You think he will leave you
(English is not my first language)
Character: Daryl Dixon
Context: You and Daryl have been married for years, years before the world went legs up. But it seems this isn't enough. ¡Post season 10!
TW: !Male reader¡, past internalized homophobia, death of main character, screaming, sacrifice, harsh angst, partner falling out of love, no cheating thought, really light mention of sex
Daryl Dixon
• You still remembered those days. The days you and Daryl couldn't get away from eachother, before the world went upsidedown, before the apocalyps. Bouth of you used to makeout on the back of his trailer, when Merle wasn't around.
• Of taking care of eachother, holding eachother under the covers so maybe it would be barried from the rest of the world. When you bouth kissed eachother during it, tryung not to be loud, but just wanting to make sure you bouth were still alive.
• You though it was enough, loving, being close, protecting, helping. Maybe he was never yours from the begning. But how would you ever thought about it when he looked at you with so devoted eyes?
• You thought you were better then that. But you weren't. It took time to notice how those devoted eyes changed from you, to her. Connie. New Alexandria member. She was so graceful, thing you could never tell about yourself.
• When you were still teens, not knowing how in love you bouth were, Daryl used to describe the woman he would marry one day. It's just like her. How could you ever compete with such a gentle woman? Not just gentle, but strong and brave.
• When you noticed, he spent more time talking to her then with you, being up until late (when he slept in Alexandria) just to talk with her. Once, when he came to visit, the first person he looked for wasn't you, was her.
• You thought you knew better. You didn't. Maybe if you did, you wouldn't letted that guy enter your heart. By the time, he was still a heated personality type, but with you, this presentation broke every time. How could you not let your heart be open hearted to someone who gave theirs on yours hands everytime they cried on your arms?
• You tried to eat it up, until one night. It was your aniversary, marriage aniversary, you set up everything. A picnic, you bouth loved it, it remembered you bouth when you were younger.
• But just when you were finishing to set everything up, you saw them. Daryl was laughing, actually laughing, like he didn't laugh with you for a long time. Maybe it had ended with you. You didn't loose just your husband, but your best friend for more then 20 years.
• Then, you just took the wine you were going to put on the picnic, and got back home. Drinked it all. Drinked until the pain on your chest became numb. When Daryl was back, you didn't know what hour it was.
• Daryl got surprised when he saw you drunk, it wasn't usual for you to do that. He tried to help you, but you pulled away, getting yourself on the floor with a broken wine on yout hand.
• Then the fight started. You screamed about how he was going to leave you for some new wife you could never be. He tried to stay calm, until you pushed enough.
• Daryl- Fuck! Yes! I'm not in love with you anymore okay?! That's the shit you wanted to hear? - Then he cameback, he noticed what he said, he noticed your eyes turning even more hurt, he messed up, medded up real bad.
• You thought you would do better in situations like this. But fuck, your most deep fear came to life. So all you could do was get up and screamed about how you hated getting married to him. Asking why was he leaving you, what you did wrong? Why did he said he wanted you to have his surname if it wasn't for the rest of hid life?
• Then you took off your marriage ring, throwing it on him. You said he should give it to his new lover, maybe they could take better care of it then you did.
• While he left the house, telling you to go to bed, but not helping you with it, like he once did so softly, you noticed things were for sure ended. The long promises you gave to eachother, the first time you wrotr your name with his surname, the times he called you 'his husband', those were gone.
• This was hours ago. Now, it was almost morning. You were out of Alexandria, ridding your horse wherever it was away enough, just for a moment, you wanted to clear your mind.
• That was until you came to a little city, you never went here before, never seen it. At first you thought it was abbandoned, but it wasn't. From the top of it, was possible to see an terrible vision. An horde. The biggest you've ever saw.
• The first thing you thought was about going back, telling the comunities, you had to do something, if not.. But then, just when you were to make it, the Whispers came to you. It was their territory, and you weren't exactly silent, how stupid. You should've known better.
• The Alpha, as you knew her, stood up infront of you, they were too much, there was nothing you could do. She told you about what happens when one of yours came to, her, territory, but even before she ended the history, you already knew you weren't getting away from this one. You took of alot of theirs, almost killed her, she had to show she was strong, apparently, by killing you.
• So you did what you did at best, pretend. Acted as if you would beg for your life, but just like Daryl, his husband wasn't this type of guy. You did it just so you could put a message on your horse and put him to run back to Alexandria.
• You could only hope he had gotten to Alexandria while they putted you tied to a polle on the street.
• You think you can hear the zombied getting closer.
• You think you can feel while the rip you apart.
• You think you hear your husband saying he loves you at the little cerimony you made years ago.
• Daryl never saw the letter you sent them about the zombies. But he surely saw the photo Alpha had on her hand after days of you missing out.
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(Wrote this imagine hearing "I'll Believe in Anything" - by Wolf Parade)









