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I feel horrible sometimes. I don't know what's up with life lately.
I never wanted to live like shit, I just want peace. Everybody told me I have to get closer to god more so they can help you with things. Why should I? Why should I get closer to god to makes things better? I can do it myself, why does it have to control us?
Just why
Life is getting shittier 1 by 1, 2 by 2, 3 by 3. School never make me feel okay, home never make me feel safe after all. I never understood why.
I wanna hurt myself, like bruising myself. Not wounds, just bruises. I want people beat the shit out of me
I just want myself getting hurt or hurting myself without wounds all over so my family knows I'm fucking tired of this life.
Tried asking my mum for going to a therapist or a mental hospital, she never wants me to do it because she thinks she's all the same and would say "they probably say the same thing im saying right now!" OKAY AND?? YOUR TONE DOESN'T FUCKING HELP.
dont act like you're a therapist type of fucking shit if this goddamn government doesn't allow someone at your age to work.
I just want some peace
It's not even my birthday and I'm getting worse and worse.
I sometimes got lost interest in School Bus Graveyard a little due to it's probably some goddamn discord server I'm in
I tried getting a new interest but I just can't
I'm tired
I can't rest
I haven't post for nothing
I don't wanna go to school at this point I'll just pretend myself I overslept and sleep and shit
I'm tired
I'm mentally unwell at this point
I understand Ben agreed to go to therapy because of the danger he put his family in, but I think it’d be interesting to see him resent his parents for “sending him away” if that makes sense, if only a little bit
They didn’t protect him when he needed them, and they don’t really support him either. There’s not a single panel of Ben interacting with his parents since they came to visit. I find that incredibly suspicious.
Currently writing a fic about Ben’s healing process where I explore his backstory. I’m NOT a good writer so it’s pretty bad but when there’s no content you just gotta make it yourself 💔
When I really analyze Ben's parents, it's as if they're trying not to repeat the same mistakes they made with him... while taking care of Lily now.
What I don't understand is what the hell is going on with them, and I'd like to see those scenes. I want to understand how the hell they, as parents, didn't do anything from the beginning when their son came home beaten up.
At least in a realistic context with my mother, for example, the moment I have a change in behavior, or come home bruised, or even a change in pattern, she would already be intervening. (it actually already happened)
But with Ben's parents, how could you not realize that something serious was happening to your own son? Did they even investigate from the beginning? Were they involved? Even if their son wasn't telling them anything, at the very least, keep at it, even going to the school to see what's going on.
Every time I read the scenes where Maverick talks to Ben, I can really understand more when he says that the authorities have failed him. We're talking about school, with teachers, principals, and especially his parents (and maybe his uncle and aunt), but with adults in general.
He would be sad and guilty for the actions and decisions he made, but he must keep that resentment bottled up because if he had at least had the support of his parents from the beginning, this could have been avoided... Or perhaps the damage wouldn't have been so great
(I don't know, thinking about Ben really makes me sad and it's something I plan to write about in my current story; I want to give more visibility to these characters and how they must really feel)
YESYESYES!!
Because how do you come home looking like THIS and get sent to school the next day?
Obviously we don’t have the details, but it doesn’t change the fact that they ALL failed him. His parents, his teachers, the justice system, everyone. Shane was still in school when Ben left the hospital. In WHAT world could you bully another student to this extent and not be expelled. (Not to mention be expected to attend the same school with him after the fact)
His parents did very little to protect him. You don’t get to say “they tried” like that makes it okay to give up on your son. I understand they had Lily to look after too, but it is still so weird to me that we never see Ben interact with his parents unless Lily is involved. I’m sure Red might not have thought it was important to show them interacting, but it’s important to ME! 😭
(Side note, I was about to give them some grace thinking Logan doesn’t talk to his grandparents much either until I remembered that they literally ASK HIM IF HES ALRIGHT BECAUSE HE “Looked clammy” so whatever bro)
Ben’s situation was entirely preventable if the authority that was meant to be protecting him cared even a little bit. If they stepped in when Ben needed them to. Maverick acknowledges this, and uses his trauma to try and manipulate him in the same way Shane did.
“If you join us you’ll be safe from our abuse” no wonder he rebelled so hard.
But just remember, some of Ben's backstory are analyzed by Aiden himself, though yes, Ben must've speak up to Aiden. but people makes mistakes when it comes to tell someone's backstory. For example, like me, when someone speaks up, I kind of understand how they've been through, and when anybody asked me why they're this and that, I just try to remember what I remember they said. And erm, tries not to make some mistakes as well and misunderstanding. I guess that's all
Correct me if I'm wrong
The Clark family in general is a subject that is very interesting to pick at, with the treatments of Aiden, Ben, and Lily. Aiden grew up with money. Finances weren’t an issue, he could have whatever games or toys or foods or clothes or anything else he wanted, but not what he needed: his parents’ love. There is implied to be some neglect in that household, likely due to his parents often being away for work, him being alone a lot. He did all kinds of dangerous things and often had to be patched up by Ben because of how often he hurt himself. I feel like this could have also been related to his encounters with Ashlyn towards the beginning of the series. He was constantly moving from place to place, never having time to forge real social connections outside of Ben. So when he finally moved somewhere to stay in Georgia, he was extremely persistent in interacting with Ashlyn, and due to his neurodivergence and lack of experience with people in general outside of superficial connections, he couldn’t see that she was uncomfortable until she told him directly.
Ben was failed by everything and everyone that swore to protect him. The school did nothing about the severe bullying he endured, leaving him on his own. His own parents didn’t care enough to find out why their son came home bruised so often. No one helped him. Singing was his passion. The thing that brought him joy when not much else did. And Shane took that from him in the most brutal way possible, and when Ben got back from the hospital, he had to deal with them himself, because once again, no one did anything. And when he goes into a depression and takes it out by street fighting (something that genuinely could have gotten him killed), the only effort his parents put into “helping” was sending him away.
Lily seems to be the golden child. She is adorable, tiny, and lovable. Her parents seem to care for her a lot, or at least significantly more than Ben. It is quite possible that her parents see her as a “second chance” child; a child to focus on caring for when they deem their other as possibly “hopeless”. Ben clearly loves his sister, and their dynamic as a whole is adorable. However, it is quite possible that he is jealous of her for getting the love that he never got from their parents. None of this is Lily’s fault, obviously, as she is still a kid who didn’t choose her family.
This fucking reminds me Diary of a Wimpy Kid au shit where Rodrick was abused by Frank, Greg was just his father other chance to "man" him up because he failed Rodrick, and Manny is the fucking favourite child who didn't do shit but acts like an asshole because hes a toddler
I understand Ben agreed to go to therapy because of the danger he put his family in, but I think it’d be interesting to see him resent his parents for “sending him away” if that makes sense, if only a little bit
They didn’t protect him when he needed them, and they don’t really support him either. There’s not a single panel of Ben interacting with his parents since they came to visit. I find that incredibly suspicious.
Currently writing a fic about Ben’s healing process where I explore his backstory. I’m NOT a good writer so it’s pretty bad but when there’s no content you just gotta make it yourself 💔
When I really analyze Ben's parents, it's as if they're trying not to repeat the same mistakes they made with him... while taking care of Lily now.
What I don't understand is what the hell is going on with them, and I'd like to see those scenes. I want to understand how the hell they, as parents, didn't do anything from the beginning when their son came home beaten up.
At least in a realistic context with my mother, for example, the moment I have a change in behavior, or come home bruised, or even a change in pattern, she would already be intervening. (it actually already happened)
But with Ben's parents, how could you not realize that something serious was happening to your own son? Did they even investigate from the beginning? Were they involved? Even if their son wasn't telling them anything, at the very least, keep at it, even going to the school to see what's going on.
Every time I read the scenes where Maverick talks to Ben, I can really understand more when he says that the authorities have failed him. We're talking about school, with teachers, principals, and especially his parents (and maybe his uncle and aunt), but with adults in general.
He would be sad and guilty for the actions and decisions he made, but he must keep that resentment bottled up because if he had at least had the support of his parents from the beginning, this could have been avoided... Or perhaps the damage wouldn't have been so great
(I don't know, thinking about Ben really makes me sad and it's something I plan to write about in my current story; I want to give more visibility to these characters and how they must really feel)
YESYESYES!!
Because how do you come home looking like THIS and get sent to school the next day?
Obviously we don’t have the details, but it doesn’t change the fact that they ALL failed him. His parents, his teachers, the justice system, everyone. Shane was still in school when Ben left the hospital. In WHAT world could you bully another student to this extent and not be expelled. (Not to mention be expected to attend the same school with him after the fact)
His parents did very little to protect him. You don’t get to say “they tried” like that makes it okay to give up on your son. I understand they had Lily to look after too, but it is still so weird to me that we never see Ben interact with his parents unless Lily is involved. I’m sure Red might not have thought it was important to show them interacting, but it’s important to ME! 😭
(Side note, I was about to give them some grace thinking Logan doesn’t talk to his grandparents much either until I remembered that they literally ASK HIM IF HES ALRIGHT BECAUSE HE “Looked clammy” so whatever bro)
Ben’s situation was entirely preventable if the authority that was meant to be protecting him cared even a little bit. If they stepped in when Ben needed them to. Maverick acknowledges this, and uses his trauma to try and manipulate him in the same way Shane did.
“If you join us you’ll be safe from our abuse” no wonder he rebelled so hard.
But just remember, some of Ben's backstory are analyzed by Aiden himself, though yes, Ben must've speak up to Aiden. but people makes mistakes when it comes to tell someone's backstory. For example, like me, when someone speaks up, I kind of understand how they've been through, and when anybody asked me why they're this and that, I just try to remember what I remember they said. And erm, tries not to make some mistakes as well and misunderstanding. I guess that's all
Correct me if I'm wrong

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Blood and sh warning gng
First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die
How you dying 👀
restaurants??????
in the middle of a gunfight, mayhaps?
True love!
yeah sure why not
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PEEPING LMAO
@aroace-get-out-of-my-face @oriondrawsstuff @maridrawss @dark-lord-of-awesomeness
STRANGER SEX??? well fuck m- ah. i see.
Child abuse…
statue
Brother/sister incest????????
of course YOU get incest
Dry humping..??
ELLIS SAYS I MATTER, RHAHHH (I didn't have time to record it and not focused on it cuz I was getting ready for school. Idk why the stage starts at 5 am for me.)
Gasp. He replied!
Drawings!!
WHAT THE FUCK???
@crayfee @catladymasterofsqirl @loiylasbg
OFF TOPIC BUT THE ART IS DELICIOUS I WANT TO TAKE A BITE
also holy shit U GOT NOTICED
Yeah like WHA???
Gasp. He replied!
Drawings!!
WHAT THE FUCK???
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Warning, almost half of these are bloods and abuse.
If you like seeing Barron suffer, ig the au is for you
Yay
Explanation on the 3rd picture:
Barron teaches the kids how to play sports, so he's a gym toon. His trinket is attracting the twisted to chase him. Basically, a distractor.
And Carrie teaches the kids about consent! Her trinket was about a law of consent, making the twisted not hitting her for 10 seconds. Idk what she is.
This character represent my oc x Canon
Barron from School Bus Graveyard, and my oc, Carrie Lawson.
I think I never post this one before.
Yayyaya the 5th picture is unused one on the first pic
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Not a SBG type post, but WTD?! (What the Duck?!) Post. Shawn would "probably" forgets her face since after all that years when he started making a band or something (after him explaining to his buddy about the origin of these
But I assumed he doesn't forget her THAT easily. Since he has that picture about him, Faith and her uncle were there.
Elite ball knowledge right here.
He probably wouldn't forget her face entirely but the specific features that a camera can't quite pick up? Like something the smile lines your face subtly makes when you politely smile to someone, and all those tiny details. Those small details are likely to be forgotten with age as most things are.
But Shane and Faith were end game icl.
That's what I meant in the last quote, some of these things are actually referenced the whole episode.
Crowds: Ep 1
Duck: Ep 1 to 2
Music Notes: at the end of ep 2 where they're laying together
Pillow: possibly at Ep 3 where Shawn was embarrassed by Faith's compliment
Gigglesbars: Ep 4 when she was in a hospital.
The black box: at the end of ep 4, announcing she didn't make it.
Tears: same as the black box.
Picture ripped: at the end of ep 5 about him, faith and her uncle in the pictures.
The flowers has meaning too.
Forget me Nots: true love, don't forget me, faithful love, affectionate, remembrance, chivalry, light, and truth.
Anthurium: "hospitality", happiness, abundance.
White carnation: sweet and lovely, innocence, pure love, and faithfulness.
Blue Iris (or Iris Blue idk): Faith and hope.
Some of these flowers has Faith's name on it, so I put that. :D

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Not a SBG type post, but WTD?! (What the Duck?!) Post. Shawn would "probably" forgets her face since after all that years when he started making a band or something (after him explaining to his buddy about the origin of these
But I assumed he doesn't forget her THAT easily. Since he has that picture about him, Faith and her uncle were there.
I love my life
AH NO I DIDN'T OUT JESSICA AND DANIEL IN THE TAGS FUCK
(I love you guys @red-sbg I hope she knows ✌️)