"The Last Shitty Feeling Before The New Year"
12.31.22 - 23:33
A lost boy
Trying to find his way to Neverland
Where every smiles and gestures
Are loving and nothing but grand.
Ehem,
Where icecream and candy canes
Fill the hearts of everyone
And not a single drop of soursop sadness
Can inanimately be found.
-
But he likes the taste of sourness sometimes
And fills his mind
With the overewhelming.
The thoughts of perfect and dilation,
And guilt.
For everyone to be smiling and happy
And that of,
no disappointments.
-
The domino wobbles,
His balance slowely drifts
To the right,
And then...
To the left,
And finally toppling down
A rabbithole of what-ifs
As if
It ever matters what comes after
-
This year,
He ends it with this feeling,
A dash of hope
That for tomorrow
Or the day after
He still breathes some sort of
Happiness
From all the chaos...
-K.B. Wulfriek










