But. It's also a layer of the grief she feels towards Emilie and Gabriel, the death of an experience she'll never get again, not a devastating grief but a quiet one you feel in your bed at night with your brain just thinking if anything before you go to sleep, a grief similar to how one would feel for their childhood

Thats when you realize that *no* it was never an ambical separation

Teen Emilie and Amelie having "you're just a jinx," moment and a horrible fallout

Or is it her being terrified with how Adrien will see her if its found out?

Personally if I was a better artist I'd be looking through concept arts of Padme's outfits to put the more lowkey dresses on Emilie just to see how long it would take anyone to notice it before I hit the more hardcore outfits

Mari already got an satisfying conclusion with Chloe, doing it again is just beating a dead horse and honestly made the episode a waste of time for the most part, Adrien should have gotten his closure with her instead, that would have made it more meaningful of an episode

Me, however, is going with the most deranged option possible in this situation and thinking Tomoe is part of the reason Lila doesn't have a mother and all this "mother Tomoe" nonsense is just psychological torment Lila is committing as her "my name is Inigo Montoya, you killed my father," moment and forcing Tomoe into this fucked creepy role for Lila as payment for depriving her of an actual mother