[STRANGLING YOU WITH OUR RED STRING OF FATE]
yeah dude. we get it. you're fixated on the one person who ever made you feel seen, who ever really got you, and the thought of trying to love someone in her place feels like an insult. you never told her how you feel. you never so much as held her hand. you don't even know if she felt the same.
and you never will, because that version of her doesn't exist anymore. it was erased when you died and restarted the loop. the specific circumstances that led to her knowing you that way will probably never be replicated. most of the time she just wants to kill you. and you'd let her. you'd let her kill you a thousand times just to see her face again.
