Zora de Blaise

it's so wild to me that you absolutely cannot force a hyperfixation to happen. like you'll watch the most perfectly tailor-made-for-you content that everyone says you'll love and feel absolutely nothing, and then the thing you watch on a whim to fill time will reach through the screen and put its damn fingers in your brain and start rearranging the neurons right in front of you and every single time you're like THIS??? THIS??????? and this happens like every 6-12 months forever

Listening to happy music to get through the disassociative episode

this feels like adhd with depression

That's my emotional support evil horrible bitch.

The real horseshoe theory.

"I like your voice" ok the let me read to you while your head rests on my chest and i scratch your head until you fall asleep

No you don't. You stay the fuck awake when I'm reading my life's work that I poured my heart and soul into to you!

weird overprotective yandere dynamics where you're something they want to ruin and something they want to protect and cherish all at once . . . you're a pretty bird in a gilded cage, but they're a cat that gets you out every so often to play with you and hunt you for sport before they gently carry you in their mouth and lock you back up. do you understand my vision.

‘don’t you want your favourite character to be happy???’ no? i want my favourite character to be interesting. i want me to be happy. which sometimes involves my favourite character being in exquisite agony