đŤ§circumstances: military, long distance, being in another country, no contact, sp saying rude things
đŤ§Backstory: My sp and I met in high school. We dated for about 2 years before we ended things. Throughout that time we would argue, kinda on and off, and he would do things that he knew I wouldnât approve of. After he graduated, he went into the military, while I stayed to finish school.
đŤ§In November, he ended things with me because he felt like he had a lot on his plate, and we were arguing during this time. Not long after that, I started to get more into manifesting. This was when I found Sammy Ingram! Her videos motivated me to try. My affirmation was: my sp is calling me tonight. At this time, I didnât really know much about it, so I would waver a lot and look at the 3D. However, I just kept saying my affirmations robotically.
đŤ§Later in December, I had a love spell done because I was unnecessarily desperate. After two days of persisting(New Years Day), he texted me to ask if I wanted my things back before he left to go back to his base (because he came home for the holidays). I did not answer because this wasn't what I wanted. He created a snapchat account to try to reach me, looked me up multiple times on insta (I had him blocked on my main), and he even texted one of my friends. But I did not answer. Later, he ended up calling me and we met up(he was saying kind things). However, he blocked me after. I was frustrated and got very anxious. I changed my affirmations to: sp is so obsessed with me, sp is spamming my phone, sp is so possessive over me, and sp is so scared to lose me. I would say these robotically and in 10 min sessions.
đŤ§In February, he reached out to me again a week before Valentine's Day. He was asking something regarding his social media, so ofc I didnât answer because this wasnât what I wanted. He kept texting me and eventually he called me on Valentine's Day. We ended up having a virtual date but only so that I would give him an answer to his question. During this, he was saying sweet things. However, after the date, he blocked me again. I got frustrated, but I kept affirming.
đŤ§In early March, he texted me but by the time I got to it, I was blocked. A friend reached out to my sp and he said to disregard the text. I was fed-up. I told my friend to ask him if we could talk and he agreed. When we got on the phone, I spilled my heart out however, it didnât go as a thought and he said very rude things. I was blocked again. After this, I decided to reach out to a coach and purchase an email coaching so that I could figure out what I was doing wrong. She gave me the affirmations: I am worthy of commitment and any man would be lucky to have me, I am in a relationship with sp, and I am pleasantly surprised by how quickly we got back together. I said these robotically and in three 10 min sessions everyday. Eventually, I only did robotic affirmations because I disliked sitting/laying down to affirm.
đŤ§In mid-March, he texted me saying how heâs sorry about how he was talking to me and didnât want to leave on bad terms. We got on a call and he told me he would think about getting back with me, but my self-concept kept pushing me back.
đŤ§In early April, he told me he didnât want to lead me on and was burnt-out. I was blocked again. I was so upset. I cried and complained. I even thought about giving up. However, I am a very stubborn latina. I knew I was entitled to my desires no matter what. I figured that my self-concept needed some work so I added two affirmations: I am a master manifester and people are so easy to manifest. I still said the affirmations I was given robotically whenever I could. I restricted my content consumption and ignored anything that upset me.
đŤ§In early May, I got multiple texts from my sp telling me how I was and that he made it to his base safely (he was sent to another country)(this day I also got a tarot reading done which -personally- helped me). I didnât see these texts so he called me and early into the convo he asked me, âCan we work things out?â Ofc I said no just so that his heart could drop to his ass, but then I said yes! Since then, he has told me how he wants to marry me, how I had always been in the back of his mind, and how heâs so obsessed with me. Another thing is, he tried to pursue someone but it didn't work out at all!! This person didnât give him the time of day and even blocked him! He said that when this happened he thought to himself, âSammy would never do that.â (Sammy is my name)
đŤ§Mistakes I made: wavering, checking the 3D, putting them on the pedestal, not the best self-concept, not having trust that things were working out for me in the background, mentally draining myself, over-consuming content, forcing the 3D and not enjoying my life
đŤ§Outcome: better self-concept, realizing nothing is impossible, my circumstances aren't special, and how things are always working out for me.
đŤ§I am not against witchcraft or tarot! You do not have to do what I did! I personally wish I never paid for the love spell because -in a way- it showed that I lacked in myself. I do not recommend getting tarot unless you understand that it can change because it can get addicting.
đŤ§I hope my story can motivate you and give you hope to keep persisting! I learned that no matter what, things are always working out for me! I also wanted to share this personal story because I havenât seen anyone with military based circumstances (not saying they don't exist).
Please lmk if you have any questions!!