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this is so embarrassing. i want to love & be loved & drink really nice tea & eat really nice pasta & not feel like the loneliness is a part of me anymore. i want a herb garden

being in your early 20s is crazy bc there’s people who are literally married and people who’ve never even dated and people who are trapped in their childhood bedrooms waiting to get out and people who are trying to live out romanticized dream lives and people who are completely on their own and people with multi tiered support systems and we’re all supposedly peers and none of us think we’re doing it right at all

i really have no idea what i'm doing with my life but i feel like it's so sexy of me to just keep going despite everything

I’m really bad at conversations sorry if I’ve ever talked to you

i love sitting in silence and i love saying nothing

Me alone talking to myself: no cuz I don’t think you bitches really get it

I suffer from a disease called "can load the dishwasher correctly" it's incredibly rare, very few people have it

exfoliator but for my brain so I can scrub out the trauma

if i was small and fell into the bong qould you save me or smoke me