Whisky

Hi.

Feels good to back.

Anyway since it’s been like two months since I’ve shifted I’ve kinda regressed my progress.

Im getting back into this really slowly so I did a “no method shifting night”

I did some meditation that worked really well and Helped me manifest. I re read my script for like the first time in forever and I just went to sleep thinking about waking up in my DR.

I can’t remember but I think I had a dream about Kirishima (if you’ve forgotten I’m trying to shift to MHA :b) it’s like 3pm where I am right now so any memory I have of it is gone now.

That’s about it. Nothing too eventful. I have no idea when I’m gonna try shifting again but since I have a longer weekend soon (veterans day) I’ll try and fit in an attempt in there so long as I’m feeling up to it.

Thank you for the support

Buh-bye🥃✨

It’s been like two months and I haven’t been anywhere in particular. I haven’t attempted shifting once.

Having an excuse every time I take a break seems a little too tiresome.

I just didn’t shift because I had no motivation . I didn’t feel like it and I was not going to force something that wasn’t there. I want to give you guys actual developments on what’s been going on, not the same reports every week.

Here’s all the stuff you missed:

-School started back up again

-I devoted time into keeping my GPA up

-Celebrated another birthday on the 24th of September

-Reorganized my Spotify playlists

That’s it. I mean it when I say I’ve literally done nothing in my absence. I can’t even say I feel like I’ve devoted my time into self care. Like I’m not stressed (I say this while doing my physics homework at 11:49pm) but I haven’t really done anything self indulgent but lay around on my days off.

I’m gonna slowly try and get back into shifting again and take my time. Prolly starting with trying to shift with no methods and getting some apps to help editing my script and what not.

So that’s it.

This is my ✨comeback✨ umm see you tomorrow ig..?

Buh-bye✨🥃

Hi.

So if you read my weekly report you’ll understand that on my last night of shifting (night 19) I was freaking out because there was a huge development in shifting.

I know that I’m hyping this as if I shifted but everything was surreal and it really felt like a big night.

I’ll just describe the sequence of events in order:

It was around 1am, I was hydrated and already pretty drowsy so I was about to prepare to shift.

I read my script, said my affirmations and looked at my Pinterest bored for inspiration. Yunno…typical routine.

I couldn’t find my bandana to cover my eyes so I just ended up using my own blanket to cover my eyes. I turned on my white noise subliminal, mind you I used a different one than the one I typically used.

I was having a hard time focusing for the first couple minutes. My mind kept wandering and I couldn’t really visualize. I tried to keep as still as possible and I was in a relatively comfortable position.

So this is wear things are kinda messy as I can’t describe what happened between trying to visualize and the “huge development” what I can say is that I remember really tuning into the white noise and focusing on that, I also steadied my breathing. I did what I had to do and managed to visualize, than I spaced out.

I don’t know wtf happened between that time but when I finally snapped back to reality I felt like I was still in my bed but my eyes were seeing something completely different.

I felt like I was looking at this black void, it was like trying to hug the sunset, it was so big and vast and it was forever moving into the distance. Everything was so dark and I freaking panicked. My heart rate just completely went off the rails and I felt myself twitching in bed.

Just to be clear I was only seeing this void, I couldn’t see my CR or DR self inside of it or anything, but it was definitely different. All I heard was white noise but I couldn’t here anyone from my DR either. It felt familiar to what other shifters described when the got close to getting to their DR.

I tried to focus and visualize but by that point I was just so freaked out and my heart was pumping so fast that I just stopped that night.

I’ll try again on Thursday because I’m not gonna try two days in a row (especially knowing how tiring that can be) and also I’m getting my teeth pulled out and I’ve already done that once so I know how exhausting and painful that can be.

Anyways I’m freaked out, however I’m pretty excited to see what happens next, so stay tuned…🥃✨

𝙽𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 #𝟷𝟽 - 𝙰𝚞𝚐𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝟷𝟷𝚝𝚑

Hi.

Apologize for this late weekly report, no other reason besides me being lazy. I used the eleven method again last night.

Same process: I read through my script, tied a bandana around my head and turned on some white noise.

Everything went smoothly and I didn’t focus too much on the effects of shifting. Once again it was my lower half that got really numb and cold and for a second I felt me legs tingling.

I made it pretty far in without moving but I only moved a little bit so nothing too bad happened. However it was taking a little too long to fall asleep. I s’pose I was stressed out. I decided that I’d made enough progress tonight and decided to go to sleep.

That’s it for this night so I’ll see you guys/this draft again on Friday.

𝙽𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 #𝟷𝟾 - 𝙰𝚞𝚐𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝟷𝟹𝚝𝚑

Hi.

My attempt was a little more lazy, I was exhausted yesterday and I basically passed out after reading my scripts and not really trying to visualize.

I definitely feel like I could’ve done better last night but that’s neither here nor there. I’m not gonna waste time complaining about it.

Anyways no surprise that I didn’t shift and there wasn’t really much that happened this night.

I’ll be shifting again on Sunday and I’ll try even harder >O< pushing myself always hypes me up and makes me feel more confident in shifting so I’ll keep doing that.

𝙽𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 #𝟷𝟿 - 𝙰𝚞𝚐𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝟷𝟻𝚝𝚑

Hi.

Holy shit-

I didn’t shift, I’m going to make that clear rn, but I feel like I’ve made a huge step. I wanna elaborate more in another post for you know… suspense.

Perhaps I was hallucinating or having a hard time breathing but what I just experienced was so vivid and different from any previous attempts I’ve made.

You could say this goes beyond regular symptoms. But I really had to stop 20 minutes in as I was shifting because I was just alarmed to the point where my breathing just became more rapid.

Wow. Really.

No thoughts. Head empty. Kinda out of it

👁👄👁

Lemme stop being over dramatic. Just to be clear I wasn’t in my DR however I felt so close. Due to my inactivity and the lack of people that are gonna see this I’ll just elaborate on a different post so more of my followers can see this. Thank you for reading.

Buh bye~🥃✨

Will be starting my weekly shifting tomorrow~✨

Ik I’m pretty late and my posting isn’t frequent but I wanna shift as much as I can before school starts at the end of this month.

𝙽𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 #𝟷𝟺 - 𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝟸𝟼𝚝𝚑

Hi.

Ok soooo… ima be honest I went to sleep at 4:30am after watching an hour worth of ASMR and at that point I didn’t want to read through my long ass script.

I wanted to experiment using the heartbeat method just for the one time and I combined it with the intent method and it wasn’t successful :\

I’m going to hydrate a lil more between my break day and Night 15 as well as try and go to sleep more early.

Welp that’s that and since I’m writing this as I go I’ll see you again on Night 15.

𝙽𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 #𝟷𝟻 - 𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝟸𝟾𝚝𝚑

Hi.

I know I switch around with methods a lot :/

That’s my own problem that I’ll address another day. I like to think of myself as a Crow, just as they like shiny pretty things, I like shiny new methods :)

I used the Eleven Method last night. Basically like the character Eleven from Stranger things you’d cover your eyes using a bandanna or cloth of some sorts and turn on some white noise. You visualize yourself walking up to your DR self and visualize yourself merging and becoming one. After you fall asleep you’ll wake up in your DR.

On to the results I…… Did not shift :/

That’s ok though.

It was my first time trying the method and it was working ok for my first attempt. My body got heavy at one moment and I felt like I was floating sooooo.. progress?

I had more trouble visualizing and my mind kept wandering. There’s also the fact that I occasionally here some other forms of white noise on my own. It’s less relaxing and sounds like the aftermath of when you shoot a gun.

I’m gonna try again on Night 16 but I’m THATS it for my report.

Buh-Bye~🥃✨

𝙽𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 #𝟷𝟼 - 𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝟹𝟶𝚝𝚑

Hi.

So tried the eleven method again ^^

I hydrated, read through my script and tied my bandana over my eyes.

Although I didn’t shift I did feel some symptoms. Mainly in my legs which felt like they were floating. My legs also got really cold despite the heater in my house being turned on.

I did feel like I was in my DR several times and I’m finally starting to feel shifting symptoms for the first time in a while so I’d call that improvement!

The hardest things for me to do is keep still (obvi) and also to not pay attention to my symptoms which apparently it’s better if you don’t focus to hard on that.

Anyway that concludes this weekly report. I hope you enjoyed and if you want to ask any questions or want to give me any feedback go ahead. It was a lot more fun to try and shift this week ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

That’s all folks~🥃✨

Hi.

So I’ve come to find out that the reason im not as motivated to shift is because every time I’m unsuccessful or find myself making litte to no progress I then have to make a report about it every time. For me it’s tiring and makes me want to put off shifting every other night.

Is this me being lazy..? Perhaps…

However, I do know that it’s getting harder and harder for me to shift every couple of days. I’m not saying that I’m forcing my self to make attempts just to satisfy my followers. Every time I get to try again I’m happy, just not as enthusiastic and driven as before.

What I’m saying is that instead of reporting every night I shift I’m either going to make multiple attempts and then give out one huge report. It’s either that or I just make a report every time something more serious or exciting happens.

Thank you for the wait and for the lovely tips and encouragement :)

Anyways…please stay tuned as I will be making three attempts this week

~🥃✨✨✨

Hi.

Sorry that this update was late, it kinda went over my head.

Didn’t shift :/

There is nothing else to comment on, nothing to serious happened the other night except for the fact that my AirPods died halfway through my subliminals and by that time I was already asleep.

I’m not entirely sure where else to go from here. Maybe I’ll try again tonight? Other than that I’m just gonna focus on self care.

Thank you for tuning in^^

I’ll be shifting tomorrow. I was planning on doing it tonight but I fell back into my old habit of staying up until 3 so right now I just want to sleep.

I’ll be using the same method as last time.

Hi.

Ok wow so the subliminal worked better than I thought. I didn’t shift but I really felt like I was in my DR for a moment.

I tried my best not to pay attention to my symptoms and just focus on sleeping in my DR room and what my life would be like over there.

Definitely recommend the subliminal, so I’m linking it again:

It might not work for everyone so take my opinion with a grain of salt or don’t take it at all if you’re comfortable with your own methods.

Anyway that basically concludes my report nothing too out of the ordinary, I’ll post again when I want to shift.

As always stay tuned…

I feel more confident in shifting tonight so I’m making an attempt again. I’ll still be trying the intent method using this subliminal :

I haven’t used this subliminal at all so the “use with caution” kinda scares me.

Hi

Sorry this update is so late, I got carried away with taking my break. I tried the intent method on Friday and I didn’t fully feel the affects of shifting.

(Ik you’re not supposed to pay attention to your shifting symptoms and for the most part I didn’t, my attempt just felt like I was falling asleep)

If you couldn’t already tell, I didn’t shift :/

I don’t know when I’ll try again but I’ll post when I do^^

Thank you and please stay tuned