Been here fo years

"I'm looking for a book." Hahaha so funny! You said you need something and didn't follow up at all! We are having so much fun together you and I.

Then I did the only reasonable thing and thought about what loot I would drop.

And understanding the Why of people is even harder. I have a friend in a relationship that constantly sends my brain into a Why spiral.

Every mention of the partner is a complaint, they haven't introduced them to any of their friends, they haven't been to their house (it's been over a year), they are on different sides of wanting to move in together, and they supposedly have nothing in common. So it's, what, the sex I guess? The fear of being alone?

They say they "aren't ready to commit" they brag about leaving their house instead of staying the night, and I just can't understand it.

If we were 10 years younger I might, but now these things sound weird. Like, dawg when will you ever be ready? When you're 70?

And I hate it because, Christ I mean what are you even doing?

I have spent most of my life single, and would 1000% rather still be single than be in a relationship like this as either person.