Zleepy smoking hours

Rotting in my bed, overthinking every single word you said!!!

'Cause I'm too invested, I feel possessed!

Am I crazy for wanting us to be mutually obsessed?

Look me in the eye, say you need me to survive!

Anything to make you mine, even if it's only one more night!!

So do you think life is hell and I'm your one stroke of luck?

Or do you know that I can tell that you don't really give a f-!!!

Oh I think, I'm addicted, I'm addicted to love!

I wanna scream, so conflicted, but you're making me blush!

Oh-oh I think, I'm addicted, the adrenaline rush!

I know you're lying to my face but I won't ever call your bluff!!!

And I know that it's a waste of time!

But I can't survive without the high!

So-oh I think I'm addicted to the concept of us!

But with the way you look at him, I know I'll never be enough!!!!!

I'm so hung up, I've had enough, I wanna quit this!!!

I'm so fed up with lust and love, don't know the difference!!!!