Ok I can't draw rn because my hands aren't working today but I REALLY want to talk about this character, I wanted to show what she looks like as anthro but oh well,
So she's officially a transfem demigirl (transfem is a kind of nonbinary btw, don't call her a trans woman. That's something different)
She's a sex aversed asexual with a heat cycle that makes her feel sexually against her will, and it causes complicated problems and feelings for her internally (based on myself a bit)
She's a relocated adopted child, who has spent a long time reconnecting with her roots. She has a complicated relationship with Islam, had a bad past with it in her early childhood, struggles with how religion is woven into her culture and wants to find everything she can from pre-islam. (This is based on personal feelings as an Arab myself)
Her personality is on the more shy side, keeping to herself for safety reasons. When she gets to know you, she's a huge silly person, she is the ultimate pun queen. Her interactions often inspire her lyrics.
She plays an electric Rebab and sings/raps, constructing lyrics with her metal/rap garage band. Her band doesn't intend to "get big". They just enjoy making music and getting their feelings out. (The Rebab would be custom made, just like they are irl) I haven't decided yet what the band is called. The band is a mix of Black and Arab members, some are trans. I haven't established who they all are yet but it's based on the band I was part of irl.
I don't know what age to make her. I think early 20s. It feels right.
If you want to know what a Rebab looks like here's some styles and info (sorry in advance if it's covered in ads, I use an ad blocker)
The rebab instrument is an instrument that dates back to ancient times. Let's touch on a few points that will answer the questions of those
Anyway I wouldn't say this is a fursona, just a character inspired by a facet of my thoughts on my life, expanding on who I would've been if I wasn't disabled (the band etc, though I did try to be in one in my teens) I may actually make her disabled anyway. Give this girl a wheelchair!!! Perhaps my palsy type too. It's fiction, she can be in a band and be as disabled as me.
Information regarding exactly where she's from and where she is now is kept vague intentionally.
