tada, hujan

lianne as dolores dei... her lungs glow, because she is so full of love for everything. she is the sun, she is ethereal, divine, how could carl ever contain her? how could he keep her close? and carl is harry. he gets too sad and he shuts down, he shuts people out. he needs questions, he needs his lists, his "trees". they were both too much for the other to handle-- lianne was too emotional, too sweet, too loving, and carl was too analytical, too narrow-minded, too cold.

Went on a lunch date with Florence today. she reminded me that we did, in fact, make out. and that I showed her my sudoku skills. also the fact that I wanted to take her home but got too drunk and started rambling about the FUCKING UNIVERSE 😭 and then passed out

I stared at her for a while and blinked like 3 times before lying, "Oh. ya. I remember that." BUT because I was so baffled (I haven't gone out on a date since 2023) I continued the conversation with "What was my sudoku record that night tho" ????????? I'm going to slap myself with a fish

"So I talked about sudoku and facts about physics and passed out in the bathroom."

"Yeah, I thought it was cute, in a pathetic way"