mage of light

i'm genuinely pretty upset over the fact that i have been working nonstop and did not have the time/energy to plan myself something for my birthday

and like

one partner at least made plans for us to go to dinner the weekend prior

but my other partner, my live-in partner of 8 years, just fully did not plan anything? at all?

they both know that this particular birthday has been my biggest fear for the last decade and i have felt so fucking sad and isolated and NEED to get the fuck out of my house and they just

did not think it was worth planning anything for me?

and of course now that i'm sad and planning myself a little solo half-assed pity party (where i may or may not just blow my shit smoove off) suddenly NOW it's an issue