- Wyse -

person (non-practicing)

i hate when there's people in public areas

Social isolation summer

My roommates genuinely Loveee to trigger me like sometimes feels like they know my trauma and are intentionally using it against me it's soooo awesome

I could be in the worst mental state of my life and one of my roommates will text the group chat like "by the way I'm going to mentally torment you tomorrow hope you don't mind"

I think identity disturbance beyond the presence of alters should be talked about more in CDD spaces. Even between individual alters, we often struggle to tell who I am at each time. It’s never a clear cut “X alter likes Y and behaves like Z”.

Cause people act like it's soooo easy to figure out who's fronting- "just ask yourself questions!" Yeah so alters are also multifaceted and also having a dissociative disorder means you're gonna kinda be a fog of whatever the fuck sometimes. There will be times I think I know who I am and all of a sudden feel a way I've never felt before. Is it passive influence? Is it just me having a bad day? Who fucking knows. And in any case it absolutely sucks to not know who you are or what you are or what you like because of identity disturbance.

being myself performatively

Who up stuck in they cycle of "something is wrong with me" "Yeah it's a CDD" "no but something is seriously wrong with me" "Still the CDD"

Meanwhile some fucking denial holder keeps saying "no I don't have a CDD" trust me bro WE have a CDD

can we all get more positive about source attached alters

sorry man im new to fleeting moments of clarity