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Summary: You stumble across a man digging in the woods.
Words: 1,168 per The Quill
Warnings: Mention of blood spatter. Buck Cashman digging a hole.
Credits: Photos from google, no beta. We die like men because if I don't post now I won't post at all.
A/N: Well hello there. No, I did not think this was going to happen, either. But apparently something snapped with this murder husband and yeah. This whole thing took me like...an hour? That includes the header. Enjoy? I guess?
Okay, this is why you don’t go on runs in the woods. You stand stark still as you watch the man dig what appears to be a hole. Normal behavior if, you know, a person wasn’t far off the beaten path and hanging out in a tight space between trees.
You have the navigation instincts of...well, what’s the animal with the worst navigation? Whatever that is, yours is worse. And you wandered far off the aforementioned path and got lost in the woods. Like Kristoff, minus the cool song and reindeer.
Something about the man in the black slacks and fitted white dress shirt screams “I don’t get lost; I’m precisely where I intend to be.” It should terrify you. It kind of did, which is why you are standing as still as a statue watching the material stretch over the broad shoulders as he dug.
You suppose you have shoddy survival instincts as well.
Something about that thought makes you want to laugh but you suppress the giggle and quietly snort. The man stops what he’s doing and stands straight up, his head beginning to twist and turn as he tries to find something. It takes you a second to realize he’s looking for you and your heart gets lodged in your throat, pounding away like ritual drums and drowning out any sounds with the rumble of blood wooshing through your ears.
“Who’s there?” He calls.
His accent is a surprise. Nothing about him screamed ‘British’ until he spoke. He turns around and you get a glimpse of him from the front and suddenly, your pulse is not the only thing throbbing.
Crimson is spattered across the otherwise pristine, white cotton in a configuration too perfect to be print. The drops and sprays line up exactly as if he were splashed with paint. Of course, you realize, it’s not paint. Paint doesn’t absorb the way these spots have.
It’s blood.
Your brain catches you up and starts screaming in your ear to run. There is a man covered in blood in the middle of the woods digging a hole. A dead body can’t be far away.
But your feet remained firmly planted, your gaze focused on his thin, muscular frame as you peer at him between the trees. The more you stare, the more you start to make excuses because this man is attractive.
His dark hair, his dark eyes. The stoicism in his face. The power in his shoulders and the dexterity in his hands. You’re so busy admiring him that you almost don’t notice when he plants the shovel in the ground with one, swift motion and stalks your direction.
Your survival instincts take over and you quickly start heading back the way you came, tracking away from the man that is likely going to kill you if he finds you.
Your only concern is making it back to a more populated area – hopefully the path – before he catches up. Unfortunately, you underestimated him.
An arm wraps around your chest and presses your back into something hard and warm at the same time a hand clamps down over your mouth, muffling the instinctual scream that tries to escape your lips.
“Oh, what do we have here?” His British accent coos in your ear. “Now, love, don’t struggle. I’m not going to hurt you.”
He loosens his grip and slowly moves to your front, removing his hand from your mouth.
“See?” His hands are empty, except for a little dirt, and his eyes – brown, you notice – are light and curious. A smile plays on his thin lips, something more akin to curiosity than amusement evident in the slight tilt of his head.
“I didn’t see anything,” you rush out quickly.
“Oh, I know you didn’t,” he shrugs, “because there’s nothing to see. Just me with a shovel in the forest.”
“With blood on your shirt,” you add before you think better of it and clamp your lips shut.
“That isn’t evidence of wrongdoing, though,” he points out, his slight smile widening to a lopsided grin. “But what is a lovely darling like you doing this far into the forest?”
“Running.”
“Yes, I quite noticed that. But before that?”
“I was running. On the path,” you explain, “but I got a little lost.”
“Terrible,” he hums. “The only thing to do is lead you back to the path, then, love.”
He steps to the side and gestures you to follow him.
“That’s it? You lead me back to the path and then what?” You question as you take steps behind him.
“Nothing comes after. Why do you Americans always expect someone is going to kill you?” He looks over his shoulder and you deadpan him, raising your eyebrows as if to call out his obvious bullshit. “Okay, strange man in the woods with a bloody shirt and shovel, I can kind of see it. But, really. I don’t even have a weapon on me.”
“Don’t need one. Plenty of ways to kill someone without a weapon,” you point out. Once again, you regret your quick wit and smart mouth until you hear him laugh.
“You sound like you’ve got some knowledge in that area. Tell me, love, are you a killer? You hardly seem the type,” he teases as the trees thin, the path coming into view in the distance.
“Tell me, love,” you repeat, “would you admit to being a killer if asked by a stranger leading you out of the woods?”
“You’ve got me again,” he notes as he stops.
It doesn’t escape your notice that he’s paused behind a large tree that shields him from the path. You take a few steps to the side of the tree to make sure you’re visible before turning to face him again. “Thank you for taking me back to the trail.”
“If I may be so bold,” he starts as he reaches a hand in his pocket.
You tense up and prepare to bolt to the path when he pulls out his hand, a small card tucked into his fingers.
“You are a remarkable person from what I’ve seen and I’d like to offer the invitation of having a chat over coffee or drinks one evening. My number is on here,” he explains as he hands over a card with his name, email, and cell phone number, “if you’d like to take me up on it. If not, we can forget this ever happened.”
You smile as you take the card from his outstretched hand and look down at it. “I’ll think about it, Buck.”
He nods at you before heading back the way you came, into the denser part of the forest that hides his questionable actions. As he disappears from view, you look down at his card again and grin.
“Found you, Buck Cashman,” you mutter before tucking the card into your sleeve and humming your way back to your car. No man can hide forever. And your newest prey is in your sights.
I had to deal with a major crisis over the last 24 hours (we had a food truck originally planned and they cancelled on us yesterday morning) but we now have ***TWO*** good trucks. And i made a map/list of food places in town
I'm in a similar situation where I'm organizing and planning our company presence at the largest industry conference in the country along with a new product launch, a new branding launch, AND a major milestone anniversary.
We have 22 people going to this conference.
The uniforms were supposed to be delivered to one of our offices yesterday. The uniform shirts for 8 of the 22 people along with extras for each size in case there are issues.
The boxes are missing. Fifty-seven pounds of polo shirts are ducking missing.
I may implode by Monday and if I do, it's been nice knowing you all.
Pre-menstrual depression is always depicted as like "He He! I had a box of icecream bars and cried while watching the Titanic!" But in reality, it's more like, "I'm standing the edge of an abyss. There is nothing good inside of me, I'm filled with rage and desperation."
It's crazy that being told how to deal with that is never a part of anyone's menstrual sex education.
This has already been said in the notes, but if PMS causes extreme depression and even suicidal ideation, that is in fact something that most people do not experience and it can be treated
Like for the majority it really is "oh i'm hungrier and moodier than usual"
^this should be a part of sex education so the point still stands
I went to my doctor after I was walking to work one morning and saw a bus coming and actually took a step to throw myself in front of it before I pulled myself together. Later that day I started bleeding and was literally like someone flipped a switch and I didn't feel suicidal anymore. Which made me feel like I was loosing my mind because who goes from 'I want to throw myself in front of a bus' to 'I'm perfectly fine' just like that? I did some research, I went to the doctor and described my feelings, he looked me in the eye and gently asked what I thought it was, I said I'd read about PMDD and I thought it might be that, he said 'I think so too' and wrote a prescription.
If, before you get your period, you feel furiously angry, suicidal, irritated by every tiny thing to the point you want to murder someone, stuck in a black hole you'll never escape from. If you are experiencing extreme emotions for what seems like no good reason, especially if you get your period and those extreme emotions just go away. You're probably not just PMSing , you may have PMS's feral big sister PMDD and it's treatable.
Also this is something that can develop as you get older. So if you used to get normal PMS but what I wrote above sounds more like your norm now then don't just write it off as regular PMS.
ALSO! If you start having those feelings and suspect you’re heading towards perimenopause, talk to your doctor.
Basically, if you have a uterus and you start having extreme mood swings every month, that’s not actually normal, go talk to a medical professional. Don’t grit your teeth and suffer through it.
It’s not all hot flashes and bitchiness - there are other symptoms they don’t tell what you about – itching in odd places, like inside your ears and nose. If you already have depression, it can get worse – you can almost feel bipolar, with swings of euphoria and despair. When you find that you no longer get joy from the things that normally give you joy, seriously, talk to your doctor.
(And if your insurance won’t cover Veozah, or you can’t take it because it will counteract your lupus medication’s, and your refrigerator decides to die? May I suggest getting a side-by-side instead of one with French doors? Opening the door to the freezer and wedging myself into it, breathing deep and screaming “Fuck!” into its depths, has saved many lives over the past year, not just mine. )
Hang in there and stay strong, my perimenopausal sisters!
ALSO ALSO. Once you hit that perimenopause stage, your body loses muscle tone so start strength training and ignore the "lifting weights makes you bulky" people.
Our bodies also become harder to hydrate. I don't know why, it's not like there's research. But adding electrolytes (and creatine) help with that.
For the itching, take an antihistamine. OTC stuff like Allegra is perfectly fine. Because if we know anything, it's that women's health is not taken seriously and we have to stick together.
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Hey, Cole! If you could pick one fictional man to kidnap you here and now, who would it be and why? 😏
Oh god. Um.
My gut reaction is Mafia Bucky. And I'm going to stand by that because every time I consider someone else - Sanji, Jax, Opie, Chidi, Poindexter - there's always some element they're missing.
Bucky isn't perfect but he'd whisk me away from my responsibilities, give me all the books I could read, dote on me as much as I wanted, and protect me from everyone else.
No dead family hanging over us, no responsibilities to protect a city, no ADHD puppy finding trouble.
Though I will say that Rhyland Grace is a close second right now, the nerd.
Summary: Jake has had the same best friend since he was paired with her for a physics project in freshman year. If they were going to fall in love, it would have happened by now, right?
Warnings: 18+. Sexual content, angst, dangerous Naval missions, Top Gun: Maverick spoilers.
Credits: I have to thank @princessmisery666 for everything she’s done to help me with this, from being my sounding board to my enabler, from helping me with a title to being a final beta. Stacey, you’ve been here since the idea first sprouted and I could not have done it without you. I love you so much, Opie.
A/N: This was an entire labor of love but I adore every single word of it. I truly have no real words for this other than I hope you love it as much as I do.
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I know this isn’t like your type of stuff but I needed to say this somewhere. My husband and I never get to have sex and all I have to hang onto are stories like yours. For years he never really attempted to make me cum because it takes a while. He attempts sometimes now but if he cums first everything is over. And a lot of times now he can’t get/stay hard. I think it’s my fault. I worry everyday that he’s not attracted to me or that he thinks I’m gross because he hasnt gone down on me in years too and we’re only 23…
I'm so sorry to hear your husband doesn't give as much as he takes, nonnie. I'm curious, have you talked to him about this? I know it isn't always easy, but communication is key.
I also want to say, none of what you described in this ask makes you sound "gross" or unattractive or like this is somehow your fault. Taking a while to finish is completely normal, and your pleasure matters just as much as his does. You deserve patience, enthusiasm, and care, too. We all do!
I'm not an expert, but a lot of things can affect intimacy and performance, so that doesn't automatically mean he isn't attracted to you. But I do think it's important that you don't keep carrying all of this blame by yourself. You deserve to feel wanted and cared for in your relationship, and not ashamed for having needs.
Sending you all the love, thanks, and good vibes. ❤️
Baby love, please, please listen to me when I hold your face between my palms, earnestly look into your eyes, and slowly and articulately say:
THIS. IS. NOT. YOU.
I know you said you're only 23, but please listen.
Testosterone levels are a mother fucker for that. My husband, six years ago. had that same issue. Now, he's a bit older you and your husband but the way that things have changed since covid and the stress of...everything these days is a libido killer as well.
Hey, remember what I said? THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU.
The two of you do need to communicate, though.
Yes, he's probably having the same kinds of stress as you are but depression works differently for men and women. And this...sounds a lot like depression. He may be having similar thoughts about his own performance and you being unsatisfied, thinking that you think he's gross and that's why he can't get you off which then inhibits his erection.
Regardless, he needs to see a physician about it.
The only other thing that this could be is him being an utter douche who is being red-pilled by the likes of people like Andrew Tate or Joe Rogan. In that case, the safest thing you can do for your mental and physical health, is leave.
Your "inability" to climax is also not on you. Depression, anxiety, the ridiculous mental load women carry, undiagnosed or even undertreated neurodivergences (AuDHD for me), and certain medications can make you take longer to get focused and into that headspace. That's absolutely not news to any of us.
It is the shittiest feeling to go through this and I'm so, so sorry that you're having to deal with it. Please don't hesitate to reach out to me if you need to talk. Everything stays private and completely no pressure.
He's all business in the hospital. Stoic, professional, some say a little hard.
Until he walks into the ER for a consult one evening and there's the brightest beaming smile facing him.
"Hi! Are you the ortho doctor?"
And suddenly, everything clears. Every cliche clicks in his head at the same time in the face of this personification of sunshine.
He's pretty sure he's no longer a human; he puts down roots, turns his petals to the sun, and a matching smile blooms on his face. He'd be your sunflower for the rest of his natural life if you'd let him.
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