p a r a n o i d

it’s my birthday. i felt a new wrinkle form as it hit midnight

spent my whole childhood wishing my parents would get divorced but i think they gave up on choosing happiness when they had me

ugh i didn’t get the full scan like i wanted but the lump’s been done. now i waaaiiit

as if i’m greeted by a big glowing billboard about cancer as i’m leaving to go to my scans for cancer

i want to watch house md soooo bad but i can’t until ive had all my procedures bcus i don’t wanna see all the things that are going to be done to me, before i have them done. i had to stop watching when the conditions & treatments started to get too relatable

i’ve had enough character development!! could life chill out a little !!!!

i feel sick to my core, i got followed on my way home from my appointment

2 appointments tomorrow then hospital 2 days later for soft tissue scans, ahhhhhhh

like they’re genuinely EVIL. fuck energy companies