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be so fucking fr 😭 you brought that onto yourself. i genuinely do not give a fuck if you’re ‘so sick’ of my theme changes, lmfaoo, the block button is free, learn how to use it <3
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in whatever way you’re celebrating today, take a second to recognize and remember that the fight for independence didn’t start with george washington, continental army, and the colonies fighting the british. for so many, independence wasn’t really obtained in 1776… nor did it begin with the revolutionary war.
it started with captured africans jumping off boats before they were forced to shores of the americas. it started with indigenous communities fighting against european colonizers and settlers. it started with black people in many parts of the americas working to free their loved ones, each other, and themselves by risking their limbs and lives and running away. it started with maroon communities being forged by escaped enslaved populations and indigenous communities who also rebelled against entire militaries that sought them either subservient or dead. it started with slave revolts.
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⊹ 𝐈𝐓❜𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐒𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄. ── ⦂ minors are not allowed to interact.
ִ ⟡ 𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐓 ˖ beau arlen ⅋ f!reader. ❜ ࿐ ⊹ ׂ
🖊️ ❛ 𓂃 after a fight about wanting a baby, he fucks you in an abandoned barn to shut you up & finally give you what you want. content ♥︎ warnings. barn sex, dubious content, breeding kink, angry fucking, hair pulling, degrading, no aftercare, established relationship. semi-public sex.
the words still hang in the dusty air of the old barn, sharp and ugly. your voice, raw from screaming at him, and his, a low, frustrated growl that cut you deeper than any yell ever could.
“it’s not that simple!” he’d roared, his hands fisted at his sides. “i have a daughter, a teenager. i’ve done this already!”
“and you did a great job!” you’d sobbed back, tears streaming down your face, hot and angry. “why is it so terrifying to think about doing it with me, beau? am i not enough? is what we have not real enough for you?”
the argument had spiraled from there, ending with you storming out of the truck and finding refuge in this derelict barn, a place you’d both noted on your drive. he’d followed you, of course. he always followed.
now you’re backed against a large, round bale of hay, the scratchy stalks poking uncomfortably through your graphic baby tee. he’s stalking towards you, his handsome face a thunderous mask of anger and something else, something darker that makes your stomach clench. the fading light from the broken slats in the wall casts long shadows, making him look bigger, more menacing.
“you wanna know why?” he says, his voice dangerously low as he finally reaches you, bracketing you in with his arms, his hands slamming into the hay on either side of your body. the bale trembles from the force. “because this is what i want to do to you. i don’t want to share you. not with a job, not with your friends, and sure as hell not with a fucking baby.”
your breath hitches, a fresh wave of tears blurring your vision. “that’s not fair.”
“fair?” he scoffs, a bitter, humorless sound. he leans in closer, his heat washing over you, his scent filling your nose, all leather and cologne. he was a furious man right now. “you wanna talk about fair? you want a baby so bad?” he grabs your hips, his fingers digging into the soft flesh there, and yanks you forward, grinding his already hard cock against your stomach through your jeans. “fine. i’ll give you my fucking baby.”
the words are a punch to the gut, but your body, your traitorous, needy body, responds instantly. a slick wetness pools between your legs. before you can protest, he’s spinning you around, shoving you forward so you’re bent over the hay bale. he doesn’t waste time with buttons. you hear the sound of the button on your jeans ripping as he tears them open, shoving them and your panties down your thighs in one rough, impatient motion.
the cool, dusty air hits your exposed skin, and you shiver, a blubbering, pathetic mess of tears and arousal. you’re crying from the hurt of his words, from the frustration of the fight, but you’re also arching your back, pushing your ass out for him.
he spits on his hand, the sound vulgar in the quiet barn, and coats his thick, hot length. he doesn’t give you any warning. he just grabs your hips and shoves himself inside you.
you moan loudly, the sound swallowed by the hay you’re pressed against. he’s so big, so thick, and he’s not being gentle. of course, he isn’t. he’s fucking you with all the anger and frustration from your fight, each thrust a jarring, deep slam that feels like it’s rearranging your insides. the hay scratches your cheek, your arms, but all you can feel is him, filling you, stretching you to accommodate his size. as if you hadn’t already done so countless times before.
“this is what you wanted, right?” he growls in your ear, his voice a ragged pant. he pulls your hair, yanking your head back. “you want to be bred? i’ll breed you, darlin’. i’ll fill y’so full of my cum y’won’t be able to walk straight.”
you sob, a broken, keening sound, as he pounds into you. he’s not just having sex with you for fun, no. he’s branding you, and you’re willingly taking all of it because you wanted this.
just when you think you can’t take any more, he pulls out, leaving you hollow and aching. you whimper, but he just lifts you, pushing you down onto your side on the hay bale. you’re a mess, snot and tears and slick covering you. he doesn’t seem to care.
he throws your top leg over his shoulder, hooking his arm under your thigh to hold you in place. it tilts your hips up, giving him deeper, more complete access. his beautiful green eyes are blown wide with lust, dark and feral as he looks down at you, at the way your pussy weeps for him.
he enters you again, and this time you can feel the difference. the anger is gone, burned away and replaced by a raw, consuming need. it’s slower, deeper, each thrust deliberate. he watches your face as he fucks you, watches the tears stream down to your temple and into your hair. he watches your ass jiggle every time he slams into you. you can feel his balls, heavy and swollen, slapping against you with each powerful thrust. the whole barn now smells like dust and sex and him.
“beau,” you gasp, your fingers digging into the rough hay. you’re close, so close, your whole body trembling on the edge of a precipice.
“i know, sweetheart,” he grunts, his control starting to fray. he picks up the pace, his hips slamming into yours with a wet, slapping sound that echoes off the wooden walls. he’s fucking you into the hay now, his eyes never leaving yours. “you’re gonna take it all for me. every last drop.”
at that your orgasm hits, a violent, all consuming wave that makes you scream his name. your vision whites out, your body convulsing around his cock. your climax sends him over the edge. with a guttural growl, he drives into you one last time, his hips bucking as he floods your womb with his hot, thick seed. he holds your leg tight, keeping you pinned as he empties himself completely inside you, groaning your name like a prayer and a curse.
he collapses on you, his weight pressing you into the scratchy hay, his ragged breaths hot against your bicep. still inside you, his cock throbbing softly. the argument isn’t over. nothing is solved. but as you lie there, a blubbering, sated mess in a dusty old barn, filled to the brim with him, you know one thing for sure.
he gave you what you wanted and you felt satisfied. because deep down? you know beau will do as you say, even if you piss him off like you did tonight.
𝓫efore 𝔂ou 𝓰o . . . potential comeback to my jackles era? teehee 🤭 who knows! + i know this was short, i’ve just been super duper busy & so much has happened in my personal life recently (good things!), so i havent really been in the writing mood <3
the ispahan is an iconic french pastry created by legendary pastry chef pierre hermé. it features a signature flavor combination: rose, raspberry, and lychee. the classic version is a giant macaron filled with rose-petal cream, lychee compote, and fresh raspberries, topped with a rose petal. the nickname kiki is said to mean double happiness. my kiki is a virgo and cool in tone; she's almost all air.
head: as a perfume, you'd open startlingly luminous. the lotus head brings a watery, dewy floral quality, though not aquatic in a marine sense, but more reminiscent of a spill of petals floating serenely atop still water. it would be soft, faintly creamy, and meditative. the aldehydes alongside it immediately lift everything. depending on the style while formulating, aldehydes can smell close to the glitter of champagne bubbles, crisp linen drying in sunlight, or icy air. here, paired with lotus, i'd like to imagine very fine, silvery aldehydes rather than the waxy retro kind - assiting in providing the lotus with an illuminating spirit instead of a drowsy one.
heart: as you settle, hyacinth arrives. hyacinth is one of the greenest floral notes; it has a fresh-cut stem sense with a damp earthiness underneath. it smells akin to walking through a flower shop while the buckets are still full of water. it keeps the fragrance from becoming overly "pretty." then an underscore of iris—NOT sugary violet makeup-powder iris—cool, rooty iris. the scent of iris comes from the root of the plant itself, not the flower. felt-like texture and a whisper of gentleness that leans expensive rather than synthetic.
body: an incredible sheer finish. neroli, bright white blossoms with a slight citrus kiss and just enough of a bitter snap to keep it all clean. the ozonic notes sprinkled in would again not smell like the ocean so much as open sky after a tempest: cool, crisp air, clean fabric fluttering on the sill, mist suspended above a lake.
pearl white, pale celadon, dove gray, frosted blue, soft silver. giselle ballet but the akram khan version, botanical conservatories, water gardens, handwritten notes on cotton parchment, the pictures your sister specifically took two years out from being pregnant, swiss-italian border, frosted glass in the foyer of homes, white orchids growing through stone, metalwork, marble under your bare feet, cage crinoline, echo of a voice within a cathedral, eros & psyche.
anna and i have known each other for so long. she's a slow melt, a warm laugh dripping all over you. i adore her, and her work and her friendship have carried me through so much. the name anna means grace or favor. as a perfume, she'd be as rich and sensual as she is in life.
head: you're a simple open, a mimicry of dark chocolate, but it isn't sugary here. imagine a zest closer to 70–80% cacao: bittersweet, earthy, almost dusty, with a faint roasted quality. you create instant depth without turning the fragrance into a dessert. you never show your full hand all at once.
heart: into the thick of it, we find hibiscus beginning to bloom. hibiscus isn't commonly extracted naturally for perfumery, so we tend to evoke the idea of the flower instead - playing slightly tart, crimson, fruity-floral. juicy red quality, amber wrapping around both notes, smoothing their edges. a modern amber that's resinous and glowing rather than smoky; golden light on dark wood.
body: you come alive here. fig nectar adds soul. i don't want to work with the green, leafy side of fig, but the fruit split open at peak ripeness: milky, honeyed, pulpy & creamy - bridging the chocolate top beautifully because both share a subterranean richness. a touch of cinnamon to introduce warmth without making you a holiday; dry, woody spice, not a cinnamon roll. night-blooming jasmine unfurls to close it all out: indolic, humid, sweltering, giving the fragrance its almost mesmeric quality.
velvet pulled over a lamp, rimmel's lasting finish matte lipstick by kate moss, oxblood, aubergine, espresso, plum, forest green, garnet, antique gold, the renaissance era, ceramic cookware, eating out late in the evening, foxtrot, the exact transition period between autumn and winter, tchaikovsky, gunslinger, westerns, watercolor-inspired video game concepts, a lighter you don't use for anything other than to stimulate the hands, returning to your homeland, the way a sunset can lend a halo to the back of one's head, a secret whispered into a sweat-wet neck, sleeping in fetal position.
my playful peach. peach is a movement, a way of life; full body-laugh, a fun flirt, catching your lip between your teeth. bright bright bright georgia peach. best girl in the world.
head: oh, you're a star. bright open with pink pepper, which, despite its name, isn't particularly spicy. it sparkles in a sense, has a rosy, near citrusy effervescence that feels like opening a bottle of prosecco. it gives you energy rather than heat. then your heart appears.
heart: wild orchid, baby - more fantasy than reality in perfumery. unlike the rose or jasmines of the world, orchids don't naturally have one universally recognizable scent, so we use "orchid" to evoke an impression like we do hibiscus: silky-tropical sweetness, creamy creamy creamy - oh, dash of whipped cream to shake the mood. this isn't bakery whipped; imagine something airy: vanilla cream folded until it's almost weightless. sister to mousse than frosting; softens the orchid without burying it.
body: you finish in a wave of raspberry bloom. bloom, not fruit. we're borrowing from both the raspberry and the blossom. juicy pink berries rolling alongside delicate white blossoms. you're sweeter than hibiscus but fresher than jam. we keep you close, fending off any chance of detonating a sugar bomb.
youngest of the family, impulse buys, no calls but no texts - voice memos, frosè, laughing so hard you snort, strawberries at a farmers' market, satin ballet flats tossed on the floor, the first warm saturday ever in april, spring-into-summer, the rosary tree at the loretto chapel in santa fe new mexico, twenty tabs open, living at full speed, lemon meringue pie, sleeping on a hotel balcony, sharp sharp ash-blonde bob, feminine but not juvenile not precious, open palm slap, raspberry pink, warm yellow-ivory, soft coral, black streak.
so helpful all the time, but also such a soft, centered energy. perfect balance with a wide fun streak. a secret of a woman you have to get past to find the treasure. perfect & so integral; i miss you the minute you're gone.
head: tuberose is a note with the reputation of being loud and almost narcotic, but in the right composition it's unbelievably slick. it's just gorgeous, and it smells like a garden sitting warm in the incessant beat of the august afternoon sun. you're succulent, buttery, and just a little dangerous. we don't push.
heart: unexpected. lily-of-the-valley cutting through all that richness. it's one of the freshest white florals in perfumery: green, crystalline, almost bell-like. i'm biased because it's one of my favorites. we introduce cool air into you, breaking through what could have become an overwhelmingly opulent scent. then coconut milk seeds through. we don't want toasted coconut, or that sunscreen scream. we want milk; such an important distinction. you smell smooth, almost steamed, with a subtle lactonic simmer that clings to the tuberose like a lover gone fearful. velvet push, careful of going sharp.
body: you give us snow. obviously snow doesn't have a smell, but it's often interpreted as chilled musk, transparent aldehydes, airy blonde wood, mineral notes; the sensation of cold rather than a literal scent. the snow keeps all other notes suspended in thin air. finally, turkish red rose blooms - deep, jammy, crimson rose with a kick of spice and honey crush. a single red flower growing out of an otherwise white landscape; you've learned to endure, return.
tibetan mountains, ghost stories, the blinding effect of moonlight against a blizzard or turning on your highbeams during snowfall, warm milk before bed, sleeping through a storm, contradictory, hard line, deeply romantic, greenhouse in winter, cashmere sweater, antique fireplace, lace curtains, the brand doen, victorian flatware, four-poster bed of dark wood, winter wedding, mother of pearl, old botanical illustrations, art deco, the year before the 1920s exploded into depression, stark white, circus life, dogwood pink, sage, midnight blue, baby blue, violet, lilac, scarlet, dipsomaniac, blue hour.
i once told niyah she is a forest fire in the best way: destructive only to what can't last, clearing space for something truer, more aligned to her. a phoenix, too, rising again and again. so clever it catches me off guard. she takes life by the throat and insists on living it, even when it resists, even when it pushes back. still true. i love you, glad i get to.
head: an oud welcome (another hard favorite), but don't think aggressively medicinal or barnyard. a smooth sweep, wood polished over time, slightly smoky, with hints of leather and resin. you're immediately grounding.
heart: a surprise, but never a second thought. tiaré: solar, buttery, usually conjures beaches and monoi oil. but she's sitting next to oud and they hold hands and she's losing her vacation feel. instead, she becomes exotic in the oldest sense of the word: lush, plush, soporific. tonka bean, vanilla's middle sibling. almond, hay, tobacco, caramel, and warm spice woven together. comfort without ever becoming commodified. softens all else, gives a skin-like warmth.
body: a conceptual black rose; dark dried petals, faintly fruity, faintly spicy, essence of wine. cashmere isn't really a smell, but a texture. here we often mean it as tepid musk, summer woods, and an enveloping suede finish.
billie holiday, nina simone, dark cherry wood cabinets, the artist-muse relationship of liv ullmann and ingmar bergman, persona (1966), authentic persian rugs, brass lamps, thick knitwear, cotton sheets, boutique hotels, paris in early-middle october/late november, fingerprints smeared over aureate heirlooms, california traffic, "i'll call you back", nothing feels too precious to use, iberian lynx, wolves' eyes like silver dollars in the dark, border between nightmare and dream, the crackle of a record player, tattoo on the inner wrists, "it didn't really hurt all that much" (liar), espresso brown, deep deep mahogany, amethyst, slate blue, yale blue, raven black.
my ella, sweet ella. "other" (germanic), "goddess" (hebrew), and "torch" (english/greek). you're so enigmatic; always in and out in the best way. no pressure, but self-assured. something ephemeral, but the touch lasts, the memory of you never fades. brilliant.
head: raspberry, but darker. crushed raspberries staining fingertips, rather than fresh berries in a market basket. tart at first taste, then rich, intoxicating. beside it is licorice, a change in personality. licorice in fragrance has anise facets: cool, herbal, sweet, faintly medicinal, and a little mysterious. it makes people tilt their heads because they can't quite place you. together, they're addictive. dulcet, obscure. you're addictive, a lempicka painting.
heart: vanilla pulls you out, takes your hand. you're no cupcake vanilla, but clotted, glossy vanilla. we want to indulge, want to eat you right up. sanding the licorice bite without erasing it. labdanum follows; masterstroke. labdanum cousin to amber, sun-baked, leather lip under the jaw, dried fruit, and honey. a "shadow", incredible depth.
body: you're a violet close. shy of powdery/waxy lipstick, shy of candied; after rain. a little green, a little melancholic. tender exhale into something mellow, quiet. blackberry burst before the fade.
the dark of the theater as the curtain has yet to rise - light behind it, fresh ink, stained glass, the inside of a jewelry box, twilight, vanilla and apple tea in a mug with a chip on the handle, purple bruise blooming on the skin (love bite), smoke of a candle after the blowout, dry humor, books stacked on the floor, marginalia, ribbon bookmark, silver rings, black cherry (color), smoke plum, lavender, ash grey, azure, aqua, indigo, kiss on the forehead, never let you go.
this was very, very fun. i put part one because i just i have too many ideas (i already have a second post with @graybuckets & @pearlydollsworld at the helm), but if you'd like to request one, slide into my inbox or messages. love you. x
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