Sky's Deepspace Blog

Growing up together, exploring the green fields and tree clusters around your houses...

Reaching your teenage years and being just a bit bolder with each other because of the trust that has been established...

Maybe taking it a bit too far by letting him touch you without your clothes being in the way, and going the same distance by touching him...

Next thing you know both of you have to keep quiet while clumsily giving each other pleasure...

Letting it be a one time thing that doesn't happen again because you're scared of how ruined everything will be if you let it go any further– but it's already too late, something has been ruined...

Then something happens that you get separated in your late teenage years, you move away– or he does, or both of you– and when you meet again, neither of you are what the other expected but at the same time you still are...

Walking down a familiar path towards a destination that you've continuously hung out at...

Reminiscing in a gently spoken conversation...

Remembering that time...

Turning towards each other and sharing that first kiss... Maybe even push it further by getting on top of him and doing more than just touches... Confessing feelings and moving clothes aside just enough.... Having to keep quiet again because while you're far, you could still be heard...

I genuinely worry for people who sent hateful or audacious anon asks because if this is how you treat people behind not one, but two layers of anonymity I could only begin to imagine how you are in real life.

I am genuinely quite grateful for the community I have built on Tumblr and the mutuals I have made along the way. I am incredible grateful that I am able to have my inbox open and my anon feature active.

Truly, I think I can count on one hand the last time I've gotten a rude or out of pocket anon in the last year and a half of this blog existing.

That being said, I am writing this to vent about the blogs that are not quite as fortunate as I have been. Most being mutuals because naturally those are the asks that come up in my following tab the most frequently. While this doesn't directly affect me, it saddens me to see.

Because I know the feeling well, and I think that's possibly a big reason why some of these anons act the way they do. They have no idea what it feels like to be on the receiving end of their hatred.

Just because a blog is "popular" by your standards does not make them a celebrity or an influencer. Even if it did, it wouldn't make them any less of a human being with emotions.

This is the internet, you are going to stumble across things you like and dislike. You are going to see things you want to see and things you may have wished you never did.

It, unfortunately, is not up to the blog owner to police what you consume. You have the ability to scroll. You have the ability to filter and block tags. You have the ability to stop reading after a certain point.

Nobody is forcing you to consume media. Nobody is forcing you to consume content. And, by no means, is it your job to then jump in their inbox and start dogging on them for writing what they wrote.

Now, by no means, is this in reference to the ask I got the other day. While the approach could have been much different and kinder, I did understand where they were coming from. It's not hard for authors to throw some content warnings or tags into their posts.

But, we are human, if it is something we are comfortable with writing, it may be something we forget! Mistakes happen, it doesn't hurt to comment or send an ask informing the blog if you notice something went without a content warning that could benefit from one.

What does hurt is how you approach it, especially if it's condescending.

I still sit here quite baffled at how large of a community I have accumulated here on Mwphisto. Especially since my ask response time is so so so shit, I post content so sporadically, and when I do it's mediocre at best if we're being totally honest.

To see mutuals who post consistently, daily, answer buckets of asks multiple times a day, get shit on for writing other characters rather than just their main?? Are you mentally well?? The entitlement to click "anonymous" and then spew a mouthful of bullshit is insane.

There is so much going on in the LaDs community right now. The game itself is dying in real time thanks to infold's terrible crisis management and poor decisions. I don't really give a fuck if you like Valko or not but don't be running to any blog you can think of telling them to stop writing for "the dog" or thanking them for staying "true to the game" and not writing for him. It's not that deep, it's never been that deep.

Go touch some grass, find a hobby, get some dick or pussy Idfk.

But do anything other than remain chronically online bullying people through a screen for writing word porn about pixelated men coded into a game and voiced by anonymous men... hello?????

Your main is not real baby, he is not going to pick you because you didn't read or like a post containing Valko like... he does not exist nor does he have emotions, you know that right?

It's important to me that you know that...

Part 1 blew up so I’ve been working on a part 2 all year. Might as well put it out there. This is not everything but I’ll start building a part 3 maybe for next year.

Hobbies:

Karaoke with friends

Camping

-> Once got so excited about a new tent that he set it up in the living room to sleep in by himself instead of sleeping in bed with MC (they were already a couple he's just hilariously excited about these things)

Writing letters

Collecting and writing postcards

Weiqi (not entirely by choice)

Collecting books

Retro systems and technology, and their repair. He keeps them in good condition.

Is really good at gardening, often better than MC

Mushroom foraging

Photography

Aside from the obvious piano skill, he does enjoy composing music

Likes:

Can eat a whole loaf of bread in one go

Egg tarts

Puns (this is more prevalent in the CN translation unfortunately and doesn’t always make it over to EN but I’ve been told by friends that he's so stupidly hilarious)

Haunted houses

Pistachios

Lifestyle:

Despite loving meat, he's strict with health when it comes to illnesses

Is an astrophysicist among other sciences

We don’t actually know how many degrees he has and at this point I don’t think he knows either

Is a good actor (aside from the Lumiere films he's been in, he's done commercials.)

Is frequently recognized in public by citizens

Reads a lot in every category (self improvement, cookbooks, sci-fi comic books, fantasy novels, and biologies, but his favorite category tends to be cooking and fictional fantasy)

Him and MC often frequent a bakery on their way home to get the daily special pastry as a snack (source: Seeker of Light)

Is a decent driver but prefers public transportation, better for napping

Likes driving fast

Is not a messy person, prefers things neat. (Except for his storage room. We don't talk about the mounds of junk in his storage room.)

Thinks he can pilot anything, including steering boats, but has very little experience doing so which often leads to varying results

Frequently picks up hunting jobs from the N109 Zone and the Nest

Frequently meets up with other backtrackers for intel or just to hang out (Phone Call: Hidden Identity, Twofold Heartbeat)

Doesn't attend the apartment HOA meetings

Abilities:

Sharpshooter

Good with hand to hand combat

Overuse of evol will make him ill, symptoms vary

Chronos class evolver

Knows how to fix random technology and keeps his tools in good shape

General:

He’s not that into pet names. The only notable nickname in canon is “partner” and one secret times where he refers to MC as “my dear” and “my darling” but it hasn’t happened since.

Many people call him “Xavie”, “XayXay”, or "Xav"

His previous name was “Christian” (anecdote 2) however he faked his death so Christian has long been dead to the world

Isn't actually an animal lover but notes that they seem to be attracted to him

Terrible with naming skills, but names a lot of things (i.e. "Fatso", "Puffball" "The Not So Bad Star")

Often buys flowers for MC, at Jeremiah's or otherwise

Has beef with Mrs. Woods from the HOA

Poor with directions, frequently lost even in places he's been before

Frequently loses his keys

Prefers physical objects for prosperity

Got good grades, he's not sure how, he slept through a lot of classes

Back home, he skipped his cooking exam (myth: Lightseeker)

Moves often, for identity sake

Claims he only moved to Linkon 1 year prior to main story start. Although we know he lived in Linkon prior to that, although we don't know how long ago that actually was.

Dreams about losing MC a lot (text message: "Happy Doll")

Is good at basketball and volleyball

Family:

Had a good relationship with his mother

Had a terrible relationship with his father

“the ocean's devotion belongs to no one else but you”

Part 1 blew up so I’ve been working on a part 2 all year. Might as well put it out there. This is not everything but I’ll start building a part 3 maybe for next year.

Hobbies:

Karaoke with friends

Camping

-> Once got so excited about a new tent that he set it up in the living room to sleep in by himself instead of sleeping in bed with MC (they were already a couple he's just hilariously excited about these things)

Writing letters

Collecting and writing postcards

Weiqi (not entirely by choice)

Collecting books

Retro systems and technology, and their repair. He keeps them in good condition.

Is really good at gardening, often better than MC

Mushroom foraging

Photography

Aside from the obvious piano skill, he does enjoy composing music

Likes:

Can eat a whole loaf of bread in one go

Egg tarts

Puns (this is more prevalent in the CN translation unfortunately and doesn’t always make it over to EN but I’ve been told by friends that he's so stupidly hilarious)

Haunted houses

Pistachios

Lifestyle:

Despite loving meat, he's strict with health when it comes to illnesses

Is an astrophysicist among other sciences

We don’t actually know how many degrees he has and at this point I don’t think he knows either

Is a good actor (aside from the Lumiere films he's been in, he's done commercials.)

Is frequently recognized in public by citizens

Reads a lot in every category (self improvement, cookbooks, sci-fi comic books, fantasy novels, and biologies, but his favorite category tends to be cooking and fictional fantasy)

Him and MC often frequent a bakery on their way home to get the daily special pastry as a snack (source: Seeker of Light)

Is a decent driver but prefers public transportation, better for napping

Likes driving fast

Is not a messy person, prefers things neat. (Except for his storage room. We don't talk about the mounds of junk in his storage room.)

Thinks he can pilot anything, including steering boats, but has very little experience doing so which often leads to varying results

Frequently picks up hunting jobs from the N109 Zone and the Nest

Frequently meets up with other backtrackers for intel or just to hang out (Phone Call: Hidden Identity, Twofold Heartbeat)

Doesn't attend the apartment HOA meetings

Abilities:

Sharpshooter

Good with hand to hand combat

Overuse of evol will make him ill, symptoms vary

Chronos class evolver

Knows how to fix random technology and keeps his tools in good shape

General:

He’s not that into pet names. The only notable nickname in canon is “partner” and one secret times where he refers to MC as “my dear” and “my darling” but it hasn’t happened since.

Many people call him “Xavie”, “XayXay”, or "Xav"

His previous name was “Christian” (anecdote 2) however he faked his death so Christian has long been dead to the world

Isn't actually an animal lover but notes that they seem to be attracted to him

Terrible with naming skills, but names a lot of things (i.e. "Fatso", "Puffball" "The Not So Bad Star")

Often buys flowers for MC, at Jeremiah's or otherwise

Has beef with Mrs. Woods from the HOA

Poor with directions, frequently lost even in places he's been before

Frequently loses his keys

Prefers physical objects for prosperity

Got good grades, he's not sure how, he slept through a lot of classes

Back home, he skipped his cooking exam (myth: Lightseeker)

Moves often, for identity sake

Claims he only moved to Linkon 1 year prior to main story start. Although we know he lived in Linkon prior to that, although we don't know how long ago that actually was.

Dreams about losing MC a lot (text message: "Happy Doll")

Is good at basketball and volleyball

Family:

Had a good relationship with his mother

Had a terrible relationship with his father