Stuck here, between her and me.

I really need a break of like $1000. Which is a fraction of what I saw some truly fucking dogshit people raising yesterday so I'm sick of feeling like it's unreasonable or impossible for me to afford fucking contact lenses so I can see my own fucking yard. (I'm blind even with glasses.)

ty prev and cosigned... i'm blocked by some of the biggest names in mutual aid posting for some verifiably very stupid reasons and others have been directly involved in harassment campaigns against my family and are thus blocked for our safety

some updates since this post is about a month old now

not quite sure how much money this has raised so far, checking is an entire ordeal because, stateless so my banking situation is a mess. it's for sure short of the $1000 goal I set but also remarkably better than the $300 average up to this point which is good because

my phone gave out entirely and I did have to replace it, also,

my landlord and i had a very unpleasant conversation in which she very forcefully tried to get me to explain my chronic health conditions and the nuances of my legal status to her in a language i barely speak,

(i don't even understand what my legal status is right now or if i even have one that's a whole other thing i have to sort out)

and if i could explain my health conditions well that would be one less thing in the way of treatment wouldnt it

and i was not able or frankly willing to do that so i am moving out at the end of june

and i was able to book the biggest travel expense well in advance (thus saving a lot of money for this-month me).

will this new situation be superior in terms of healthcare and education access? i think so but it's going to be expensive to set up at first because we don't have housing etc ready

still blind, still without several medications, laptop still basically how it has been

i had a vision (w/refs ⏬)