xenia

one day i will be free again

im so tired of people telling me i think too much or i talk too much. it’s not my fault everyone is delusional and no one thinks about ANYTHING AT ALL. omfg

tempest is 100% in my top 3 ethel cain songs. it’s so good it hurts

just flew across the continent to pet my kitty and eat homemade pancakes. international student type shii

something is weird about the concept of “losing virginity” because i used to think that when i “lose my virginity” i will become an absolutely new person that has the courage to indulge in sexual relationships and explore myself but no,, i still am the same shy and almost untouchable person, the only thing that changed is that i let my guard down once and let myself be close to another human being once. but it ended so i’ll have to spend months or years alone before i let myself trust anyone else that way again

rachel harkin is for all the girls who were ready to sacrifice their life for their loved one but found out their relationship was built on dishonesty & their partner’s selfishness