May 18
This is my resting face
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This is my resting face
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things would have progressed a lot faster if viktor simply had a gun
It's Anx's birthday
Happy birthday Anx, I rarely draw with this style, take it like a honor (/j)
Anxiety!Sans belong to the magnificent @hheisa .
Oh and, yeah, I'm alive 👍
me crying: God what if im actually faking this for attention
also me: i cant tell anybody that im crying theyre going to judge me
Happy b-day, Anxiety!! ☕🎉
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some more sketches
Anx belongs to @hheisa
Today I feel super anxious again. I don’t even know how to explain it properly but it feels like my body is scared of something even when nothing is happening. My stomach feels weird, like I wanna throw up and there’s this heavy feeling in my chest that won’t leave me alone. I keep trying to calm myself down but my mind keeps overthinking everything. Being around people makes me feel unsafe sometimes and I hate it because I know not everyone is trying to hurt me but my body reacts like I’m in danger anyway.
Some days I’m completely normal. I laugh, I talk, I do things like everyone else and for a moment I think maybe I’m getting better. Then there are days like today where the anxiety hits me out of nowhere and suddenly everything feels too much. I start noticing every little feeling in my body. My chest feels tight, my stomach turns and I feel uncomfortable in my own skin. It’s exhausting trying to act normal while fighting with your own thoughts the entire day.
I think part of me is still dealing with things I never fully healed from. Maybe I ignored too much for too long. Maybe I kept telling myself I was okay when I wasn’t. I don’t know. I just know there’s something inside me that still feels unsettled and sometimes it comes back stronger on certain days. It feels like my mind is constantly trying to protect me from something, even when there’s nothing around me to fear.
I’m tired of feeling this way. I’m tired of feeling scared of things I can’t see. I miss the version of me who felt calm and comfortable around people. Right now it feels like my body doesn’t know how to relax anymore. Even when I try to rest, my mind stays alert like something bad is about to happen.
I don’t fully know what I’m supposed to do with these feelings yet. Some days I handle it better, some days I completely fall apart inside. Today feels like one of those days where everything feels heavier than usual.
yeah, all good. (screaming internally)