when you show up to the biggest el*cien hater competition with notes but azriel is already there. *could never reach his level*
scene 1: lucien tries to be helpful to elain but azriel can’t let that happen’.
Lucien murmured to me, eye still fixed on Elain, 'Should we-does she need ...?'"
She doesn't need anything, “Azriel answered without so much as looking at Lucien."
(my man was prepared with the answer he wasn’t gonna let that guy interrupt his moment)
scene 2: azriel’s supposed to do his job and track lucien but he’d rather retire and die than see him and elain together
"Lucien is away right now."
"You're my spymaster. Shouldn't you know?"
Az crossed his arms, face as elegant and cold as the legendary dagger at his side.
"I don't make a point of looking after his movements."
Not a flicker of emotion.
"It would be an invasion of her privacy to track him."
To know when and if Lucien sought her out. What they did together.
"You sure about that?" I asked quietly.
Azriel's Siphons guttered, the stones turning as dark and foreboding as the deepest sea.
scene 3: ultimate level of hating. when you are in literal pain and it’s a torture to even see them next to each other so you stand near the door prepared to leave if it becomes too much.
"Why don't you sit?' "My shadows don't like the flames so much." A pretty lie. She'd seen Azriel before the fire plenty. But she looked at who sat close to it and knew the answer
Shadows darkened his eyes, full of enough pain that she couldn't stop herself from touching his shoulder. Letting him see that she understood why he stood in the doorway, why he wouldn't go near the fire.
Because her mate had been in the family room and Azriel had needed to stay by the door the whole time because he couldn't stand the sight of it, the scent of their mating bond, and needed to have the option of leaving if it became too much.
ps. jokes aside, imagine how intense your feelings should be that even the sight of them sitting near to each other makes you feel in literal pain. being at the door prepared to leave just from the sight of her near him. people be like: poor lulu, the rejection of a mating bond causes the male so much pain. kim, azriel’s dying over here.