyone else.
Nobody told him he shouldn't talk like that to people — especially to adults and teachers. That language like that wasn't proper etiquette, so he never fixed it.
And you were always the more polite type. Shy, but got along with almost anyone if they spoke first. Kind, chiding him whenever he told another kid to piss off. Pretty, as the years went by and you went from scraped knees and tangled hair to soft skin, girlish fragrances, and the delicate contour of your legs.
He swallowed thickly.
Your legs.
As you got older, you stopped wearing basketball shorts and switched to skirts, then short shorts, then slacks. Frankly, it was hard for him to look away from your thighs. They were plush and soft and ran up the curve of your—
He tore away his gaze from your bare legs resting over the blanket and focused on the TV screen, the fan, and the open window pouring with rain. Anywhere but your tempting skin.
Sae usually doesn't admit these kinds of things, especially not to you, but looks alone? He's astonished that not even one person ever tried hard enough to date you. You're smart, comforting, and nice to look at. If he were to settle down, he would do it with someone like you.
Of course, someone like you.
"I don't mean it like that," he murmured, fixing on your eyes instead. Pretty they were—all round and warm and focused on his. "You reject everyone who's interested in you."
Your index rubs your chin thoughtfully. "That's because..."
"Of your standards. Always on about your anime boys, huh?"
"That is so not funny, Sae!"
"It is a little funny. You're like Rin. He's almost finished his Junji Ito collection."
"Oh, now we're comparing me to Rin—"
"You collect figures and manga."
"They're pretty."
"They're anime boys."
"They're Tomoe, actually. Don't generalise."
"Tomoe is an anime boy."
"You were the one who watched Kamisama Kiss with me!"
"Hmph. Touché."
When was it? The summer before he left for Spain? You were prancing on about your ritualistic tradition of bingeing romance anime with him. There was Kamisama Kiss; Lovely Complex; NANA, which he had to stop because he hated Shoji; and his favourite, Ouran High School Host Club. The blonde male lead, Tamaki, always made him snort into his sleeve as a boy while you shook his shoulder squealing about it.
Anime like that was more up Sae's alley compared to Rin's fixation for horror and suspense, so he quietly cherished those days. Lying on the couch, watching TV in the summer heat, your frame on your stomach next to his, destroying a popsicle stick. It was a much better predicament than watching some porno his teammates had found on a beat-up DVD rental.
After all, he was with you.
You fiddled with your hands as the movie played on. Taxi Driver, for the third time this year. It was his favourite movie, but now that he thought about it, he never asked if it was yours too.
Was it?
You severed his thoughts with a question. "What was the anime you like right now, anyway?"
"The Apothecary Diaries. I like Xiaomao."
"You just like her cause she's like a cat."
"Meow."
You rolled your eyes at his quip. "I wonder what you think of Jinshi, then."
He paused. Sae always had a soft spot for the types of people with an odd backstory, much like Jinshi. It spiced things up compared to all the boring societal bullshit he deals with enough every day. "...I like him too. But he's a little dramatic for my tastes."
"You only like him cause he's pretty."
"Are you slut-shaming me or projecting?"
You snickered. "The former. Is he your type?"
"Not really? What do you think my type is?"
Waving your hands around, you mocked. "Someone hot with a nice ass."
He scoffed, but for some reason, he could feel his jaw clench. "So now you think I'm shallow."
You snorted. "...Yeah."
"Looks aren't everything, y'know. Pretty sure I go by vibe."
You snickered, your hand reaching into the bag of potato chips, his favourite snack that he was banned from eating. Damn you. "Uh huh."
You popped the chip into your mouth; a soft crunch was heard between your teeth, but all he could focus on was the plushness of your lips. He wondered if they felt as delicate as they looked. If they were as untouched as you said. How could that be possible? Look at you—
"Y'know that scene in The Apothecary Diaries where Maomao thinks his dick is a frog?"
He rubbed his cheek, snorting into his palm. "What about it?"
"Do dicks feel like frogs?"
Sae hadn't jerked off enough to remember, and he certainly wasn't going to check. Sighing, he said. "I don't think so? Mine doesn't."
"So why did she think it was a frog?"
"She's never felt a dick before. And it was probably the position. He was on top of her, after all."
You shook your head. "No, she was on top of him."
"Idiot. He was the one who landed on her."
As Sae reached for his phone before you could pointlessly argue about their weird pseudo-sex position, the sheets rustled and—
You climbed on top of him. Eyes wide and cheeks flushed, grinning like you proved something. Your arms were braced on either side of his head, your hair grazing the skin of his cheeks. And your knees—they were braced on either side of his hips, the urge to grab them all too real. Too sweet. Too good.
His breath hitched, magenta bangs poking his forehead as he murmured lowly. "What are you doing?"
Still, his large hands moved to rest on your waist, anchoring himself.
You reached for the phone in his hand, plugging in the password you knew by heart into the screen, fiddling with the phone.
You tilted the glass right before his eyes, it was that stupid frog scene. Maomao was on top of Jinshi, and you were unfortunately correct.
"See! I told you she was on top of him!" You grinned, pulling the phone away.
Before Sae could process what was about to leave his lips, he scoffed. "Are you sure you've never even kissed anyone before?"
"...What is that supposed to mean?"
Fuck.
He grumbled softly. "You're on top of me."
You scowled. "It's how the scene goes—a physical demonstration. And you're dead wrong; I don't feel a frog in this position."
"Cause m'not hard, stupid."
But if you kept yourself there any moment longer, he might be. His dick was already stirring to life in his sweats.
"Pfft— You aren't?"
"Very funny. You're a natural at this."
"At what?"
Sae didn't want to overstep; he really didn't. Ever since you were kids, he had always felt this weird sense of protection towards you. At first, it was the same protection he felt towards his younger brother, Rin, even though you were the same age and probably tougher than him. Then as he grew older and hit that age where some people were more than family, that protection grew into something different. Something familiar, yet completely foreign at the same time.
So he shouldn't overstep; he'd be a horrible, horrible man if he did. But your lips are curved so prettily into a proud smile. Your eyes, the colour and wrinkles of skin, stirred something down his neck and abdomen.
The tingle didn't stop there, blood rushing to his half-hard cock.
Shit.
He already moved to tuck your hair behind your ear, whispering. "Temptation. Wanna gain some experience?"
You paused, eyes blowing wide.
Shit.
The both of you recoiled from each other instantly. Sae had nowhere to run, really, but he threw his head back against the couch, hands twitching, deciding if he should let go of your waist or not. You, on the other hand, completely pulled back. In this new position, it seemed more like you were straddling him than just looming over him.
A flush crept up his neck, his hand moving to cover the lower half of his face. "That was a—"
"Geez, didn't know you could be so bold." You laughed, rubbing the back of your neck.
He blinked, hoping you were another hallucination and he was dreaming in the confines of the Real Madrid training facility. That you were just another illusion tempting him.
No, you were still there. This time, your eyes lit up.
"Hey, that's a great idea, actually!" You leaned in closer again, a bright smile plastered over your mouth as your breaths mingled.
He paused. One second. Then, the next one. His lips twitched expectantly, his cerulean gaze low-lidded and fixed on you.
"...What is?"
"Teaching me how to kiss."
Damn his biology, cock completely twitching to life at your wanton suggestion. "Wha... What?"
"Oh, come on; it's just a little kiss," You whined, nudging his shoulder.
Sae cleared his throat, quickly adjusting the waistband of his sweats. "No."
"You've already kissed like, so many other people. One more wouldn't hurt. And it's for educational purposes."
"There's a difference when I kiss other people," he whispered, his sensual gaze betraying his words. "It's that they're not you."
"Dude, am I that bad?"
Dude? His brows furrowed, his lip curling into a grumble. "Not what I meant."
"Then what?"
The space between you was so thin he could die. Let the couch swallow him whole, and let the hallucination die with him.
Hazy excuses and words scrambled in his mind. "It's just that... We're friends. And your mom wouldn't be exactly happy with me if she knew about this."
You shuffled in your position, hips lifting off his. "...My mom isn't here right now. And we're not kids anymore. I don't need my mom's permission to do things."
Sae inhaled sharply when you pouted, head tilting back and hitting the soft cushioning. Were you going to keep whining about it until he gave in? Pester him and keep pressing yourself against him? God, what if he were going to like it?
Then, you muttered. "...Fine. Not like I wanted to know, anyway."
Ever since you were children, Sae had always been the more disciplined one of you two. When he was renowned as a football prodigy, nutritionists and dietitians quickly came into his life, lecturing him about his dietary restrictions to maintain and grow his build. While you ate Happy Meals and devoured candy every week, Sae had to almost entirely let go of fast food, specifically his favourite—French fries. There was no doubt that he had to let go of many things to be perfect, but then he discovered that perfection was more than a flawed goal. Flawed philosophy. A lie.
But even if he wasn't perfect—nobody was—Sae could have at least shown some semblance of hesitation or discipline, especially when it came to you, someone who was oh so dear to him.
Instead, his fingers wrapped around your wrist and tugged you down, his lips brushing your cheek.
One breath.
Then, the second one.
And on the third, his other hand snaked to the back of your neck, the faint blades of baby hair standing up from his touch.
"I'll teach you," Sae whispered, something resembling a low whine pulling from his throat. "Nobody else can."
You swallowed thickly, eyes wide and pouring into his.
"Okay, I trust you."
His lips were twitching and breath uneven as you uttered the words. You might have been some sort of hallucination he imagined to get through the countless gruelling days in Spain. You might have been a fragment of his dream. Who cares? You were still so utterly divine.
After all, you were his favourite girl. His best friend.
Sae didn't want to overstep; he really didn't. But if you didn't learn ruin from him, then someone else would have to teach you. And he knew he was too selfish for that.
One breath. Then, the second one. And on the third, you closed your eyes.
And his lips pressed against yours.
You never thought you would find yourself in this kind of situation.
Sure, younger you had eyes. Sae Itoshi was famous and handsome and rich, but he was off-limits. He was your neighbour. And after Sae moved in Spain for almost three years, you were much closer to Rin than the distant boy since he barely responded to your letters and calls.
Getting involved with Sae would be a betrayal to your dear neighbour and pseudo-son, Rin. You once thought. Sae was annoying anyway.
But then his lips pressed against yours like you were something delicate, and the faint taste of strawberries and honey sent thrills of warmth straight to your core; any semblance of restraint you had melted away, pressing yourself against him firmer—needier.
Then, you pulled away, just enough to peer down at him. His magenta locks were all frizzled up from the cushioning, and his cerulean gaze was half-lidded and fixed on yours.
No, more like on your lips.
"Did I?..." You start, but he cuts you off with a chuckle. "That was just a peck, idiot. Open your mouth."
You blinked.
His cold thumb pressed softly against your bottom lip, pushing the fullness down just enough to part your lips.
"Open your mouth," he whispered again, lower, against your lips. "It feels better this way, I promise."
A soft whine escaped your throat as he pressed his lips against yours again, shocks of electricity shooting down your spine and abdomen. His tongue swiped against yours once, something you assumed was like asking for permission, and your lips completely sealed around his, pressing yourself against him further.
Your hands scrabbled at the collar of his white T-shirt as his tongue prodded in the wet cavern of your mouth. It was gentle, like he was testing if you'd pull back. And when you whined, his tongue dragged slowly over yours, his hands tangling in your hair.
"Mmm—" Sae drawled into your mouth. "Is this okay?"
You panted, your breath mingling with his. "Yeah, yeah—Sae—it's good. Feels good."
"Yeah?" He seared his lips onto yours again, tongue webbing out to rub the roof of your mouth, sending sparks of heat down your stomach. He pulled back again in a quick haze, lips brushing against yours. "Feels good, hm?"
"Feels s'good; is it always this good?" You mewled, pecking his lips before flicking your tongue over his bottom lip, gasping when his mouth parted.
One of your hands gripped his collar, the other cupping the back of his head, tangling between his soft magenta locks. A gentle prick disturbed your bottom lip, caught between his teeth.
It stung a little. And in a normal context, it would even hurt. But it felt so good—so, so good when the sting came from him.
His lips then descended to pressing wet kisses down your jaw, all the way to the column of your neck.
You moaned quietly. His lips were hot—suffocatingly hot to the touch. Burning, like a fire had scorched your skin, but instead of pain, it was bliss.
You felt his lips curl into a faint smile against your warm skin as you craned your head back, exposing more of your neck. Soft groans escaped your throat, your fingers curling hard into his shirt.
His lips settled in the junction between your neck and shoulder, pressing a soft kiss before biting down. Harder than before.
"Sae!—"
"First time it felt this good for me too." He murmured against your skin, slowly thumbing your hips all the way up your waist. "You sure this is your first time?"
A slight flush crept up your neck, turning your head away from him. "You don't have to try and make me feel better, y’know…"
"M'being forreal." He tilted his head to the side, cerulean eyes filled with something you weren't quite used to—mirth. His gaze kept following yours even as you tried to look away. "Don't believe me?"
You pursed your lips sheepishly, your hands moving to rest over his shoulders. "Not really. But I— It's kinda hot in here, isn't it?"
Maybe it was his wet, full lips, or the fact that his lashes were so close you could count the endless, luscious hairs. Maybe it was the soft tingle in your core that tightened with each lingering touch of his hands.
Then, he lifted himself up before gently pushing you off his lap. "You're nervous; I get it. It's because you're on top of me."
He loomed over you, a playful twinkle in his eyes so faint you wouldn't catch on if he weren't your best friend. An annoying kid you forced to be your friend.
Naturally, you pushed yourself back until your back hit the cushions. Blinking up at Sae, who stopped himself short when you lay down, your hand tugged on the hem of his shirt.
You knew what that meant; so did Sae. A silent plea for something more than kissing. A silent prophecy that if he leant down, he wouldn't be able to get back up again.
Fucking Sae Itoshi, the idea of that was too surreal. You knew he had experience, that being a prodigy meant plenty of beautiful men and women threw themselves at his feet. You knew that he lived in an entirely different world from yours for five years, doing who knows what out there.
Still, you wanted him. You wanted him bad.
You frowned. "...Sae."
"This is going a bit far, don't you think?" He said, eyes averting from yours.
"I thought you wanted to."
"...I do."
"Then why are you hesitating?"
"I'm not supposed to touch you like this—"
"But you already have," you cut in. "Why are you acting like I'm some kind of... some kind of nun?"
"Pfft— You kinda are."
"That's not even true!"
"You are really innocent, sweetheart. It's not a bad thing."
You bristled. Sweetheart?
"Sae, c'mon," You tugged harder, watching his jaw clench. "Please."
He muttered. "Don't say that."
"Please."
You tugged on him a little harder, but this time, he let himself fall over you, hands bracing on each side of your head.
He pressed his lips against your forehead once, the action more intimate than you liked to admit. Like he was afraid of breaking you.
"You do know what you're asking for, right?" He whispered against your temple, carefully moving to the shell of your ear. "I don't wanna pressure you into anything."
"I—" You paused, trying to ignore the shivers trickling down your spine. "I want this."
"Are you sure?"
"Sae," you whined. Was he teasing you again? Your chin tilted to face him, your gaze softening at his unsure one. It was so uncharacteristic of him. Completely unlike the impassive boy you grew up with.
"M'sure."
"Okay," he nodded, cheek softly nuzzling against yours. "You're in charge then."
You weren't so sure what he meant, but your eyes shut and carefully found his lips. His kiss was slow and carnal, nose brushing the side of your own and large hands snaking around your waist. He squeezed you so softly, as if it were afraid of your departure, and held you close. So close that his breath felt like your own.
Your hips lifted to accommodate his hands, sliding to paw at your ass. His tongue gently prodded in the expanse of your mouth, darting around before stilling just at the tip of yours.
A noise of confusion escaped your throat as you scrunched his collar.
Sae hummed, laughing quietly against your mouth. "C'mon, kiss me too. You wanted this, right?"
The thought made you squirm beneath him, hands gripping tighter. He gently grasped your wrists and redirected them over his shoulders, coaxing you further.
"Wan' you." You whispered, arms wrapping around his neck. "I do wan' you."
Your lips reconnect, this time slipping into the cavern of his mouth and rolling your tongue against his. The wet friction sent shocks of electricity between your legs. Your tongue prodded behind his teeth before licking the roof of his mouth.
"Don't get shy on me now," he whispered. "Get your tongue deeper."
Your tongue pushed deeper at his words. So warm. So nasty. So fucking good.
He hummed, lips sensually following the pace of your own, hands grazing whatever he could touch. His tongue dragged over yours to poke your inner cheek, laughing when you whined and pulled him closer.
You pulled away breathlessly, only disrupted from his lips chasing yours into one last, searing kiss.
"Sae—" You gasped.
He gently pecked your lips. "Sorry. Got carried away."
You panted, temple pressed against his cheek as you caught your breath. Your thighs rubbed together from the hot ache between your legs, sparking with each fleeting second.
"You're wet, aren't you?"
Your head tilted up, your eyes widening at him. "What?"
Sae was breathless and debauched, his lips swollen and wet from your own, magenta hair dishevelled from your hands, almost revealing the baby bangs he liked to hide after turning sixteen.
"Here," two fingers shakily slipped past to press against your clothed pussy. "Feels good, right?"
You squirmed, fingers clasping around his wrist. "T-That feels good."
"You want me to help you?" He panted, softly thumbing your clothed slit. "You can say no."
"No— I mean, yes."
You paused, eyes darting to the sheets instead of his curious gaze. "...Do you have a condom?"
He was at your place, after all. And frankly, you were gravely underprepared for this kind of situation.
"Idiot," he laughed, fingers hooking into the waistband of your shorts. "We won't be needing that for a while."
The chill of the AC hit your skin when Sae tugged your shorts over your ankle, fingers smoothing over your clothed mound.
"Hm," he mused, tapping his index over the wet patch of your panties. "You're really wet."
His digits were twitching over your pussy, hooking beneath the edge of the cotton fabric. Like the urge to push your panties to the side was killing him.
A flush crept down your neck, gaze settling on the sheets. "No—No shit."
He made a noise somewhere between a scoff and a laugh, tapping over a particularly sensitive part of yours—one stationed above your hole, twitching when he rubbed it.
Your hips jolted at his touch, his index slowly circling the beady sweet spot. "Mm!—"
Then, his hand pulled away, moving to the curve of your ass. With a gentle tug, he hooked your panties' waistband down. "Up."
Your hips lifted as he tugged away the last remnant of privacy you had. Any semblance of comfort washed away from the cold air and his lingering gaze, the fabric hooking over the same ankle your shorts were.
"Hey, relax." Sae clicked his tongue when you squirmed, his warm hand moving to rest on your knee. "Eyes on me."
You tried to listen, focusing on his collarbones, his shirt, and fragments of his messy hair, but nothing worked. You couldn't meet his gaze, not when he stared at you so intently. Not when he could see every part of you. Not when his fingertips moved to press against your entrance.
Was this really what you imagined fucking Sae would be like? Not like you had imagined it or anything, just out of curiosity. He was never open about his personal life, but it was obvious that there was a side of him you've never seen. The weird phone calls. The weird disappearances. Hearing him curse and belittle others was the normal kind of crudeness you were used to with Sae. It was no doubt he was gentler with you—softer with you.
So to hear him be so blatantly vulgar?
He inched closer, lips brushing against the shell of your ear.
"You say you want me," he started. "Then you do shit like this."
It was bewildering.
You fiddled with your fingers before finally tilting your head to face him, swearing you saw the faintest hint of a smile when he dipped the tip of his middle finger inside.
"Mm, good."
Something like a whimper escaped from your lips, unaware that you were actually able to make those kinds of noises. "S-Shit."
His brows furrowed as his finger gently prodded at your entrance. "You're—" Sae bit his inner cheek pensively, stilling his digits. "You're a little too tight."
You winced, feeling your hole stretch around his finger. "I-It hurts."
He immediately withdrew his finger. "You've touched yourself before, right?"
"Um, yeah? Not really, like this—"
Sae smoothed his hand along the underside of your thigh—an attempt to soothe you. But his eyes were wide and... chiding? "Why didn't you tell me that before?"
"Okay, well, I don't know how this works!"
"Oh my god." He sighed before sitting back. "C'mere."
You chuckled nervously. "To do what?"
"To do it yourself," he chided. "C'mon."
That's when you found yourself in an embarrassingly exposed position, settled right on Sae's lap, his knees stationed right between yours, spreading your legs.
"Can't believe you wanted to fuck before even masturbating..." He murmured, chin hooked over your shoulder.
You swallowed thickly, head turning away. So vulgar. "It's not m'fault I didn't know."
"It's not your fault. Should've prepped you better."
You huffed softly. "So why do I have to do it?"
"Because," his hand gently clasped over your dominant hand's wrist, snaking it down your exposed abdomen. "There's no way someone at our age hasn't touched themselves before."
"I have. Just not..."
"Fingering?"
Your ears burnt. "It hurts."
"Because you're not relaxed or turned on enough." He brought your index finger to rest over your sensitive bud. "This is your clit. Feels good to almost any kind of touch. Be gentle with it."
You bit your inner cheek, watching his hand guide you to rub your clit in slow circles. "I know what a clit is."
"...Nice to know that's the only thing you've touched in the past nineteen years."
Your head snapped towards his. "Hey!"
He snickered, ignoring your huff. "So, if you want to cum..."
His lips ghosted over your ear, whispering softly. "Touch here. Rub there. Doesn't matter. But you could always..."
A soft whine escaped your throat as his hand guides you down further, stopping right at your entrance. "Make yourself feel good here."
Before you knew it, your middle finger was already dipping between your folds and inside your hole.
"Oh my god," you mumbled, brows furrowing. "Sae."
He hummed lowly. "Like that, go slow. It's good, hm?"
"S'good." you murmured, your finger now entirely inside.
"Feels even better when you curl your fingers."
Your brow twitched at his words, following curiously. "Wha... Okay."
His lips trailed down to the spot under your ear, kissing and sucking on the skin softly. "What do you usually think about when you touch yourself?"
His hand tapped the back of your own as you panted. "You."
It came out quicker than you expected, and in all honesty, it didn't even register properly from all the haze. But it was weird that after every call, every time you met Sae, you couldn't help touching yourself later that night.
It was something about his drawled voice, or the contour of his skin, or the flawlessness of his lashes or the chisel of his jaw. Or maybe it was his body, sculpted from divinity itself?
His breath hitched at your admission, fingers twitching over your hand.
You whined, pulling your finger out to push it back inside, curling to hit a sweet spot that made your toes curl. "I always think of you."
Something stiff throbbed against your ass cheek.
Your breath caught in your throat. Then, he bit down on your neck. Harder. "Ow—"
Sae seared your lips in a fervent kiss—all tongue and teeth and the intimate squeeze of your waist. He drank down every noise you made, panting against your mouth, swirling his tongue along yours.
"Let me help you," he panted, shaky fingers moving to gently pinch your clit. "Need to help you."
You moaned into his mouth, hips jolting from his touch. "S-Sae."
"Two fingers, you can do that, right?"
Swallowing thickly, you panted over his lips as he pecked you. "Mm—"
"C'mon," he muttered, pressing wanton kisses down your jaw. "Gonna make you feel s'good."
You pressed your ring finger to your entrance, pushing in slowly, wincing. "Hurts, Sae."
"Shh," he hushed against your cheek. "You can take it."
His index and middle rubbed against your puffy clit in a desperate side-to-side motion. Brows twitching with each passing second, he panted heavily. Your hips lifted in shock, fingers instinctively curling inside you.
Oh, you hit that good spot. It was spongy and rigid and oh so sweet.
You moaned, head thrown back over his shoulder. "Ah..."
"That's—" he sputtered, fingers continuing their relentless attack. "That's your g-spot. Should feel different from the rest of ya. Should feel really good."
Wet noises filled the room as you pistoned your fingers in and out of your hole, bracing yourself atop your best friend. Even though he was talking in your ear, breathy and hot as he always did, nothing registered. Every sense you had was being replaced by the overwhelming sensation of sweet bliss, your jaw slack and eyes shut.
"Curl your fingers more. Yeah, like that, deeper. Shit, you're—"
You whimpered, hips jerking as he continued to rub and roll your clit. "Sae, think m'gonna do that thing where I... F-Fuck."
He let out a quiet whine against your shoulder. "You are?"
"Y-Yeah, aren't y-you supposed to be the expert?"
"Sh— Shut up."
Just as something hot and unbelievably euphoric was about to snap, his fingers pulled away, panting harshly over your shoulder.
You huffed, your brain foggy. "Wha... Why?
"Not yet," he muttered. "Not yet."
Before you knew it, he flipped you onto your back, hovering over you. "You sure this is your first time masturbating?"
He pecked your lips, descending to your chest, pressing soft kisses to your clothed nipples and down your stomach. "You're pretty good at it."
"Pretty good?" you murmured, jolting every time he kissed your stiffening buds. "Thank you?"
His low-lidded gaze flitted down to your drenched slit, lips spasming at the sight.
You frowned as he settled between your thighs. "Sae, no."
"No more?"
"No," you shook your head, hand scrambling to tug at his collar. "I didn't do anything for you."
"...You don't need to."
You huffed, spotting the tent in his sweats. "Don't lie."
"M'being serious," he grabbed your hand, pressing a hot kiss to your palm. "I want to do this."
You sputtered at his words, embarrassed that he was inching so close to your bare pussy. Panting, you whined. "Do what?"
"Eat you out."
"What? Oh my god, that is so—" you stammered. "So embarrassing!"
His hands smoothed over your inner thighs, spreading them apart. "No, it's not."
"Yes it is. Sae, get up!"
He huffed as you pulled at his collar again, his sigh blowing warm air over your wet folds, making you yelp.
"How about this?" He reached for the blanket urged aside. "You see a blanket instead of me. Way better, right?"
You huffed. "You say that like I don't want to see you..."
"Isn't that what that is?"
"I don't want you to see me!"
"But you're so pretty." He pressed a kiss right on your clit, making you jolt. "And so sweet."
Your ears burnt as he pressed another kiss on your slit and another on your entrance.
"Okay, okay. We'll use the blanket."
"Alright," he hummed, pressing one last kiss to your clit again.
"Fun."
It was weird, feeling the ghost of his breath but only seeing a broad figure under your blanket.
Your legs were spread over his shoulders, thighs marked with soft kisses and bites Sae spent minutes on perfecting, murmuring something almost biblical to himself.
Then, you felt his fingers spread your lips in a V-shape, letting your head fall back on the cushions.
One breath.
Then, the second.
And on the third, still, nothing came.
"What are you doing down there?!" You whined, heel digging into his defined back.
You were only met with silence, but from the hot wave of air, you knew he was annoyed.
You scrunched your nose. So typical of him.
Then, he spoke from under the blanket. Low and teasing. "Your clit is all puffy."
"...What?"
He leaned down, pressed his lips to the bud and whispered. "And you smell s'good."
Then, his tongue licked a slow strip from your weeping hole all the way to your sensitive bud. The entirely new sensation washing over you in ways you could never imagine, your teeth catching your bottom lip.
"Oh, fuck. Sae..." Your hand reached under the blanket, tangling in his magenta locks.
His tongue slowly swirled around your clit, switching to softer kitten licks, slowly bobbing his head. You whined, thighs clamping around his head. "Ah— t'much!"
Your thighs squeezed shut around his head, so close that your knees grazed each other and the sweat from his hair smeared against your thighs. Sae huffed and wrapped his lips around your sensitive bud, slurping it into his mouth harshly.
You moaned sweetly, cheek pressing against the cushioning. "F-Fuck!"
Finally, you loosened up enough for him to catch your thighs off guard. His fingers dug into the plushness and pushed them apart, all the way until your knees hit the cushions.
"Too much?" Sae hummed, spitting into your messy hole. "You're so dramatic."
Dramatic? He was the one seriously overwhelming you!
His tongue webbed out, swirling around your entrance before licking up your folds. Spreading your labia with his tongue in a firm, upward lick, soothing the fold with soft, barely-there kisses.
Then, he sealed his mouth over your entire pussy.
"Sae," you whimpered, fingers pulling his hair in warning. "Don't even think about it."
A soft huff vibrated against your folds, his snicker evident. His thumb gently rubbed your thigh like some kind of apology. Then, he sucked your pussy in one, harsh motion.
"Oh my god—" you cried, thighs struggling to close against his strong grip. "C-Can't!"
"Mm," he murmured against your folds, his tongue moving to swirl around your entrance again, the tip gently prodding its way inside. "You can."
Your fingers sharply pulled at his hair. "S-Sae!"
He grumbled, the vibrations sending tremors into your pussy. "Stop movin'."
"Can't," your eyes squeezed shut when his tongue pushed in, firmly licking your sweet spot. "Sae, I c-can't."
Sae's tongue withdrew, soothing your pussy with wet, apologetic kisses, lips pressing over your inner thighs. "Why? What's wrong?"
You panted, fingers still gripping his hair. "...I told you I can't."
"Can't what?" he hummed, thumb reaching to rub your clit in slow circles. "Cum?"
"Cum." Your cheeks burnt at the word. "No, I do wanna cum."
He panted harsh breaths against your thigh and pussy, the oxygen levels decreasing by the minute under the blanket. "You're pissing me off. You say wanna cum, but you can't take it?"
"H-How is that my fault?"
He grabbed the edge of the blanket, pulling it aside. His bangs were all sweaty and pushed back over the rest of his hair. Sweat beaded at his temples, some reaching down his neck.
And his lips quivered, his entire mouth drenched with your wet slick, smeared over his cheeks and nose. Sae huffed lowly, cerulean gaze focused on the cushions, catching his breath. "M'going as slow as I can."
"I-I'm trying to keep up with you."
He scoffed. "...Yeah 'course you are."
You huffed. "I don't like your attitude."
"Okay then," he retorted, eyes threatening to roll. "So stay still. I'm not using a blanket this time."
Your breath hitched as he settled between your legs again, fingers tracing circles over your hips.
"And," he hummed. "M'not letting you hide."
Before you could process what that meant, he steadied his hands over your hips and flipped you onto your stomach. You could only see the open window from this view. Not Sae. Not a blanket. Nothing.
Your feet kicked squeamishly, though it didn't help much. "Wait!— This is so embarrassing—"
His lips found the seam between your thigh and ass, pressing a soft kiss to the warm skin. "Hn, stop squirming."
"How can I?" You buried your face in your hands. "You can literally see everything and I wanna die—"
You were cut off with a soft moan, his thumbs spreading your lips to slurp up your dripping hole, tongue prodding into your hole. His fingers dug into your ass cheeks, groping it harsher—needier.
"Fuck," he groaned softly, kissing down your folds until he found your sensitive bud. He sealed his lips around it before sucking fervently, noises growing as you squirmed. "Fuck, fuck. You taste s'good."
He almost growled into your cunt, moving to press kisses to your ass cheeks, softly biting down on the flesh.
Your hand wrings back to grab at him—his shirt, his shoulder—to be met with a firm hand clasping your wrist. He pinned it to the couch as he leaned down again, lapping his tongue over and over at your clit.
He was breathing—panting so hard that his exhaling puffed air into your hole. "S-Sae!" You moaned softly into the cushioning. "Oh my god—Sae!"
Something warm tightened in your abdomen. It was hot and electric and aching to explode, just like the times when you'd touch yourself, but this was much more. So much more.
You panted into the cushions, soft moans and whines escaping you as he ate your pussy. He was relentless; he always was, but this was a different kind. Sae could do anything, say anything, but when he promised you pleasure and brought you heaven?
Holy shit, it was too much that you could go crazy any second now.
"Let me tell you somethin'," he broke your thoughts, murmuring as his tongue slid out of your hole. "When you feel something so good you think you'll go crazy. Say you're cummin'."
"I-I know what that is."You whined, seeing that sort of language in the porn you read and watched, but not exactly knowing when to use it. "I think."
He muffled a scoff against your cunt, switching to long, firm licks up your entire pussy. "Wow. Genius over here."
You felt the warmth spread down your stomach to your thighs and cunt and clit and everywhere, fingers clawing into the cushioning. "Okay! Okay, I'm... M'cummin!"
You could feel his brow quirk, lips ghosting over your clit. "You're what?"
You were close, so close to the pressure releasing. But now, your cheeks were burning because Sae couldn't help but bully you about sex language. "I'm... I'm—"
He smiled against your pussy, the curve faint but there, and wrapped his lips around your bud one last time, flattening his tongue and sucking harshly—so harsh you could see stars.
"M'cummin'!"
White dots skewed your vision, and you swore you had died just now, but the pressure released, getting licked softly from Sae's tongue.
But oh, it still felt so good after you came, grinding onto his wet muscle. "Ah, Sae..."
His tongue stilled as you ground on his face, fingers digging into your ass cheeks harder. "Now's the time you get eager?"
"Sh— Shut up." You whined as he freed your wrist. "Oh my god."
He began to lap again, a little softer but pleasing against your puffy clit. "Mm," he hummed. "You came this time."
"I already told you— I know what that is—"
He slurped your clit into his mouth, the sensation all too overwhelming for your current senses. "Ah!"
"I know you know. Just telling you." Sae said, pressing one last gentle kiss to your bud before pulling away.
You panted against the cushions, only now realising the drool pooling in your mouth. Your ass was still perched in the air, your whole body dripping from sweat.
Sae swallowed thickly at the sight, his own erection throbbing against the cushions.
He didn't want to overstep; he really didn't. Sae was your best friend. Someone your mom entrusted to you. Someone you'd watch romance anime with. Someone who purposely didn't laugh at your jokes, just to see you get angry,
But you tasted so fucking sweet. Your noises were so pretty, so alluring. He'd have to die before leaving his place between your legs.
And you kept arching like it was his responsibility to teach you. Touch you. Make you cum over and over until you couldn't think of anyone else but him.
And maybe as your best friend, the boy you knew since you were in diapers?
It was.
"One more." His hand moved to grope your ass cheeks again, flipping you onto your back. "Give me one more. I know you can. Just one more."
"Wha?... Sae." You whined, so clearly fucked out, not even bothering to glance at him.
"You can do it," he whispered, leaning down to press several shaky kisses to your wet folds.
"For me. C'mon."
BONUS!
The summer after you graduated high school, you found yourself back at home in Kamakura. The weather was scorching, sweat beading down your neck as you stared at the ceiling. Your feet were perched over the side of your bed, back pressed against your cool floor.
"Did you finish?" you murmured, eyes fixed on the ceiling. Sitting on the floor against your bed was Sae, who had come back from Madrid to spend the summer with family. Frankly, in the past three weeks he had been here, he had not spent one day with his family.
Well, maybe aside from his mom, but everyone liked Mrs Itoshi. Besides her, he always had some lame excuse to work out, go on a jog, meet someone, go to Tokyo, or spend time with you.
You didn't mind, really. It just meant summers were meant for Sae.
"Shut up, m'almost done." He said, checking off the boxes on his phone. He wore a black T-shirt, legs crossed in a pair of basketball shorts, accentuating the muscles he had been gaining over the past few years.
Was it weird to stare?
Your head tilted faintly, settling on his concentrated face. He had been getting pretty good-looking recently, a little more than you'd like to admit. Since last year, he's been pushing his bangs back. His bangs were cute—almost childlike, but him with this new style... It certainly brought out his blessed facial structure and his lashes. Also, the glowiness of his skin—
Oh my god, ew, that sounds so dick hungry.
And that was certainly not towards Sae Itoshi.
"Done," Sae tilted his phone towards you, a bright red sixty-four illuminating from his screen.
"What the fuck have you been doing in Spain?" You immediately propped yourself up, snatching his phone. "A rice purity of sixty-four?"
He shrugged. "Why would I tell you?"
"Last year when you came back, it was like, an eighty-seven."
"Things change."
"Whore."
Sae rolled his eyes, taking his phone back. "You'll get there one day."
You scrunched your nose as he petted your hair—outwardly affectionate, but you knew he was being annoying.
"I don't wanna be like you." You swat his hand away. "I am totally okay with my ninety-two. Totally okay."
He stared at you blankly. "...Riiight."
You whined, sighing. "Maybe I'm not, but will that day come any sooner?"
"Y'know, in order to get some, you have to...put yourself out there. Talk to people. Flirt."
"Oh, fuck off," you reached to pinch his side, grinning when he groaned.
"You're too old to be doing this."
"We're eighteen, dumbass."
He grumbled, efficiently moving four feet away from you. "Wonder who your first kiss is gonna be, or somethin'. I feel bad for him."
Then, Sae groaned again when you threw a pillow at his face.