this post probably is not that deep, but i do feel the need to make a post nonetheless. i really have not been very active on here, and this will probably be the very last time i will be active here because i’ve genuinely not felt very safe. i’m better now with in general online anxiety, but pretty much since 2021 i’ve felt very uncomfortable on this account under the few name changes i’ve been through. this is due to an ex partner of mine who was very manipulative and ab//usive towards me stalking both my personal and fandom oriented social media. i got confirmation of that from a friend that they had stalked me for several months and probably still does just less frequently. while my personal socials are all private, my fan accounts were not. unfortunately, i’ve had to ‘jump ship’ and either abandon, delete, or create brand new accounts under names i’ve never used previously to feel protected/safe. it’s very unfortunate since the tkk/ck community has and probably will be one of the most loving and amazing fandoms i’ve been apart of and someone coming in and ripping that away from me doesn’t feel good. it’s heartbreaking, truthfully. as much as i’d like to post socials for those that still want contact, i cannot because i don’t know if my past partner has made a sock puppet and follows me or frequents this blog and other abandoned socials. i feel very very anxious even posting this now, but i’ll live. while i have not spoken to this person since the start of 2021, i wouldn’t be surprised if they do keep tabs on me to a degree. known accounts of theirs are blocked, but sadly, tumblr does not let you private your account.
anyways, i would like to thank every person i’ve ever interacted with for being some of the best people i’ve ever had the pleasure of talking to; even if we haven’t spoken in a long time. i don’t think there will be another community like this one, but i feel overjoyed that i was apart of it. i was very lonely after the breakup with that said partner and i found a safe space with this fandom. i was able to heal from a very traumatic and isolating relationship and i’m still healing today. maybe i’ll return one day in the future, but for now, this is it for me.
to those that would like to keep connection, please dm me!










