zero ᵎᵎ

last updated: 6 19 26

name: zero

🇵🇷🇨🇺

sexuality: lesbian

pronouns: she/they/them or any pronouns (I would appreciate it if the they pronouns got used cuz I never get they)

Infp

I'm 100 years old

[dni: if you're racist and not pro blm, if you're homophobic, if you ship minors with adults or like incest, if you support rape, if your a Republican or a liberal, if you support Israel, if you support ice, if you argue with me also bringing up that I'm a communist (I'm reading and studying about communism) and I advocate and speak about it. Yes I support the cuban revolution as well too.I STAND BY POLITICAL VIEWS I CAN KINDLY EDUCATE YOU AND YOU CAN GIVE ME RESPECT BUT IF YOU DONT YOU CAN GET OFF MY PAGE IM HERE TO WRITE FANFICTION NOT TO BABY YOU BECAUSE YOUR THROWING A TANTRUM. !!]

I post tlou content writing for Ellie and Abby and some other content or the logs from shows and movies or animes I like but my main thing is writing for Abby or Ellie yet you can ask me what fandoms I'm in and maybe request a character from there!!

i can always write, just sometimes I end up procrastinating because I have terrible depression and sometimes I'm also confused by the things you guys ask so please be clear when you're requesting something

I don't write!!

incest

non consensual/ rape

non con somno and kinda Somnophilia in general is cutting it close (non con sex while sleeping or waking up to a character already having sex with you.)

non x readers

age play

corprophillia-(involving feces)

Zoophilia (sexually attracted to animals)

minor x adult

and anything you know is weird.

i do write!!

basically everything else that I didn't say I didn't write is what I write

my favorite things to write !!

I do really like writing angst and mental health topics so if you ever need me to write something that's about like sh, ed, depression, or mental disorders I will do it I actually find it really comforting. You obviously don't have to request that only I also like writing fluff and smut, even headcannons.

synopsis: what loser!Ellie does in her free time and every day life + personality headcannons.

author's note: I've been procrastinating sorry guys :` (

cw: slight mention of Ellie neglecting herself.

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PLEASE DONT BUY TLOU 🇵🇸 !!

(please boycott buying tlou two, get it second hand or watch the gameplay and please don't buy tlou 3 if it comes out and refrain from buying remastered versions of any tlou and tlou merch connected with PlayStation.)

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loser!ellie: would spend her time in her bedroom she literally doesn't leave the house and barely even her bedroom.

loser!ellie: she binge watches a lot of movies, shows, and anime.

loser!ellie: gets out of the house to go to school yet she's pretty lonely during school. She talks to barely anybody and walks or takes the bus back home.

loser!ellie: is pretty awkward and shy. She can get comfortable but it won't guarantee that she won't mess up her words.

loser!ellie: usually is on a device but if she isn't she may draw, play guitar, read a comic or manga.

loser!ellie: really only talks to people on discord or the microphone of video games yet she doesn't have a true friendship.

loser!ellie: always listens to music, always has her headphones in and Joel swears she's going deaf. The good thing about her wearing them all the time is that the headphones aren't too small on her so they don't give her a headphone dent.

loser!ellie: has 2 outdoor activities that she is actually good at yes doesn't do them a lot is climbing things and rollerblading.

loser!ellie: has trouble sleeping every time she tries to fall asleep it almost never works so she goes back to playing video games.

loser!ellie: had a ton of empty bottles on her desk so joel bought her a bin to put them in and then every now and then he makes her take her smaller bin to the recycle bin.

loser!ellie: sometimes forgets to take care of herself sometimes but it hasn't gotten super bad.

loser!ellie: fidgets around with her rubber bands for her braces when she needs her hands on something.

loser!ellie: loves wearing comfortable clothing. A t-shirt and loose pants with a small amount of accessories like a bracelet or earrings and maybe sometimes her glasses are her go to. She doesn't like super tight or heavy clothes on her she hates the feeling.

loser!ellie: has never really got her hair professionally done. She has some soft wispy curtain bangs and medium length hair and all she does is push her bangs back yet they fall back in place bothering her.

( okay guys let's just think about this one for a moment.. )

loser!ellie: is into cosplaying. She really only cosplays anime boy characters since that is what she feels more comfortable in but yes she cosplays guys...

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!! I was zyroth but I changed my name to webwander3r !!

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synopsis: Abby is jealous of a kitten?

authors note: first Abby fic oh shiddings (sorry this took me so long my depression keeps getting worse) (I'm so depressed guys and I have writers block🫩)

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PLEASE DONT BUY TLOU 🇵🇸 !!

(please boycott buying tlou two, get it second hand or watch the gameplay and please don't buy tlou 3 if it comes out and refrain from buying remastered versions of any tlou and tlou merch connected with PlayStation.)

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Your fingers nail gently made a small scrape sound as you pet the brown fur of your kitten. You had been clinging to this kitten all day and the little thing never left your lap either. His name was buster, you named him that since it meant brown.

Since this thing never left your side and you didn't either Abby didn't get as much attention like she did before. Which at first didn't bother her but it became to the point you cuddled with the kitten all day as abby got nothing. You didn't even realize.

The couch sunk slightly as abby sat down on the other cushion. She didn't say anything and just glanced at you until you said "hey baby..". Which you were granted with a "hi" but it wasn't very exciting. You also kept noticing her glancing at you every once in awhile. She seemed a little bit annoyed and it took you a minute to put the pieces together.

"Abby why do you keep staring at me?" you finally questioned turning your head to her. "You spend a lot of time with that cat, don't yah?" She questions, her tone sounded rude and unhappy which made you confused. "He has a name you know, and I'm just trying to get him comfortable in his new house."

"are you jealous?" you added smirking and your smirk grew more as you saw her cheeks flush slide from embarrassment. "No..no I'm not jealous!" was her immediate response yet you kept insisting that she was jealous while giggling.

"I think Abby is jealous of you Buster. You're just just so stinking cute!" You told your kitten while giving him a peck against his fur. Abby scoffed shaking her head. "I can see the jealousy written all over that face of your's abby'' you teased.

It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

guys I just turned 1 years old 🌝

1 year of writing lesbian ellie fanfiction and arguing with bitches ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

what I think loser ellies bedroom would look like!!

and I'm not following the bedroom she has in tlou part 2 this will be a non apocalypse setting.

• i think she would have a normal sized bedroom but the fact she had a lot of stuff has made it smaller.

• her bed is against the wall since she has a twin bed and on that wall is a sliding window that she has definitely sneaked out of.

• above her bed there would be a pin board and on the board it would have notes, miniature posters, some trinkets with keychains and a few photos of her and her friends and even a few of her and Joel when she was younger.

• LESBIAN FLAG ON HER CEILING ABOVE HER BED!! (⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠) (joel being the one who bought it for her since he's loves Ellie sm yet he was nervous and awkward giving it to her.)

• broke the TV in her room so now she can only play on the PlayStation downstairs.

• plushies on the side of her bed :` D

• her desk is a little unorganized it has some school stuff on it, sticky notes, her laptop, some books she needs and some of her trinkets and glasses. Even with shelves she somehow manages to keep it messy.

•her laptop would be covered in stickers

• a shit ton of merchandise on book shelves. She has manga, comics, figures, Funko pops, etc.

•yes posters would be all over her walls. She would hang her back and guitar on the wall as well.

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extras!!!

• keeps her room very dim.

• rots away in her bedroom like all she does is sleep and play videos or watch shows she goes out just to buy things or go to school •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀

• has a pet snake and a pet cat. Joel tells her not to bring the cat into her room because of the snake but her cat ends up resting on top of the cage or isn't bothered by her pet snake at all.

• she hates hanging up clothes so when one of her clothes falls on the floor she just tosses it into the closet. Yes that closet is a mess.

• if you thought the back of her door is safe from posters and stickers it isn't it's actually filled with them.

this was hard to think about •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀

1. stylo - gorillaz

2. girls make me wanna die - the aces

3. andromeda- weyes blood

4. angel - shaggy, ravon

5. watch you sleep - girl in red

unfortunately no but I hope my answer changes

and I just have a weird fetish for cigarettes/people smoking cigarettes 👀💔

guess who stalked you back

su1c1dal thoughts, depression, lowk being a hater, derealization??

ranting on why people with avoidant attachment are sometimes the most evil bitches. And all the BITCHASS people I call friends are like this.

i fucking hate bitches with avoidant attachment like I'm sorry. Y'all always say "anxious attachment people try to demonize us and they just want to be pampered and babied all the time they start crying if you look away from them for a second" 🫩 like bitch most people that you say have anxious attachment don't actually have that they probably just have secure attachment and secure attachment is a normal thing.

But as someone with secure/anxious attachment I get alone time alot, im always in my room I'm always doing things alone and shit and sometimes that's on purpose and sometimes it not but I'm alone because I have nobody ever and when I get someone I want to keep that friendship with them it's not like i don't want alone time I do I get annoyed sometimes just being around people but why are you calling me baby for wanting to have a stable friendship/relationship, and avoidant people always say that anxious people are demonizing them when avoidants never ever text back to people for months, ask people if they're okay, and offer to do anything with them.

Especially for people they have known for awhile they pick another person they barely knew over you and just forget about you and having that cycle makes you anxious like I'm not demonizing you, you guys are just evil. I understand depression can sometimes make you want to be alone because I have it and it may be stronger for others but do you ever think that choosing another person over your friend you know for ever and leaving them in the darkness is okay? How is it you can give your all to one person but not give me just a little.

They don't even care about your mental health even when you give the biggest hints. There is seriously no way you somehow could not text a response to me for months but you can do other things with your FP. And anyways that makes us feel super alone it makes us seem like nobody appreciates or likes us and that it wouldn't matter if we were alive or not loneliness affects everyone differently and people think it only makes you become avoidant when it actually sometimes makes you have like different/bipolar moods and feelings and being a introvert and depressed and shy also affects me a lot to because I live of the sadness I feel everyday and the scenarios I make in my head and the su1c1dal thoughts I get it's not fun and sometimes it's nice to see someone cares so I'm distracted from all that but nobody seems to care at all. Why am I the gift giver, why am I always the one reaching out and hearing about your problems but when I want something in return I get you being a bitch to me.

I just want you to care and love me normally and not leave me rot away and yes we can have our boundaries and alone times but what I cannot have is you not treating me equally. I get it's hard to present yourself and sometimes it takes me a moment to text back but I do it it's not like going to hurt you I promise yet I help everyone and yet I get barely anything to nothing in return and I feel so lonely I have no one who will understand me and nobody who will notice I'm gone it hurts.

So to those people maybe stop and think maybe I'm just a rude person in general I'm going to treat them fairly and maybe I can actually let them help me

me typing this because I'm lain iwakura

absolutely nuts while writing this

synopsis: smoker Ellie headcannons

authors note: you know me too well I've been waiting for someone to request something like this. I fucking have something for people that smoke cigarettes like oh my god.. why do you think I made Ellie smoke in fics when I had the chance.

cw: smoking, a little bit of angst, sh (burning), topic of being burnt, kissing, very slight smut just kissing and hickies.

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PLEASE DONT BUY TLOU 🇵🇸 !!

(please boycott buying tlou two, get it second hand or watch the gameplay and please don't buy tlou 3 if it comes out and refrain from buying remastered versions of any tlou and tlou merch connected with PlayStation.)

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smoker!ellie: You always catch her smoking on the balcony of your shared apartment at night when she can't sleep.

smoker!ellie: She's gotten better at hiding the scent yet you can still smell it on her just a little but you don't mind.

smoker!ellie: sometimes she puts the cigarette out on her own skin . You worry about her looking at the places with the circular burn mark knowing how bad it hurts. Sometimes you come out and smoke with her just to make sure she's not doing it.

smoker!ellie: when you're sitting on her lap kissing each other she will purposely smoke a cigarette just to pass the smoke into your mouth. You can also feel the hot kissing and sucking against your neck.

smoker!ellie: she is really addicted and everytime you tell her to lay off for just a little she argues back. You catch her outside a few times a day and every time she goes out she buys more cigarettes even sometimes she walks out in the middle of the night to buy a box.

smoker!ellie: also smokes marijuana

smoker!ellie: smoking is such a stress reliever since Ellie deals with a lot and she works as well so she is always tense.

smoker!ellie: her eyes have gotten more sunken and her darkle circles becoming a little more noticeable due to smoking yet you love her tired look.

smoker!ellie: she has small gauges and stickers her cigarette in there when shes fixing something or doing something and she can't hold it and surprisingly she is very cautious and has never burned her hair or face.

smoker!ellie: she can do cool tricks with the smoke and you love watching her do it. She loves impressing you with it.

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bro Im dying sos