Full of marbles

Name: atlas (online) age/DOB: 20,late may Gender: genderweird masc-ish sexuality: a wide variety of genders and presentations. timezone: us central time details below the cut MINORS DNI, you can wait until you're 18 like all the rest of us.

yes I'm black, no I won't send you pictures or roleplay m/s dynamics, I already had to redo my blog once for those reasons and I'm hoping it won't happen again.

kinks: power exchange, anal, , consentual somo, pet names,pre arranged free use, omo, overstim, denial, realistic inflation (eg enemas and air pumps), catheters, bladder control, orgasm control, ob gyn exams and inter uterine examinations, gloves, chastity (esp medically inhanced), bondage, ultrasounds and palpitations (especiallyaround the pelvis), restraints, and probably a few more. if its not listed here or in my limits just ask. odds are I forgot. anything on the weirder side is tagged as such. Limits: misogyny roleplay, raceplay, colonialism play, bestiality, incest/fouxest, feedism,detrans, misgendering involing me, intox.(bold ones are generally things I don't want interacting with my blog if you post heavily about them. everything else I would just like to avoid directly being talked to about)

that pre op trans woman posting a erotic photoshoot isn't a femboy. that trans man who isn't a hypermasculine man isnt a fakeboy. that random Black man who posted some erotic isn't a BBC (and on the topic of that acronym, take a minute to think about the implications). that lesbian smut isn't "this but with my man" or "misogyny kink" or "i'm straight but i'd do this to preform for a man".

this is not the biggest problem we have obviously but just let people who aren't generic straight girls exist on the internet. they aren't the ones who started the kink community.

also I can't believe I have to say this but partaking in misogyny or racism or "dyke breaking" or transphobia kinks are already iffy. partaking in them online in this world without neon flashing letters saying they're fantasy is outright irresponsible. I have met people online and irl with all of these kinks on the giving side of the slash who fully agree with what they're saying and are using kink as a veil to hide behind.

happy very late pride month. aside from being gay and somewhere on the trans spectrum pride and LGBTQ+ people are also the whole reason I found kink so thanks a lot.

speculums are kind of common on here but I haven't seen anyone write about using a small one in the urethra.

slowly training your patient or subject to stretch their smallest hole wider and wider while they wonder why every week it seems they need a bigger bladder plug.

plug them up with increasingly large sounds but because you aren't a monster have them do kegel exercises on their increasingly stretched hole to maintain muscle tone.

Imagine being sent in to a special clinic, not really knowing what was wrong but knowing your partner was concerned for you.

the doctor asked a few questions before having you sit in a gynecologist chair. It seemed normal but you noticed your pelvis was tilted more then usual, it left all three of your holes exposed.

"I just need you to remove your undergarments before we continue with this." the doctor who was showing you to the exam room said. you did as instructed and soon you were laying with the unnecessarily high fan blowing at your vulva and clitoris.

"we'll start with endoscopies of the bladder and uterus, to check for abnormalities."

you bit back a cry as upu felt a cold tube go through your urethra, youcleched around it and felt the doctor push down with the ultrasound. you regretted how full your bladder was as you felt a squirt come out.

"you may need to be cathetered for this visit if your muscles are that weak." the doctor said, unhelpfully.

the machine inserted into your vaginal canal and with the weirdest pain you'd felt pushed in. the ultrasound pressed more directly on your rock hard bladder and more leaked out.

"I was going to let you be for one accident but two shows a problem with your bladder. possibly inflamation or weak muscles" he added.

a long intimidatingly thick tube was pulled from a nearby cabinet and lubed up. you felt an awful burn and then a pinch as the bladder sphincter was pushed past. the catheter wasn't clamped though. rather it was connected to an IV.

"to test your capacity" he said apologetically and before you know you saw the doctor squeeze the bag and felt fluid rushing into your bladder. you hadn't known you could feel this full and just as you thought the discomfort couldnt get worse the doctor called one of his nurses over to continue the ultrasound.

"you'll need to keep this in for at least a day. your bladder is too used to just releasing which can't be healthy for it."

the doctor pushed more liquid into your bladder and you saw stars. there was still almost half of the bag full.

"please...ugh"

more water was pushed in as soon as you uttered the word please. a third of the bottle seemed left. you squirmed around as you heard the doctor count to three and you felt the worst pressure you'd ever felt in your bladder as the doctor squeased the last of the bag in all at once.

"stand"

you stood, struggling to move without your bladder hurting.