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Doing the thing Madi did hehehe... With lullaberry if they had a favorite song that they both have in their playlist, basically their song, what would it be? How do they comfort each other during a bad day? If Miki had to dress Xmx, what would she dress him in? (Bonus points for references).
LINAAAAAA :((( did my sad radar go off for you guys omg 😭😭😭 this warms my heart tyyyy :(( ive been in a mood to answer mostly to comfort myself too so ive been slowly writing through my asks and !! this was nice to receive skdjghdk i love u sm :(
++ also these questions are so brainrot inducing that i lowkey wrote essays LMAO and i know you didnt ask but i couldnt resist so there's bonus rosefall too 😭
starting w/ lullaberry !!!
what would their song be?
the truth is..... the Truth Is.... ive had a lullaberry playlist since july but ive been really shy about it so i havent put it out anywhere and this is the first time im sharing it on here kajwshfnkvjsdhgnkd i think bc music is so so so soooo ingrained into lullaberry, like its basically their whole thing, that like. the playlist is extra special to me KAJSFHKSDJ
BUT I LOVE THIS Q A LOT <3 i'd focus extra on the first 10 songs (intergalactic disco/interlunium, come inside of my heart/iv of spades, dilaw/maki, magic hour/&team, as you are/zack tabuldo, best friend/peder elias, can i kiss you/dahl, paris in the rain/lauv, give me your forever/zack tabuldo, all about us/he is we) BUT. extra super super special mention for dilaw and magic hour !!
those two are my absolute top 2 for lullaberry wksjghdkjfg bc i also think it encapsulates their vibes perfectly, and theyre both def the kind of songs miki and jesse would listen to tgt !! plus :( the lyrics too are just really so :((( theyre so sweet and i love them a lot:((
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how do they comfort each other?
with any of miki's ships, the answer is— always music!!! but it especially applies to lullaberry bc,,,, to me i think since they both love and are involved in music, its music in itself that becomes its own love language, and their primary one at that. so this could really mean singing for each other or humming, or playing an instrument! i feel like they'd be the types to know each others' music styles and favorite songs by heart 100%, and i mean, its also very much canon that jesse sings mc to sleep, so this doesn't change wjgnbef. but music is def miki's primary way of giving comfort (and love in general) too, and it would would also extend to composing songs for him!
in addition to that though,,,, i also know that jesse is someone who shows love primarily through words of affirmation, which is a direct match for miki bc she needs this the most,,, bc me. i need it LMAO. and luckily for her, jesse isn't stingy at all with his words! i think that with them, this is something that miki never really asks for.. it's not like with caleb and cael in that they give it because they know her very well to know what she wants and when she needs it- with jesse, he gives it just very freely, all the time, so i dont think miki ever gets the opportunity to doubt at all in the first place akfbwhjfs. but yeah, he does, like cael and caleb, always know when she needs it the most, and that she's more comforted by words! so once he notices she's upset, he'll definitely be verbally reassuring x10 askjhgkdfj. he's just,,, someone who matches miki so well in that aspect and the match is pretty crazy 😭 so much of their relationship isnt just founded on familiarity and safety like i talk ab in this post, but there's also just. so so so so much compatibility that's already there askjfhd so the love they share is something i really like
special mention: physical affection !! i wouldn't count this as main, but they're also very much the type who cuddle often,,, it doesn't really have anything with how they want to give or receive love bc physical affection isn't like that for them, but it's just,,,,,, a medium of comfort that comes natural bc they like being close to each other in general. so very much the cuddling + jesse playing w her hair is still comforting too! and. well. when theyre official alr, there's the kind of soft lazy making out while cuddling that they'll do frequently? and....comfort sex is always an option too LMAO. (bonus points for combination of the comfort sex + jesse's soft voice + lots of praise and reassurance............)
how would miki dress him up?
SO. the thing ab miki is probably,,, like,, what's most striking/noticeable about her style is structure? so even if she may wear soft/loose ish pieces, she still goes for a very structured silhouette- clean lines, pieces that define different sections! in this way i think that among all the Lls, i actually put her style pretty close to sariel's ajfhshshf but this is something that def also transfers over to the pieces she makes and how she'd generally design for others; it's not just about the concept but silhouette is a very big thing for her!!! so for jesse specifically, there would be a lot of emphasis on the proportion of his shoulders and waist ajgbehghdfi think that when she styles him it's kinda obv that she did LMAO. think; cropped blazers/cardigans, waist chains, vests, corsets !! i feel. this is often, almost always, met from jesse with incredulousness, pride, fondness, and exasperation mixed into one wjgjnwnfhfhs
a funny extra bit is that this really is like,,,,, miki exposing herself that she looks at jesse's figure a lot and knows his body type and measurements by heart......
forgive the very blatant use of kim seungmin bc he has insane jesse parallels to me LMAO but. ILL REBLOG W THE INSPO BOARD HOLD ON
bonus: rosefall special mention !!
what would their song be?
so.. i dont have a playlist for them.. and i feel like their taste in mysic would be vastly different, so this is also a bit more difficult.. HOWEVER recently i actually did find a rather rosefall coded song !!!!
this one really fits kaia's music style in general, while at the same time it also does feel like a song that sariel could listen to bc of the vibe? LMAO but more than that i also just really really like the lyrics and i think it fits their relationship well!!!!!!
"Sunlight falls on your profileOne more glance and I'm captivatedThe wind blows through your wispy hairMy heart skips a beatYou told me not to be so obviousBut I've already given up trying to hide it I want to like you slowly, to get closer to you slowly, to let my heart decide for itself how to be conquered by you I want just a little more courage, even just one more second of looking at you, and the whole world will be quiet"
how do they comfort each other?
so,,, kaia and sariel have a bit of a mismatch, bec kaia's way of giving (and wanting to receive) love is primarily physical touch, and sariel afaik kinda feels like,,, acts of service, or quality time? which-- is fine! and doesn't bother kaia bc she has no qualms asking for what she wants LMAO, and she's very willing to learn how to properly give love to sariel, too!
but yeah,,, usually "comfort" would involve quiet time together. it's kinda like a compromise? sariel gets fulfilled quality time, while kaia gets physical touch via cuddles! and this would be their most common form of comfort for each other ajfjwbf, quality time being the easiest kaia can give (since she does generally like staying in his presence anyway), and cuddles being the easiest form of physical affection that sariel can give.
the extra points? occasionally kaia would do things like clean the space around him, which, if she does this it means a LOT from her bc she isn't particularly the neatest most organized person ever LMAO. occasionally sariel could either be brave enough to kiss her (whether lips or just. anywhere really-), or kaia would ask for it herself LMFAO. and a very very very special case is,,,,, well. bec kaia's love language is physical touch, most Definitely when they get to that point in their relationship, she really would blatantly ask for sex when she's feeling especially low KJDSGHKDJF. ig the good thing for sariel is that she really is very blunt about it and he doesn't have to guess, but he really does have a lot to deal with considering physical touch isn't his default... 😭
regardless! they have a lot of differences, but surprisingly bring each other to very much of a balance? my favorite thing ab them is always the amt of respect they have for one another, so even when it comes to comfort- asking for it or receiving- that still very much comes into play. for all that kaia is silly and flirty, sariel also brings out a mature side of her that wants to help him in a way he appreciates and feels and, yk, is effective, and for all that sariel is serious and hesitant about affection, kaia is able to open him up and get him used to the fact that it's okay to trust and okay to love and okay to care. w/ rosefall i think that a lot of the comfort they find in themselves is surrounded by quiet and stillness, bc that is where they meet very well in the middle. <3
how would kaia dress him up?
HOOOOo boy. ALJSHFKJSD
if there's one thing i can say about kaia's style, it really is that it's a bit,,,,,, eccentric. LMAO like,,, she's fond of using softer fabrics and styles that are comfy and easy to use, so it def doesn't compromise that at all! but at the same time. she styles clothing in a way that's a bit odd and like... not very,, usual/common? so i'd say her strength really lies in her boldness, and that she isn't afraid to challenge what's considered "normal"... but more than that, it's that she really isn't the type to forgo functon just for aesthetic. in this way, i think she aligns pretty well with sariel's design principles tbh LMAO, just that.. well.. i dont think i'd call her designs exactly elegant.. LMAO
anyway, well 😭 fortunately or unfortunately for sariel........ he really WOULD be her favorite model 😭 like. who says you can't use your superior, the creative director, as your personal mannequin? LMAO. atp if you're dating him you really might as well
i honestly like to think though that once rosefall gets closer, in her free time kaia really would love designing clothes for sariel. akjsfhkjsdh it's just like,,, there's a pretty face with a pretty figure right in front of her....... and most of all he's really really so fun to mess with 😭 so sometimes she legitimately does it for fun 😭 and i really REALLY don't thing they'd be sariel's style at all bc theyre so Out There and generally aesthetically unconventional, BUT. he also feels like the type who'd be happy she makes him stuff aksjhgkjd and like,,, would wear them both to humor her (bc he won't admit it but he likes it when she smiles that brightly), and also bc in his own way he's grateful KADJGHKJFG. anyway like- there isn't really anything wrong w what she makes esp bc its still very comfy, it's just. really not his style LMAOOOOO
and. if i used a lot of seungmin for jesse, sariel gets a lot of felix............. i really really reallyyy wish that i could say kaia would exclusively style him in something princely, but. it really isnt the case 😭
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THIS BETTER WORK......... UNDER THE CUT INSPO BOARDS FOR LULLABERRY & ROSEFALL + SPECIFIC LYRIC SCREENSHOTS FOR LULLABERRY SONGS BC TUMBLR. DOESNT LIKE ME TODAYYYYYYYY
Doing the thing Madi did hehehe... With lullaberry if they had a favorite song that they both have in their playlist, basically their song, what would it be? How do they comfort each other during a bad day? If Miki had to dress Xmx, what would she dress him in? (Bonus points for references).
LINAAAAAA :((( did my sad radar go off for you guys omg 😭😭😭 this warms my heart tyyyy :(( ive been in a mood to answer mostly to comfort myself too so ive been slowly writing through my asks and !! this was nice to receive skdjghdk i love u sm :(
++ also these questions are so brainrot inducing that i lowkey wrote essays LMAO and i know you didnt ask but i couldnt resist so there's bonus rosefall too 😭
starting w/ lullaberry !!!
what would their song be?
the truth is..... the Truth Is.... ive had a lullaberry playlist since july but ive been really shy about it so i havent put it out anywhere and this is the first time im sharing it on here kajwshfnkvjsdhgnkd i think bc music is so so so soooo ingrained into lullaberry, like its basically their whole thing, that like. the playlist is extra special to me KAJSFHKSDJ
BUT I LOVE THIS Q A LOT <3 i'd focus extra on the first 10 songs (intergalactic disco/interlunium, come inside of my heart/iv of spades, dilaw/maki, magic hour/&team, as you are/zack tabuldo, best friend/peder elias, can i kiss you/dahl, paris in the rain/lauv, give me your forever/zack tabuldo, all about us/he is we) BUT. extra super super special mention for dilaw and magic hour !!
those two are my absolute top 2 for lullaberry wksjghdkjfg bc i also think it encapsulates their vibes perfectly, and theyre both def the kind of songs miki and jesse would listen to tgt !! plus :( the lyrics too are just really so :((( theyre so sweet and i love them a lot:((
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how do they comfort each other?
with any of miki's ships, the answer is— always music!!! but it especially applies to lullaberry bc,,,, to me i think since they both love and are involved in music, its music in itself that becomes its own love language, and their primary one at that. so this could really mean singing for each other or humming, or playing an instrument! i feel like they'd be the types to know each others' music styles and favorite songs by heart 100%, and i mean, its also very much canon that jesse sings mc to sleep, so this doesn't change wjgnbef. but music is def miki's primary way of giving comfort (and love in general) too, and it would would also extend to composing songs for him!
in addition to that though,,,, i also know that jesse is someone who shows love primarily through words of affirmation, which is a direct match for miki bc she needs this the most,,, bc me. i need it LMAO. and luckily for her, jesse isn't stingy at all with his words! i think that with them, this is something that miki never really asks for.. it's not like with caleb and cael in that they give it because they know her very well to know what she wants and when she needs it- with jesse, he gives it just very freely, all the time, so i dont think miki ever gets the opportunity to doubt at all in the first place akfbwhjfs. but yeah, he does, like cael and caleb, always know when she needs it the most, and that she's more comforted by words! so once he notices she's upset, he'll definitely be verbally reassuring x10 askjhgkdfj. he's just,,, someone who matches miki so well in that aspect and the match is pretty crazy 😭 so much of their relationship isnt just founded on familiarity and safety like i talk ab in this post, but there's also just. so so so so much compatibility that's already there askjfhd so the love they share is something i really like
special mention: physical affection !! i wouldn't count this as main, but they're also very much the type who cuddle often,,, it doesn't really have anything with how they want to give or receive love bc physical affection isn't like that for them, but it's just,,,,,, a medium of comfort that comes natural bc they like being close to each other in general. so very much the cuddling + jesse playing w her hair is still comforting too! and. well. when theyre official alr, there's the kind of soft lazy making out while cuddling that they'll do frequently? and....comfort sex is always an option too LMAO. (bonus points for combination of the comfort sex + jesse's soft voice + lots of praise and reassurance............)
how would miki dress him up?
SO. the thing ab miki is probably,,, like,, what's most striking/noticeable about her style is structure? so even if she may wear soft/loose ish pieces, she still goes for a very structured silhouette- clean lines, pieces that define different sections! in this way i think that among all the Lls, i actually put her style pretty close to sariel's ajfhshshf but this is something that def also transfers over to the pieces she makes and how she'd generally design for others; it's not just about the concept but silhouette is a very big thing for her!!! so for jesse specifically, there would be a lot of emphasis on the proportion of his shoulders and waist ajgbehghdfi think that when she styles him it's kinda obv that she did LMAO. think; cropped blazers/cardigans, waist chains, vests, corsets !! i feel. this is often, almost always, met from jesse with incredulousness, pride, fondness, and exasperation mixed into one wjgjnwnfhfhs
a funny extra bit is that this really is like,,,,, miki exposing herself that she looks at jesse's figure a lot and knows his body type and measurements by heart......
forgive the very blatant use of kim seungmin bc he has insane jesse parallels to me LMAO but. ILL REBLOG W THE INSPO BOARD HOLD ON
bonus: rosefall special mention !!
what would their song be?
so.. i dont have a playlist for them.. and i feel like their taste in mysic would be vastly different, so this is also a bit more difficult.. HOWEVER recently i actually did find a rather rosefall coded song !!!!
this one really fits kaia's music style in general, while at the same time it also does feel like a song that sariel could listen to bc of the vibe? LMAO but more than that i also just really really like the lyrics and i think it fits their relationship well!!!!!!
"Sunlight falls on your profileOne more glance and I'm captivatedThe wind blows through your wispy hairMy heart skips a beatYou told me not to be so obviousBut I've already given up trying to hide it I want to like you slowly, to get closer to you slowly, to let my heart decide for itself how to be conquered by you I want just a little more courage, even just one more second of looking at you, and the whole world will be quiet"
how do they comfort each other?
so,,, kaia and sariel have a bit of a mismatch, bec kaia's way of giving (and wanting to receive) love is primarily physical touch, and sariel afaik kinda feels like,,, acts of service, or quality time? which-- is fine! and doesn't bother kaia bc she has no qualms asking for what she wants LMAO, and she's very willing to learn how to properly give love to sariel, too!
but yeah,,, usually "comfort" would involve quiet time together. it's kinda like a compromise? sariel gets fulfilled quality time, while kaia gets physical touch via cuddles! and this would be their most common form of comfort for each other ajfjwbf, quality time being the easiest kaia can give (since she does generally like staying in his presence anyway), and cuddles being the easiest form of physical affection that sariel can give.
the extra points? occasionally kaia would do things like clean the space around him, which, if she does this it means a LOT from her bc she isn't particularly the neatest most organized person ever LMAO. occasionally sariel could either be brave enough to kiss her (whether lips or just. anywhere really-), or kaia would ask for it herself LMFAO. and a very very very special case is,,,,, well. bec kaia's love language is physical touch, most Definitely when they get to that point in their relationship, she really would blatantly ask for sex when she's feeling especially low KJDSGHKDJF. ig the good thing for sariel is that she really is very blunt about it and he doesn't have to guess, but he really does have a lot to deal with considering physical touch isn't his default... 😭
regardless! they have a lot of differences, but surprisingly bring each other to very much of a balance? my favorite thing ab them is always the amt of respect they have for one another, so even when it comes to comfort- asking for it or receiving- that still very much comes into play. for all that kaia is silly and flirty, sariel also brings out a mature side of her that wants to help him in a way he appreciates and feels and, yk, is effective, and for all that sariel is serious and hesitant about affection, kaia is able to open him up and get him used to the fact that it's okay to trust and okay to love and okay to care. w/ rosefall i think that a lot of the comfort they find in themselves is surrounded by quiet and stillness, bc that is where they meet very well in the middle. <3
how would kaia dress him up?
HOOOOo boy. ALJSHFKJSD
if there's one thing i can say about kaia's style, it really is that it's a bit,,,,,, eccentric. LMAO like,,, she's fond of using softer fabrics and styles that are comfy and easy to use, so it def doesn't compromise that at all! but at the same time. she styles clothing in a way that's a bit odd and like... not very,, usual/common? so i'd say her strength really lies in her boldness, and that she isn't afraid to challenge what's considered "normal"... but more than that, it's that she really isn't the type to forgo functon just for aesthetic. in this way, i think she aligns pretty well with sariel's design principles tbh LMAO, just that.. well.. i dont think i'd call her designs exactly elegant.. LMAO
anyway, well 😭 fortunately or unfortunately for sariel........ he really WOULD be her favorite model 😭 like. who says you can't use your superior, the creative director, as your personal mannequin? LMAO. atp if you're dating him you really might as well
i honestly like to think though that once rosefall gets closer, in her free time kaia really would love designing clothes for sariel. akjsfhkjsdh it's just like,,, there's a pretty face with a pretty figure right in front of her....... and most of all he's really really so fun to mess with 😭 so sometimes she legitimately does it for fun 😭 and i really REALLY don't thing they'd be sariel's style at all bc theyre so Out There and generally aesthetically unconventional, BUT. he also feels like the type who'd be happy she makes him stuff aksjhgkjd and like,,, would wear them both to humor her (bc he won't admit it but he likes it when she smiles that brightly), and also bc in his own way he's grateful KADJGHKJFG. anyway like- there isn't really anything wrong w what she makes esp bc its still very comfy, it's just. really not his style LMAOOOOO
and. if i used a lot of seungmin for jesse, sariel gets a lot of felix............. i really really reallyyy wish that i could say kaia would exclusively style him in something princely, but. it really isnt the case 😭
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i dont talk ab snowberry that often but theyre so like,,, domestic akfbwbgjjsf i feel like it gives a different angle to the kind of obsession miki tends to have, bc cael's obsession is different too, and is not as intense as what caleb jesse and ellis have... its the kind that's really grounding, as ironic as that is, so despite how snowberry starts off i actually think they have a very healthy relationship? might be the healthiest out of miki's 3 main ships 😭
maybe it's in cael's nature to be grounding for her bc thats how they grew up together, and miki retains from little painter that she's a very emotional person while cael is more,, well,, Not 😭
except it escalates quickly and them cuddling and cael calling her a little blanket leads into THIS but also i always love so so much the kind of writing lbc has for these moments its so pretty 😭😭😭
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"i have a sneaking suspicion that it's getting hard to tell which one of us is actually the needier one" 😭😭😭😭😭 sometimes we get little glimpses into just how attached cael is to mc and it drives me a little bit insane...
I'm barging in for hcs. What's vacation like with XMX? How do you relax on weekends? Baths or showers, together or not? you they have similar versions of a romantic night to yourselves or do they differ?
MADIII omgg a lullaberry ask? 🥺🥺💖 i love you a lot uuuuuu 😭 there is a buny happily jumping into your arms...
lullaberry vacation !! —
honestly what i love the most ab lullaberry is that i can hone in a lot on their mutual love for music and mutual sense for performing ajcbbwhgf it's not the same typical "i'd rather stay in with you and do whatever" that i give most of miki's ships, bc while its true that she loves spending time at home with her f/o, i feel like with jesse its a little more than that! bc sure they both dabble in music for work, but vacations is an opportunity for them to kind of be surrounded in music in a way thats just,,,,, For Them, which kinda makes it extra special! + since they both share the interest, the "special" kinda connotation of a vacation is mostly reserved for doing things they wouldn't normally do, so i see them the type to go out a lot and enjoy viewing the world of music together :3 be it browsing music shops together, or watching shows together, or concerts, or something like nights out at a karaoke bar!!! effectively i think jesse brings out a side to miki that allows her to have a little more fun akfhshf
weekends!!
compared to the special connotation that vacations have, weekends and day offs are reserved for more normal things 🙂↕️ since miki and jesse do spend time outside during the week, albeit often apart, weekends would be their time to rest and recuperate with each other 🙂↕️ so weekends would really bring the homebody out of miki, and i like to think she's very clingy bc she gets to have him all to herself for two whole days before The Week happens again and their time together is more limited ajcnwbjgjef SO this means!!! lots of cuddles, and possibly listening to more lullabies from him in person,,, and bc its miki, there's the added gesture of letting jesse play with her hair whfhhef
baths or showers, together or not?
THIS IS SO LIKE. AKFBWBJGHEJF MIKI WOULD BE TURNING TOMATO RED AT SUCH A QUESTION LMAOOOOOO
showers, always, bc i see miki as the type who doesnt stay under the water too long akfbwjcj she hates the wrinkly thing that happens to her fingers if she does 😭 something something she's always concerned ab her hands bc pianist things.... so her showers are usuallyvery quick and efficient, she doesn't spend too much time in there! when she gets ready, its usually her hair that takes long LMAO bc curly hair routine...
but 'together or not' depends on their point in relationship 🙂↕️ i see lullaberry as slowburn in its own way bc i like what canon is doing with their relationship, so it'll kinda take some time LMAO and miki would be far, far, far too embarrassed to shower with him before they're official 😭 actually even once they're official, she might think about it a lot, but would thoroughly pass out at the thought of it, so even if jesse wanted to it would take a lot of mental preparation for her 😭 i dont think they'dhave been the type to have bathed together as kids at all, so nothing about it is familiar nor nornal to her 😭😭😭😭
the meaning of a "romantic night"
i see them as pretty much aligning in this!! whether it's during a longer vacation or it's a day off or something, what matters most is they get to spend it together. bc honestly whether they're outside or not, they're also the type to not have a care in the world about anything else except each other wkchehjgsf there's always that kind of. feeling with miki where she easily gets lost in the safety and comfort of his presence that nothing else matters, and fortunately or unfortunately this is something that jesse mirrors a whole lot 😭 so the activity of a romantic night doesn't matter, bc if they get time to themselves together that's all they really need to consider it a romantic night LMAO. and,,, guaranteed that no matter what happens, miki would absolutely have those pathetic lovesick heart eyes 😭 bc i dont think she ever hides that from jesse at all, and the only reason they end up slowburn is bc of the external circumstances surrounding jesse's situation, and not because of a lack of communicated feelings 😭
And then they go out stargazing and listen to music together and eat lots of food and play lots of games and make out a lot and cuddle on rainy days and take care of Ilkay's (the oc) cat together and play guitars together and collect lots of space themed shit....
And they carry each other to bed and wake up late together and go to bed late together and Ilkay bakes while Xavier watches and Xavier plays the piano while Ilkay listens and they have reading dates where they alternate reading a chapter out loud and they cuddle and they play around like silly boys and one is darkness (Ilkay) while the other is light (Xavier) and they spar and they sit in silence and they have long winded chats and they dance under the rain and they run through the woods and they get sick or they get hurt and they take care of each other....
And they go to concerts and they learn k-pop choreos together and they sing at karaoke together and they make bracelets for each other and they gift each other stationary things because Ilkay keeps a dream journal and Xavier does scrapbooks and they take a bunch of pictures together and they have little picnic dates and they go on road trips on Ilkay's car and they rest their heads on each others lap and they roll around down a hill during spring and Ilkay buys Xavier hoodies and Xavier buys Ilkay jewelry and they steal each other's clothes and they leave little notes for each other and they go swimming together in summer and they play with leaves during fall and they curl up together during winter and they take naps together and they watch a lot of movies and series together and they sway together in the kitchen and they cling to each other in the mornings and they cry in each other's arms
and when Xavier gets jealous Ilkay reminds him he's the only one he wants by fucking it away and when Ilkay gets possessive he clings to Xavier in a back hug while Xavier speaks and Xavier kisses it away and they wear each other's initials in a necklace (Xavier's is tangled amongst the many other necklaces he's gifted Ilkay and Ilkay's is accompanied by a moon charm) and Xavier braids Ilkay's hair when it gets long and Ilkay practically bathes Xavier when he's too tired to do it himself and they paint each other's nails and they whisper to each other sweet nothings in the night and Ilkay admires Xavier's swordsmanship and Xavier admires Ilkay's resilience and Xavier meets Ilkay's dad and Ilkay meets Jeremiah and Ilkay calls Xavier cute at every chance he gets and Xavier calls him pretty boy just to see him blush and Ilkay squeezes the ever loving fuck out of Xavier when he gets cuteness aggression and Xavier pinches Ilkay's cheeks when he gets cuteness aggression and they love each other so fucking much your honor
1. The anniversary for the oc rabbit hole is coming (July 30th) and I have nothing prepared (to be expected, I can never keep track of time)
2. There are things here that no longer apply to them, but I'm still reblogging cause... Yeah, the other stuff does apply and I'd completely forgotten about it
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Uuuh..... So I might've started writing for my oc, which is great, cause it got me to finish something, ya know? But now I'm riddled with scenes between them, so, I'm gonna be posting them separately and randomly, just because. These episodes will be rearranged as I write more and more scenes, that way there's a bit of a chronological order to them. They'll be posted on Fridays at 10:00 am AST, UTC-4.
Contains: Xavier x Ilkay (Ilvier), xavier x oc, male oc, boys in love, slow burn, they're neighbors, non-mc oc, coworkers to friends to lovers, lot's of pining (the first season is mostly that) mentions of death (minor characters), dealing with grief and loss, hurt/comfort and hurt/no comfort in some scenarios, due to them being hunters; injuries, blood, bruises.
There's angst, fluff and a bit of smut. I will go into detail with each episode, these are the overall tags.
Like a dream about to bloom
We are going to the moon
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Season 1
Pilot: A year
Episode ??: New Light ft. Irie
Episode ??: Ilkay
Episode ??: Nevaeh
Episode ??: Emma
Episode ??: Tichi
Episode ??: Vacation
Episode ??: Touch
Episode ??: Crashing
Season 2
Episode ??: Teasing
Episode ??: First Time
Episode ??: Safe Place
Episode ??: Slow Mornings
Episode ??: Constellations
Episode ??: Influence
Episode ??: Pocky
Episode ??: Girlfriend?!
Episode ??: Jealous
Episode ??: Possessive
Season 3
Episode ??: Hey Lover
Special Episodes
1: Backtrackers
(Currently being written)
Bunny
Cat
Cat & Bunny
Behind The Scenes
Episode 01: Unfinished script: Hijo de la Luna
Episode 02: And they...
Episode 03: The Cast
Episode 04: Bunny butler x Kitty butler draft
If you have any questions & thoughts about them, or maybe even requests for areas in their relationship that you'd love to see and know about, don't hesitate to ask, the anon on my asks is turned on so you could send as many as you'd like. Just remember to be patient and respectful.
Reblogging this as a bonus for anyone that would like to read about Ilvier. Think of this as a public draft, because I'll have to change a lot of things on these as I figure out the timeline
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