Zentaku

some people have therapy all i have is jack kerouac’s june 10 1949 letter to allen ginsberg

I bet it sucked to be one of Tween Buddha's servants. I bet he was a huge asshole. I bet when he announced a vow of poverty everyone was like this fuckin asshole. Finally.

i cannot imagine how deeply stressful and miserable one must be to truly believe their loving God will punish them for all eternity-- longer than a human mind could even begin to grasp!-- because they didn't live their 73.5 years alive meeting each of His expectations and repenting perfectly when they fell short. Words cannot define or describe how small a human life is compared to eternity. you really, truly think God will decide your eternal fate on that miniscule number of years, and nothing else? That you die and immediately *poof* God has made His decision? Do you realize cruel, how unjust, how petty you make God sound? that isn't mercy, or love, and frankly it's a cosmic joke to call it either of those.

I'm not trying to be anti-Christian or doing some 'gotcha!' here. I want you, a person who fully believes in a default Hell and eternal damnation, to think critically about how you view salvation. Because I promise you, as a Christian who believes in universal salvation and a million and one chances to find God long after death, I do not worry about my soul's resting place-- i worry about how to better *this life*, and all of humanity, instead. I worry and focus how to live like Christ, instead of being pearlized by damnation

i actually get a bit annoyed with people who get a bit annoyed when people say “sorry” in response to their bad news. “why are you apologizing you didn’t do anything :/” like okay well a) you don’t know that and actually yes i am the secret architect of all your woes and have been this whole time, way to refuse to acknowledge a woman (gender neutral)’s accomplishments. and b) we’re both fluent english speakers so you know perfectly well that “sorry” isn’t always an apology and is very commonly used as an expression of general regret or sympathy. not in this case, because i have been your secret nemesis for years, meticulously plotting your every misery, but, like, in general

And sometimes, silence is a way to stay off the authorities’ radar while you do subversive underground shit.