About me...
Name : Anah
Birthdate : 12/July/2007
Birthplace : India
MBTI : INTJ-T
My Aesthetic : Somewhere between Dark and Chaotic Academia.
Things I adore :
Conversations that challenge my entire worldview.
Midnight Rain tapping against old windows.
Beautiful contradictions - logic and longing.
Abandoned buildings with stories untold.
Deep, uninterrupted thought.
Art that's haunting, quiet, and honest.
Philosophy, especially Nietzsche and Camus.
Classical music laced with melancholy (Chopin, Debussy, Mahler).
Anonymity in crowded places.
Things I can't stand:
Forced socialization.
Betrayal of logic for blind tradition.
Romanticizing ignorance.
Being asked “why are you so quiet?”.
Crowds that feel like noise.
Repetition without refinement.
Hobbies that keep me sane :
Journaling like I’m in a confessional.
Reading ancient myths and psychological case studies.
Silently studying people’s behavior and motives.
Reading about obscure history and hidden societies.
Organizing playlists based on moods I can’t name.
Writing quiet poetry no one will read - except maybe one.
Movies I like : The Prestige, Arrival, Dead Poets Society,The Imitation Game, Stalker (Tarkovsky), Portrait of a Lady on Fire, The Secret Window, Inception, Gone Girl, A Ghost Story.
Authors Who Speak to Me : Edgar Allan Poe, friedrich Neitzche, Albert Camus.
Songs That Sound Like Me :
“Oblivion” - Grimes
“Youth” - Daughter
“Vienna” - Billy Joel
“The Night We Met” -Lord Huron
“Breathe Me” - Sia
“Fade into you” - Mazzy Star
“In My Veins” - Andrew Belle
Fav music genres : Classical, vocal jazz, rythm & blues.
Social Life : Selective.
I prefer intense one-on-one connections over group dynamics. I’m loyal to the very few who truly know me - and indifferent to the rest. I show up when it matters, not just when it’s expected. Small circles. Rare bonds. Real or nothing. Meaningful presence.
Moral Code :
Loyalty is sacred -Once broken, it doesn’t mend.
Intent matters - I don’t forget cruelty masked as care.
Respect over affection - I don’t need to be loved, but I demand to be respected.
Emotions & Expression :
I feel deeply, but quietly.
My emotions are structured, internalized, and often translated into words, art, or action. I rarely express in real time - I process alone, in silence. I cry through writing. I love with actions. I grieve in productivity. You may never see my heart, but you’ll feel it in my consistency.
Ideal Day :
Rain outside. Dim light inside.A notebook half-filled. A novel by my side. Classical music playing softly. Coffee gone cold on purpose. Silence. One unread message - ignored until the thought is complete. A single candle flickering. Ideas flowing like a current beneath stillness.
> “I’d rather sit in silence with one person who understands me, than speak for hours to a room full of noise.”
This is my space - where thought is sacred, emotion is private, and solitude is art.
@poeticanah ♡
