Daisy / Lupa

I feel like I need to pick up some kind of hobby.

Hello again, Jon. Nice to hear from you.

Conversation topics are hard, but I would argue this is a rather nice one. The record player and tape player sound nice.

I do understand adjusting to all of this being strange. I was lucky enough to arrive here with access to quite a few memories from this body's life, and even still it's hard. Most difficult part for me is how limiting it is being fully human again. I didn't exactly like the Hunt, but there was something freeing about being able to just run like I could then. This body's not very good at running yet.

I know I find hobbies helpful, myself. Especially ones that feel like me. I've been whittling, and listening to the Archers. I want to take up running again, but this body needs to be trained for that.

Running sounds nice. Starting small should be possible, right? I won’t pretend I know the first thing about exercise, but I’m pretty sure running’s supposed to be good for you. Maybe a walk. Whittling is nice. Two of my…headmates? Are whittlers. We have a small collection of nålbinding needles they carved for us.

The record and tape players are very nice. I miss my collections, but there’s no saying I can’t keep an eye out. I barely remember what I used to listen to, anyway.

Walking could be good, for sure. I enjoy it, it's been what I'm doing for now instead of much running.

Roughlygirl: a gender that is, in the absolute loosest of ways, roughly a girl/lady/woman. This gender is so loosely related to girlhood that it may often be mistaken for something else at first glance. This gender may also be both FIN and NIN.

Pronoun ideas: shx/hxr, shy/hyr, shw/hwr, hye/hyer, sh??/h??r, shz/hzr

I see myself as a woman. That much I am confident in. But that is not my gender identity. It's... more of a title? Not in that I fit the typical gender roles for a woman, that's not it, but in that I am one in a non-personal sense. The way that a cashier is a cashier, but it's not their identity, and they may not fit the stereotypes involved with that job. It's just what they are when they're on the clock. Being "on the clock" is being perceived, for me. The average person does not see me, they see my job, and that job is woman. And thus I am a woman.

My identity, however, is not at all related. Woman is a title, it is not who I am. I am something on the nonbinary spectrum. My gender feels deeply, inherently neutral, and is connected to my alterhumanity as an Avatar of the Hunt. Human-ish, but not fully, but certainly not nonhuman, and neutral.

I am a woman, but that is not my gender. I am... something nonbinary-spectrum in my gender. I like shx/hxr pronouns due to this. It feels right, I think.

I would almost say demigirl, but "Girl" is not an accurate title for me. I am not a girl. I am a woman. But again, not by gender, simply by title. By gender, I am nonbinary. Maybe genderqueer? Something neutral, but definitely present.

Hi.

I'd enjoy chatting, I think. Just... know that I'm not the same Daisy you knew. I'm okay talking about source, but... Yeah. Different person. Connected to her, sure, and share some of her memories, but I'm not her.

If that's not what you're looking for, that's fine.

@wolfishdaisy

(sideblog, didn't want to put our main)

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