Hello World

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR ! 

I should have posted this a week ago but each time I postpone it, being trapped in my routines and my unorganized tasks and to do lists.

I didn’t plan on launching a Studyblr, I don’t have any aesthetic creative side in me, I don’t even speak English fluently... But yeah, I came here because I felt bad, I felt like I was ruining my own life, I was stressing out and even did a panic attack just after my first ever post. 

But thanks to @zuzajic and her tips, I was able to rise again, a bit. I tried taking in consideration her advices and working on myself and after changing my laptop wallpaper (to a Woman riding a lion) and then, I printed some pictures that I found motivational to make a visionboard, with places I wanted to visit, quotes, animals that remind me of Power and Determination. Thanks to Zuzajic, I was able to start my 2021 in a new and positive mindset, so Thank you, fellow computer scientist. Thank you for being there when I just needed someone to give me light and someone to show me the way.

Thank you for everyone who reblogged and showed support.

I wish you all a brand new year, full of joy and happiness, full of good news, success and health. Full of power, determination and a good mental and physical health. 

Take care of yourselves wherever you are in the world.

Love,

Introductory Post

I kind of started my blog (it wasn’t actually meant to be a studyblog) in a really bad way. I wanted to apologize for the negative thoughts I had, especially in a christmas day. Though ironically, that blog post helped me a lot, at least for today.

But here I am, I will introduce myself and share my thoughts here like a personal diary. I am not fluent in english so sorry for the potential mistakes you’ll be reading. (blog post inspired by @himynameisirina​)

My name is Mia. Not the real name of course, I decided to change it few months ago after some kind of depression. I am twenty five years old, from Africa and i’m Jobless.

Basics about me:

From Maghreb

Female, she/her

A scorpio lady, october 95 (25, too old for tumblr ? idc)

INFJ.

Ravenclaw.

GrayAce & Grayromantic, heterosexual and single.

Academia:

I have a master degree in Software Engineering, but I had bad marks and all, so... Not satisfied.

I love computer science but because I’ve always been fearful of anything (asking questions, testing programs, going to college...) my grades were only good enough to validate my semesters. Biggest regret of my life.

Languages:

Maghreb language native speaker.

Fluent in French.

Arabic

English

some basics in korean.

Interests & Hobbies:

Writing. Text RPG is my thing.

Photomanipulation.

DIYs.

Baking.

Journaling.

Sewing.

Watching TV shows.

Listening to Rock music and singing (my voice is terrible)

Sciences

Writing letters and penpal stuff.

Amazigh history.

Mythology : greek, roman, celtes, amazigh...

I have one month of less to study hard and maybe (I hope so) achieve my dream. I tried studygrams but sharing positivity and constant pictures was tiring more than anything else so I couldn’t stick to it. But I really hope I’ll be steady this time. For real, this is my last chance to get myself and lift it up, please pray for me...

Merry christmas for those who celebrate it.

Love,