multi-fandom but mostly audio fiction (tma, midnight burger, tpp, amelia project, tsv), arcane, whatever else strikes my fancy. header by @arcanegifs. I follow as casthewise.
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i think shane interrupted yuna and david sexy times more than he ever realized. imagine 9yo shane banging on the door at 630am on a saturday when they’re trying to have a quickie and he’s in the hallway yelling thru the door like “mom i need more grip tape… mom! MOM!” and yuna’s whispers to david “god damnit” then yells out “shane, there’s some in your bag” stilling herself when shane tries the door handle “mom open the door” “shane, im getting dressed, its in your bag” and david is just smooching down her neck. “moooooom it’s not i already checked there i need more black grip tape” “i cannot help you with that right now” “moooooom” *whines* “shane, we will get more” thinking she satisfied him before he questions “we’ll get more?” “yes shane” “we can get it this morning?” “shane honey we will get some after breakfast okay? wait for me downstairs” “…ok but we have to get it before my game” and yuna and david groan but also laugh bc their child is so unintentionally funny and persistent but also they have maybe 3 minutes to get this nut before he comes back
I think Ilya is constantly singing little made up songs to Anya and Shane teases him for it every time until Ilya catches Shane quietly singing the “dinnertime for Anya” song as he portions her wet food and Shane is never allowed to pick on Ilya again
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people often forget that characters lie all the time and while the concept of big dick ilya is fun and sexy, it is infinitely funnier to imagine shane, who is intimately familiar with ilya’s respectable six inch cock, pulling out a tape measure when he gets home after the infamous “nine inch dick” text exchange, measuring out nine inches, and just thinking to himself
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unreasonably amused by the idea of itty bitty shane not wanting to get off the ice after practice to the point that david gets ON the ice to get him, so itty bitty does the "my bones are gone now" resistance move kids are so good at.
but fails to consider that ice is. so slippery.
like stage your protest all you want, buddy, but you have literally never been more move-able.
first post for context / see the tag 'open relationship au' for more snippets or the masterlist so kindly put together by @tafkarfanfic. this wasn't meant to be the next snippet but a couple of people requested something from brian's pov and i felt inspired! it also fit better here than later, because as of the next snippet we will officially be in the end game!
2008
A year to the day since they first met, Shane finally lets Brian fuck him.
It's a while to wait. Brian doesn't think he would have bothered with anyone else, but Shane is special. He's so beautiful, by far the hottest guy Brian's been with, especially now that he's starting to lose that teenage awkwardness. He looks at Brian like he's someone to admire. Everything they do together is new to him and Shane is both a quick study and eager to please.
Not eager enough to let Brian fuck him without the prolonged chase, obviously, but Brian gets it. It's a little scary, the first time.
It's also not like Brian has had to go without. He's picked up other guys when the scratch got too difficult not to itch. He feels a little bad about it, because he's pretty sure Shane thinks they're exclusive, but it's not like those other guys meant anything.
And obviously, now that they're actually having sex, Brian won't have to go looking elsewhere.
Not that the first time is all that great but, you know. It's the first time. It's gonna get better. And it's already intoxicating, the way Shane gets afterwards, loose and pliant in his arms and looking at Brian with so much adoration in his eyes. No one has ever looked at Brian that way before, like he's someone who's easy to love.
"Was that... okay?" Shane asks quietly.
"It was so fucking good," Brian assures him.
Not strictly speaking true, of course, but the praise makes Shane light up. It's dizzying, how easily Brian can affect him like this. It would probably be just as easy to hurt him. Brian would never do it but the thought alone makes him feel powerful.
2010
Shane moves to Montreal three months ahead of Brian.
They've never been the kind of couple who see each other every day but this is still the longest they've been apart. It's both easier and more difficult than Brian was expecting.
On the days they don't manage to call each other, he doesn't miss Shane at all. He hardly even thinks about him. It's enough to have him considering that maybe it's time to call it. It's something that's been at the back of his mind ever since he realized what a big deal Shane Hollander was, and how much bigger he will continue to get.
Those days often end with Brian going out and picking someone up. It's fine, he tells himself. The relationship is basically over, and it's been too fucking long since someone touched him.
But then they call or, better yet, video chat, and it crashes over Brian like a tidal wave how much he misses Shane. His beautiful, sexy as hell boyfriend who makes Brian feel more desirable with a simple look than any stranger could, no matter how loudly they moan on his cock. His boyfriend, who loves him. Who's only ever loved him.
And then the guilt hits, all the worse for how happy Shane looks to see him.
It makes Brian feel like a piece of shit. He should tell Shane, but the thought of it only makes him feel worse. Picturing the hurt on his face, the love leaving his eyes and never returning, because Brian would become a different person to him. Someone who would be capable of betraying his trust in such a fundamental way.
Brian doesn't feel like that person. It's like he becomes someone else when he hooks up with those guys, like who he is on the days Shane calls and on the days he doesn't are two different men. One not beholden to the promises made by the other.
He decides not to tell Shane. He'll be Montreal soon, anyway, and then this will stop being a problem.
It's just the distance, fucking with his head.
2013
Sometimes Brian thinks that if he were a kinder man, he would have broken up with Shane ages ago.
Or maybe he wouldn't keep fucking around behind his back instead, but Brian honestly isn't too sure about that. It feels more like a compulsion than any kind of decision, and it's made so impossibly easy with how much time Shane spends on the road.
So since he can't help it, it probably would be a kindness to let Shane go instead.
Then Brian will sit with this idea, really consider it, and want to smack himself. Break up with his gorgeous, wealthy, loving boyfriend? Over something Shane doesn't even know about?
Because that's the bottom line, isn't it? Brian hasn't hurt Shane because Shane doesn't know. Shane will never know, because he is by his own design completely out of touch with the queer community in Montreal.
Knowing this doesn't completely erase Brian's guilt, but it makes him feel better.
It wouldn't be this bad, this compulsion, if Brian didn't have to love Shane in secret. If they could be together openly, there wouldn't be this massive black hole at the center of the relationship that has Brian constantly craving more.
It's probably a good thing that Brian isn't kinder.
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Pleased to report that after a day of this i am not longer craving caper brine and my mouth is not dry as usual. There's some good suggestions in the notes too that I want to try.
-ancient roman posca: water, red or white wine vinegar, honey, salt, herbs (coriander, mint, thyme)
-switchel: water, ginger, vinegar, sweetener, lemon, salt
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snowghoul
theartofmadeline
dededos
romaincrisis
