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The whole reason Tommy broke up with Buck is because he thought he would break his heart and Buck repeated that in this episode to remind the audience of that. He thought Eddie being gone would mean that he had a proper shot this time, and at first I thought that what mattered was the fact that Eddie’s coming back so that won’t be true, but really is important was this line from Buck:

‘I don’t have to want to sleep with everyone I have feelings for and I don’t have to have feelings for everyone that I sleep with’

Yes the first half seemed like a Freudian slip on Buck’s feelings for Eddie, but most importantly the second half is Buck intentionally being mean to Tommy because he felt cornered about Eddie.

It means that even with Eddie physically gone, he would still be in the middle of a possible relationship for those two. Whether or not Buck meant it isn’t the point. What matters is that Buck either is completely over Tommy and just wanted sex or he just called what Tommy thought was a possible reconciliation a meaningless hook-up just because he was lashing out and felt threatened about his relationship with Eddie.

Nobody gets back into a serious relationship with someone like that. It’d be one thing if their codependency was only an issue when they were physically living in the same city. But to watch the person you wanted to have a future with crash out instead of laugh off the idea of being in love with their best friend? To any sane adult that’s a HUGE red flag.

Buck just completely justified why Tommy ended it with him in the first place, so there’s no way it isn’t completely over for him.

I have nothing to add here. Perfectly said nonny.

#buck has feelings for eddie confirmed

❥ninety-one whiskey by komodobits - ww2 au, so beautifully written like so much detail and historical accuracy ?? Actually a masterpiece she should change the names and try and get it published as a proper wartime romance because it’s honestly amazing, the best spn fic I’ve ever read by a long shot, if u haven’t read it, drop everything and read it right now. Warning though it is very painful I literally was completely damaged for days after finishing it and it’s not even a sad ending lmao

❥for all you young hockey players out there, pay attention by thursdaysfallenangel - hockey au, so well done, the relationships were believable and the way they eventually get together is realistic enough that it has u like squeeee, it’s a very slow burn which I personally love and think it makes the story better but I guess some people don’t like that. I literally knew not a single thing about hockey before reading it and after I finished I highkey wanted to start watching hockey and supporting any team lol

❥so says the sword by komodobits - super beautiful, true form Cas tbh I just love anything by komodobits, I’d read her grocery list

❥a complete kingdom by komodobits - again it’s komodobits so duh it’s amazing but this one is really cool, spooky surrealism horror shit. hits so good with my sad playlist on in the background

❥passing ships by quiettewandering - Cupid!Cas accidentally falling in love with his client - super cute

So lots of people have asked me to share the video of my question to Misha being stopped by Creation. I wanted to make sure before I posted it, I was able to get her face blurred because I didn’t want to doxx anyone. 

So a little background - I waited in line during the previous panel letting all the people with questions for Mark go ahead of me to make sure I got a place in line for Misha. Turns out I was first! Between the panels, the Creation person walked away for a moment and when she came back she forgot to ask me what my question was so it took her by surprise when I said it was about the confession scene. 

This video shows her saying no and shaking her head then turning around pissed off when Misha said I could ask my question. It’s blurred so it kind of dulls the seething anger and eyeroll but still gets the idea across. 

When she said no I purposely said “I can’t ask about the confession?” into the mic cause fuck that! I purposely crafted my question so that it shot down Jared’s stupid response that they were just friends or bros (or a guy who gave him a million dollars??? IDK it was incohesive rambling) by stating that Cas knew he had Dean’s friendship, brotherhood, and forgiveness. I think Misha did the best he could with the answer and I believe he was telling me that he played it as romantic love because he has already said that he played it as a declaration of homosexual love, which is about love not necessarily sex. 

Also, they immediately turned off my mic after I asked the question. I had to yell thank you at the end for him to hear me. Ugh!

For anyone unaware of what’s going on, here is the video facing the stage so you can see Misha and hear his whole response. Mine is the first question (and I didn’t say he was my 3rd favorite FFS, I said he was my very favorite).

https://youtu.be/kj9LkmiNh-4

WHO MADE THIS i just want to talk.

Let’s not ferget the parenting skills he displayed with a baby, we can only assume he honed those from when he took care of Sam: