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Oh great I'm uncontrollably shaking again. Fuck this shit. Maybe I'll finally fucking ,die from stress tonight

Hi it's me. I am sheltered because all I ever known is absolutely nothing right?

I mean. Being a cerebral-palsy-having genetic experiment in barely post Soviet Russia? Please. Being a sex slave? Nah that ain't shit. Being a whole cult subject for 5 more years after that? Nah. Being a victim of a sundown town? Psh. Scars all over my body that don't mean shit amirite. The scar on my forehead from something that should've killed me. Nothing. I got a TBI from that but it's fine. Multiple actual legally recognized deaths? Meh. Living half my life in wards and hospitals? Pff, I mean who cares amirite. I'm not even done. I lost my home to a hurricane too but it's whatevs, nobody even remembers that hurricane. I had to do sex work to survive.

That guy saw death once, he's clearly more traumatized.

Fuck everyone

#vent #Пипер. Пошел нахуй

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zhenya-grey

I spent (and will continue to spend for future situations) zero percent of my dying days online much less on my phone at all. Isolation? Please. I wasn't even awake. I was actually genuinely dying, not online fighting everyone. Ever been 30 minutes away from death? I have. Ever actually died? I have. Being told these things by doctors is a wild experience. Anyway. You are NOT awake when you're genuinely about to die. I don't even remember much before and after basically all my situations like that.

Now, if only this was some kind of event I can recover from instead of shit I have to claw my way out of constantly since birth.

zhenya-grey

Can't really isolate someone that had irl visitors and even gifts anyways. bro was even doing beads in the hospital bed you gotta be kidding me. Bro could stand without help while still at the hospital (your back scar was pretty cool tho congrats on healing it up good), meanwhile my ass couldn't hardly move for days after LEAVING. Whatever. I have a headache I'm going to bed. Not gonna lose anymore sleep hours over this.

#it wasn't even supposed to be a competition but I guess someone that got a temporary sick decided it's his personality now #like damn that's rough buddy now imagine it all your life killing you over and over

I spent (and will continue to spend for future situations) zero percent of my dying days online much less on my phone at all. Isolation? Please. I wasn't even awake. I was actually genuinely dying, not online fighting everyone. Ever been 30 minutes away from death? I have. Ever actually died? I have. Being told these things by doctors is a wild experience. Anyway. You are NOT awake when you're genuinely about to die. I don't even remember much before and after basically all my situations like that.

Now, if only this was some kind of event I can recover from instead of shit I have to claw my way out of constantly since birth.

#vent

Now that I got my body to chill out lemme just say I'm sick of bigoted white assholes invalidating everything about me just because I tried to be nice.

Damn no wonder poc don't bother to be niceys to you fuckin cracker asses

It's fuckin pointless I can tell. Damned if we do, damned if we don't.

Performatively reblogging Black blogs won't save you when you're doing this shit.

I'd consider not being nice anymore but that's not ever really been something I do to save my ass, that's something I have always done because I'm not a mean person.

However, I still can get angry, and you have decided to hit my nest. Enjoy the hornets, fucker.

#vent #racism

brightlotusmoon

"You can't be more disabled than me I'm more disabled than everyone, and if you question me you're ableist and you're a creep and you want me to suffer, if you talk about your pain I'm going to mock you and later mimic your symptoms because I need to be pitied"

This is more widespread than I first thought. People using words like "violent abuse" to describe being told to calm down and think about things. People calling each other terrible over empathetic attempts to relate. People not knowing what words mean.

#I'm so tired

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Mym,

Whole body is clenching really bad. I think I'm having bad spasticity or something and jt really hurts

#Grey's palsy

alchemicphoenix

I see people are participating in the "erm I'm more disabled than you so therefore your disablities are invalid, inferior, and not as important as mine so people should care more about me instead of you" bullshittery again. Holy ableism batman. And y'all still have the audacity to call yourselves advocates for the disability community?

#Why are people so threatened by disabilities that aren't theirs?#Severity of disability isn't locked to the disability itself

alchemicphoenix

Calling someone's ER visits because they have almost died multiple times due to a digestive disorder or ceberal palsy "just tummy aches" and "less disabled" than you is such a diabolically disgusting level of ableism I cannot comprehend other than wow... you really are a wildly ableist and bigoted dickhead to everyone else.

sentient-noodle

just clearing up another set of lies before going to bed.

no, i was never in any sort of a discord server together with the triad (chee/strawberrycheesecakehare, oce/wokerevolverocelot, eden/diaryofsaintdymphna).

i joined in the entire drama after that server blew up. and the triad took their discord drama to tumblr. because i could not stand by and watch eden baselessly accuse arby of being a predator out of pure pettiness that she reacted to cemetery-wolfdog's post regarding the server situation. you can quite literally verify that by digging through my blog, as i did talk about that before.

zhenya-grey

I told him to stop mentioning me so we could both stop but no, here he goes breaking truce.

Tumblr is a place to express yourself, discover yourself, and bond over the stuff you love. It's where your interests connect you with your

My response to him. I want everyone to freaking see it, I am not going to be quiet.

Oh great I'm uncontrollably shaking again. Fuck this shit. Maybe I'll finally fucking ,die from stress tonight

#vent

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crippled-peeper

who r u vagueposting about is this nosy

@strawberrycheesecakehare (screenshot below) and @wokerevolverocelot were the two main people who attempted to doxx me using photos of my hospital room I posted when I had sepsis

the other members of the discord server who participated and contributed to the harassment campaign while I was septic were @lemuel-apologist @sentientnoodles @cemetery-wolfdog @panicatthecriscodisco

@scootytooty and @zhenya-grey are also passionate supporters and defenders of the above crowd so I would block them too

zhenya-grey

I told you to keep my username out of your posts as a form of I stop you stop but here you go again. I am not a "passionate supporter" I wanted to be left the fuck alone. I do not support doxxing and I was the one who fucking let you know you had people attempting to doxx you. Yes I was that anon. Yes. I want you to be safe, you fucking jackass.

You. Able to do beads n plant shit n all sorts of other stuff I can't even begin to dream of doing because I AM extremely disabled. You. Had an injury. I was BORN unable to do shit. You couldn't leave me alone, huh?

I am constantly in and out of the ER all my life nearly dying just because I dare to fucking eat something. At least you can go out and do stuff. At least people were there at YOUR bedside. "Isolating you" and it was me telling you to consider stopping fighting people.

FUCK man, I wanted this to end. I don't WANT you to get harassed and doxxxed and constantly targeted especially by people like wokerevolver and fuckin Lilith.

I don't and never will condone the mistreatment of you and I hope you fucking realize that someday

Decided to make another! I did it as a loop back and forth. Looks pretty cool

#dzhin-grey art #fire gif #photography

Fire gif I made from something I recorded

#fire gif #gif #dzhin-grey art #photography

What's with so-called "more disabled than Zhenya" people getting mad at me being "more abled" when they're able to do a ton of shit I can't anyways? what gives? Are you mad that your only problem is like, your legs and/or breathing? (I'm not downplaying this btw I'm making a point)

And yet, I still can't do 90% of what you can (+ I can't hardly walk at all anyways but nobody gaf about that I guess)

Do you feel duped out of Epic Amazing Most Disabled Points?

It's almost like disability severity FUCKING depends

#ableism

naidje

Beth McCarthy gives trans fan new name

queer-joy-detector

Queer joy detected!

zhenya-grey

That's a HUGE amount of queer joy it made me cry (happy)

@brightlotusmoon if you haven't seen, you must.

zhenya-grey

Happy pride to her (it? I'm not sure if that's pronouns in the video) and trans women/fems everywhere. I hope you have trans joy this month.

#gets me crying every time with happy tears

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feldfrog

Hey man, it’s just a joke. Which, as we all know, is a form of speech in a vacuum, devoid of meaning

zhenya-grey

Someone in the comments:

"How do you people survive watching a satire film"

Someone thinks satire films can't ever have bigoted intentions.

Anyway

#has alt text

c-53

How do cats just manifest trash. You’ll vacuum your entire house and turn around and your cat will be running around with a kind of cardboard that didn’t exist until two seconds ago.

#We just do that

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