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𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: smut , closeted dean winchester , m4m , shy!dean , sub!dean , sexual identity crisis , semi-public (bathroom stall) , messy blow job [dean receiving] , 18+ NO MINORS
𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 1400
#𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒: not a dude , so pardon my interest on this topic. no details of the guy dean's with , so up to your interpretation !! also this was supposed to be a short fic but I got carried away like usual. lightly edited cause im #lazy
early seasons dean winchester never realized he was playing for both teams all at once. it wasn’t a sudden epiphany, but something that crept in under his skin and stayed there, picking at him until he couldn’t ignore it anymore.
it all started on the night a hunt went sideways... forty-eight hours of grime ground into his clothes, dried blood stiff at the edges of his sleeves, exhaustion sitting heavy behind his eyes.
so once him and sam got back to the motel, and cleaned up, dean did what he always did, finding the nearest, cheapest bar to drink away his feelings.
as he sat there alone, his eyes idly scanned the room, trying to find a distraction. he caught the eye of a pretty girl a few seats down. and like most nights, that would be a cue to turn on his classic charm. but tonight his eyes didn’t stop there.
they drifted past the sweet blonde and locked onto a group of guys around his age sitting at a booth. one of them matching his stare, just a few seconds too long.
a strange, overwhelming rush of warmth hit dean's lower belly. his mind scrambling to process why a guy looking at him like that was making his cock start to grow against the denim of his jeans.
cw fauxcest
The hotel receptionist brow pinched together as she tapped away at her little computer. Giving you and John an apologetic smile after a long moment.
"I'm so sorry. It seems the only rooms we have left are queen beds."
You were confused. Why on earth would that be an issue. That was the plan anyway.
John clapped you firmly on your shoulder. Tugging you close to his side with a grin.
"That's alright. You don't mind sharing the bed with yer dad for a few nights, do you, kid?"
It clicked all at once and you could feel your face growing hot. You couldn't possibly correct him. Especially with the receptionist now awing at the sweet relationship you had with your 'father'. So you just shook your head. Avoiding both of their eyes and gritting your teeth. John was in so much trouble.
At least he was once he finished fucking you like this.
"Yeah... don't mind sharing with yer old man..." He laughed. Tugging your hips back to him and filling you all at once. Fat cock punching so deep you felt the breath leave your lungs.
"Ahh..." Was all you could respond. Eyes rolling back into your skull. Arms giving out so your face fell into the plush pillows of your shared bed.
"Say you love sharing a bed with your dad." He growled low. Leaning over you to press against your back.
The words were heavy on your tongue. Barely able to string two thoughts together as he fucked you, let alone say them out loud.
"Da... ah..." Was all you managed.
John pressed a warm kiss to your cheek. Strong arms wrapped around you so he had the leverage to grind even deeper.
"That's alright, kid. Dad'll take care of you."
⊹ 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐓𝐎𝐘. ── ⦂ minors are not allowed to interact.
ִ ⟡ 𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐓 ˖ dean winchester ⅋ f!reader. ❜ ࿐ ⊹ ׂ
🖊️ ❛ 𓂃 it turns out that his gun has more than just one use. content ♥︎ warnings. gunplay, rough motel sex, impact play, creampie, light bondage, strong language.
dean winchester is a horndog.
it’s no secret. it’s not something he hides. it’s a fundamental, baked-in part of his being, like his love for his car or his questionable taste in music. and you love it. you love the way his eyes darken with a specific kind of hunger that’s reserved just and only for you, the way his hands always seem to find their way to your body, no matter where you are. he loves the idea of doing just about anything with you, and you’re always, always willing to play.
right now, you can’t see the look on his face, but you can feel it. your face is pressed into the cheap motel mattress, the scent of stale fabric and him filling your senses. your hands are pulled tight behind you, his worn leather belt cinching your wrists together, the buckle digging slightly into your skin. he has you on your knees, ass in the air, completely at his mercy.
and you wouldn’t have it any other way.
your ass is on fire, a deep, pleasant throb radiating from the globes of your cheeks. they’re swollen from where he’d been smacking you, his big, rough calloused palm leaving stinging prints that were already turning into bruises. he’d fucked you just as hard, a frantic, desperate rhythm that left you breathless and seeing stars.
he hasn’t pulled out yet, but the motion has stopped. he’s just sitting back on his heels, his weight a comforting pressure on your calves, his cock still buried deep inside you. you can feel yourself clenching around him, your slick walls trying to coax another thrust out of him. your hole is sopping, utterly ruined and dripping his cum down your inner thighs in thick, milky trails.
a low chuckle rumbles through his chest. “look ‘atcha,” he growls, his voice thick with satisfaction. “so sweet and tight. took about every lil’ drop, baby.”
he finally slides out of you, and the sound is obscene, a wet, sloppy noise that makes you whine at the sudden emptiness. you feel a cool draft hit your wet skin. he stays kneeled behind you, and you know he’s just admiring his handiwork. you can picture it perfectly: his cock, slick with your wetness, a perfect white ring of his own cream still clinging to the base of the head. he’s probably got that smug, shit-eating grin on his face.
you feel his fingers tracing the edges of your hole, dipping into the slickness and teasing the swollen, sensitive flesh. he swirls a finger around, making you squirm, your hips twitching.
“still want more, huh?” he murmurs, his voice a low promise. “she’s always been so greedy.”
his fingers disappear, only to be replaced by the sharp, open-palmed smack of his hand right against your dripping cunt. the sound is wet and loud in the quiet room, a sting that has your whole body jolting.
you just groan in response, pushing your ass back towards his hand, a silent plea.
you hear a soft metallic scrape, the sound of him reaching for something on the nightstand. you assume he’s just grabbing the lube for another round, but when he comes back, what presses against you isn’t his fingers or his cock.
it’s the cool, heavy press of metal.
it’s his gun. the norinco 1911A1. the one he babies same as the impala. the one that’s always on him wherever he goes, a permanent fixture tucked into the back of his worn jeans. dean presses the tip of the barrel right against your dripping slit, the cold a stark, shocking contrast to the heat of your body.
a soft, surprised choked mewl escapes your lips. your hips jerk.
“shhh,” he whispers, his voice right by your ear. “hold still.”
he uses the barrel to nudge your folds apart, the metal sliding through your slickness. then, slowly, deliberately, he slides it in.
you let out a loud, shuddering moan. the feeling is insane. the cold steel slipping inside your hot, tight core, the weight of it, the smooth, unyielding texture. it’s wrong and dangerous and so, so, so right. he pushes it in slowly, the barrel gliding deep inside you until the front sight is pressing against your g-spot.
he didn’t put the safety on. you know he didn’t. he likes the risk, the sharp, thrilling edge of danger that makes everything feel more real, much more intense. when you started dating dean, you learned that risk wasn’t just a part of his job; it was a part of him, and it bled into everything, especially the bedroom. you didn’t just accept it; you craved it just as much as he did.
“feel good, don’t it?” he asks, his voice a low rasp.
you can only nod, your face still mashed into the pillow, your body trembling.
he takes that as his cue. he grips the handle of the gun and starts fucking you with it, his movements slow at first, pushing the barrel in and out of your tight, wet cunt. the cool metal slides against your hot inner walls, a friction that’s completely alien and unbelievably good. you start to bounce back on it, meeting his thrusts, your own hips moving in a desperate rhythm.
the sight of it turning him on.
a strangled groan rips from his throat. you hear the frantic, slick sound of his hand wrapping around his own cock. he’s watching you. watching his gun disappear inside of you, watching you ride it, watching his cum drip from your overused hole. he starts jerking off, his pace rough and frantic, his breaths coming in harsh, ragged pants.
he’s fucking you with his gun and fucking himself with his hand, and the sheer, filthy depravity of it all sends you hurtling over the edge. your orgasm hits you like a lightning strike, a violent, all-consuming wave that makes your whole body seize, your inner walls clenching hard around the cold steel buried inside you.
your scream is muffled by the mattress, but dean hears it, and it’s all he needs to tip him over to the edge. his body locks up, a sharp curse bitten off as he cums hard, his hot seed spilling over his stomach and onto the sheets, just as your limbs give up, a trembling, satisfied mess.
© deansbeer
The concept of price being so damn proud to be dating you, a pretty young thing he's got wrapped around his finger.
He talks about you constantly, his sweet angel that soon enough he'll have safe in his home. Price has always been one to fall too hard too fast, but even gaz can agree that something feels special about this time.
So, the team agrees to meet you.
Only for all of them to nearly choke or die when you come walking up to their table, practically hanging off price's arm.
Because each if them has slept with you.
Gaz has seen you spread out on his bedsheets, legs wrapped around his waist while you begged for just one more round. Soap has seen you in the back of his car, his knees aching from so long spent with his tongue between thighs. Ghost knows what you sound like choking on dick in the alleyway behind the local bar.
And now you sit next to their captain, and he's made it clear he wants to marry you.
When price steps away to get you a drink, you look them dead in the eyes and say "he fucks better than you and he's mature."
Yikes...
Still. It'll be hard keeping a neutral face at the wedding when they've all seen your expression mid-orgasm.

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𝓅𝓇ℯ𝓉𝓉𝓎 𝒷ℯ𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹.
𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 : beau arlen x afab!reader.
𝐜𝐰 : +18. MDNI. smut (piv, clit rubbing). sex in workplace. filmed sexual relations. pet names (baby, pretty, sweetheart, beautiful). gentle dom beau. creampie (? kinda.
Slow, almost gently, like he's trying not to bottom out and ruin it, Beau slides in and out of you with a pace that's been making the tension building in your lower belly painfully tight.
The drag of his length every time he drives his hips forward pushes you just a little further against his desk where he has you bent over, the quiet squelch where your bodies are joined making you hot in the face. It's getting harder to think about anything else but how disarmingly well he stuffs full you every time.
He's been teasing you like this for ten minutes, making you think he's about to quicken his pace only to push into you languidly again, the grip of his hands around your hips loosening and clenching every time you do the same around his girth, finding stability in the softness of your flesh.
"You okay, baby?" He asks ever so gently, his voice just loud enough to break through the haze of your mushy brain. "Need me t'stop?" The erratic shake of your head is enough answer.
Beau gives a quick look to your phone that's propped up by coats and a stack of documents on one of the chairs in front of his desk.
This was his idea, filming while his fucking you so cruelly like this, but he wanted to let you have full control of what happens with this video once it stops recording.
You— sweet, stupidly blissed out you, starting to drool over a report sheet on the desk because you just can't help it when his tips keeps bumping that pulpy, almost alive spot inside of you— can only nod, barely ducking your head down a few times, chin brushing against your shoulder, before your eyes shut tight, letting out another of those whines that are starting to sound like you're about to cry.
It started a few days ago. The idea bloomed in Beau's mind after a painfully long week where he couldn't see you until the next morning, which seemed unacceptable and strangely physically painful for him.
He was needy, lonely, and he couldn't get his hands on the real thing. Couldn't cup your face between his hands, couldn't trace the shape of your lips with the tip of his tongue, couldn't reach down and rub your arousal all over your slit and sensitive bud like he's doing now.
Sure, he had that spectacularly hot and simultaneously tender Polaroid you took for him six months into your relationship to give himself some relief, the one he keeps in the same drawer of everything of real value he owns in the trailer.
Pebbled nipples under one of his flannels, peeking out under the hem where you had bunched it up around the upper part of your midriff, hand between your legs and tights pulled apart just enough to make him shudder every time he looks at it.
He's even made a copy of it, just one— you know, just in case the original got lost— but he's not ready to tell you about that yet.
That night he needed to watch your flushed face, the thin coat of sweat building up on your skin after each thrust. Needed the deliciously slick sound of his skin meeting yours and the way your body shivers against him.
Couldn't get the idea of your cunt dripping down the edge of his desk, each sway forward of his body making your clit rub against it.
And he didn't have anything like that available at any time except for his memory, where he had taken you after hours in this same room.
Until today.
You came in after a couple of days of not seeing eachother, wearing that gorgeous smile on your face and that glimmer in your eyes that told him how much you had missed him, and you kissed him like you wanted him to eat you alive, and he just couldn't help himself, so he did.
He was more than relieved to know you were into it. That you had been thinking about it, too.
It's risky to fuck you silly in this workplace, a police station, he knows. But everyone's gone home early today, and the idea of having a video of you, bent over his desk, huffing and puffing like you're actually going to start shedding tears if he keeps delaying your orgasm...
Yeah, he would've been pretty fucking stupid if he hadn't asked you to film a sextape in his office.
He'll fantasize about this day until the day he dies. He'll fight to keep this position if that means he can come back here until he can barely walk and think about the scene laid in front of him.
"What's that, pretty?" He hums softly, like he's trying to console you, his right hand releasing your hip for a moment just to thread his fingertips through the strands masking the side of your face. "You gotta tell me how good it feels, okay? Can you tell me how good it feels?" He brushes them aside, tenderly caressing the side of your head as your face becomes into display for the camera.
"Feels so good," There's a ridiculously notorious waver to your voice, eyes meeting the lens, but you've started to use all of your willpower to not come yet.
There aren't words that are good enough to describe the way you look right now, with those beautiful eyes encased in a thick layer of tears and the spit edged on the rim of your lips where it's already dripped over whatever paperwork he has tending to an hour ago.
"So pretty," Your moan echoes his words, thin and pitiful enough to make him smile fondly as he watches your eyelashes flutter, sparkling your precious tears on the desk. "So, so pretty. Oh, beautiful, didn't mean to make you cry."
When he leans down to soothe your sorrows away, caging you down onto the sturdy wooden surface, you let out the first sob, frustrated and pent up enough to start blubbering, a variation of wanna come and please, please, please Beau and feels so good, feels too good.
In this new angle he rests his head over your shoulder, starting to pick up his pace again and with that ripping a moan out of you that he wishes he could bottle up and pour all over his body next time he can't have your touch.
Beau looks into the camera at the same time one of your hand comes up to fist his silky, chestnut tufts of messy hair, grunting against your skin when his own release threatens to snap at him.
There's something uniquely sweet in the way the tip of his fingers crawl down the arm of your free hand and interlock with yours, guiding the other one back between your thighs, the sluggish pace of his hips unconcerned about the way your cunt squeezes him so hard it makes him dizzy.
"Wanna come?" Needless to say that you immediately nod your head like it hurts to even think about not doing so. "Gonna come now?" His middle finger fiddles with your clit and you feel miserably perfect, like this is the way sheer pleasure feels and nothing else but this. "Want me to cream this pretty pussy so good? Wanna be full of me?" His voice is so placid and soft his words barely sounds filthy at all.
"Please." You whine again, your breath catching in your chest when he somehow manages to cram all of his cock inside of you, your vision becoming blurry for a moment before it takes over your whole body like dead weight made out of ecstasy.
Feels so good. Youf feel so perfect and My precious, perfect girl is what you hear while everything shuts down around you, his thick cum bathing your insides and the wreck of your orgasm is all you can feel for some solid three minutes.
During that time, he nuzzles his nose behind your ear, velvety pecks peppered all over your sticky skin, broad hands rubbing your arms and your back up and down, a new trail of praises leaving his mouth when you come back to him, peering up at him over your shoulder like he's just brought the world to your feet.
"Love you," You manage you mumble tiredly, pulling a saccharine sweet smile from him and earning you a smooch on the left corner of your mouth.
"Love you, sweetheart." He pats your bare ass gently before carefully pulling out of you, hearing the soft sound you make with your face hidden against your upper arm and taking the chance then to rub two fingers over your still very sensitive puffiness, making sure everything leaking out of you can be stuffed back in.
"Can't let anything go to waste, can we?" You just let out a shameful chuckle at that against your clothed arm. His hand searches for your face and slowly prods two fingers inside your mouth. "Atta girl. Mhm, that's good, isn't it?" And you suck them clean until they're wet with your spit only, smiling against his lips when he leans down to kiss you again, properly this time.
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 : well... this is pretty shitty but i had a spurt of inspiration and i couldn't just kill it, so...
also i feel like it's a little ooc or that is a little weak of substance, but WHATEVER.
cw fauxcest, second hand embarrassment?
You had said it once. On accident. You were tired, it wasn't really your fault. Body sluggish and weak as you stumbled onto the heli after your teammates.
"Thanks, Dad." You mumbled as John tossed you a full canteen of water. Not yet aware of what you had said as you chugged the cool liquid.
They all had a right laugh about it. Lots of teasing. Lots of jabs about how old the captain was, how much you looked up to him to call him that. It was a bloody accident. And it left your face burning, sulking the entire flight home. Snapping tiredly at the boys whenever they brought it up again.
And boy did they bring it up. Every chance they had.
"Don't you mean, Dad?" Gaz would grin as you called after Price in the hallway. Drawing laughs from the rest of them. Earning a punch in the arm that left him pouting.
Ghost and Johnny would very loudly ask questions whenever you were in the vicinity. Asking 'Dad' what the next mission was, what was for dinner, who was on cleaning duty. Or in Johnny's case, 'Daddy'. He always took it a step further.
Even John wouldn't let it go. It thrilled him, that you viewed him as a father figure. A mentor of sorts. He would guide you if that was what you wanted. John knew he would likely never have children, but he could care for you in the same way.
Sort of.
"You love Dad's cock, don't you, kid?"
Soft whines spilled from your lips. Shoving your face into the pillow so you wouldn't have to listen to him ramble. Cunt split open deliciously by the length of him. Each thrust spearing deep, his heavy balls slapping against your clit in the most perfect way.
"Yeah, you do." He mused, knowing you were trying to ignore him. Grinding deep against your cervix until you were gasping. "Only yer Dad could take care of you like this. You wouldn't let anyone else make you cum, would you?"
You responded with another half moan, half sob. The pillow damp against your cheek. From drool, sweat or tears you couldn't tell.
"Say it."
Your hair fell over your face when you shook your head. Clawing at the sheets for purchase as he started to fuck you harder, faster. The breath leaving your lungs with every snap of his hips. Surely hard enough to leave bruises along your ass and the backs of your thighs.
"Say you want yer Dad to make you cum. Beg for Dad to fill you nice and full."
His fist gripped your hair when you shook your head again. Tugging you back so you couldn't hide anymore. Pulling hard enough to make you cry out.
"Please! Dad please! You fuck me so goodpleaseletmecum! Need you... you, Dad."
You weren't sure if anything you said made sense. But he did drop you back onto the bed. Keeping his thrusts steady as he reached around to toy with your clit. Pleased with how easily you submitted.
"So good, kid. I'm proud of you."
Despite it all, despite the embarrassment. You felt your mind go warm and fuzzy at his praise. Filling a void you didn't know was there.
dad’s best friend!Simon who’s got you crying in his arms over your most recent breakup, rubbing your back, and murmuring in your ear how he can make it all better.
Won’t you let him make it all better, sweetheart?
You don’t entirely know what he means, but this is your third break up this year and you’re starting to think something’s wrong with you because all your friends have more success in their dating life’s. You trust Simon, he’d never do anything to hurt you after all. You’re just so tired, eyes puffy from crying so much and you do just want to feel better again, so you nod, whispering a quiet plea.
You didn’t expect to be laid out across your bed with his fingers in your panties soon after, covering your face, and squeezing your thighs shut when he starts to slide them off your hips. And he just cooes how he knows you so well, that you don’t have to be embarrassed with him.
Won’t you let him see your pretty pussy, baby? He just wants you to feel good.
thinking about your dad's best friend john price who has a pool at his house that you use during heatwaves...
content: MDNI, age gap, price is a dirty old man and a bit of a creep
anytime the temperature creeps up towards 30°, you're calling John and asking begging so sweetly if you can hang out by his pool. you don't have to ask twice - just the idea of watching you lounge around in next to nothing makes John's cock stir to life. he'll take any excuse to shamelessly stare at you.
when you get there with so much skin on show, a possessive growl rumbles up in John’s chest at the idea of other men seeing you like that. he quickly ushers you into the privacy of his home, his hand burning where it rests on your lower back. “come on, doll,” he purrs into your ear, “let me get you a drink.”
John gets you settled outside, a drink in your hand that he swears barely has any alcohol in it. the sun is shining brightly on you, providing him with the perfect excuse to touch you. “let me put this sun cream on you, love,” he murmurs, his rough hands gliding across your soft skin. they linger a little too long on your hips, rub a little too high up on your thighs, but it's fine! he’s just taking care of you!!
when you finally get in the cool water of the pool, he's standing there watching you with hungry eyes. the way the water glides over your body, the way you swim so effortlessly... if you see him palming himself over his shorts, don't be surprised. that's just the effect you have on him.
he watches as you pull yourself out of the pool, his eyes roving over the way the water droplets cascade down your body. he licks his lips, stepping closer to you. you look up at him as you speak, "can I have a towel, John?" the way you say his name makes him groan, his hands already reaching out for you.
"course, love. let's go inside and I can help you... dry off," he says, dragging you to the house, ready to show you his own special way of drying you...
Kyle Garrick isn't your boyfriend. He's your teammate, your colleague and your friend. But you aren't dating him. He isn't yours.
So there's really no reason for you to feel so fucking jealous right now.
The new recruit is pretty, the kind of girl guys dream of. She's a blonde with blue eyes, tits that are barely contained in her uniform. And she's flirting with Kyle so hard that it hurts. Flicking her hair, fluttering her eyelashes, laughing at his jokes, touching his arm... she clearly wants him. You get it. Kyle is, well, Kyle - handsome, charming and funny. He's perfect.
You stand across the training yard, next to Price and Ghost. They're talking, but you can't hear a word they say. All you can focus on is Kyle and that woman, anger flowing through your veins. If you clench your jaw any harder, it might break.
You could kill her. Okay, maybe that's a little extreme. You could certainly smack her, though. Really hard. She's embarrassing herself, and you. You're ashamed of how you feel for a man who isn't even yours. A man you didn't even realise you wanted to be yours until this moment.
Before you can think twice, your feet are moving, walking you towards the pair of them. What's your plan? You aren't sure. Hopefully you won't hit her. You can't afford another disciplinary action against you…
"Oh, hi love," Kyle says as you reach the two of them, his eyes lighting up like they always do when you're around. "What're you—" you cut off his words with a grunt, cupping his face in your hands and pulling his lips to yours. It's a kiss that's hard and claiming, meant to let this bitch know that he's yours. Even though he technically isn't.
Your tongue plunges in his mouth as his breath catches in his throat. His hands hover in the air for a moment before settling on your waist, gripping you tight enough to almost lift you off the floor. After a minute, you pull away, leaving Kyle panting with darkened eyes, his dick already hard in his pants as you turn your attention to the blonde.
"Hi!" you chirp with mock kindness, your eyes glaring daggers at her. "I'm not sure we've been introduced..."
You doubt she'll ever bother Kyle again.

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Inspired [this] post by @twolegsandbleeds
You've been dating ghost for months...but he refuses to kiss you.
It'd driving you mad. Ghost is more than happy to bend you over his desk, push you against the walls, fuck you stupid wherever you ask for him. But not once does he kiss you properly.
"Simon....do you...do you love me?" You ask one night, back tucked to ghosts chest in your apartment. Never his.
Silence drags longer than you're comfortable with.
"Yes. O' course i do, lovie." He finally replies, dragging one arm over you, pulling you closer as if to end the conversation. But you can't drop it, not after so long of feeling inadequate.
"But...I've never been to your apartment. And you refuse to kiss me...and–" you choke for a second, only realizing you've started crying when your throat goes tight.
"I have kissed you." Ghost corrects. pointedly ignores everything else.
"Yeah, through that damn mask." You hiss, finally turning around to glare at him. Even now, ghost is wearing that stupid thin balaclava he sleeps in "i don't even know what you've look like! I've never touched your face! But you get to see every part of me!"
You don't mean to say it like that, like he owes you what you know is such a traumatic and personal thing, but it's the only way the words come out.
"You won't like what you see." Ghost warns, eyes narrowed and brows pinched in that discomfort you've learned to recognize "I'm not– Easy to love. You wouldn't want to stay."
It's the most vulnerable he's ever been with you.
"You can't make that decision for me. You can't decide how I feel, simon." You try to reason, sliding a hand up to cup his covered jaw. "Please. I love you. I want to love you, if you let me."
Ghost stares at you, silent.
"I....I can't." You want to scream, but ghost gently tucks your head against his chest, rests his chin against you "not...not now. Give me time. Wait for me."
"...okay. I can wait. Just, don't block me out." You sigh, pushing so close you can hear the hammer of his heartbeat.
"I know, love. I'm trying."
(part one here)
the first thing you do after seeing john price kissing his wife (the wife you didn't know he had, the wife he clearly wasn't thinking about when you were underneath him) is find simon 'ghost' riley.
the moment your tears have dried on your cheeks, you're knocking on the door to his shitty military apartment, hands clenched so tightly your fingernails carve bloody crescent moons into your palms.
as soon as he pulls the door open, you're on him.
you shove him back into the dim hallway of his flat and kick the door shut behind you.
he doesn’t resist.
he’s been watching you for months - silent, burning stares every time you stepped out of price’s office on shaky legs, or emerged from a storage cupboard seconds after the captain, his face far too relaxed, your eyes glassy.
ghost knew about you. he knew about the wife, too.
but his loyalty to price had always outweighed the quiet anger simmering in his chest. price gave him purpose. structure. a home as well as a team.
ghost was john's favourite attack dog, through and through.
then the anger finally grew heavier than the loyalty carved deep into his bones.
you’d felt ghost’s eyes on you - in briefings, in the back of extraction vehicles, in every place he had no right to look. you’d ignored it. poured every desperate need for human connection outside of bullets flying and comms chatter into stolen moments with your captain instead.
tonight, you finally give simon what he’s wanted.
simon. not ghost. the person not the weapon. you give him what he's wanted in the quiet moments when he's alone at night and more man than machine.
you yank his balaclava up just enough to revealhis mouth and crash your lips into his. a low growl echoes from his chest as his hands grip your ass, lifting you so your legs wrap tight around his waist. clothes hit the floor in seconds - his sweatpants shoved down just enough for him to free his cock and bully it into your cunt in one harsh thrust.
he fucks you hard against the wall, like he’s been starving for this. no words. just lips and teeth and bruising fingers and the wet slap of skin. he bites. he marks. he fucks you like he’s trying to scrub every last trace of john price from your body.
you come hard around his cock, nails raking bloody lines down his back. he follows with a guttural groan that sounds more animal than human, burying himself as deep as he can as he spills inside you.
when you finally slide down his body on trembling legs, his cum dripping down your thighs, you look up at him. his chest is heaving, those brown eyes locked on yours, waiting.
you swallow.
“how do I ruin someone’s life, simon?”
he stares at you for a long moment, something dangerous flickering behind his gaze. his hand lifts, thumb dragging roughly over your swollen bottom lip.
“careful, dove.” he murmurs, the corner of his mouth twitching. “you sure you want to open that door?”
john price has been fucking you for months.
he'll bend you over his desk without a word, fucking into you from behind while mission reports scatter across the floor. he'll eat you out in the back of the humvee post op - both of you still streaked with dirt and someone else’s blood, making you come on his tongue with an ease that should be considered concerning. he pushes you to your knees in cramped storage cupboards between briefings, and your hands are already at his belt before he even speaks, freeing his already half-hard cock without even needing to be asked.
but he’s never kissed you.
not once.
he’s dragged his mouth over every inch of your body - sucked bruises into the curve of your breast, bitten marks into your hips - but never your lips.
you asked him about it once, breathless and bare next to him after he'd fucked you stupid.
he’d rolled his eyes.
“don’t like it, love. nothin’ personal.” a lazy smirk. “i kiss your pretty cunt enough, don’t i?”
you told yourself it was just one of his… quirks. you accepted it.
until tonight.
you saw him at the pub just off base, his arm slung around the waist of a tall blonde woman. they were wearing matching gold bands - wedding rings. a ring you’d never once seen on his finger before.
you watch, frozen in place, as he leans down and kisses her.
not hungry. not demanding.
soft.
reverent.
his hand cups the back of her neck like she's something precious, and he rests his forehead against hers for a moment afterward, eyes closed, just the two of them in their own little bubble.
your stomach drops. your throat suddenly so dry that you feel like you might choke.
as you turn back to the door, your eyes burn.
that was why.
he didn’t kiss you because he was saving that for her - his wife.
One night stand Gaz that you met in Italy who speaks perfect Italian and you think is a local until he shows up around your neighbourhood in London (you only ever spoke to him in shitty Italian which he indulged in because you said you wanted to practice, and which you must have really needed because you clearly didn’t listen to any of the things he rasped in your ear while bottomed out in your cunt about following you home and making you his)
[did someone say they wanted hate sex with Gaz and former bully!Reader]
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“Oh my God,” your friend hissed, elbowing you so hard you nearly spilled your drink. “Is that Kyle Garrick?”
You hadn’t planned on coming back to your shitty little hometown.
A messy breakup and your mum’s sixtieth had dragged you home for a couple of weeks, back to the same creaky house, the same faded wallpaper in your old bedroom, the same feeling that nothing and everything had changed. Boredom and half a bottle of cheap wine on a Friday night were what finally pushed you out the door and into the local pub when your friend suddenly elbowed you.
You turned and the floor dropped out from under you.
He was at the bar, back half turned, one elbow resting on the scarred wood. Broad shoulders. Narrow waist. Jeans that actually fit an ass instead of hanging off nothing. The faded black henley stretched across muscle that hadn’t existed when he was seventeen. Short hair, military fade growing out on top. When he glanced sideways to answer the bartender, you caught the clean line of his jaw, the straight nose, the mouth.
No glasses. No acne. No wonky teeth flashing metal every time he spoke.
Kyle fucking Garrick.
The same boy whose glasses you used to rip off his face in the middle of the hallway and hold above your head while your friends laughed. The same lanky kid you’d nicknamed Gaz the Spaz until even the teachers stopped correcting it. The same boy you’d cornered after school one day and made repeat “I’m a worthless loser who will never get laid” three times while you filmed it on your shitty flip phone.
You’d heard he enlisted one summer and laughed, “They’ll either kick him out for being a pussy or he’ll die in some shithole and do the world a favour.”
He felt your stare now. Turned slowly.
Recognition hit first. Then something colder, sharper, older. His eyes, dark, dragged over you and something in your cunt clenched tight.
You should have stayed in the booth.
Instead you slid out, heart hammering, and walked over on unsteady legs. The cheap wine was already buzzing warm behind your ribs, making everything feel a little too bright, a little too loud.
“Kyle,” you said when you reached him, aiming for casual and missing by a mile. Your voice came out breathy. “Wow. You look… different.”
You don’t remember exactly how the rest of the night unfolded, not really.
One drink became three. Then four. Your friends eventually peeled off, leaving you at the bar with him. He stayed sober, nursing the same pint for hours, watching you get looser and louder in that old familiar way that used to feel like power and now just felt pathetic next to him.
He just sipped his drink and looked at you with those calm, dark eyes until your stomach twisted and your thighs pressed together under the bar.
At some point his hand settled on your lower back, warm and heavy in a way that made your drunk brain short circuit, universal sign for your coming home with me.
Now the front door of your parents house clicks shut behind you and the world narrows to this:
You’re on your hands and knees over the arm of the old floral couch in the living room, skirt shoved up around your waist, panties gone, and Kyle Garrick buried to the hilt inside your cunt.
No preamble. No slow build. One second you’re stumbling through the door on drunk legs, the next he has you bent, shoving his cock in with one long, brutal thrust that punched the air out of your lungs.
“Fuck- Kyle!”
“Gaz,” he corrects, voice low and perfectly controlled. One big hand presses between your shoulder blades, pinning your chest to the couch arm while the other grips your hip hard enough to bruise. He’s still fully dressed, jeans open just enough, henley rucked up, while you’re half stripped and already drooling onto the faded floral fabric. “And you’re going to stay right here and take every inch you said no one would ever want.”
He pulls almost all the way out and slams back in. The wet sound is loud from the very first thrust. You’re soaked- humiliatingly, traitorously soaked- and every stroke makes it worse. Cream coats his cock and starts dripping down your thighs in shiny streaks that catch the low lamplight.
Your mind is fuzzy with wine, thoughts slipping and sliding, but the memories rise anyway, uninvited, triggered by every deep, punishing thrust.
Sticking your foot out as he walked past carrying his books. He went down hard, papers scattering everywhere, knees and palms scraping the dirty floor.
Thrust.
“Look at Gaz crawling for it like the dog he is- bet that’s the closest he’s ever got to a bitch.”
Thrust. Harder.
His dark eyes dragging over youes at the bar. “Didn’t expect to see the girl who told the whole school during lunch I had a micro dick…”
He fucks you like he’s been waiting ten years for this exact moment, almost cruel in the way he angles his hips to grind against the soft spongy spot inside you most men can’t reach, the one that makes your vision blur.
Your mouth falls open. Spit floods out, soaking the cushion under your cheek in a steady, shiny pool. You can’t close it. Can’t stop the little broken sounds spilling out every time he bottoms out.
“Listen to that,” he murmurs, calm as anything, like he’s not currently rearranging your insides. “Your cunt’s drooling for me. Just like it used to when you’d stare at me after you finished humiliating me in front of everyone.”
Another memory surfaces, sharp and vicious, dragged up by the stretch of his cock and the steady grind of his hips:
Frog dissection day, voice loud and carrying in the middle of lab, suggesting to the entire class that Gaz was probably going to smuggle one of the frogs home so he could fuck it, “because that’s the only pussy he’ll ever get in his miserable life.” The whole room erupted. People started making wet, disgusting noises every time he walked past for weeks.
Gaz’s hips snap forward harder on the echo of that laughter, burying himself so deep your knees slip on the rug.
“You made sure everyone knew exactly what you thought I deserved,” he says, voice still so fucking calm it makes your skin crawl. “Told the whole class the freak could only get off with something dead and cold. And now here you are: drunk and bent over like a cheap slut for the same loser. Funny how that works, isn’t it?”
You shake your head, but your body betrays you, hips pushing back to meet his thrusts, cunt fluttering and gushing around him with every stroke, running down your thighs in messy rivulets. Your mouth is a wreck, spit pouring freely, soaking the cushion until it’s dark and wet under your face.
“Don’t lie to yourself,” he continues, almost conversational, one hand sliding from your hip to reach under you and rub tight circles over your clit while he keeps pounding. “You bullied me because you were obsessed with me. That’s why your cunt’s sobbing all over my cock right now. Couldn’t stay away even after ten years. Couldn’t stop thinking about the freak you tried to bury.”
A fresh wave of memory hits, triggered by the way his fingers are working your clit in perfect counterpoint to his thrusts and the low, satisfied sound he makes when you clench around him:
The week you decided the entire school would blank him. No one was allowed to speak to him, sit with him, or even look at him. Told everyone it was a “social experiment” to see how long he would last before he cracked. He ate lunch alone every single day. Raised his hand in class and got ignored. Walked the corridors while people deliberately ran into him like he was invisible.
Gaz leans over your back, chest pressing you down harder, lips right against your ear.
“Say it,” he murmurs, almost sweet. “Say ‘Thank you, Gaz, for fucking trash like me.’”
You choke on a moan, drunk and wrecked and so fucking full. “Th-thank you- Gaz- for fucking trash line me- ”
“Good girl.” He rewards you with a few slower, deeper rolls of his hips that make your eyes roll back. “Now show me how sorry you really are.”
Your orgasm rips through you without warning: violent, humiliating, unstoppable. Your cunt clamps down hard, gushing fresh wetness around his cock, more cream flooding out and dripping down your thighs in thick, shiny trails. Your mouth falls open wider and you drool, a long continuous moan muffled in the soaked cushion while you shake and sob through it.
He doesn’t stop. Fucks you straight through it, calm and relentless, grinding deep every time your walls flutter.
When the aftershocks finally ease he flips you onto your back on the couch without pulling out, hooking your legs over his shoulders and folding you nearly in half. The new angle punches a broken sound out of you. Your head lolls, mouth still open and drooling down your cheek and into your hair.
“Now you can watch,” he says, dark eyes locked on yours as he starts moving again. “Watch the loser you tried to destroy ruin you.”
Every thrust is deep and deliberate, cunt making filthy wet sounds every time he pulls back. More of your cream and his pre leaks out, soaking the couch beneath you.
“You’re going to cum again,” he tells you, voice low and certain. “And when you do, you’re going to thank me for it. Because deep down you always knew this was how it would end. The guy you tortured finally putting you in your place.”
Your second orgasm builds terrifyingly fast under the relentless pressure and the psychological assault. When it hits you wail, cunt pulsing and drooling fresh cream down his shaft, eyes rolling, spit leaking down your chin.
Gaz watches you fall apart with dark, satisfied eyes.
“That’s it,” he murmurs. “Drool for me. Both ends. Just like I used to imagine when I was jerking off to the thought of ruining you one day.”
He reaches down, wipes the spit from your cunt with his thumb, and pushes the digit between your lips.
“Suck. Taste how pathetic you are.”
You do, eyes glassy, sucking your own juices off his thumb while he keeps fucking you.
He pulls his thumb free after a moment and grips your throat lightly, leaning down until his forehead touches yours.
“I’m not done with you,” he says softly, almost tenderly, while his hips never stop moving. “Not even close. You owe me years of apologies. And I’m going to fuck every single one of them out of this lying little cunt until you’re too wrecked to remember your own name.”

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inexperienced!simon riley who genuinely doesn't understand he has a big dick.
he's a grow-er not a show-er, so no awkward comments in communal showers growing up or in basic. and in his own hands it doesn't look that big - but that's because his hands are fucking massive.
it's only when he's got you straddling his thighs, your hands wrapped round his cock, pressing it up against the flesh of your stomach with raised eyebrows that he gets it.
"lovie… is it gonna fit?" his ears are red, lips pressed together like he's vaguely embarrassed about this revelation.
you just grin, glancing down at where the tip of his cock rests over your belly button. "oh babe, we're gonna make it fit."
ⁱ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ
“ 𝓣hree, curiosity. One quick moment to crane the neck. I have always possessed the insatiable need to see what happens inside the room.
𝓕our, assimilation. I will dislocate my jaw to fit it all in.
I will claw my way back to the great dark, and we will not speak of this place again. ”
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